My head hurts a lot from punching myself and slamming my head into the wall so many times today. I'm not doing too good
>>82678826why did you do that anondo you have autism
>>82678865yes i do i did it because a bug was on the food and now i can not eat today, a whole pizza gone like that, now my parents will be mad for creating more holes in the wall and not eating the pizza i asked for
>>82678878i'm sure they'll understand
>>82678826Lmao nice concusssion dumbass
>>82678878It sounds like you know what you are doing is wrong. Why can't you control your impulses?
I understand that, I used to punch my thighs and head a bunch
>>82678936Oh yeah, they understood the first thousand times. They started to get mad a little bit more and more over the course of the next few ten thousands of times. I'm sure this time they'll probably only be just a little bit angrier, and they'll probably just only be on the inside, and they'll try not to take it out on me.They are good people. They are good people that I just happen to have to exploit constantly for labor Because I cannot sustain my own life at all. Oh God
>>82678961I don't know. It's like I'm able to control 999 of the times I want to randomly punch myself in the head or smash it into a wall or scream or claw at my face, but when it happens a thousand times a day that I end up wanting to do that sort of thing, well then I end up not being able to control myself for at least one of those times. I just saw the bug on the food and I immediately knew that I wasn't going to be able to eat anything today. Because the food was contaminated and that was the only food that we had. And I just started screaming and crying and punching myself and smashing it into a wall because I know that I can't ever get my own food supply because I'm too stupid.
>>82678826>punching myselfMale BPD symptom. Have you been diagnosed? t. Male BPD haver
>>82678826are you a white man? Lmfao
>>82679184I have seven different confirmed mental illness diagnoses, including autism, BPD, OCD, ADHD, ODD, psychosis, and depression.
>>82679192Yes, I am. But then again, many of the people on this website are.
>>82679208Well, psychosis and depression are just a symptom of BPD. ADHD is also extremely common comorbidity. Oppositional defiant disorder I personally also believe it's just BPD. But freaking out over a bug on food is definitely something I do not have. I'll lick the bottom of a shoe I don't care at all about that. I hope you are getting help
>>82679208>collector's editiondid your parents force you to go talk to a shrink?
>>82679301A lot of BPD guys get a million wrong diagnoses before they discover it's BPD. They told me I had generalized anxiety, depression, bipolar, ADHD. All wrong. I went on my volition too
>>82678826you should like not do that blud
>>82679364any specific reason you went in that you are willing to share?