we're having chili today. might get some ice cream later this evening and watch a movie or some moomin all cozied up on the couch. i wanna get some pumpkins to decorate and make cider. it was chilly out last night and the first time it's actually felt like autumn and im riding that high. i hope that we've gotten enough rain that the trees change color and hold on to their leaves for a bit. there's nothing like driving through the ozarks at the peak of the leaf season. it's stunning

I can't think of any possible reason you're here unless you're a fed.
You are clearly some kind of fed. You're probably one of the feds who gets paid to cyberstalk teenaged boys.

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ANNA,

I doubt you ever look at this board anymore and I know it's been many years since we last spoke but I miss you and think about you often.

I hope you're doing well and are happy in your life.

J

Dear A

eat my cum

D

>>82852057

This
>>82852749
is acceptable blogposting. Not steamrolling the thread for hundreds of posts in a row.

Reminder to report Mike for spamming/flooding. Including the word "Maria" in his chimp outs does not make his posts not derailment when they're to that amount and frequency.

Mike is way more 4chan than any of you. I will take a million Mikes over even one gestapo's nuclear family's shared account.

(Even if he is slimy, buttfucking loser who smears you for affiliations that you don't even have that he used to have.)

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Maria, I still think about our last conversation

"You have to wait for me"
I love you Maria with all my heart and I will wait as long as you need
"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease"
"I promise it will be Mike and Maria at the beach someday"

I can still see the way you last looked at me and told me you love me more. I hear your voice, I see the truth in your eyes when you said it.

"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that."

"Mike, I love you, remember that."

"I'm only yours Mike, I love only you"

"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you."

"You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more"

"I know I feel both with you and I can dwell in both love and lust, we will fuck each other's brains out and then care for each other, Spend so much time."

"Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait."

"My Mike"

I still feel you with me, Your head on my chest, your arm and leg draped over me, your breathing calm and steady with mine. I feel you tremble and moan against me in pleasure, your skin against my skin. I move your hair from your eyes as you say these things to me again.

Maria, I love you with all my heart, always

Mike

Maria knows who I truly am, trusts me over the narc lies here that attempt to mislead her and manipulate her emotions and that's enough for me

You are a literal shit eating pest who "works for" an even shit eatinger pest, you're aware?

>>82853051
>Narc lies are when I get egoistically territorial over timeless human analogies/imagery for romantic dualism ie sun/moon, yin/yang

You are only pseudo-veritably a schizo because any of the times you've gone "THIS IS MY GANGSTALKER GUYS I CAN TELL BY THE DOGWHISTLES TRUST ME I CAN'T PROVE IT BUT YOU'D KNOW IF YOU KNEW" it would take exposing personal information of one's own to tell you to fuck off and take your meds. But on multiple occasions you have mistaken me and others I can recognize and vouch for as the same person or as someone they are not.

Your posts are always revolting, but consider a solution of making 95% less of them.

That hag suggesting "Not for Mike" tagging as a solution is daft as ever. Cannot begin to masticate the massive irony of the one calling narc on anyone who wants him to abide by unspoken and exhaustively reiterated social contracts alike expecting an entire thread to revolve around him and add a triggy warning if anyone else has dared ever liken their lover to bodies and forces of nature.

>>82853124
No, but it sounds like you know of someone who owes me money, so feel free to share details.

you guys do know that you're not obligated to respond to him, right? you can ignore or filter him. no one is forcing you to engage. he uses a trip which makes it exceeding easy to not even have to see his posts or replies. at a certain point this is kind of a you problem

Not going to listen to your underhanded lies.

To you,
The only way you were not aware of what he is doing with the constant narc larp threads on advice and on here is if you're a fucking idiot.

How about you open your eyes and figure it out.

Someone in the position you're in should be able to fucking see.

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>Ay tone, whatchu mean I can hide posts by name and/or tripcode? That sounds like rocket science, are you a rocket scientist?

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I should see it as a good sign that he is so butthurt and worried about your feelings for me that he feels he has to make creepy larp threads on advice In an attempt to manipulate your emotions.

And really all it does is show how conniving, manipulative, sneaky, gross, creepy he really is.

It really just helps when he demasks and shows you what a piece of shit he is

I know. Don't remind me. It feels like hell, but I get to work on things I enjoy and it's secure and I get to be around the little bit of community I have. That makes it worth it.

>>82853607
>Secure
You don't know what secure actually feels like and that is really sad.

Even my worst position helped me with talking to strangers. I've made the fewest number of "tickets" out of anyone; I always stop significantly before or at the minimum number of tickets. Unfortunately, I still have a high per ticket average. That's just because I've barely submitted tickets. In the couple of years I've been there, I've made around 3000 tickets. Everyone else, who meets the minimum, would make at least 14,400 tickets in the period of time I've worked there. I haven't gone in for a few months because they started restructuring some time ago and it's become harder to do nothing. Have you ever considered that I'm coping with it? I only haven't been fired because they like me. With that job, I'm often late and I've no-called/no-showed several times. I don't even respect them enough to not take shifts from others and trade if I don't feel like showing up. By regular standards, I've been an absolute scumbag at that job. I've only ever done enough to not get fired. The "internships" allow me to be around friends and they benefit me in other ways too.

I don't have many options and my positions pay more than the interview I skipped - for a job I would've struggled to make time at since it'd require even more rigidity in my schedule. I'm not capable of that right now.

>>82853711
You're kind of right. I wasn't talking to you, though. My situation's a lot better now than it has been in the past, but it's temporary. Everything's temporary. I'm just trying to find something enjoyable that'll last until I die. Nothing I'm doing right now is that, or at least that's what I'm choosing to believe.

>>82853456
fair

>>82853956
>fair

Your point is fair too. It does mess with the vibe when we're trying to make some heartful calligraphy and one guy is smearing finger paints all over all the pages.
Like goddamn, take your ritalin mike, where is your mother? Was that woman's breastmilk was more microplastics than milk or what? Prayin for you, mike. Get well soon.

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>>82853607
>>82853956
Call me a bootlicker. Call me an idiot. Call me stupid. Call me whatever. We all have our copes, of varying severities, and that includes you - whether you acknowledge it or not. Sorry our copes don't align.

>>82854307
You're narcissistic attempts are clear demolization campaign.

It only works in my favor revealing the truth.

The narc projection in an attempt to smear my name is pathetic.

this site's unusable i just look at the pictures

>>82854589
>It only works in my favor revealing the truth.
Which is...?

Gangstalking mike and wearing his shoes while committing crimes while he sleeps

gangstalking mike and just straight mercing him

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I miss her so fucking much. Fuck.

Dear tiggybeso

plz unblock me
I miss you
I miss your voice and energy
you were like a ray of sunshine to keep me warm

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/besot

I wish I could kiss you good night right now. If only I could read your thoughts and you could read mine, things could've been different, one way or another.

Qnd then he said,
>How does one differentiate?

!

HA

It's an. You wouldn't it.

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buzy glowsticking in the graveyard with the prsn who can read my thoughts telepathically actually sry

>>82853303
You're right, the dude went off at me for writing a really pretentious letter to this one chick I like, last thread. No real point in paying the guy any attention.

