hello welcome and please to be doing the gayful thank youQ for anons: whatcha gaymin' ?
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>>82762409I lost 10 league of legends games yesterday so I'm not playing anything today
>>82762409FFT
>>82762409>whatcha gaymin' ?why, life of course!I don't know what I just went through anonsAdded someone off here, we talked, started exchanging pics, we teased each other, jorked it , more pics, more jorking , more teasingWent on for like 2 hoursMy mind is literally blank right nowI can't think straight
>>82762409>tfw no top bf to jungle for>tfw no bottom bf to support for
>>82762436This game looks so boring. What's good about it? The visuals and animations are bland.
>>82762437sounds pretty gay anon. guess you two are fags now hahahaha
>>82762460it went on for 2 hours anoni'm 5'7 with a 6.5" thingits unsustainable...
>>82762458I like the genre
>r9fag>>>/lgbt/
>>82762482fags btfo
>>82762419Chat, which out of these retards is most bfable?
would it be fun if instead of writing here from the darkness of our rooms, we could meet each other's avatars through hyper augmented realistic VR?
>>82762620i know i would get ignored and excluded so why would i do that?
>>82762564not enough people on the 'map yet. need more anons to put their tags down
>>82762620>go to r9gay hyper augmented VR meetup>everyone is just browsing 4chan on their hyper augmented VR phones
>>82762620>>82762654i would be bullied
>>82762654you'd be an avatar. You could look like whatever you want>>82762702why? It's only between us gay robots! No bullying allowed!>>82762677sad...I hope the future nons that will get this chance won't be this desensitized...
>>82762620>builds up courage to open my mouth and speak>aha you sound like a retard anon, anyway back to what you were saying chad>can't get a word in ever again since i am talked over and ignored
>>82762786this is why i prefer 1 on 1 interaction. having someone all to yourself is way better than talking in a group. i can see the distinct merits of "broing it out" with multiple people, but my brain isn't built like that and only enjoy being eachother's primary focus
good morning americans and good night euros
darn i posted a long one in a dead thread before i realized. oh well.in summary, you can get weed from guys working at vape stores & gas stations pretty often if you ask for a "single," a "preroll," a "dime," or an "eighth" -- they may short you a little if you seem clueless but its gonna be a pretty small amount of money either way. a dime is $10 worth and an eighth is 3.5 grams usually costing $20-40. easiest way to smoke is to buy a little glass pipe or bong, but i like to carve pipes out of carrots, and if you want to be funny it's pretty nice to smoke from an old timey tobacco pipe as well, or a corncob pipe. they used to sell corncob pipes for $5 at rite aid when i was in college but they stopped, and also rite aid is gone now itself. but anyway.
>>82762564m-me? *blushes*
>>82762786mean bottoms get thrown away! No mean gays in my r9gay VR>>82762797I am like that as well most of the time, as a matter of fact, you could get those in VR, way better than here since you'd get a virtual room with the one anon you speak to, while here everyone reads what you're writing
>>82762801cute anon with cute toys (legos)
>>82762850thanks i luv me legos
>>82762419>That one nigga in san franWhat an absolute whore and a stereotype I hate bottoms
>>82762974hes in sonoma county retard, and never say "san fran" again fucking faggot
How do I know if I'm gay? Seriously, I hate women and I've never been with one. I've never even had female friends
>>82762994youre gay asf
>>82762985Don't care everyone from san fran is a monkey pox aids monkey and so is he probablyWhy don't you try marrying him and sucking off his scabbed over aids ridden penis if you love him so much homo
>>82762999I still fap to women though, and traps.
>>82762994are you feminine and cute and smol? then you are a bottom. are you chad and want to fuck bottoms? then you are a top. everyone else is an incel.
>>82762994>how do you know i'm gay>posting in r9gaydamn bro idk just magic i guess
>>82763013im not a faggot so haha>>82763015youre probably straight then, every gooner jerks off to traps and femboys once in a while, actually wanting penis up your shithole and sticking it another is a different thing
>>82763017I'm a chad in the making and I don't want to take dick. I'd fuck an asian femboy princess though
>>82763013i'd recommend a trip to sf if you have housing. i've been to multiple cities in the US and SF is one of the more beautiful ones. being right on the coast and having a ton of large parks with varied architecture instead of strip mall and concrete jungle hell (though the latter is present downtown) helps step it up from most other cities
>>82763017>are you feminine and cute and smol? then you are a bottomclassic grooming tactic.>no you cant be cute and small you must be a faggot you are a faggot become a faggot!!!!!
>>82763042i means go ahead and be a straight femboy. why would i care. i'm an uggo incel.
>>82763033>chad in the makinggym?
>>82762419I'd put a tag in north korea but it's asking me to link discord to it so I won't
>>82763038SF is riddled with homelessness and crime>>82763046>you cant be cute and small YOU ARE FEMININE and that means you are a FEMBOYyou cannot groom me
>>82763055not sure why you're sperging out about being a frail manlet and straight in the fag thread.
>>82763060i could kill you with my bare hands pussy
>>82762786You were so hurt by whatever happened to you in school, poor child
stop bullying, stop
>>82762974>sees one person in a city >spergs out Is there anything you want to talk about, anon?
>>82763090blame the faggots, the kid who blocked the slide in elementary school against me and my friend become a faggot, the kid in high school who berated others constantly was also a faggot, there is correlation
>>82763094I hate bottoms and I hate everyone that lives on the west coast but especially if they are from cali and especially san fran
>>82762702Can we get bullied together? or would one of us end up as the weirdo that saves the other from bullying by being a way better target?
>>82763113we can get bullied together
>>82763085i was by no means popular but i had friends in school and even a gfthe experience i'm drawing from in that post is from the internet
>>82763127your post was super relatable, i never talk in any game ever because of that
I wish gays were as sweet as they were depicted back then...
>>82763055>riddled with homelessness and crimelmao there's no big city in the world without that
>>82763145>lmao there's no big city in the world without thatlib cope and lies
oh yeah you gotta stop fuckingotta stop fuckin, gotta stop fuckin,fucking my heart in the ass!
>>82763127>>82763141+1I'm a hikikomori precisely because of that.
>tfw top and from cali I'm okay right?
>>82763182find a bear bottom
>wake up>no bf in my bed>come back home from work>no bf that waits for me at home
>>82763182you live in a communist proto mexican state and youre gay and there's a 97% your parents are making the state worse
>>82763200I'm only interested in raping cute young little boy twinks sorry!!!
>>82763223Twinks are mean...good luck
>>82763217what did my mommy and daddy do nigga?
>>82763252they vote democrat nigga
>>82763127>friends in school and even a gf>still a mentally challenged chad obsessed incel in adulthood What went wrong
>>82763200nta but do those even exist in real life?
>>82763164What's the 1+ million city without homelessness or urban violence?
>>82763305They are so abundant that you sound like you don't have much experience with real life if you have to ask that
>>82763258But anon that's a good thing. You're not a gay trumptard are you? That's why you don't have a bf
>>82763328>you don't have much experience with real lifeWow, besides me being on /r9k/ of all places on the internet, what gave it away?
>>82763223I'll make a mental note that the transformer poster is also a pedophile
I'd let transformer poster imagine me to be a couple years younger than I actually am, I'll even use early-zoomer slang.
>>82763337You being oblivious about the gay dating market and availability of fat bottoms.
brad pedophile arc >captcha: BASEDDA
>>82763356do You want him to fuck your butt???
>>82763359That was a rhetorical question, but that does make me happy to hear, I doubt they'd let a twink top them but I'm sure there's not a shortage of guys that enjoy feeling degraded.
fantasy boys are so dreamyi wish irl boys weren't psychotic asshole fucking NIGGERS
>>82763319>What's the 1+ million city without homelessness or urban violence?moscow YOU STUPID FUCKING FAGGOT>>82763335yes its a very good thing because i love communism and mexico
>>82763401Yeah I'd fw that frfr, transformersfag has cute posts and I haven't seen him for a while.
>>82763428>moscow doesn't have violence lmao kek even
>>82763305I don't know, but I hope so. I'm not interested in twink, skinny bottoms
>>82763446I've been on sabbaticalWell as long as you're weaker than me and are white I will consider raping you. >>82763471>>82763428didn't some isis goons kill 200 people there last year?
