>want to go for a nap after work>sleep all day long until past 8pm>was worth it to be desu>cause went to school in Japan in my dream>didn't understand anything >still managed to befrend two people>cause they were relying on me during a english class>tfw wake up in my own bed again>my left arm hurts>become super grumpy >go chain smoke a few cigs with a coffee>stores close in around a hour>if I want to cook something for myself tonight then I have to go out very soon>had n0 food the entire day so far>or I could just drink a entire bottle of wine instead>I hate being currently alive>im gonna skip work tomorrow methinks
>ride to the store with our e-bicycle >meh the butcher is closed already>from work experience I know>that every other meat product is processed by the same company >with a different label + price>eitherway its just gross in these factories >go for burger patties >a lil pricey but probably the same issue bleh>get some bacon>tabasco >dr pepper zero>I hab everything else I need for tonight back at home ig>stop by a vending machine>cause they tend to have import sweets & soda>please let them have fanta grape from japan>I would go for it even while its full of sugar n stuff>nope some mountain dew from murrica or the UK>>>>synthetic weede vapes>kinda tempted cause that's like 0kcal compared to some wine oof
im such a e-bicycle
>arrive back home>put eberything into the fridge >I need a cig>not sure if I open a wine bottle >or go back to get that vape>have to decide between potentially more kcal that I want to>or a psychosis >the latter seems like the better choice>but it costs 30 bucks >and the vintage wine collection that the doctor who used to live here is free>so there is that>>82744068Gonna assume u are trying to say that ur a e-slut>https://youtu.be/gnXE8rKZrfg?si=IfxoppHyWTaPbb6n
>that was left behind by the doc*
>DAMN IT>I FORGOT THE BLUE BERRIES
>at first I found out dad threw away my broccoli>I wanted to cook that tonight>he also took my tuna can>hey I wanted to mix that with tons of tobasco tonight>grrr>I need my own fridge reee>very hungry>my stomach is making sounds >dont want to start cooking befor I chug down some wine>can he fall asleep already please
>sneak the wine from 1991 back into my room>bleh>mom likes to display that one>go to our basement>sneak a wine from 1989 into my room>open that one >it tastes so sweet>damn this wine existed while pablo escobar was still alive>to be desu the wine from 1997 was still the best so far>I dont think we hab any from 1997 left>gonna try one from 1999 or 1996 next methinks>(1989 one is a smol bottle for one big glass)
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FM1GtQuSXP4>living the dream>okies the wine has some bitter notes I do not rike>there is a new episode of smiling friends>ig I know what to watch while I eat>I need2cook>okies after moar wine + cig
>finish the rather small wine bottle>I should start to cook>can't decide on it>maybe I should look for another smol vintage bottle to open >time for a cig>the moon is strong>its all foggy outside>Spooky>used to be hardcore foggy for a while at the start of this year>then someone I knew killed himself and the fog went away>silent hill moment I guess
>I find it funny how he was like>ur the biggest jackass in the group>cause he was afraid of heights >and I went2sky diving>but if I was such a jackass I would just had killed myself already >or like how he was mad over me being like>"yeah gonna sell all of my stocks for a fancy japan vacay">he was mad for having to start over again>I got him into stocks>helped his mom after death a lot>see he had ova 7k in stocks n crypto>he made BIG minus with crypto>that's not on me cause I told him I dont fuck with crypto >I dont get it how u can kys without that much cash>you can easily trade in cash for happiness >and he barely left this cursed town>he never went to Amsterdam while being a huge stoner>I dont understand that part>dont eat ur money and go see the world is what one of my precious grandmas said>that one who raised like 7 children as a single mom in FUCKING tehran>may she rest in peace>be like I dont need food>drink rum n moar wine>cook a keto friendly meal>with sooooo much alcohol>yea this doesn't make any sense xD
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2L1gzntXRw>when I listened to this track so loud with my headphones>that people around me could hear it>only US tourist were around me>they gave me weird looks>I knew from past encounters that they were democratsI love you donny
>in kyoto**
>GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM MEEE>UR NOT MY FAVORITE CAT(rip)Reeeee
She is annoying desu
>im actually annoyed by the new kitty>if dad meant it fr he would buy the same race as my favourite cat>instead of hoping a FREE new one would fill that hole>it wont>if its was a human I would put it already into a foster home>she is very clingy to us so I can't get myself to put her into a vet foster home>but I wont care if she runs away >I miss my fav cat>smok3 a cig at his grave>clean it like I always tend to do>have to fight the urge to dig him out & display his skelet
>Snapchat reminding m3 that I arrived in Dubai today one year ago>what means I didn't saw my fav cat since a year>cause he died while I was away>need a second cig
>derail into eating into ice cream n some candy I had left>my tummy is flat enough for me to n0t worry about it>but I will still worry about it after waking up>tempted to go out for that synthetic weede vape>but im sooo rekt>better get ready2sleep after dis cig>dont let me EVER wake up again please desu>I hate germany so much its unreal>thanks buddah im not a retarded German>I wanna burn my german passport so bad>but Iran has to be fucked so bad cause of their nuke Israel wet dreams >fucking retards
>ready2sleep>never let me wake up again please>goodnights desu