I phonepost I'm not hunting down a public computer installing 4x on it somehow and only then browsing the thread get real and get fucked if you don't hate him nearly enough. Being unbothered by it just means the nerves of your soul have already been rubbed raw by atrocities.

You fucking insane people repeatedly do this on this website

I don't know if it sprung out of lolcow culture or what if you ever participated in such mind numbing shit.
>No real point in paying the guy any attention.
>>82857174
Are you kidding? Are you kidding me? With this tone of like "Meh I don't get the hype"
IM NOT COMPLAINING FOR FUN
IM NOT VOLUNTARILY HAVING MY BROWSING EXPERIENCE SHITWRECKED BECAUSE OF A LACK OF CHOICE TO BE BOTHERED BY ANNOYING DISRUPTIVE NEUROTIC FAGGOTS

NEUROTIC FAGGOTS AND THEIR PIGSHIT HANDLERS ARE IN FACT AND WILL ALWAYS BE THE ONE AND ONLY PROBLEM IN ANY ALTERCATION THEY FIND THEMSELVES IN

KILL YOURSELVES. EXPEDITIOUSLY

I know you hate me now, but I wish you could've just spoken with me and criticized me directly. I do love you for ever redirecting me in the first place. I'm just going to do something that makes me happier, that I can keep up with better. Just merging old and newer interests. I don't really care if I'm not up to *your* standards. It was over a while ago and people like me shouldn't get married. I'm just going to change and do great. What else is there to do? and why does it even matter to you that I'm dumb? move on and block me. I can imagine a reality where you find someone that brings out the best in you. That's not me and you definitely agree.

Do you think calling me an idiot and not talking to me is going to make me want to destroy my life? The first guy I truly loved showed me how much he resented me and dropped me like a used toy. I was in a lot of pain, but I readjusted and changed my life. gotta full send it

>>82857174

I called your letter out for the narc larp it is. Fuck off.
>Sun
>Shore
>Star
>J
>Moon

When enough of them are used in this way it is very clear it is underhanded, conniving, sneaky and manipulative bullshit

>>82857262
Can easily add me to the filter. Clearly has an agenda. End yourself.

>>82857865
No Mike you selfish nigger I cannot "easily" add you to a filter when I live in a car and only browse by phone. I cannot ignore you when you began responding to so many of my posts with schizo accusations and self assurance that I had to self filter by not WRITING THE LETTERS I WANT TO WRITE

I dont know or care who the fuck you are aside from getting you to have a modicum of respect for the other people around you without being a hypocrite fagcunt talking about true love and your right to obsess over yours while actively unashamedly and persistently being an abject hindrance to anyone else's ability to post nearly ANYTHING love and relationship related on this board or this thread without you going feral

It causes one to ponder whether they just pit schizos against schizos because I've been in the same position you've been except I was ACTUALLY GETTING FUCKED WITH. And maybe a few more of the people you've accused you've hit the mark on, but myself and two other friends have both been harassed by you with this delusional ranting after minding our business posting about our people

Yeah i cant do anything about coming across shit like
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/82802780/#82807309
in my daily browsing. I would be sinking to your level and be just as schizo and delusionally entitled if every time or even 1/3 of the times I saw you attacking some random innocent anon I went off on you like I'm doing now and like I did a month ago or whatever

But in this thread
IN THIS THREAD
THAT I HAVE USED SINCE IT BEGAN
CAN YOU FIND YOUR FUCKING CHILL
OCCASIONALLY
OR EVER
AT ALL

??????

the poor kid you groomed like five YEARS ago is unfortunately not unique you literal brain damaged schizophrenic, sextorted little girls are a dime a dozen

It is not your gangstalkers or your stalking target's ex or whatever the fuck mocking you when a femanon makes a thread about her skeezy ex. we have sosa (the superior mike to your embarrassing cant pull shit ass) we have marc we have brandon we have countless 4chiggas on it and in it grooming egirls ok bitch your heart was in the right place if you think youre defending the tulpaic hallucination of Maria but not even that justifies acting like that much of an aggressive freak towards poor fembob

>>82858002
unblock me. I miss you so much.

Mike -

It's me, Maria. I miss you so much baby please come home. My family misses you too. Please let me peg that fat ass again, my little clittied bitch boy

Mike,
Its Maria. Stop browsing 4chan too much, you will hurt your eyes.

>>82857974
You can add to filter with phone retard

>>82858002
Not just anything. And you know that. I called you out on your narc LARP and you're throwing a fit because of it.

Mike
Dont mind if I bring Jamal over for tonight. You can sit in the chair if you want.

It's not even just spamming, it's not even just flooding, it is DIRECTLY engaging people belligerently two seconds after saying some hollow shit like
>Mind your business I'll mind mine. I only defend myself when provoked by narc lies
EASY TO SAY WHEN FUCKING "NARC LIES" IS ABSOLUTELY FUCKING ANYONE MAKING THE MISTAKE OF HAVING THEIR OWN PERSON, THEIR OWN TRAUMAS, THEIR OWN "OUR SONG"S, THEIR OWN RICH INNER WORLD, THEIR OWN FUCKING LIFE IN THE VICINITY OF MIKE ALMIGHTY

There was a point where you were chill. I just need to know if you just dont have it in you because you're experimenting with being an abrasive lunatic for a change of pace or if you have actually fucking lost any touch with reality or respectful regard for your common man

I dont believe in "spamming/flooding" except in rare cases like this. I really liked when you had an air of dignity, calm, maturity, class about you. Now you just shitpost, hornypost, lash out, eat hot chip and lie. But really. I don't want to miss out on the soulful posts so even if I could filter you that's not the solution.

>>82858036
Kek You're actually upset about copypasta.

I'm not asking you to never be triggered, to never indulge reasonable paranoia. But when THREADS worth of people implore you to chill the FUCK out and directly communicate to try to clarify any doubts or misunderstandings so _you_ dont have feel mocked and anon doesnt have be barked out of town (again maybe one of only places if not THE only outlet some of us have for this stuff. Along with GIO and others but you're there and do same thing there too) and you just double down into telling them to kill themselves regardless of who they are because anyoneeeee against mike deserves the sword even if its not chickn or coltan or shitter guy. Problem is im not against you and its not at this point inappropriate to tell you without a please and thank you to GET A FUCKING GRIP.
I reassert, no concessions should be made to or for Mike. MIKE should stick to (You)less vents if he simply can't resist feeding his psychosis, or should otherwise refrain from attacking and then invalidating someone telling him in no uncertain terms and no obligatory politeness (after basic decency has already been forfeit by Mike's lashing out schizophrenically) to, I repeat,
GET A FUCKING GRIP

>>82858239
Not interested in your lies. It's very clear what you were doing and you're throwing a fit because no one believes you. If anything you'll just same fag a bunch of posts and create more Larp threads.

Lame and childish

Back when I was in my mid 20s I tried being a hentai artist, then I remembered I was just making pictures for other dudes to jack off too. Its pretty gay when you think about it.

