Anyone else suicidal ideation pilled and hope they just accidentally die soon? I hope I get shot or take a bullet for someone. I used to fantasize about jumping in front of bullet and saving someone's life and going out a hero from a very young age. It's probably a bad sign for my mental health, but it's very comforting.
>>82687655I've spent the last 14 years of my life hoping for an accidental death every day. I don't look when I cross the street. I don't wear my PPE at work.