Need strategies to stop feeling anything anymore
>>82686508have you tried alcohol yet
>>82686508Be raised by an NPD mother, marry a BPD, divorce, marry an NPD, get soulraped and discarded and subsequently legally abused in a society that believes everything a woman says no matter how crazyTry getting helpYou'll learn to feel nothing but terror at all times. It's not nothing, but it's close.
>>82686508I feel noooothing, my routine:>4am: wake up eat a lil apple sauce smoke my blunt left over from last night then roll another one>4:30am masturbate>5:15am get dressed and leave for work>6am clock into work (landscaping)>7am stop at gas station to fill up and eat breakfast, smoke a blunt>11am lunch, smoke my leftover breakfast blunt go get 5 guys burger then roll my lunch blunt>2-5pm clock out go home>get home smoke a blunt, eat dinner, take a shower then sit on 4chan until 9pmDo this and you'll eventually feel nothing