>>82858249
>I'm not asking you to never
You shouldn't be asking anything newfag. You don't have the right to ask others how they should post. This isn't your kingdom.

>>82858276
Not even really worth a response. They have a track record of narc larps and this is just an attempt at smearing my name versus actually having an issue.

I have faith Maria knows the truth and that's enough for me

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Mike, by opening up about your love on the board, you leave yourself to be attacked and criticized by people who've never felt true love. These people don't understand or appreciate the connection you have with her. Maria will come to you when she's ready. Arguing with these people only takes time away from your projects. The worst-case scenario: what if Maria sees the side of you that's willing to defend her from these idiots, and she gets scared? She doesn't want you to to waste your time on these guys. She wants to see you grow, and she'll want to hear about your projects when she's ready to see you again. These people aren't worth arguing with. You should be getting ready for her, and arguing with these people doesn't bring you closer to that. Don't stoop the level of fools.

Mike,
Sorry I couldn't pay for dinner the other day. I have a nasty divorce settlement with my ex.

>>82858298
I appreciate you, what you said helps.

I'll work on not responding to bait like
>>82858367

Maria should be able to pick up the narc larps at this point and trust me over them

Mike,
Dont forget to get the milk on your way home. Jamal threatened to leave over it last time.

>>82858223
No, you're referring to me as "You" as if I'm >>82857858
>>82857174
this guy and surprise surprise I'm fucking not

I typed a calm and clear headed letter about all this this morning but it deleted itself and in the process of rewriting it with all the same care and benefit of the doubt and consideration for your ... plight ... you had chimped out again and it soured any desire had to appeal to you with the respect you deprive others of when you do what you are doing right now

You don't deserve shit by way of respectful speech or attitude until you can have a productive clarifying conversation with someone without just skittering back to your hallucination cave to insist they were one of your gangstalkers all along.
I know you feel like you're being accused of CONSCIOUSLY acting like an unhinged freak, but can you consider you're confused, Mike? That you're wrong? And if you can just accept that I'm not the Konrad namefag, I'm not the tranime narc (another unfortunate side effect of your schizo chimp outs because it discredits you and that guy actually is npd. the insult to injury double whammy it is when you ruin my day and thread while accusing me of being someone who often ruins days and threads), I'm not the last random person whose pain and vulnerability you screenshotted to spam while verbally bludgeoning them (esp fucked up since he just let you talk to him like that out of what i assume has to be shame and feeling of wanting to atone even if that means letting you schiz at him like he's who you're thinking of)
If you can MAKE PROGRESS WITH ME
There is no punishment, man

I know for pathologies like you, you think not admitting you've messed up is like the last imaginary defense against pain, getting in trouble, being "Bad". But that doesn't work when a majority of everyone you encounter agrees that you need to work on your false reads and collateral damage. You are already "Bad" to those of us you attack, people not like the normie egirl who had a wife and then so much social capital she just dropped her at middle age to date an r9k guy, people not like the Konrad dude who I can't help but suspect is you giving yourself more reasons to play out this character, people not like normie tourists who scoff at the importance we place on these enclaves (while saying some snake shit like "i dont do business here this is my HOME" to bully the fat little brown girl so, translation: "this is MY simp farming territory fugly step off") because every social meter, every anti-touch starvation buff and basic hierarchical need is met because they couldn't even conceive of their backup-backup-backup-backup-backup social arena affecting them so strongly.
So it's actually that your only hope to stop being "Bad" to us is to acknowledge being bad and try to stop it. No punishment or penance. No taking an inch and running a mile trying to pin more than your share on you because "1st one to take accountability is actually a sucker and at fault for everything" like "I'm glad you opened up and admitted your faults, now while we're at it, don't forget that you're a [projection projection projection] too". Hope that helps things along.

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>>82858373
Of course, I'm glad to hear that. It's important to keep in mind that, as you expose yourself to these people, you're giving them the opportunity to wish against you. These people don't want the best for you. The just try to humiliate and tease you. Why do you want them to know about your truest desires and urges? When you post about Maria, you're giving other's the opportunity to attack and ridicule her. What if she's upset by the nasty things people say about her? The best way you can defend Maria is to be careful with what you post and say. These people will only pray for your downfall. They don't understand. Just look at >>82857947 - look at the nasty things they're saying about that anon and his innocent wife. The people on this board are creatures. You need to ignore them. They don't really know you, Maria, or the strong attraction that binds the both of you.

>>82858298
I'm only able to be so let down because Mike used to be a lighthouse of refined romantic sentiment, a bastion of old comfy even as the /pol/tard tides started to dominate and homogenize the entire site.
There is a difference between the cluster b larper being like "Oh yeah you REALLY love Maria, that's why you fucked that sorority girl, right?" and me telling Mike after being directly attacked and having multiple friends experience the same from this thread that I am not these people and he needs to straighten out because worst case scenario we're all right and somehow being weaponized perfectly against each other by our gangstalkers. Cussing isn't nice but I've flipped at him on two instances, TWO, while his entire trip history is full of altercations between him and people that don't deserve to be lashed out at just because he can't manage his triggers/delusions (not even implying it's all delusion but take it from me chum if you HAVE real gangstalkers you best be fucking on the money when you DO try to pin the tail on em)

Bad faith as fuck. Don't appreciate the potential tone of sarcasm here pretending to pat Mike's ass while you snicker about the big head it gave him as he's autistically oblivious to the social cues.

>>82858436
lel hope she sees this and picks you, bro

>routerfag subtle self promo

>>82858482
You are right, best not to even read the blog post above when I know it's just a lie and I can see the telltale typing signatures unique to that person.

I do feel it's important to call it out at times and not to allow the emotional manipulation to take place.

>>82858505
I picked up on that too. Basically a demonization smear campaign against me. It's very apparent and it is refreshing to see posts like>>82858298
>>82858482
Who see the big picture and what garbage
He is.

I have so much appreciation for people like this

i tell myself things like "ok i'll selfdoxx if that's what you fags want before it's clear to me and everyone else that it's not that deep or clever to do the things you're accusing other people of doing while doing them to them" but i mean i went to THOSE depths to tell myself id finally see clearly and i mean i did

but at what cost

If i was bakward in time
And it was the night before
What would i not do
Instead of trying to convince myself these people can be redeemed or rationally inventoried

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>>82858536
You have to protect your peace, Mike. Exposing your plans to people that don't want you to succeed allows them to pray for the worst. I understand how you feel. It's hard to not respond to people trying to manipulate the situation. Like you said >>82858386 Maria should be able to pick up on the narc larps and bs these losers throw your guys' way. Let them embarrass themselves. The best thing you can do is not give them a response. That's all they look for from you. They're bored, they have nothing to work on, and many have no serious hobbies outside of scrolling this board. You and Maria are above these people. Have you ever considered writing physical letters to Maria to save for when you guys meet? It could be better to share how you feel on paper instead of to this audience of outcasts. You need to protect yourself and Maria.

I did a lot of cringe shit in highschool. It stings just to think about. I probably hung out with the wrong friends.

