Should I call my childhood crush and confess my feelings? I am currently 22, and we met again when our elementary class reunited at 18. I was full of anxiety and had horrible self esteem so I fumbled my chances but she left it very open ended too. I have seen her out and about two times since but I just ignored her hoping she didn't see me. I have better self image now and have more muscle mass do I have a chance? If not how do I move on from my lifelong obsession? Should I rape myself then kill myself?
>elementarylucifer... i'm not so sure we should be doing this
>>82680460Were you two extremely close at the time? A couple years ago, I ran into a guy I was friends with all throughout elementary school and middle school and he had no idea who I was. Shit might be too brutal for you to handle if you go through with it.
>>82680460>Should I call my childhood crush and confess my feelings?this isnt Japan pal
>>82680460Obsession with a girl you don't interact with or haven't interacted with for years, a decade even? Do not fucking admit your feelings moron. You'll feel such shame after the fact that your suicidal ideation will skyrocket beyond what it is now. You think you know rock bottom but that shit will ruin you. There is literally ZERO chance of it working and you'll look and feel like an idiot. It will become one of those cursed memories that you can't but help to yelp aloud when recounting it.
>>82680488We were sort of a couple in 7th grade (as much of a couple as you could be). We never really broke up I just stopped talking to her. She knows who I am but she probably hates me at this point.>>82680499This makes me want to do it more lul