>>82763427I hope to live long enough to fully transition in 2d world and date my anime crushes. It's an illusion, but everything will feel very real, so my feelings will also be real
>>82763471>>82763483arguing with you retards is pointless, i will now take my leave. you hate society, civilization, white people, technology, animals, humanity, christ, odin, nature, architecture and much more.>ob4 no i dont and u do
>>82763518gurl, this ain't an airport
>>82763518> Criticizing Moscow? You must hate the white race Lmao what a weirdo
Russia is our enemy, they treat our people inhumanely
Russia is the leading nation in HIV cases in the northern hemisphere lmao
Russia's the country a bunch of crazy-ass internet videos come from, I kinda like it for that reason.
>pound asian twink boypussy>dominate asian twink boypussy>coom in asian twink boypussyasian males are built for bwc, simple as
>>82763746I really want a chubby asian bf
From what I've seen asians cum easiest handsfree from getting their bussies pounded
hands free orgasm is fakeonly time it has happened to me there was only ejaculate and no sensation
99 year old bottom
>>82763769chubby twinks are hot af (no matter the race)
nibba peed himself and thought it was orgasm lelmao
>>82764008i'm just saying it's a porn thing and not real
>>82763927That's a gay demilich.Gay death -> Gay zombie -> Gay skeleton -> Gay lich -> Gay demilich
faggots kill themselves at higher rates than straight people and are bullied lmao
>>82764033it shouldn't be legal to be a faggot in the first place
>>82764033Men kill themselves 4 times more than women and white men kill themselves more than any other race
>>82764150brown and black people die in homicides and shootouts way more and women are mentally retarded
Another thread ruined by prison gay attwhoring straggots and poltards, yawn
>>82764018It is real doe.
>>82764167>Using suicide against a group of people is a valid argu- wait a minute!>Are you using that against me? >No, you see, suicide statistics are not a valid criticism of anything anymore The intellectual consistency of a double pendulum
>>82763050idk i didn't have to link anything and it has a built in messager (assuming you're logged in)
>>82764247i dont care and i only read your first and last sentence so haha you wrote 2 sentences and i didnt even read them you wrote them for nothing loser
>>82763144all the people i've added on here have been very sweet and cool. the rude people with attitudes usually turn their nose at interacting with people beyond an anonymous setting so you're usually free of them
happens to me all the time, especially when reading erotic stuff or just randomly if i haven't gooned in a few days the only problem with getting it from butt stuff is i haven't got to a point where it doesn't hurt yet so i have to take breaks but fbf will get it nice and stretched ouft i think
>>82762797Exactly. Being in a group is only good when you're forced to socialize (like a family gathering) so you can hide in the background more. But if you want to actually talk to someone 1 on 1 is the way to go. Especially online.>>82762809Oh no how will you ever recover. Thousands would care about your post. Everyone is dying to hear what's your next schizophrenic idea. So interesting.
>>82762419>>82762564>Not interested in sex>Tags: horny >basically just looking for a place to stay lmaoAt least he sounds fair and moral about this business proposal >Bored, hook up, cocklustThis faggot on the other hand. Why not just go to grindr you sack of shit.>I D A H OThey're not sending their best folks
>>82763018I posted in over 30 thread once guess I'm over 30 haha you're so smart haha brilliant 300 IQ over here haha
>>82763030I'm 100% gay and I dnt want a penis in my shithole or sticking mine into my bfs
>>82764460But what if I ask you nicely on a wedding night owo?
>>82763407Twink tops are best tops tho
suicide is the only way out of this hell
>>82764504Just that one time and just for you <3
>>82764425the idaho hate is real. not even a real state it looks like a turkey leg
>>82764446get out of here oldie peeyew one foot in the grave already BLEGH
>>82763518I agree that san fran is a liberal and literal shithole almost as bad as India but you sure make a bad case for it :/Russia is a shithole btw
>>82764561nobody cares what you think btw
no one shitting on sf has ever been there, simple as. >bro you don't need to be a chef to know if a meal su-"No!" unironically a great city TO VISIT (too pricey to live in lmao) and no potential for violence/thieving unless you goto a few areas alone and at night. i don't want to be an active sf defender, but someone who's actually been a lot there needs to set the record straight
>>82764571You cared enough to let me know that Wich means you're butthurt about it. If you didn't care you would ignore it. Last time I checked you're not the representative of the worlds collective consciousness, you schizophrenic sperg btw. I win again because Im much smarter than you. Lil bitch ^_^
>>82764033Because of gay romance not being generally accepted and being seen as disgusting so they can't live as they want to, due to people like you and exactly what you're saying
>>82764728good then i will keep saying it :)
>>82764571Agreed. t. A3NLNA BENKS
The gay pedophile rapist
>>82764284It's okay, you're still a virgin and I feel bad for you
>>82764425>Horny people makes him madLol incels are funny
>when you pull down his undies and bury your face in his crotch or ass and take a big huff
Thinking about meow's 7incher
>>82762419>no one has messaged me yet;(
>>82764984plenty of anons here have 7 inchers save some mental space for the rest of us
>>82765020Wdym? I can't think about all anons here, only the bigger ones
Can't believe I've gained 30lbs and I'm still thinner then meow's fat ass
Ok /r9gay/ I am thinking about running some Halo multiplayer custom games for usMade a ranking pollIf you have any of the Halo MCC games and are interested, please vote on which you'd most like to play.https://strawpoll.com/NoZrz4d4rZ3
>>82764033Shocker, if you get excluded by most of society and told you're evil on a fundamental level over something you can't control, you'll hate yourself and be suicidal.I'll outlive you though, you gotta really fucking hate yourself to be on /r9k/ and still be a judgemental prick.
>>82765033>head full of dickyou need help for your dick fixations
>>82765114how would this work in practice
>>82765253I will make an open custom game lobby.Open so, if we only have a handful of people able to play, randoms can also join
I would actually get the halo mcc and play with you guys out of nostalgia (even though I never played halo multiplayer) but my carpal tunnel is flaring up horribly right now. There's no way I could do an FPS.
I actually own the whole halo mcc and have been waiting to play it with someone but sadly I'm not chad so I think we all know how it will end if I join..
>>82765381they will laught at you and your thin little toothpick... that's saddening
>>82765381just dominate the lobby and we'll all have to kneel to you (also play as a sangheili if you can as i have a preference for getting on my knees for them)
And I got for another frozen pizza and what do I do? Forget to take the cardboard off the bottom of it. It almost caused a melty or can I use that word?
>>82765381dont worry its a 6'3 and up lobby you arent joining
>>82765507i declare a caveat that we can add our penis length to our height so some of us whose height all went to our penises can join
My leg is hurting bad tonight and they're both restless. I can't enjoy anything.
>>82765749go for a walkunless you're too fat to
>get unprompted text from political campaigner>calls me a girl's nameif you're going to blare your politics at me that you want me to support, can you at least use your extensive pervasive spying abilities to get my name right and not emasculate me
>>82765758I am fat and it's dark, I'm not going for a walk after dark here.
>>82765749Jerk off, load up the really hard stuff if you're not that horny.
I don't need a househusband unless he can make me packing peanuts.I love ordering something, realizing the packing peanuts are edible, and just popping them in my mouth one at a time.I might get stomach cancer but living for 20 years already felt like an eternity.
it's starting to get to me that the only productive thing i do every day is work. the fact i've wasted several years in a deadend job with no upward potential and i'm becoming content with that being what i do for the rest of my life is scary. in other words, sucks to suck
>be me>in my kitchen>decide to get a banana>"mmm that looks like an aPEELing banana">heh
I find male bodies really attractive but I don't like male faces. What do?
>>82766312Stop generalizing?
>>82766329Generalising what? I love male bodies, skinny, fat, built, hairy, spotless, etc. Like 90% are good enough for me. Faces are a major ick and there's only like 2% of males faces that I could see myself making out with.
>>82766382Are the hot chad faces or soft femmy ones? Normally when someone doesn't like male faces it's because they only want the latter and are thus prisongay.
>>82766406It's the latter one... Uh oh
I'm bored as hell r9gaywat do
>>82762409dark soul 2>>82762974>>82763104i'm just a nihilist who wants to have a non-zero chance to become independent and leave this dead-end town in these last few months i havei see why i'd be mistaken for a whore, thoughi had an /aan/ then a cali meetup phase, so i'll leave it like that>>82764425>fair and morali take being a drain very seriouslymaybe joining tagmap was a mistake, but idc anymoreif anyone wants to send me [4 Tall, Dark Figures Standing Outside My House, Holding What Appeared To Be A Knife.] that's cool
I can't bring myself to finish FFT I'm burned out.
thought about a nice big cock being serviced and feeling good, started leaking pre again.
>>82766735it's understandable given worshiping nice fat cock (and others) is so hot
Time for an early bed, nothing to do and I'm bored as fuck.