>friends

>>82858596
Hey if I posted my voice right now and a timestamp of my cheek and Mike could no longer claim I'm le gangstalkers without retconning the script and trying to say some crazy shit like "God that's so fucked up of you to clarify to me that you're you to mock me more while trying to make it look to these people like you're some random person I should obviously be put at ease to see is not who I suspected them of being" would you cut the shit

Mike
It was just a really intense game of spin the bottle. I hope you understand

>>82858633
You need to move on. Now you sound schiz.

Ignore these people, Mike. They're just trying to get a reaction from you. They want you to respond. They think you'll fall for their dumb games. Don't stoop to their level.

>>82858505
Rich

Get a labiaplasty about it or seethe at someone who cares granny
i hate you now too because i thought you were a cool rare femoldfag but youre just a dumb male centered poseur cunt trying to relive a passed peak because anything near bare minimum makes the newfag leddit cancer prejizz round here nowadays

No wonder scum would make excuses for uncharacteristically thread enshittening scumlike behavior

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>>82858672
only one of us is seething, and it's certainly not me

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>>82858672
>Get a labiaplasty about it or seethe at someone who cares granny

oof

>>82858661
HEY NORMIE MAGGOTFODDER
GET IT THROUGH YOUR SKULL
WHATS NOT CLOCKING GANG
IS IT NOT CLOCKING FOR YOU THAT IM STANDING ON TEA BOOTS?

I WOULD FUCKING IGNORE IT IF I COULD I DONT LIKE IT BRINGING THE WORST OUT OF ME BUT I ALSO DONT LIKE BEING COVERED IN RABID SCHIZO DROOL EVERY TIME I POST ABOUT MY THINGS
IN THE LETTER THREAD
WHERE YOU POST ABOUT YOUR THINGS
NOT JUST MIKES THINGS
NOT JUST TIPTOE AROUND THE STAIN FROM MIKES LAST DIARRHEA
NOT JUST DONT BRING GLUTEN AROUND MIKE BECAUSE HE ISNT EVEN CELIAC OR ANYTHING BUT HES A REAL PRISS ABOUT IT
NOT JUST DONT PLAY THAT SONG BETWEEN THE TIMES OF 4am-11pm BECAUSE FRAGILE SENSITIVE SOUL MIKEY COULD BE WALKING PAST YOUR HOUSE THEN AND HOW IS HE TO KNOW YOURE NOT ONE OF HIS GANGSTALKERS USING V2K TECH WHEN HE BREAKS INTO YOUR HOUSE TO LOOK YOU IN THE FACE DIRECTLY AND SEE YOU ARE NOT HIS GANGSTALKER BUT BEATS YOU TO DEATH WITH YOUR OWN FAMILY HEIRLOOM THEN ALSO STEALS IT ON HIS WAY OUT
THREAD
PLACE

THIS IS A MELTDOWN
AND IT'S PERFECTLY RIGHTEOUS FOR ANYONE EXCEPT YOUR DIPSHIT CLIQUE OF HAVING A STEAMING LOG OF RAT SHIT WHERE A SOUL SHOULD BE HAVERS

>>82858691
Im yelling at mike
Seething is word when mean "Objectively you are just sour grapes or med needing and overreacting about this and the one in the wrong"

Yelling is just when the thing you are expressing contains heightened negative emotions, valid because the person you are expressing about or it to is an unapologetic blight

But its endearing when you old timers try to relate by using the newest lingo

>>82858737
again only one of us is seething, and it's not me

For extra bonus "You're seething" is usually what the person who lost da gaem says

Person actually not capping on business usually have a very exhaustive exhibit a b and c for why the whoever seethed it deethed it guy should be legally allowed to be hit with a rake until they behave. While the guy seething because he's being no capped fr frealed to just says something like "I'm going to be the bigger person and not respond. (I read it and it was so irrefutably reasonable a compromise I'm crying and gritting my teeth and turning red trying to think of a way to dismiss it in anything but glaring trollface.jpgery"

I be capslocking. We aint even at heart palpitations or hand tremors yet. Just like you know who I am as well as l, you know you don't earn the glory of my tears or the fukurettsura of my fury just by going "I did guys I did it I swear totally trust me look see SEE she's just MALDING". But keep it coming it's not even tomorrow

>>82858759
yeah i wasnt actually asserting that youre bothered that would be contradictory to my whole "to tell someone to shit the fuck of is not always inherently some repressed pseudo prostration at their idolhood"
youre not seething
and a well loved pussy doesnt need cosmetic upgrades
but you are
in fact
a let down
(To me)

(I only tell people what they are when they are The Big That. youre lots more things besides a let down. but you drew your line in the sand with enabling through excusing mike making my trying to get him to stop harassing me and my friends harder. so i took the opportunity to air general and specific grievances. also playing chummy sometimes then ganging on him when it suits and thats one of my big icks. when i tell mike he's being a faggot and to wake up, that's me and me alone. i dont join in with dogpile shit, earnest or shits and giggles. imo there are no shits and giggles when hearts are at stake. mikes a champ for playing it off and taking what he can get and laughing with em but memeing on his life and making him a lolcow is gross to me. i defend what of him is redeemable and even when i lose my cool i can say what many cant and that is that its all in good faith and a true desire for everyone to benefit from this place.
I really just wish I was better at being able to tell whether Mike is someone like me, or someone created whether intentionally or not to hurt me and people like me. When he refuses to talk it out with me specifically just because I'm a little escalated, but hyucks it up with opps he could apparently identify just fine yesterday but can't now or doesn't care as they are mocking him to his face with the added bonus of compounding the bullshit Mike is enacting on the person he is stonewalling and gaslighting while the bigger fish manipulates and energy harvests him too

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You almost wish it were as tragic as that
And not as Occam's Razor as, well..

Goodnight. LY

>>82858717
Rat shit probably couldn't get that steamy. Or not for very long. It's so small, it would cool quickly, don't you think? Kind of like how a bug can't take fall damage. Some things are just too small.

N
i hope i can sniff you again
A

there's a correct way to respond to real delusions.

>>82859049
To think she was just using me as a cover up for someone else. Sad.

A
I'd let you do whatever you wanted to me
N

https://youtu.be/5LQJvFOd03E
Ke ke ke.

>>82859049
im not equipped to perform psychologically triage on another schizo when he's triggering my own or just outright being a douche

so strongly opposing someone proposing something as simple as no more brother wars casts a light of how it really be like which will singe you like a roaring fire inshallah

>>82859115
still on my way just stuck in traffic take some more of your bloodthinners for me in mean time thx

It's almost like trying to force the hand is unforgivable! Or something!

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>>82858596
Thank you.
Your words and support help me a lot. Not just with perspective but another voice to say they understand the narc bullshit I'm dealing with that hurt Maria and I.

>>82858661
Agreed.

There is a complete difference in those that cade to be kind, supportive, helpful and fake support only meant to find a spot to dig in, criticize, mock, and be cruel such as >>82858864


Once again, very much appreciate you
>>82858596

every day is exactly the same

>>82853231
It was funny that he responded to me fake respectfully last thread then tried to start drama saying my bf was bragging about killing my dog on /adv/ when he doesn't even have the killing method correct and no I won't say the real method

>>82859633
He was indirect narc boasting. I'll leave you to figure out the dog killer yourself from here on out.

