>be me, freaky perverted femanon>dated guy off r9k >dressed him up in my milsurp and would take pictures of him >just found my old stash on a flash drive>just dozens of soulless milsurp images of him from the front, sides, behindI can't believe I actually jerked my shit to that. I am in shock at the pure tism of my younger self, and somehow, I feel bad I stopped being an unbashed freak just to fit in.
>>82688258lt should've been MEEEEE
>>82688258Strange. The only boyfriend I ever had I met off of here and he wore almost exclusively milsurp (albiet no for sexual reasons) too- something I also consider to be my fetish. Why did you feel the need to try compress that part of your sexuality? Why wouldn't you fit in unless you were telling people about it? What your describing while extremely autistic isn't very taboo in the grand scheme of kinks.
happier times..https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xCqdaRC1SfE
>>82688878Fr. >>82688782I lost touch with that authentic freak weirdo side of me while trying to fit in. Lost touch with many of my interests too, and general other personality stuff, since I was focusing on trying to replace it all with more conventional shit or socialmaxxing, but that didn't work. >something I also consider to be my fetishBased fellow milsurp / uniform fetish enjoyer.