Big cocks look amazing, bit of a shame they are too difficult to handle for me.
I'm drinking whiskey at 4am because I'm an idiot
>>82766810I just really like the idea of cocks feeling good, esp if its not my own, I'd jerk off thinking about pleasuring my fbf but I'm in a chastity cage atm
Do I dare run some Halo rn?Only one person responded to the poll :P
>>82766981Do you have someone holding your key?
>>82767011not atm sadly, I'm single :(
>>82767020Chastity is cute. What are you looking for from wearing one?
When people talk about festivals I wish I lived in the world where it meant cute Japanese shrine worship festivities with stalls and fireworks rather than shitty giganormie degenerate raves where people get drunk, take drugs and stick their dicks in any female that presents herself. I hate this world
>>82767041I'd like to go limp entirely for my fbf, I put it on for my one and only ebf and now just wear it out of habit. I'm thinking about getting a smaller one because I'm so small the normal sized one doesn't even feel like it's restricting me. [I'm like 4 inches erect]
I'm not even hungover, I still have whiskey to drink, and I'm already getting anxiety over how fast and audible my heart rate is
>>82767061eheh. so, ambition to cuteness.How long have you been wearing it? And would you like a little instruction?
>>82766735Am I the outlier here? I like smol pp, under 5 inches is so cute.
>>82767095minus a one month break I've worn it for over a year now, this locktober is gonna be easy and I'm gonna try to wear it till next november :D what kind of instruction?>>82767101my ex liked that I was small too, I like that it made him feel more masculine, IDK how other peeps feel about it doe.
>>82767123I can't open my mouth very wide and have a terrible gag reflex so smaller is definitely better. Love being able to fit the whole thing and watch em struggle to not cum, I gotta change the subject I'm having impure thoughts.
>>82767123>minus a one month break I've worn it for over a year nowOh wow, I admire your dedication!>what kind of instruction?I wouldn't mind helping you manage your arousal. You said you're leaking, and that probably means you're a little hard, no?
>>82767151I finish really easily :3>>82767159ty! I think the cage is way too big because when I get hard it's just contained in the cage, maybe I'm just used to it but I really should move down to a 2 inch cage or something.
>>82767169It sounds like you are ready for a smaller cage to be honest
>>82767182I'm just kinda poor and don't like asking my family for money [I'm NEET] so I'll get one as soon as I can work up the nerve to ask for some cash. Even just sitting around rn I can feel I'm not touching the edges.
>>82767197hehe. caged neet sitting around dreaming about a smaller cage. Had half a thought to get you one, but that's so impulsive...
>>82767233>~<ty but I'm not great at accepting gifts anyway
free that cock Dicks out for Harambe.
>>82767056It's always a red flag when you use "degenerate" in such a conservative way, forgetting who you are.Your very presence in this thread relies on a world that coddles degeneracy instead of banning it.
>>82767242It's not exactly a pure motivation anyway. I'd be doing it for my own enjoyment. Would you like to chat somewhere?
>>82767254no way! it's too small and kinda useless anyway>>82767282Hmmmmmmmm, maybe, I'm kinda shy and I'm prolly gonna sleep soon. I'll think about it :D
>>82766994sry bro i'm working
Thinking about a big guy with a deep voice saying:>"Damn, you've got me all bricked up!"
>>82767304OkI decided I didn't want to share my steam friend code, but instead I temporarily changed my steam name to this number979563681My profile pic is currently a plane. Feel free to add me.I want to talk with you because I was similar to you a few years ago. I liked chastity and liked the idea of wearing it long term.Never had the discipline to wear one for a full year though.Would enjoy a chat <3
>>82767383it's not showing up on search :(
>>82767407hmmm.we'll do this method thenhttps://s.team/p/ffgb-tbfr/TWTTVBHP
>>82767418ok I added u! :D
>>82767263What I am? I know what I am. I don't need you to gate me, erase me and tell me where I should and can exist. How big of an ego a person must have to say those kinds of things to another person. I can't even imagine it. Tell me where I can live. Tell me where and how I am allowed to live. And if don't live how you say I can, or ought to, should I just die and be erased? Away from your view? Away so I can no longer offend you? Yes?
>>82767598okay chill out rust from true detective
i love pulling out a banana that's been in the fridge for like a week or longer, seeing its all brown and dewy from the coldthen i peel it and its perfectly ripe and just as amazing as it was when i put it inis this a metaphor for twink death
I'm scared anons, I'm always snapping at everyone, ruined literally all friends I had with my shit and now after it all over I'm planning on getting absolutely fucked, I am severely mentally ill yet everyone just ignores it irl, my family literally don't give a shit that my dad fucking sexually assualted me as a kid yet I'm meant to just take it like a man? I hate it, I hate how I'm seen, I hurt people just for trying to take my pic due to how bad that fear is, yet when I'm going through all this and unable to find a psychologist, you have these motherfuckers acting like autism is a personality trait? That trauma is to be shared? I'm always having to play into a psychotic persona because whenever I even try to show genuine emotions I get hurt, I can't even be happy without getting attacked physically, I just want to be a person for once and not get hounded at, I would kill just to be anywhere closer to the normality I see everywhere.
>>82767804Sit quietly for 5 minutes and focus on your breathing. Slowly and evenly.
>>82767825I'm as calm as I'll probably be for a while, but like come on, I'm venting on god damn 4chan of all places because of how fucked up everyone irl is, these people never once gave a shit about me, I quite literally was forced to sleep with my dad while none of these cunts did a thing, they even still talk to him and try and get me to meet up with that fucking pedo but act like I'm being crazy for not wanting to, I'm either gonna just drink till I get happy again or until it forces me to pass out
>>82767804>my dad fucking sexually assualted me as a kidOh no anon, that's terrible. What did he do to you?
>>82767746No, I won't chill out. These people try to censor us. They want to CENSOR us saying words and things they don't like. I hear and see (on 4chan) people saying things that I don't like them expressing all the time but I accept it and deal with it because that's human discourse. I can never understand someone who wants to censor words and thought and feeling.
>>82767902I just think it's hypocritical to judge people for being degenerate in the context of partying and having sex, when you are a homosexual.
>>82767892Broke into the bathroom multiple time to do shit, would touch me up at night and there was this one time for like a month where he got a violent dog to assualt me at night while he and my mother laughed at how weak I was, it took me like two years to even sleep on a bed again because and now I'm scared to even be near dogs because of it, I was like ten at the time and ended up getting into cutting and smoking by the time I was 12, I later became an alcoholic by 16
I mean there's so many reasons to hate the world. Poverty, violence, war. But then you're getting all worked up because some normies are raving aka enjoying their youth. How much of a prude can you be? Getting angry like that at something as innocuous as young people having fun, do you think it's reasonable? Comes across as so fucking bitter
Bad feelings. Feeling bad. That's part of being human. To try to erase all of that. To only want to feel what you think will make you feel good, is inhumane. You're abandoning your humanity by wishing for such things. You're saying you don't want to be human any longer. And to censor others? Is to say you want nobody to be human, only automations that express what you wish them to express. It's abandonment and dismissal of the humane.
>>82767913So what you're implying is that homosexuality is and must be tied to raving and parties. You cannot exist as a homosexual unless you act like a degenerate party raver slut. Which is an extremely close minded view.
>>82767917>would touch me up at nightLike in your genitals when you were sleeping? That's very fucked up anon. He got away with it? Your father is to blame, it's not your fault for struggling like that.
>>82767887Before you drink, sit quietly for 5 minutes. Breath calmly, and have no expectations. I am curious what will happen.
>>82767930No, what I mean is that as a member of a persecuted minority, you should be the least judgmental person around, not the most. Specially when you judge others for living lives against your moral code, just like how religious people judge you for living your life against theirs.
>but the wars!So sick of these stupid leftie hasan worshipping retards deflecting to "but muh wars".Yes I'm not in a war or talking about a war. I'm glad you at least comprehend that. I'm talking from what I feel and think at this moment as a person living in a first world country. I'm sorry my opinion is invalid if I'm not in the army.
>>82767942That doesn't mean I should have no negative thought toward others. I don't like festivals and partying. I don't like how society glorifies it as the peak of human existence. I'm gay and I want to express that. Fuck off.