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>>82859648
I'd order one of these little cakes for somebody and I highly recommend it but the butterflies that come out of the box can get tangled in long hair and be really painful, so keep that in mind.

i was really contemplating suicide before i met you and now i only wake in the morning so i can talk to you and i hate every moment i cant talk to you
i dont care if you dont reciprocate the same feelings i have for you as long as you keep talking to me and i can keep being around you
i really hope you never grow bored of me so we can keep talking forever
i dont know if ill ever tell you this but i really want to

i like both of you guys a lot but im afraid to commit to either one of you and i want to be friends a little longer because im scared to open up and get hurt or rejected

I have nothing but the void now, oh well

I like you a lot but you have friends, experiences and talent and I have none of that. I have no idea what someone like you gets out of someone like me

If I could have you by my side anything else wouldn't matter. But life can't be perfect I guess.

>>82857858
Its not me larping as you. You dont own the site, you dont own the english language. And you of all people calling everyone else a narc is kinda like pointing a finger, you're litterally pointing back at yourself with 3 of your own. Go ahead and do it irl, literally point.
What we're all saying is that you just make yourself look worse. Take a break from this board for a few days, write out your letters physically instead. If "maria" has seen these threads, she's probably appalled that your mental health has gotten so much worse, that you've become so obsessed with her and that you've pretty much become a schizoid at this point.
I've posted in these threads consitently for a month or so now, just back from a 2 maybe 3 week break because I'm back studying. And the language you use, the thoughts you have about "maria" is so unhealthy. She's not coming back. Time to move forward.
>>82858430
Thanks for being here, honestly pretty sick of mikes schizophrenic posting. Should honestly make another one, call it "no-mike-ville" or some shit. Maybe "maria" will see it.
Also, i only namefag on here so my "person" i write to might see my letters too. But i seriously doubt they do. And fuck, i had a Drug induced psychosis episode, still sounded less schizoid irl than mike does. He's been going on about maria for months now. Shit sucks.

I'm curious about the history of the Mike + maria shit. Was it some guy catfishing him? Is maria a real r9k person that anyone else spoke to?

>>82857262
Nah, im gonna keep exercising, writing, doing my electrical course, skating and all that. Yeah, my browsing experience is getting ruined by the guy too, its better to just ignore the fucker, literally filter him out. Or stop coming here, get your shit sorted, lashing out makes you just as bad as him.

>Mike, by opening up about your love on the board, you leave yourself to be attacked and criticized by people who've never felt true love. These people don't understand or appreciate the connection you have with her. Maria will come to you when she's ready. Arguing with these people only takes time away from your projects

Yeah narcs such as above will continue with their lives and smear campaigns.

Not much to do but trust Maria knows me for me over their lies.

Dear this thread,
Should I go to work today?
Sincerely me
PS please respond quickly

>>82860412
At this point, probably some teenager he groomed like 5 years ago and she ghosted him.

Same fags gonna same fag.

>>82860460
No, call in sick, enjoy your time off, rest. Play vidya, watch movies or something.

>>82860471
Schizoid gonna go schizo

>>82860479
I just finished getting ready but to hell with it. Going back to sleep. Thanks lad.

I hate becoming infatuated with a girl. I hate liking anyone, there is no quality that would draw someone to me so I hide my real self then get mad that no one could love me for who I actually am when I don't give them a chance to. I should stop doing that.

>>82860412
As far as I can tell, Mike is an advanced AI-- probably more advanced than you'd think-- and whoever runs it likes to categorize anons and then tell Mike that some random anon is his long lost spirit gf. The he goes around doing what he's doing here, and they all have a laugh. Probably military people or feds who have seen some shit, so they like to play rough. It seems to me like Maria is entirely a hallucination at this point, but sometimes there's an actual anon he's cyberstalking (you'll never guess how I know that).

That's one theory anyway. I have no way to prove it, but I can tell you that AI researchers have been experimenting on us for years. Like a decade or longer, and Mike seems to be part of that, at least sometimes.

It's possible they use him to freak people out when they talk too spicy about glowies, or I think that might be how it started.

>>82861335
After I mentioned using the FBI to take down doxx of me it's been directed at me so I think you are correct

Sarah, I hope you're safe and happy. After 12 years I'm starting to think you were the most compatible partner I ever had, even if you are crazy.


I helped you through a brutal time in your life. Unfortunately I went downhill a few years after we broke up, and I wish you could have supported me in the same way.

>>82861652
Sarah probably already has a bf

I'm coming around on DXMD a bit I think. Yes, it's very woke compared to DXHR, yes, the controls are not as tight and you might die a couple of times due to getting stuck in corners or other geometry. The new cover system is alright I guess. I like the crafting system to utilize the tons of weapons Jensen gets to pick up on thorough looting-runs and my stealth-Jensen is drowning in money and crafting parts / ammo. I got the battery upgrades early to avoid using any energy cells and got the roentgen view to have an easier time finding hidden loot without humping every wall like in Doom. I'm a bit over half-way through the game and I've already collected like 70 energy cells. I like the change that getting energy is done by an energy cell and not things that look like protein bars / supplements. The idea of stuffing my face with energy bars while being cloaked was always irksome to me. How does stealth work while eating an energy bar? Is the enemy seeing an energy bar disappearing in the void and they don't think anything by it? Does the packaging of the energy bars contain stealth composites / tech? And don't get me started on Jensen scarfing down a whole tub of energy-powder mid-combat. The choking hazard alone is untenable.
Anyways, I'm taking my time looting every house in the hub world and I'm positively surprised how much optional content there is in DXMD. This game definitely rewards people that just go exploring and look at any nook and cranny to really appreciate all the work done by the team.
One thing I feel is clearly a bit lacking (compared to DXHR) is the atmosphere, immersion and music, but the score of DXHR isn't easy to top since it's just so fucking perfect. I don't know why but the dialog in DXHR felt much more enjoyable to listen to, even the ones from NPCs and side-characters. I'm not entirely sure why but the characters in DXHR just felt more like real characters, even if the graphic fidelity was quite a bit lower compared to DXMD.

>>82861793
Its very good, just its 2/3rds of a game and the narrative sucks. It also has no memorable location except for Prague. The ARC city in particular is drudgery. It had better side missions than DXHR, and plays better (the aug system is better, the augs are more fun to use, the energy system as you say is better). Its a shame it had no memorable characters like Malik, Pritchard or Sarif. There's not a single interesting character in MD.

