everyone is busy with their own livesand i am not invited
i feel like if i went outside regularly in a city i'd get a girlfriend, anyone else feel like this?
>>82683913get busy with your own life, anon
>>82683963this is a fallacy. i go outside and live in a huge city and nothing happens.>>82683968i have finished with my own life.
>>82683997>finished with my own life>still posts chapters?? are you a ghost>>??
>>82684566what chapters have i to write? my story is over. but yes, i am ghastly, a ghost.
>>82683913who are you and where do I send an invitation?
>>82683913Many think like you, less realize how many think this way.
>>82684628i am the resident depressed mess (aren't we all) fed up with solitude and lack of human connections. invites are only accepted in person as mail is used to deliver anthrax and email is used to deliver digital anthrax>>82684686it is liberating and crippling
>>82684782>invites are only accepted in person I see, unfortunately there's probably an ocean between us and I can't swim so I probably won't be able to deliver my invitation any time soon, I'm sorry >as mail is used to deliver anthrax that sucks > email is used to deliver digital anthraxthat's the worst type of anthrax !!or so I've heard
>>82683913why does that matter. what would happen if you did get invited? would you manage to enjoy yourself to the fullest? i don't think so. we're fundamentally different from the people you long to be with. you'll still feel estranged like you do now even in a room filled with others. disappointment is the only thing that invites us.
>>82684829sorry but i have lived behind my screens long enough. no more!!! i need real life friends to do real life things with....>>82684854>why does that matterit's what i want...>what would happen if you did get invited? would you manage to enjoy yourself to the fullest?absolutely! the moments im with people are the moments im really happy. it was awkward sometimes but i have really nice memories from those kind of things you know... i miss .. people...>we're fundamentally different from the people you long to be with. you'll still feel estranged like you do now even in a room filled with others. disappointment is the only thing that invites us.on the contrary the people i long to be with are most liek me... its everyone else i am estranged from which makes me feel really weird. being unique is good! it's special! and the right people appreciate that but the right people are hard to find n connect with n mymuyuu....>disappointment is the only thing that invites us.no.. i would be really happy if..
>>82684963>need real life friends to do real life things with....that's okay bestest of luck then anon
>>82684963why are you here then? go talk with your friends. stop whining. be grateful you even get to feel happy with others to begin with.
>>82685029uhh, what friends?? all the ones who left to pursue their own life and left me behind?
>>82683913>everyone is busy with their own lives>and i am not invitedI feel the same way OP.
>>82685040>>82685040yes, since youre longing for them. since you had so many good memories. go run after them instead of sitting here wallowing in your own self pity.
>>82685147and why do you think i'm posting here?? almost like i ran after them and got told to go away!! idiot. there is nothing left but to wallow in rot because i gave it my best and it wasn't enough.
>>82685164>and why do you think i'm posting here?don't know. I asked but you didn't answer.oh well. sucks you seemingly never really had friends to begin with i guess. whatever. time to either put your pride aside and go back begging or learn how to be on your own. best of luck with whichever you choose.
>>82685329yes, i put my ego aside and pleaded, i tried to compromise or find any happy middle, but i was told to give more space and distance, aka to go away politely. >learn how to be on your owni have learned that i cannot stand to be on my own any longer and i wither from it each passing day. there are no more choices, i am at a dead end.
>>82685164>but to wallow in rotI think it's okay to be sad at least for a bit But hopefully you get some friends somehow
>>82685759i've been sad for years !!it has reached the point where i am desperate and my desperation itself is so ugly and repulsive. somehow? there is no magic in the world.. its not even friends plural but someone i can trust and be myself with and gives me care and patience and.. keeps the loneliness at bay
>>82685029Why are you such a dick to people?