>>82767930You can be anything as a homosexual, the sky is the limit But did you really have to become the sort of person who judges others for their sexuality when they're not harming anyone? Just like homophobes judged you?
the amount of people on here who i just want to warmly hug and cry silently with is incredible
>>82767949You can have all your negative thoughts, I'm not the police. I'm just putting your thoughts to challenge. Our thoughts are not written in stone, they're not the final saying. You can reflect on those thoughts, you can understand them better, see where they come from and why. And even if after all that you still hold those thoughts, at least you will have a deeper understanding of them, which is better than simply accepting them as unquestionable truth.
>>82767931Yeah, I remember he wouldn't let me go and would just keep grinding and at the time, nobody even explained to me what sex was so I couldn't even put into words what he was doing, though of course my mother wouldn't give a shit and even now she refuses to believe a single thing happened to me, and the fact I even have to share a name with that fuck makes life hell for me just hearing it, I want to get it changed the moment I can escape these bastards, I can't even cry without someone saying I'm psychotic nowadays>>82767932Ohhh I'm breathing anon, it's almost as if silence just makes my thoughts worse
Yes yes I'm reaching the drug fuelled higher plane of truth of worshipping Hasanabi's dick. It's the exact same sanctimonious crap with you woke retards. So fucking bored of it
>>82767987>Ohhh I'm breathing anon, it's almost as if silence just makes my thoughts worseWould you mind repeating this for me, another 5 minutes, breathing calmly and evenly, and ceasing any thoughts as they arise
>>82767949>I don't like festivals and partyingNow that's better. "I don't like partying" or "I don't like sex" is much better than "I hate party goers" or "I hate sex havers" or even "I hate the world". It's the difference between having a personal preference, and holding it against others. It's the difference between being a reserved and shy person, from being judgemental and sanctimonious. >I don't like how society glorifies as the peakThere is this whole different side of society that is conservative and who thinks like you: that parties are degenerate and sex havers are immoral. A part of society that glorifies monogamy, marriage, breeding and religion as the peak of human existence. Why don't you join them?>They hate faggots like youOh that's right. You're caught in the middle between two worlds, like every gay conservative. Make peace with that.
>>82767987I'm so sorry that happened to you and you still have to live with him. You never confronted him, right? He's a bastard. You don't deserve any of it.
Get the therapy you love so much you fucking dumbass retard. You obviously have a big thumb up your ass about people not liking degen extrovert society as if it's the core of your existence as if anyone questioning it is is questioning you. How sad.
>>82767943>I hate the world >Because of all the pain and suffering innocent people go through?>No, because normies are having fun at a rave You are so fucking bitter dude it's unbelievable. You feel and think typical thoughts and feelings of an extremely bitter resentful person
>>82768047You are so normal and right dude. Everything you think and feel is so right dude. I don't need to tell you this dude because I know you're already so smug and self-assured about just how right you are, dude.
>>82768034I don't care when regular people criticize "degeneracy", just when hypocritical fags like you do it. I don't like partying that much either because I'm autistic and loud music is too overbearing and crowds are intimidating. However I'm not a conservative jerk like you who makes a statement against degeneracy while being a degenerate yourself. It's the hypocrisy that gets me.
>>82768033I live with my mother now since when I was like 14, I had a breakdown and we tried to kill each other, he moved out because it was getting too dangerous for the both of us but my siblings still talk to him, trying to pressure me and even forces me to speak to him on the phone, I didn't confront him cause how do you even do that? The moment I see him I'll go into a murderous rage, I'm trying to live but god is a struggle to even sleep, I don't think the money I get from college too will even be enough to move out either>>82767997Look anon, I know you might think it helps but just breathing isn't going to do anything for me, it isn't going to stop me from remembering any of it
dude dude i love weed dude i love hasanabi dude i love concerts and festivals and kpop demon slayers dude i love reality tv black qweens dude i love real housewives dude i love women dude i have the exact copy paste personality my jewish overlords wish me to have dude but i hate israel dude but i need to light up another blunt dude
>>82768056So you're an absolute retard. Thanks for confirming.
>>82768062>Look anon, I know you might think it helpsWhat makes you think I think it helps?I view this entirely as an experiment. If it helps you, and if that's something you want, then it'd be lucky.But who knows what will happen
>>82768052At least I don't get angry and sperg out when I see people partying because I'm chill
TRANS RIGHTS dude
>>82768073Maybe but I'm not retarded enough to get angry at normies enjoying their lives. I do get angry at gincels being conservatives though, so maybe we are different sides of the same coin.
>>82768064No dude, hear me out, you know what's real fun? Having no friends and no love experience. That shit rocks
Mario 64 DS is good and I'm tired of pretending it's not
>>82768062Did he ever stop touching you or it went on until you were 14? I think what you need the most is distance from him
seems like a bad time to use this thread
seems like a good time to use this thread
waiting for a sunny day to
/r9gay/ meetup at the weeping willow tree see you in 10mins
Nakamura is the most r9gay coded character in bl>shy>not popular>pure>always thinking about love instead of sex>autistic>not chad looking>gay
>>82768268>crushes on light-haired popular energetic happy boyHe's literally me
How are there boy who are just happy and energetic? Like that is insane to me that there are boys like that, who feel no suffering or sadness weighing them down. They just float on my ignorant and happy
>watching Alien (1979) for the 87millionth time>>82768268wha this show call
>>82768282Maybe their depression treatment is optimized and updated unlike yours
>>82768292Was gonna watch it on the BBC (three) tonight but idk I guess I'm not in a horror-y mood. It's based off a BL manga something like Nakamura-kun something something
>>82768292They don't make many blockbusters like that anymore. Top tier movie.
>>82768299Is your mission in life like those christcucks who go to every door preaching about christ but instead you preach about wokeshit on r9gay?
i used to take meds for depression when i was 10 years old. stopped after a few years dont really remember why but it was moms decision im pretty sure
>>82768275+1!! I love sunny boys>>82768292Ganbare, nakamura kun. Whole manga is out since years I believe, anime is coming next year. It's like a retro sol romance, but gay well, at least on the MC's part very cute
>>82768316>meds at 10 Ouch. Kinda frustrating seeing parents putting kids on meds before getting them therapy. Total inversion of priorities
>>82768312Yes. "Wokeshit" is the reason why you have marriage and freedom to be this gigantic ungrateful faggot you have become. Funny enough how you wouldn't want to live in a country without wokeness
>>82768323The one I crushed on is married to a foid and has kids now
>>82768343You are such a weird freak stop replying to me even implicitly (without yous)
>>82768330i went to therapy around the same time. they even did one of those brain mapping things
>>82768323>Ganbare, nakamura kun.It looks cute. Where 2 read? Mangadex only has the first few chapters
>>82768349Stop being a tradcon fag and I'll leave your thread forever but you have to prove me you really stopped being one by having casual sex with an immigrant
>>82768275Nakamura is very cute himself when you watch his actions and personality. Cuter than Hirose in a way, Hirose is less genki that what he lets on
>>82768360*has sex with a normal-accent WASP canadian immigrant*goodbye
>>82768352And the therapist recommended a shrink? What was your problem back then? The only time I was in favor of putting a kid on meds the poor thing was schizophrenic for real and having non stop hallucinations at 8. He kept seeing a dark shadow and a hooded man with a knife trying to stab him even as we talked, he covered his eyes with his hands and screamed, it was a really tragic and disturbing thing to witness. Overall you only wanna put kids on meds in extreme cases
>>82768365Hirose is very normie adjacent so he has more social value
>>82768381If he's white it doesn't count, you gotta racemix
>>82768344relatable feeling anon. All the guys like that I like or liked only had eyes for girls, it seems to be mostly a straight kind of personality. Fuck them ;_;*Hugs*>>82768357unfortunately I didn't read the whole manga, just snipets :(hopefully some anons have better suggestions...personally I'm waiting for the anime. If you want something cute, but with a lot of het alas, try Ao no Flag.
Stone Tower Temple from Zelda Majoras Mask is shit and I'm tired of pretending it's not. Great Bay is the best Majora's Mask dungeon.
>>82768405I think I was actually in love with him because he's the only guy I've felt that intense about. Even one time being made to sit at the same table as him one time my face was red the entire time to the point that my friend asked if there was something wrong with me. Another time during P.E he took his shirt off and I instantly popped a boner and had to hide it. I hate it.
>>82768389>social valuethat's not relevant in a bf
I miss it being 2010 and top 10 Zelda dungeons or top 10 legendary Pokemon videos being the height of youtube. We were so innocent back then...
>>82768419Being in love with a straight friend in school is a gay rite of passage, the important thing is to move on
>>82768382i dont remember the details. ive asked my mom a few times and had the medication name but i dont remember what they were. at least i know there wasnt anything that serious, im pretty sure it was just add-depression. they mightve just given out meds more freely in my country/time. i had sleeping problems too but it ended up being nothing i think
>>82768434was that 2010? feels like 2015
I'm writing a novel r9gay. ama>>82768434oof.