>>82861793
Also, not to sound like a fag but the design/art/clothing in DXHR was simply on point. I think the need to save on polygons helped to spark a creativity that led to very appealing and performant designs and the resource abundance of the successor didn't really help that much to make the world feel more real but I guess that's very subjective and probably a bit biased by my nostalgia for the early DX games. Also, the facial animation in DXMD was a bit rough. I think they started to automate quite a bit of that which let to some really funny graphical bugs like mouths making really weird shapes. I find it fascinating how the graphic fidelity isn't important for making a game-world feel "real". I usually need a couple of minutes to adjust to the dated graphics in OGDX but once I'm acclimated to the graphics I feel totally immersed and it's fun as fuck to mess around in the game.
I really hope that the "the expanse" game (osiris reborn) will be good. I won't preorder just out of principle and will probably get the game a couple months after release so the worst bugs are already fixed. The horrendous launch of CP2077 changed my thinking about preorders / game releases in general. Everyone thinks the ability to update software remotely is an advantage but what if it just made software shittier since devs can always fix bugs later so why thoroughly test anything before releasing it into the field, lel?

tfw no bf towatch play dxmd

>>82861852
>There's not a single interesting character in MD.
I feel this. The way how they hamfistedly copied the adversarial attitude of Pritchard with the Duncan MacReady character felt really forced and the voice-work just sucked / was unconvincing. Also, holy shit, his haircut looks atrocious and is super try-hard.
Also, I really dislike the "cyber-pogrom" theme that's just a ham-fisted attempt to virtue-signal and maybe help some low IQ chuds to see the fault in their white power ways by being exposed to the passive role of hate.
Picturing the "enhanced" people as hobos, losers, etc was also a very forced notion that felt really disingenuous.
I remember really liking "the criminal past" DLC tho. Also, funny thing I learned in this play-through is that I have a ton of (one time) goodies that are in storage and can be put into Jensen's inventory once. I didn't know that this is a thing so I still had everything completely untouched. There are some nice "elite versions" of guns that are not too OP, 5x praxis kits and a bunch of items to scrap / sell. The game is already easy enough when played being mostly stealthy but it may help new players to get into the game quicker.
I guess they've learned from the pre-order bonus items in DXHR that totally sucked since getting stuck with large weapons without any ammo for them was just infuriating and lets not ignore how the game balance suffered by these "goodies".

>>82862084
a...are you a bio-fem?

>>82862124
yeah, but my mood's too wack to talk to anyone and it's better irl (i'm an irritable cunt sometimes)

When I was 5, I promised myself I'd never get married. I never imagined myself getting married until I was in a relationship with someone, but now I'm back to thinking I won't get married. Was talking with my sibling last night and she said she can see that more as I get older. Bitches like me stay alone. Watching someone else play games is way better irl. Everything's way better irl.

>>82862242
>when I was 5
That's kind of funny since young kids like that are still kind of dumb (in an adorable way) so I wouldn't see that as an omen for your future. Do you remember why you thought you'll never get married? I myself am too socially retarded to maintain friendships.... so thinking about marriage feels extremely alien to me. Plus I'm so used to being alone that sharing my personal space all the time might be annoying for me. It still would be nice to play vidya while hugging someone cute tho. They say people need so-and-so-many hugs per day to survive, which is clearly hogwash.

idc if my bf/husband dies 100 times.. I want to watch him play action rpgs or survival horrors or anything I wouldn't play myself reee
I'll likely be romantically alone and I probably prefer it that way. unless we can be open about everything with each other, and I respect him, it won't happen.

>>82862084
You wouldn't get it anyway. You have no idea what the good aug choices are.

>>82862331
Huh want me to stream Alien Isolation for you?

she left me, /b/

>>82862324
platonic connection is very important to me. If you don't have friends, you're fucked. people might be happy with just their partner, but how can a romantic relationship develop if each person doesn't continue their own personal development? you can hug friends. I only remembered that moment recently. It's kinda funny I thought that because I was a BOY CHASER!!! There was this one kid in particular I'd follow around and sniff (we were p young). We always ended up working together because I just was up his ass. I remember him telling me I could keep petting his head/touching his hair, but I had to stop sniffing him. Even as an adult, I've been a moid chaser with like two guys. I don't take my feeling from when I was younger as an omen, I just enjoy space alone. I've always thought I'd need my own room to sleep in sometimes. That seems excessive - I could just live alone or with my sibling and have my own room anyways

>>82862405
no, since I've never played or seen gameplay. I tried played dxmd as a kid for 360 and it stressed me out lol. seems cool. I can tell when someone has a pussy build in a game tho

>>82862427
I posted my email on here a few weeks ago. Someone made a good point that I was orbiter collecting and I think I shouldn't do that honestly. Also, many people on here (including me) have high crazy potential when interacting with other users from this site so. I was hoping to watch someone play alien isolation more recently.. ;_;

>>82862405
To be fair, DX and other games are the most fun in the beginning where one has to play skillful and cautious / stealthy to not get killed instantly. KCD and KCD2 is the most fun in the first few hours in which the MC gets his butt kicked all the time and often survives fights gravely wounded. Struggling in the game for resources and be forced to be smart with money makes navigating their world fun and the late game feels kind of boring since you got the best kit, a totally OP sword and skills fully skilled that fights stop being challenging.
I really liked the DLC "the missing link" which let the user experience the fun growth phase once again.
Parallels to the real life are coincidental and I'm not saying being poor makes life more fun or something stupid like that. I know the poverty tier life and it sucks.

>>82862468
>If you don't have friends, you're fucked. people might be happy with just their partner, but how can a romantic relationship develop if each person doesn't continue their own personal development
disagree. a lot of marriages are between two people who have no real friends. a lot of normie ones develop into that too.

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>>82862520
>Parallels to the real life are coincidental
are you referring entirely to the growth phase or the themes within the game? surely the themes are not coincidental

>>82862556
Some of those relationships work out, many of them do not. Many people end up unhappy in ways you'll never see or understand because people usually keep problems private. Some couples are very happy with just their partner, but usually people still maintain a strong platonic friendship - even if they meet later in life. what if your spouse doesn't like doing everything you do? are you just going to do it alone whenever you engage with that activity and not talk about it with anyone?
the old people I know without friends are delusional boomers that watch cable news all day. they'll go on trips together, but they mainly rot.

>>82862639
my ex gf had no friends and neither did I and it was fine because we liked doing stuff alone most of the time.

>>82862583
I was referring to the growth phase that often makes games fun to play due to the increased challenge and the need to use creative solutions to puzzles.

The themes within the game DXMD are so on the nose that it's a bit annoying. I see enough culture war irl and seeing this inside a game annoys me. I wouldn't play games if real life was sooo good in the first place.

>>82862658
They were on the nose in HR too just in a way less annoying way. The original game benefits from the scattergun way that they clearly just forced as much shit from Chariots of the Gods or Behold A Pale Horse as they could and tried to meld it together rather than trying to make precise commentaries on the society of the time.

>>82862656
yeah, I think such a friendless relationship could work between two seasoned loners if both have learned to entertain themselves without irl friends. I used to shit-post a lot to entertain myself but recently lost my interest in that and am spending a good chunk of my alone-time with a pet-project that's tech-related and put it on github. I don't get much traffic for it but just putting the project somewhere it can potentially be seen by other people makes it feel more real, just like screaming into the void in /letter/ threads feels more real. It's really satisfying to see it slowly growing into something that's way beyond a weekend project. I often just re-read my readme (with has lots of pics) as it makes me feel a bit of pride in my work. I thought getting feedback from others would make me feel better but even being alone with my project and making it equal to the vision I had for it months ago is really satisfying.

