I haven't talked to anyone since I left high school close to 10 years ago. Apart from my parents and doctors I talk to nobody even onlineWhat about you anons/incels/hikkikomoris? When was the last time you actually talked to someone apart from your parents?
well it was to be expecting, I'm not larping as a female and I'm not normie enough
I currently live with my family in a 3 generation household. When I was just living on my own I got really psychotic, and things are better now. I have a lot of fear on how things are going to go when I move out though. Whats funny to me is that whatever social interaction I get out of work is completely meaningless to me, like i get ashamed when that's my only source of social interaction.
>>82686853Why exactly would you be ashamed of that?
>>82686860Depression reasons; even on SRIs i can get really neurotic when other people talk about what they do outside of work. From my experience, which i guess is lucky, everyone tries to get along as best they can where i've worked, and its hard to treat those relationships as anything more than forced.
>>82686885I agree, not that I can picture I've never worked lmao. What kind of job were you working? I'm pretty sure that if I had a job I would avoid any relationship there, since they feel forced and insincere.
Im currently unemployed but ive worked lab jobs in the past. If you ever do find yourself working, it's more trouble than its worth to resist coworker relationships, and though they might be skin deep as far as your bigger personal problems go, a pleasant working environment makes things exponentially more tolerable.
>>82687012I don't really trust others, I know they would backstab me just for the fun of it.
okay first bump because I feel lonely tonight
>>82686542In the past 15 years, outside of my mom and uncle I've only talked to the delivery guys who bring me stuff.
>>82686542I've been desensitized for decades, but I think on a deep level I must be very lonely, the fact that I spend most of my free time on 4chan rather than even vidya or watching tv/anime or masturbating says it all
On a scale of where do I get a whoopie coushin and why should I never share this with anyone I know again?
>>82688565I mean, I'm lucky to get invited to funerals anymore
>>82686542A few hours ago, talked to a friend (woman). It was alright. We reconnected a few months ago and we've been trying to work out a few times a week.Despite it being a shitty school, it was a blessing in disguise that my primary school and middle school were combined. It was a small class anyways, but with a lot of classmates being there since pre-k, a lot of us still talked to each other years later, and the woman I just mentioned was one of them.Before talking with the friend I've been going to the gym with, I would spend a decent amount of time by myself save talking to parents. I text some friends occasionally but not nearly as much as I used to. People are busy of course, but I just don't care as much to keep up with texting. I'm just sort of find with not talking with people for a while. I would consider myself naturally introverted and quiet but at a certain age I sort of passively realized I might be on the spectrum and tried to train myself to act more normally. With that being said, I would never call myself a social butterfly, but I could make small talk with normies.So, I guess I'm alone quite a lot, but I rarely feel lonely. And of course internet entertainment is very good at staving off loneliness.