>>82768419you lived the crush I longed for closer than I ever did..most of the guys I crushed on were on SM or from different schools. I'm weirdly jealous, but also feel compassion for you anon..it's just that, as much as it destroys you later, even living those moments where you're crushing on someone hard close to them in person, it makes me feel kind of happy..you get what I mean?>Another time during P.E he took his shirt off and I instantly popped a boner and had to hide it. I hate it.hot as fuck, how was he like? Body and personality wise. Was he nice to you?
>>82768446what genre is your novel
>popped a boner and had to hidethis happened to me so many times, even as a young teen at the beach. Had this very hot cousin, big pecs, abs, gf ofc, I tried to be far from him because everytime he got near I was getting those visible boners and lots of explaining would've been due. Doesn't help I didn't accept to be gay at the time
>>82768456Sci Fi
>>82768436He wasn't even my friend. We never chatted. In a way I fell in love with him for what he represented. There was me: dark haired, sullen, shy, fragmented family, unpopular and then there was him: blonde, bright, attracted people, happy, family around him always. It made my heart ache looking at him but relieved it at the same time. It makes sense he has a family now. He just had an aura of happiness.
>>82768462Do you accept being gay now?
>>82768446what is the basic premise
>>82768436you never stop falling in love with straight guys, after all, they're men, we like men. But eventually, you learn to be more aware of your feelings and you're able to control them, staying away from that person and so on
>>82768479>accept being gayqrd
>>82768473Careful now, that shitposter is about to jump in and say you fell in love for chad, which is partially true. You fell in love fir the hot guy in school, very understandable.
>>82768479of course, I'm here now and happy to be gay, back then all my relatives were way more homophobic, it was dangerous so it was a sort of defense mechanism triggered by my environment. Just not very happy of the world around me, hence why I'm closeted.
>>82768447Everything about him is just a wound to me now that festers and hurts. We never spoke. For context I have an identical twin brother who attended the same school and classes as me. We literally never talked or were in groups together (other than that one time in Maths I mentioned). Moments with him flicker in my head even over 10 years later though. The him lifting his shirt off (he had a typical athletic school boy body). I don't know if it was in my head, if it was just me, I still wonder now, but our eyes would always meet. Like I would he sitting in the cafeteria with my friends and he would walk in and just by instinct almost our eyes would meet kind of thing. Or we would walk through the hallways and cross paths and there was just that eye meeting spark. I don't know. It still confuses me now. Apparently other guys had confessed to liking him so he was very insecure about coming off as gay, he was also very vibrant which didn't help
>>82768484You remember when you were a kid and you first realized you were a homosexual and you vehemently denied it to yourself, to the point where you fought against it with all your strength? Many gay men stay in that same mental place for years, struggling with internalized homophobia, denial and sexual repression, there are quite a few of them in this thread. There comes a point where you grow tired of fighting against the unrelenting tides of your sexuality and you just let go and allow yourself to be gay in peace.
>>82768462i had a crush on my cousins' friend. he actually wasnt that remarkable, but i ran away from him a few times like that too. thankfully? my cousin and his friend didnt have gfs
>>82768501Oh anon my dear boy... It's about time you get a new crush on someone else so you can replace that old crush
>>82768501To continue: moments that stick in my mind-he hugged me from behind randomly when we were waiting for lesson one time, i had to storm off and act angry because it was so overwhelming for me-when a teacher purposely excluded me from lesson when asking questions to the whole class he asked the teacher "what about *my name*"?-an exam where he sat with his head in his arms lying facing me and it fuelled me and i wrote such a good exam i got better marks than anyone in my class. afterward he came up and asked if i got the top grade and i just silently showed him my grade paper, i couldn't look at him-as i said he was super insecure about coming off as looking gay. after that time i got a boner looking at him shirtless during p.e. he would say f*ggot all the time to the point that a teacher had to apprehend him about it-even with all that i remember a moment before lessons where he lay on this sofa thing in our school reception with his hand on his head and just stared at me as i talked to my friend. maybe he knew i liked him and teased me
>>82768497Are they less homophobic now? Is your environment still homophobic? I'm glad you're happy with being gay, maybe you can share that
>>82768501I hug you again anon, you loved the idea of him, he was like a light in your gloomier life, it wasn't just a crush, you were craving warmth and light. Maybe he knew you liked him, or maybe he just wondered: "why does this kid look at me all the time?"You know what? Who cares. You can think of it as you wish or in the way that makes you feel better. It hurts, but you lived love, he made your school days a little brighter by just existing, it would've been better if he didn't exist?
I hate being gay. It makes me want to cry that I couldn't just walk up to him and aay I liked him because I was scared that he would react with revulsion. That's all my precious feelings amounted to. Just a possibility of him feeling sick because of me.
>>82768534Even when my crush was developing I had the though>I'm doing this because it makes me feel good. I need this to feel good. It was like an Oasis. I could just look at him and feel relief. I didn't want anything more than that. But still even now over a decade later I can't just detach and throw those feelings away. They're still there with me
>>82768540We all did, at some point. If we could change, we would have changed it long ago, but we can't. It's beyond our control. So it's better to cope in healthier ways and just accept what cannot be changed.
>>82768553>But still even now over a decade later I can't just detach and throw those feelings away. They're still there with meIt's because they're all you have. So you hold them tight. Maybe they're hurting you more, but the point is if you get out and make new gay memories, they will replace the old ones.
>>82768511>didn't have gfsmaybe that's worse lol for me it was a restraint>>82768527less homophobic, but won't be happy with me being gay I think. I sort of give hints about it, like, you can tell I'm not your average straight bro, they don't say anything. It's going to be hard when (and if) I get a bf I love mutually, I don't want to hide my love but I don't want to be disowned either>happyyes, I love guys a lot! Their bodies, their laughs, their cute moments, their tenderness (so you can see I don't love ALL kind of guys kek). I get all fuzzy just thinking about being with a guy, It's a great feeling and I wish I accepted it since my very early teens, in a better world
>>82768572>sort of give hints about itLike what. How did you perceive they became less bigoted with time? Do they let you know that? What type of guy you like?
>>82768568You're wrong. I have somebody else that I love now but those feelings don't just get erased. They're still a part of me. I just have to be the mess that I am, and go on as that. Human nature isn't clean. Pain doesn't just get wiped away like wiping a whiteboard, or get washed away in the rain. It sticks and melds into your heart. Especially for us gays. Pain. Suffering. It's all part of being human. I wouldn't be who I am right now without it, nor without that love I had for him
>>82768572>tenderness (so you can see I don't love ALL kind of guyssounds like a pedo no offense
>>82768582>I have somebody else that I love nowLike a real life bf?
>>82768540don't blame your gayness, blame the shitty world we live in and homophobes. People only think of us as sexual creatures, if only they knew we also LOVE other men. If only they knew how pure gay love could be
>>82768586Yes but I don't want to talk about that here
>>82768480A Prince, a bounty hunter, and his alien companion are on the run from a war. Make a jump to random coodinates to throw off pursuers, but their ship is damaged and explodes shortly after. The Prince is thrown into deep space with only a few hours of oxygen. The bounty hunter wakes up, having been miraculously rescued, on what appears to be a planet covered with oceans and constant rain.The bounty hunter and his alien friend are reunited by the colony's authority, a Computer system, which grants them asylum and a temporary apartment; offering to allow them to live in the colony as refugees, if they can find work. The prince was also miraculously recovered, somehow he had survived, but he's being kept in quarantine...The bounty hunter has a sworn mission to protect the prince. The war is catching up to them. The colony isn't what it seems. And the Prince carries a dark destiny in his blood. this synopsis is better than the actual novel. writing is hard
>>82768583Me liking tender guys? How so? Been around rough men all my life, I'm tired of them>>82768578simply, I do not act very straight and unapologetically so, I don't show any interest for women and such>guy you likesee above
>watch top 10 zelda dungeons video>top 3 are forest haven (WW), stone tower (MM), forest temple (OoT)*vomit*Actually I'm glad this era is over
>>82768593I'd be jealous if I was your bf and saw you drooling over your chad crush from 10 years ago like you're still not over it. How did you meet?
>>82768587name one instance of pure gay love
>>82768599If I show a gay couple married for 50 years will that be enough?
>>82768599whatever me and my friend had when I was a preteen.
>>82768524why did he hug you anon?