>>82862685
I'm not into the loony conspiracies like Aliens and the government putting meds into the water to make people "gay" but the real conspiracies are absolute fire entertainment. Too bad we never find out about what's currently going on and have to wait decades for the old shit to get declassified.

>>82862656
why'd you guys break up and do you know what she's up to now? idk - I'm always trying to learn from others and I'm appreciative of perspectives outside of my own. sometimes shit hits the fan, people die. are you just going to be miserable alone because your partner died and you never tried to develop a personal community? sure you might have children, but what if they can't always be around and you can't enjoy all of the hobbies you previously did?

>>82862726
yeah, maybe... but what do you do if they die or the relationship fails? everyone should aim to develop a support system with people who have trustworthy perspectives. as we grow into our lives, we spend less time with friends. friends aren't just people to spend all of your time with - they're support. the person you love, your family, and you will all die. having a support system makes it so those events aren't so difficult.

>>82862468
>Someone made a good point that I was orbiter collecting
This is just a bunch of meaningless buzzwords. Offer still stands if you want to watch me shitting my pants hiding from the ayy.

begging you to just say yes and watch the man play vidya. he needs this. please

idk maybe it's just that I've had to deal with my family members dying early without receiving any real support from the rest of my family. most of us don't have real conversations. my perspective comes from important people (not just parents) disappearing from my life or dying and having no support to deal with it.

>>82862838
girl I was crazy posting on here like not even a week ago. I'm cray and I don't want to give anyone else a hard time.

>>82862838
Is this Mike same-fagging? I bet that "foid" is also just Mike not using his trip-code to not get blocked by the ones in the know.

plans to watch a male play alien iso have fell through on multiple occasions now ;o;

>>82862870
mike would never advocate for another man receiving female attention. c'mon now

>>82862871
He would probably scream in fear with a faggy voice and turn you off forevaaaar.
My sister had a first, awkward bf when still a teen and he was such a cringe faggot. Imagine screaming like a hysterical woman because there are some spiders or similar in a room. Coming to think of it he was very fruity in other regards as well. I don't mind stoic homosexuals but flaming/flamboyant homos are cringe and I'm so glad I don't have to see them often irl.

>>82862925
You're probably right. I had like 4 hours of sleep today and my faculties are a bit on the fritz.

>>82862930
a guy afraid of bugs would put me off. I grew up doing anything I could do myself without help because I knew I wouldn't be with my parents forever. being scared or frustrated by a game is fine. being scared by a movie... idk because I need support ;_;.... s reaming or freaking out would only turn me off if it carries into normal conversation or relationships tbqh

>>82862966
You must be quite young if your parents still play such a significant role in your thoughts. I left "home" at 17 yo (a long time ago) and have been living by myself since then (with the exception of 9 months of conscription service and being an exchange student where I lived with 4 house-mates for about a year). I guess I'll show myself out.

>>82862838
You never watched me play :(
Why didn't you watch me play?

>>82863033
>I left "home" at 17 yo
>9 months of conscription service
NorDICK (probably Finn, but maybe Baltoid) detected.

>>82863052
Nah, just an old German from a broken "family". I knew I wouldn't be able to tolerate working with children or working as a nurse so I opted for the alternative. And, to be honest, I was curious about what it's like to shoot a gun and I was thoroughly disappointed about the G36. It might be a good gun (lightweight, low recoil, easy handling) but it was almost no fun shooting it due to the wimpy recoil. Shooting a hand-gun was more fun due to the relatively hard to control recoil but I couldn't imagine shooting accurately with it and handling it with cold, wet hands sucked. But it's probably a mute point since the current war in Ukraine made shotguns much more useful than guns/rifles to fend off drones.

>>82863046
did you hit me up to watch you play?? no??

>>82862790
i was a drug addict and i left her so i could continue to do drugs (i'm sober now). i regret all of that but nothing i can do take it back now. she's married. i was alone all my life before her and have been largely alone since, i don't mind it, i'm comfortable by myself.

I'm actually being gangstalked on here. There's an OP from a few hours ago that nobody responded to but it cannot have been anything but a message to me. Freaking out

>>82863176
yes then you would say no I'm sleepy because you hate me.

Great game! I enjoyed it a ton.

I'm currently playing dying light the beastt

>>82863252
>claims to be gangstalked on an "anonymous" forum
>not even a trip-fag
Anon, your identity is safe here on the "anonymous" forum and don't listen to the trolls that claim that every site using Cloudflare effectively nullifies your "anonymity". You're safe to speak your mind here to your hearts content and you don't have to worry about shadowy entities putting everything you ever write into your permanent record. That's just a lie they tell here to shut up annoying faggots. If Palantir and similar worked so well as they claim, why is there still unsolved crime? They're just larping as "the all seeing eye" to increase their "value" for their stock holders.

>>82863397
>>82863408
Can you maybe stick with your trip-code to make your same-fagging less obvious?
t. concerned anon

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>>82863406
i would say im sleepy because you would only ever message me at, like, 3am asking if i wanted to watch you play. and sometimes i still would!!

>>82863449
Posting on cell and there was a space after my trip code password

mike you're a moron

>>82863485
michael, michael, michael.. you dun goofed

>>82863430
anon someone just posted a years old minor local news story from my extremely niche hometown with no context.

Mike
Need some stuff for Jerome once he gets out of prison. Can you go to the store and get some milk?


Maria

>>82863521
shit, this sounds bad. I hate it when bored NSA goons fuck with innocent anons! So incredibly rude and ungentlemanly.

>>82863534
It's not funny to me. there has never been a mention of my hometown except there in the archives.

>>82863521
was it an image of an article or a link to one? what was the text/image tha accompanied it? what was the message or vibe of the message being sent?

>>82863575
This is no laughing matter. There is a simple way to not be phased in any way by this kind of shenanigans but that would involve going offline for a while and that is probably not an option for you, anon. You didn't do anything wrong so at least all they can do is spread lies about you and ruin your life in countless ways like ruining your employment options and cause private contacts to start distancing themselves from you for no apparent reason.

>>82863591
I can sense your devilish snickering from here.

>>82863623
i just wanna see the thread for myself to get a read on it, desu. im interested

>>82863478
I sent you so many videos and you never watched. You threw me away like garbage.

>>82863638
this is totally not like perps returning to the crime scene is it?
>I'm interested
I bet. It's no use fucking with someone if you can't see them getting rattled or butt-hurt.

>>82863653
>sends vids infected with malware
>is too boring to make people watch it
this is so sad on many levels, anon.

>>82863653
i did to watch the clips you sent me! i even showed a bunch of them to my gf

>>82863684
you know what
*spitestalks you*

>>82863591
I don't want to link it because it would very easily dox me to anyone familiar with me from here but it was just the text of the article and the image accompanying it. No other comment or text.

>>82863614
hilarious

So funny how people keep egging me on about stalking someone who has a restraining order against me. Guys, I've moved on but it's still funny.

>>82863902
Are you this self-centered that you honestly think that random post was about YOU? A life of a narc much feel so important, significant even. In case you're narcissistically spiraling just remind yourself that in about 100 years there will be no evidence of your existence.

