Falling asleep underneath the dark sky
>>82678947That's so romantic anon. I'm blushing
>>82679039I'm sorry anon, I'm not gay. But wouldn't it be nice to have a romantic moment with a lover under the rain? Huddled under the covers, keeping each other warm, away from the world around you.
I wish I could stop thinking on matters of romance. I tell myself that finding a girlfriend isn't my concern right now and I should be focusing on my studies. It seems to be working, although I still look sadly at the couples I see every day; most of the time my thoughts are concerned with the mess I've gotten myself into.
Just exercised a bit. My arms and legs might be busted, but I can still do situps. Haven't been really doing those lately.
Meditation time. I need to meditate more often. Or at least I'd like to.
mio do you know any women who would date a 36 y/o bald neet?
I wonder how I can stop being so neurotic. All my life I've been plagued by anxiety and it keeps stopping me from doing things. At least it's not always a losing battle, but I think it'd be a lot better if I didn't have those battles at all.>>82680111I don't know a lot of women.
>>82680146thanks anyway miononsee you at the kickback
>>82680153I'm not sure what this means. Bleh
That feeling when I want to act like a BPD egirl.
How did it go texting your ex the other day
>>82680372I did not. I was too terrified to.
>>82680382Terrified? I've been stopping myself from doing it as well but it's mostly because I half love her and half want to cave her head in
>>82680444>but it's mostly because I half love her and half want to cave her head inThat's pretty understandable. I'm always overly worried about what people think of me, despite trying not to care, so... yeah, it's funny, I care about what she thinks of me despite it not really mattering since we're not really dating anymore. Isn't that dumb?
>>82680458Look at the positives, at least you're over ourgirl now
>>82680458It's not dumb, if she gets the wrong ick, that's fatal with women
>>82680489I wish that were true. I can't really say I'm truly over her yet. Don't think I ever will be.>>82680491But at the same time, isn't it dumb that I'm worrying so much? It's like, there's no life to be living if I just keep thinking too much.