>>82768596Tender as in personality or tender as in looks (euphemism for femboys and twinks)?
>>82768603>>82768607both are just friendship that you force sodomy onto
>>82768598I've been open about this stuff with my bf. My bf is very domination based so he doesn't give a shit unless he fucked my ass.>>82768608I... don't know. Maybe he pitied me. Which is pathetic.
>>82768596And how do you know they're less homophobic than before? I feel like my relatives all got worse in that department, radicalized by some internet streamers with questionable opinions.
>>82768612If it was a friendship, it would just be a friendship. Sounds like you reduce our romance to the sex act of anal penetration, which is very homophobic
>>82768612we were closer than friends and too young and sheltered to know what sodomy was.
>>82768616It's odd to me that you lived shared moments of intimacy and romance with your boyfriend now, but those didn't have the same impact as that high school crush back then...
>>82768609personality, looks too but not as femboys or twinks. I like guys that aren't afraid to show their inner child, it means the world hasn't tainted their souls much, and I'm not apologizing for wanting that in a guy. If you're wondering if I'd date someone under 18, the answer is a hard no, I don't think I could date someone under 20 either, and I'm still not 30
>>82768630>looks too>Inner child
>>82768616people don't give surprise hugs out of pity. Was it a good hug? Or it was something to tease you along with his friends? How did he react when you got mad?
>>82768636sorry anon, but your supposed allegations aren't the smart own you think they are
>>82768506i remember most of that. i didnt deny being gay *to myself* like that. desu i was a late bloomer and once i became sexually aware i was already familiar with the idea of gays, and yea i knew it was freakish to be gay, but i knew firmly that i was gay>and you just let go and allow yourself to be gay in peacei think too much about how people perceive me. not just about being gay not even mostly about being gay. i need to get out of here
>>82768629I think with the crush it's like the fantasy of what could be heightens it whereas with bf it's real, down-to-Earth. I can hold his hand and feel him squeeze mind back>>82768640It was very enveloping. Like he really wrapped his arms around me. This was when we were lining up outside in the hallway waiting for a class, then we were told the class was in another room downstairs so as I stormed off I walked down the stairs and I remember grumbling to a girl in my class and her asking "what's wrong?". I don't know. It was just so shocking to me at the time by brain kind of went haywire/kaput. I don't know what his reaction was. He was the kind of guy who was touchy feely with everyone anyway. I think he just did it as jest, or pity, or without thinking. To him it was just a little fun to tease the brooding shy moody boy and see how he reacts I think
>>82768625>>82768626here comes the disney fairy tale sub plot
Why does this even matter. He's married with a kid now. He has what he wants. Just let him be happy.
>>82768651>think too much about how people perceive meOh no, that's not very good for a member of any minority. It's a guaranteed way to frustration. In fact this whole journey of "accept being gay" is just one big process of learning to not care (or unlearning to care) about the opinions of others about you.
>>82768618>And how do you know they're less homophobic than beforeby their reactions to some news, sometimes we talk about it and we agree on some things. However, it's easy to preach to others, but when you got the gay at home it's more complicated for that kind of people>radicalized by some internet streamers with questionable opinions.sorry about that anon...really that's most people outside my family. Everyone you interact online probably, even if my family might be more okayish, the world is still very dangerous for us
>>82768660The way you said it's like a festering wound that didn't get better after 10 years I was prepared to believe you had been a celibate all this time and that's why you didn't get over it. But if you really have a boyfriend you can hold... That right there beats 10 chad crushes from high school. Give your bf some credit where its due
>>82768673>by their reactions to some news, sometimes we talk about it and we agree on some thingsThey agreed on something pro gay?
chat, is it pedophilia to like baby faced daddies?
>>82768684Show example to illustrate
>>82768670the problem with that is i have to wake up and see the same people every day. im not joking about needing to get out of here; i have severe anxiety about being someone else to my parents and siblings. i dont even know
>>82768594>[picard voice] COMPUTER, GIVE THESE MEN HOUSINGinteresting start, bounty hunters always go hard for me, i like iti hope you make their enemies smart :p
>>82768693Are they deeply homophobic
>>82768681If I've learned anything it's that the human mind will naturally always pine for what it can't have. Whether that's a baby being denied its rattle or a person wanting to escape their hometown. That sentiment runs deepest in every human. My mind is connected to it because he was something I couldn't have. I don't know what any of the interactions meant, they might have meant nothing to him. But what I have with my boyfriend I know for certain has meaning. Everything I feel toward him and he feels toward me, even if we argue and have negative feeling, is real.
>>82768691here, this
>>82768707Handsome fella. I absolve you from any pedo guilt
>>82768682kind of, or watched a gay movie without getting outraged. But still, that doesn't mean they'll accept me
>>82768705True. I myself had my own highschool crush on chad so I understand where you're coming from.
>>82768710>>82768691and about this one?
>>82768699mom? yesdad? likelybrother? likelysister? probably notgrandmother? likely but not in a harmful waythe other family(i am a family liaison, seriously)? yes
>>82768719That's ceera 15 years ago
>>82768722Do you have plans of independence on the horizon?
>>82768697man, i'm kinda jonesing to talk about it. but I also don't want to spoil all the good stuff. but I'm also having severe writers block. The story is going to some dark places, and idk if I'm just avoiding that or if I'm losing confidence in the whole thing. feels like I have a collection of really cool ideas but actually writing them and trying to get the novel to be fun and readable is a grueling process
>>82768725yes, maybe semi-independence because my job is related to my brother, but its not like hes my boss or close coworker. so yes
>>82768707>>82768710>muh chad isn't pedo baitfilthy whores
>pedos accusing each other of pedophiliayou're ALL pedos, you're sodomites
>>82768742Good to hear so you won't have to submit to your family for much longer and can be free
>>82768790Not me, I like adult looking men exclusively
>>82768737are you thinking like a sudden "no this isn't good enough" or is it like a written into a corner moment? or smth else
>>82768795thank you. im hopeful but still i dont feel very good. i really wish to disappear forever in some satisfactory way
>>82768824Oh no baby that's just suicide and it ain't good. You know what could cheer you up? Having a secret gay relationship on the low with another closeted dude
>>82768524>>82768660me again anon>-he hugged me from behind randomly when we were waiting for lesson one time, i had to storm off and act angry because it was so overwhelming for me>very envelopingI would remember that hug for the rest of my lifeby your stories, you know, this guy sounded a very sweet closeted bisexual guy. Him shouting slurs but at the same time being so gentle and affectionate with a guy he probably knew had a crush on him suggests this. A guy with nothing to hide would not be judgemental like that, and if he hated gays by upbringing, he would have not come close to you>>82768582what do you like about your bf anon? is he happy go lucky too?>>82768705True. That kid was your first love, that's hard to forget
show non-adult looking men
>>82768803I want to bury my face in that small tummy
I missed on gay teen romance...nothing will ever come close to that
>>82768884If it makes you feel any better you are in a board filled with straight people who also missed out on teen love
>>82768892it doesn't. I missed on the exploring, the fun, the size differences, the innocence.
>>82768884I also missed out on young adult love, and soon to be adult love. I'm so bitter now, everyone has experience except me
>>82768855all of my self conscious thoughts from before also infect my thinking with potential friends today. i dont really get it because i was pretty sociable before but i have a lot of trouble talking to people nowadays. like every interaction even if it has no worth at all
>>82768905oh yeah, I missed that too
>>82768820A little of column A, a little of B, a little of C...There's a particularly dark scene that's going to be the turning point of the story. I've already written it (although it needs to be re-written a little)...I have a 9000 word outline with the whole story planned out, and I've been slowly working my way through it, working towards that scene, but I've been losing energy for the project. And idk if it's because I just need a break or if the whole thing is too dark, you know what I mean?
>>82768803he bottoms for smooth twinks
>woke up>hard piss filled cock is still smallWhy bother if I'll never be chad? It's stupid that God gave me a body but left out the important detail to connect with bfs successfully and not be reviled
>>82768968You're kidding right? Source? I can't take that betrayal
>>82768987I'm not Chad either and it pisses me off to no end. I will never be asked out
are you chad if youve been asked out by girls or only guys?
can a muscular dude not be a chad?
>>82769023Anyone asking you out puts you above me, so take that as you will
bfs are just a drug so why would i wanna be a bnormie aids drug addict
>>82769054im sorry anon ive been asked out by a girl and im still a virgin too many years later
>>82769065That means I'm out of your league anon.
