So my only approximation to femininity is through intense feminization fantasies, but when I take estrogen they stop almost completely and the fantasies seem ridiculous. It seems like my ideal fantasy of being an age regressed 10/10 feminized sissy is impossible because it's contradictory since I dont feel compelled towards femininity asexually. i feel like i gotta give it up and become a fugly sissy gooner male on testosterone and accept reality, i hate how hrt lobotomizes me
>>82687106>an age regressed 10/10 feminized sissyHot. Maybe you just need some dick.
>>82687114the thing is i cant look like that without hrt but with hrt i lose the reason why i went on hrt in the first place, when i take hrt i become a regular straight dude whos mostly asexual leaning straight
