how do i gain the drive to do anything?how do i desire things other than my own execution?
How do you want to want to want to want to want to want to want to want to want to want to want to want to want to want to want to want to want to want to want to want things ?
>>82683683I dont want to "live" like this anymore
>>82683683I'm past the point of even asking this question, I'm only alive because overcoming my survival instinct and guilt to off myself successfully is too much effort.I swear to god people hate me on a fundamental level, unless I want them to have that opinion of me, will the world ever make a joke that's NOT at my expense?