>>82769074damn... i cant lie, you bested me, im only versed in regcel laws
>>82769082I went to a gaming arcade with my gay bestie that friendzoned me, and he got 2 people asking him out and I got none. He acted as if it was a regular occurrence. Like we live in two different realities.
>>82769117Why didn't you get any people asking to be your bf?
>>82769125I think there's a very unlikable/unapproachable quality to me that I'm not sure how to shake off. It's most evident at work where basically no one speaks to me at all. Won't even say hi to me when I enter the office. Making friends is already incredibly hard for me
>>82769117Why didn't you ask him out harder?
>>82769000>Sourcemy imagination; vibes
>>82769144You should've seen the face he made when he thought I had feelings for him. Dude was completely aghast, like about to vomit type. He then tried to console me. I wasn't hurt at the rejection, but I was hurt at how much he was disgusted at me.So yeah, I'd rather go for people in my league now
>>82768858>and if he hated gays by upbringing, he would have not come close to youI just don't get why he would want to be close to me. We literally never spoke to each other. As I mentioned I have an identical twin brother who was in the same class and one time he was handing our books out and when it got to me he asked "which one are you?" which made me think he didn't even differentiate between me and my twin unless he did it on purpose to feign disinterest. Everything about his interactions just confused me. Was he just playing with me and didn't even know or care who I was.>what do you like about your bf anon? is he happy go lucky too?No he's the opposite but I like that about him. He's very grounded and I'm a pretty flighty/emotional/insecure person. I guess sometimes I wonder if I were with a guy like my first crush would he bring me out of my shell more and I'd experience more things. But I'm not a travel person and am content with my life with my bf. I don't know what's the point of thinking about this anyway when he's married with kids.
>>82769005What if you get asked out, what will you do next? If he asks you out and it goes to the point where you have to be bare if he asks for intimacy? I'd quit on the spot.
>>82769179Still should have went harder, like asking "Hey what's that face you're making?" and whether it's supposed to be a bad thing that you like him and lightly holding him and bomb him with these kind of conversation until he's either uncomfortable or willing to give in and gave his friend, the purest type of lover, a chance and go slow with him until he saw you as a boy to romance and not a threadIs he a bottom?
hope the anon who drank whiskey has a terrible hangover rn
>>82769005Maybe someone could ask you out at the right time and place? What if I asked you out now?
>>82769117don't read too much into it. Maybe you have unapproachable demeanor. You never know how many people might have wanted you but were too afraid to ask. Just ask yourself, how many times have you looked at some guy with desire in your heart, but you were too scared to do anything about it? Imagine if that guy goes home and thinks to himself "damn I'm so ugly no one approached me" completely oblivious to your silent admiration? Imagine if you are that guy
>Maybe you have unapproachable demeanorI do and I keep it, don't touch me>You never know how many people might have wanted you but were too afraid to ask.None>Just ask yourself, how many times have you looked at some guy with desire in your heartNot many times>but you were too scared to do anything about it?Wasn't cuz idk>Imagine if that guy goes home and thinks to himself "damn I'm so ugly no one approached me" completely oblivious to your silent admiration? He's retarded then>Imagine if you are that guyThas meee
>>82769142Maybe you make a face without even noticing. Like a " bad mood; don't talk to me" face
>>82769402>NoneYou don't know that. "not many times" meaning it has happened before. You looked at someone, and you wanted/desired/felt attracted to them, but you did nothing. The same thing could have happened to you several times.
>>82764946I know you can't read and aren't programmed to do so but you clearly missed the point of my post. That being the funny contrast (or even a contradiction) between the tag and his description.>>82766578>i take being a drain very seriouslyThat's very respectable and I could tell. I wish more neets, or just people in general, were like that even with their parents. Trying not to be a burden and helping out around the house, things like that. But willing to ask for help when they need it and not going full japanese suicide route.
>>82769421You know I'm a human and I won't let you cope by assuming some bullshit when I was here before ai took off
No one wants to be my bf because my hard drive isn't even 500gb, every bottom makes fun of my pathetic small hard drive and only wants over 1t chads. It's over. It's so hard being a pathetic white hard drive cel.
>>82769417Nta and also idgaf, I'm ugly as hell and people don't look at me that way, its ok tho because I'm the one who can be looking at others like tru ugly bastard
>has a bf>makes up gym stories that end with I wish I had a bf>sounds all of his time on internet forums instead of real worldSmartest baitbot
is Heartstopper pedo bait?
I hope all bottoms suffer for rejecting me because of my small hard drive. They keep telling me how there isn't enough space for them to feel comfortable around me and other jokes related to my size.
>>82769461size queens deserve to die alone
>>82769434Oh... sorry, it must be rough. I'm far far far away for being a chad bottom, but even my SSD is 2tb. You'll find your guy eventually.
>>82769442>I'm ugly as hellMaybe you are. Maybe it's just very low self esteem and self-consciousness and insecurities. We can never be sure
>it's all about penis size or how young and smooth you areI'm rethinking about my gayness
>>82769460>Both adult actors Why would that be
>>82769460>prison gay gets a malformed cute smol slim little twink bf and has hang up about home essentialityYes tho its more like poor taste, confused straggots bait, i still watch it tho
>>82769485if they look youngish then you're a pedo
>>82769489Who is prison gay, the cute strong one or the weird looking skinny one and do they face homophobia?
>>82769493You're reaching
>>82769489Nick looks younger than Charlie>>82769498none lol baitanon is talking about the strong one, but he had girls drooling over him before
>>82769500I am not! If your crush looks like a child and acts like a child, you're pedo, doesn't matter if he's 25 or more, there's a weird power dynamic sheet. Gross
>>82769402I feel asleep after posting >>82769142 and I can't tell if I posted this in my sleep or you're fucking with me. Like you sound like a slightly more bitter version than me. Only difference is that I wanna be approached, but no one ever does which leaves me to believe that no one wants me to approach them. Someone sent me a video of me and someone else messing around and I realised just how fucked up my body language and facial expressions are. I didn't even realise I had this insecurity before.
>>82769471>not chad >SSD over 4 times my sizeFuck you humblebragging condescending faggot I hate you. You have no idea what I'm going through on daily bases. >You'll find your guy eventuallyEasy for you to say but no one is going to settle for my pathetic under 500gb ass. It's over.
>>82769498>homophobia kind of. More like the stupid jock friends of the blond cutie, who are very tame compared to reality, and his brother, but he's got 2 or 3 appearances.However there's a character some repressed bots could easily relate to, it's safe to consider him the villain
>>82769528They suffer a lot of bullying from these jock friends and his brother? Do they show the struggle? The jock friends ostracize the strong cutie? I need answers I can't watch another gay show right now
>>82769523get fat and get a sexy fat ass, or are you top only?
>>82769542Worse. He's Chad only
>>82769478>We can never be sureWe can, it's everything you've listed at once, I generally don't care half the time because those are hard facts>>82769519I am you. What makes you think we are not one? Maybe you did send this while you were sleeping and that's your more bitter half typing? Hope someone approaches us alone but for me it ain't possible and I'm over it, I lost too much time. Your expressions are ok, we saw it, a guy in love with you won't care about it
>>82769540nah, not that much. They don't bully, they only find weird that their big friends hangs around the gay guy>Do they show the struggle?sorta? Homophobia isn't the main struggle of the story>The jock friends ostracize the strong cutie?no, he tells them to fuck off
>>82769523That's not true, someone will like you for who you are, they won't care about the size of you set up! The size is not that big of an issue and you can always change it.What do you think I feel when I come over and guy boot it up and his machine is ever bigger, 4tbs or even 10Tbs? What about the enterprice SSDs than are 15x times larger than mine? I don't how it feels.
If you like any guy that is, acts, or looks younger than you, you're a pedo. If you like any guy that isn't me, you're a pedo. You should only like me, maybe someone that looks like me it's all right, but kinda pedophilic
How can you be faggots and virgin? Lol
>HE WAS 0.0001 SECONDS YOUNGER THAN YOU, YOU SICK FUCK!
People who didn't get into a relationship are virgins or at least would be if we lived in a better world.
>>82769594Are you living in my walls? Come kiss me if you are, I'm tired of living alone. I also lost too much time but I still wanna experience the last drops available.
Stop telling gay people it's okay to be gay
Stop telling chad they're chad
>>82769796No. Find someone pretty and happy to milk your drops, really damn at least set yourself up for success
sometimes, everyone makes me sick, like physically sick, I have to throw up, yes, even chad. Does that happen to you?
i'm so hideously ugly just end me
being alive is a humiliation ritual when you're truly ugly
>like a 5th fucking content creator I fallow has trooned out in the past 2 months>uses normal speaking voice>"transbian">Big old excuse to look and act like fucking freak and call anyone who calls you out on it (or just haters who hate you for every other shit take you have) a "transphobeNone of them ever come out as gay or bi.Ever.Every time.Wrong-warp any% to extra obvious, but ultra protected level of festering sexpest.
not to huepost but seething at trannies as a gay is peak cognitive dissonance
>300 replies since I last checkedit's hue isn't it
>>82770019this, gays are no better than trannies irl
>>82770055straight people don't differentiate between us either way
i'm ugly as fuck and there's nothing i can do about it lmaoooooo
>>82768292I watched Alien last week and I thought it was just okay. The only scary part was when the guy had the facehugger on and they were trying to treat him. Anything after that was pretty mid and the actual "evolved" alien wasn't scary at all and I felt no tension whatsoever.
>>82769913Do I really deserve someone pretty? I will say though, the women are right about personality. It's so easy for me to fall in love with the right personality, couldn't care less if they were insanely ugly. But they would never love me back
You guys are all missing the point I can't have sex because I'm a top that isn't chad where as you guys are all bottoms and could have sex whenever you want but you can't because you only want to fuck chads so we are not the same
>>82770186K hue
>>82770191K chad only whore
>tfw no short sensitive top bf
>>82770206Sorry but you can't have a sensitive and short guy as your bf and also have him be a perfect 10/10 chad at the same time as these 2 things are mutually exclusive whore
>>82770037Yeah that's never a good sign
>>82770221you're not his guy anyway, you're insensitive asf
i can't have sex because i have no asshole you are free to upchuck now after hearing this
Finally know how it feels to wear oversized long sleeved shirt. Not quite a hoodie but close enough lol
>>82770246I just explained how the guy he wants doesn't exist whore
>tfw no short sensitive soft spoken top bf (not chad)
>>82770296good, now stop existing irl
Last time I said I wasn't against the idea of a short amicable cute top bf I got called a pedophile.
>>82770206I can be your short sensitive top. I'm 5'7 but I'm insecure about it :(
>>82770298The second a guy like this would even dare to talk to you you'd just insult him for being too soft and weak and then ghost him once you realize that he isn't chad so stop virtue signaling and pretending like you'd ever date a guy who's not a 10/10 you're not winning any brownie points here whore>>82770301How about you stop worshipping chad's cock instead slut
If I get approached by a short sensitive top I'm marrying him.
>If I get approached by a short sensitive top I'm ghosting him.FTFY whore
>>82770353chad's cock is amazing, long and thick, veiny and hairy, hard and rigid, with big low hanging balls... why would i stop doing what you can't do?
>>82770380I can't have sex and it's your fault all bottoms owe me sex
Why don't you go and play a video game or something instead of spending hours shitposting about how you're not a chad?
>>82770410Because it's your fault that I can't have sex and consequences have actions pimp
>>82770398yea because you're a bitch, you can't make an ad and write that you want to worship a chad and big cock because you're a massive pussy. your vagina is the biggest i've seen and you claim to be a guy yet lmao
need Sora 2 to generate a video of me and my dream bf
>>82770438Sora doesn't know how short dreamy tops look, he's stuck with big Chad heartless cock tops
>>82770438Bottoms would rather date an ai generated video of chad then even speak to me..>>82770435A bottom making fun of me for not being chad how original...
>>82770449I'll give him a prompt, it's easy>>82770454I'll generate fetish video with my fbf when I get him. Then will do VR and make those a realityYou can generate your bf too
can someone scratch my back...
*scratches your balls*
>>82770467>You can generate your bf tooThe only time I'll ever have a bottom show interest in me is when it's fictional ai generated this is my life as a non chad top
Btw I'm transitioning
transitioning from ugly faggot to ugly faggot wish me luck
i can see the pity and hostility in peoples eyes when they see mei want to see those eyes filled with fear and regret
>>82770705>i want to see those eyes filled with fear and regretand this is why the admin should designate you faggots as domestic threats to national security
>>82770256>oversizedfuck my lankcel life
Why does dayquil have to taste like this? It should taste like penis.
Meow seeing my ex was fun we played a lot of games yay
Guys, is it ok if I hate women a lil too much?
how can you hate women when they look so good, their bodies are so hot, they titties call for hands cupping it, their pussies being so smooth and tasty.
>>82771254Have you ever spoken to one?
>>82771273yea, was more nicer than that and fell in love with some of them. dumb people are dumb whether they are women or not, i was lucky to spend my time with nice girls.
>>82771123how many exes do you have meow? Was he the park date hammer one?
Tired of gaming but wanna game more...
>>82771393Story stop obsessing over a hammer before I beat all of your cats to death with it yay meow
>finnish (!) bitter butterfaced obese tranny turns out to be an animal abuserwow, and you never see it coming
>>82771407I was the anon you talked to back then. and if you touch my cats I will beat you to death with my bat.
The paradox of needing boyfriend when you're too ugly to acquire one.
the paradox of wanting sex when your penis is too thin to pleasure anyone.
>>82770714name ONE gay shooterthen show statistics for cishet shooters>muh tranniesnot relevant
>>82771530>show statistics for cishet shootersYou scared of me little fagboy?
The paradox of wanting a husband but being an avoidant subhuman and pushing every potential candidate away.
>>82771557Stop talking about literally me.
>>82771581This wasn't targeted, rather a blogpost of sorts.Imagine how funny it'd be if 2 avoidants dated each-other to see who ghosts the other first.
literally us when we try to approach cute guys https://youtube.com/shorts/_LooW8HN664 we think we're hot shit
>look at my floor>the vinyl false wood paneling of my floor>notice lines in it I've never seen before>wonder "Why am I here?"
>>82771393One, no I never dated the hammer date person and we aren't friends either anymore since he ghosted me and other people he knew>NHKGAY>>82771422Wow mean it wasn't even me
>>82771601Yeah...sorry, my bad, I'm not smart enough, you should find someone better.
>>82771688Yeah honestly, I'm a trashy NEET anyways so you're better off :P
bros i forgot how to be gay
>>82771823just be attractive, petite, feminine, and flaming if you're a bottom and chad if you're a top. ez.
>>82771823Get a bf to teach you.
Watched brokeback mountain last night and it made me sad. I would have protected Jake Gyllenhaal and saved him from living in Texas and made him happy. I don't need a wife and kids and strangers to like me, he would be enough.
>>82771823you just gotta feel it in your soul bro
>>82771831i am but i just cant gay now>>82771852/r9gay/ was my bf, is my bf, but we dont love each other anymore T_T
>>82771892You just need to get TOPPED.
>>82771516i know how this sounds, i know, but personality can do a lot of heavy lifting. i knew an obese mexican who would pull decent dudes just by being such an unrepentant flamboyant faggot with a whiny gay voice. personality do be contributing tho
>>82771879dont say that pls anon it cant>>82771896but i never will because im a good kid
>>82771150most fags i know hate women and i don't really get it. sure they can be histrionic manipulative and evil, but most people are capable of that. be aware of man's evil and you can enjoy people with that internal guard in mind
>>82771914Where are you from anon? What kind of guys do you like? What's your ideal gay life?
>>82771793What? You're being rude rn. YOU deserve someone better, not me. YOU can always find a better bf, airhead. Not me.
>>82771953AMERICA idk^ i thought gay life would be like best friends but you have sex and stuff when theres nothing to do
>>82771823Then for beginners, just jerk off to feminine twinks or athletic chads, and then just have your tastes expand from thereGay men don't actually date each-other so don't bother with that, that was my biggest mistake :p
Me with my fbf (scaring hin away yay)
>i'm too much of a bitch to get a date>everyone else must have it the same
At this point I'm fine alone, getting a bf would just make his life worse by association.
Bf who's into big, hairy, old ass 30yo men
>>82772148>old ass>30yoyou mean old by gay standards right?
>>8277217230yo is old that's like ancient
>>82772182Eh, "big" and "hairy" are 10/10 traits anyways.
>>82772073i havent felt like jerking off all month i think im dying. i dont know how to date and i dont want to and i dont really expect to but im so flippin bored and lonely. im also really tired of walking around this neighborhood i thought about hitching a ride to the next town and walking home
>>82772172I mean I have grey hairs in my beard
>>82772390>I mean I have grey hairs in my beardHot as fuck.
>>82772190>>82772398Thanks anon, how's your day going? I'm just doing chores around the house today, laundry and sweeping and all that.
>>82772550>>82772550>>82772550new fweed