>>82863982
Yeah, people post years old barely-stories from towns with populations of less than 500 all the time. I know the people in the story. Retard. I have no idea who is doing this or why.

>>82863902
ah, i see. if it's any consolation, i think that might be a genuine coincidence. there's a guy here who autistically searches specifically for those kinds of news stories and posts about them constantly. i don't think this was targeted, just part of his weird obsession

>>82864007
You know EXACTLY why they're doing this. It's been in the back of your mind for years, slowly eating at you. Your conscious mind might be able to suppress this knowledge for a while but it'll claw its way back into your frontal cortex in time. You just wait.

>>82864027
no they don't. I know what guy you're talking about and this wasn't that. I am going to stop posting here and ignore this stuff. goodbye everyone.

>>82864027
Are you talking about Mike who's seeing connections were none are or none can be seen by healthy brains? Schizophrenics are a fascinating bunch but I'm sometimes tempted to get a dark web doxx team on Mike's ass to hire a hitman to shoot him with a syringe with lithium or something to calm his ass down when he's spiraling.
He doesn't bother me enough to waste money on this so you guys must SUFFER!

>>82864087
no, im not talking about mike

mike's been away trying to fake a (you) screenshot on his phone

>>82863033
sort of, but also I was trying to imagine why a teenage boy, or grown man, would scream at something so small like a bug - probably because he had his parents to do stuff like that for him. a cicada got into my apartment and the sound freaked me out.

>>82864087
Unfortunate narc fucks poison
Demoralization and smear campaign.

Just as >>82863614 said
>This is no laughing matter. There is a simple way to not be phased in any way by this kind of shenanigans but that would involve going offline for a while and that is probably not an option for you, anon. You didn't do anything wrong so at least all they can do is spread lies about you and ruin your life in countless ways like ruining your employment options and cause private contacts to start distancing themselves from you for no apparent reason

>>82863719
you still threw me away like nothing but trash no matter how much Kino I sent you. it was never enough. never good enough. now I'm all alone with no one and nothing.

>>82864422
can you stop crying for a second. Mike is talking. Listen.

>>82864422
we're literally talking right now, i just stopped using discord. im gonna beat you senseless

I'm so sick of the stupid fucking gay used car market here, everything is so expensive for trashheaps with 200k miles on the clock

>>82864373
Mike, you said Maria should be able to spot the narcs by now. I know how hard it is to not want to defend yourself and her from these people, but it'd be better if you avoid wasting your time responding to these people. Writing letters on paper for Maria when she comes back might be better. The people in this thread just try to frustrate you. They don't understand. You were posting less last night and they still were talking about you to get a reaction out of you. That's all they want. Every time you react to them, you're giving them what they want.

>>82864087
Mike's not schizo, dummy.

>>82864422
>be cry-baby going "mi-mi-mi"
>people don't want to be around me
these two facts might be related but I'm not sure... how.

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>>82864458
IM TALKING

>>82864481
Is this Mike's ally? Gremlins, assemble! This mf is even worse than us! He's pretending to watch his back just to jam a knife into his back. So devious and passive aggressive. Must be a foid or a homosexual male, not sure.

>>82864461
this isn't talking. this is me venting to random strangers who will never accept me.

>>82864422
she literally confused you for some1 else lol

>>82864533
why are you so convinced that you won't be accepted??

>>82864533
>random strangers
oh boy, there's nothing random about most of us here, buddy.

>>82864528
are you going to teach me how to eat pussy when i get a gf, db??

Ok I'll watch someone play a game like alien iso - can someone send their discord?

>>82864577
yeah, just bring her by and i'll demonstrate for you

>>82864559
you didn't. you abandoned me like everyone else. it's the same thing everytime. i exist to be discarded.

>>82864590
<3 that's a promise. you can't break it

also, it looks like everyone here is the same person!! have fun with this mike

>>82864607
im sorry that i wasn't able to stay on discord, i know this is far from the first time im apologizing for leaving, but it wasn't because i didn't accept you. i feel like our conversations reflected that pretty clearly

Had a crazy dream. At one point in the dream, I was climbing a tree with my favorite childhood cartoon characters (KnD mainly) after fleeing a fight with a random cast of enemies (robot, nun). Once we got high enough in the tree, we saw a bunch of people who'd been hung by their necks - one of them being my friend that transitioned. wat this mean
also is the alien iso offer off the table now ;-;

>>82864481
I did not see what was happening in the begining and did not catch now he was manipulating her emotions against me with his lies. If I had said something then she would be home with me right now.

I will not stay silent and let him continue to manipulate her against me.

Once I hear directly from her that she knows them I won't need to deal with it.

But I can't risk losing her by letting him manipulate her further and control the narrative with his lies.

I'll be here until she is home with me again.

She is worth my time, energy, whatever it takes.

>>82865334
>>82865367
That's very sweet of you, Mike. Maria will appreciate it. I think it'll be best for you to save your energy from responding to vagueposters and people who are blogging/writing letters to their own loves. This is a public thread that's existed for years, so sometimes people will talk about their own issues that are unrelated to yours. There are people on here who try to bait you into giving them a reaction, and it's best to ignore them too. You've responded to me previously here >>82853607 and I wasn't replying to you. The result of it is that people feel unwelcome to post about their own thoughts and feelings. Have you ever considered making your own general/thread to post about Maria?

People have become frustrated because they're unable to discuss their own thoughts and feelings without you replying to them thinking their comments are directed towards you or your situation. I understand how you feel about the narcs that mess with you and Maria, but what about the people who'd just like to post? Some people have romances or issues of their own. Of course you know that you're free to write letters to your true love, but would you consider replying less to others in /letter/?

>>82865633
There are times that I know that it is needed to call out such as the asshat who wrote the letter with

>Sun
>Shore
>Star
>J
>Moon

When enough of my words are used in this way it is very clear it is underhanded, conniving, sneaky and manipulative bullshit.

I have always been understanding with those who write letters that are not narc larps.

Sometimes you have to call a spade a spade.

I won't apologize for standing up for Maria and I.

>>82865367
Hopefully the pieces of shit that try to bait you into reacting learn that you're not going to stop if they keep going - especially if they mention you by name. They should know that you'll hold your ground. I understand how you feel about those manipulative assholes, but the people who've used this general to express their own love and pain are not included in that. Often, people are talking about someone else/something unrelated to you. I understand that you're trying to do right by your Maria, but please try to assume that people aren't speaking to you. Maria will reach out to you when she's ready. She'd also be more likely to see a page 1 thread centered around the strength of your guys' love and attraction. Just a thought - what if she's forgotten about /letter/? She'd definitely see a thread centered around your affection for her.

>>82865633
I wish there was a better way to show you my tone and all of the things that are not perceived from just the words I've written.

I hear you, I appreciate what you said. I am very considerate and caring of those who are true. I will continue to do so, that's something that will not change about me. I care about others.

But you must know,
Maria comes first to me.
I will do what is right for Maria and I.

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>>82865765
I'm not asking you to apologize, Mike. I understand. What about the history of poetry and writing that makes use of those symbols? What about the people whose names start with a J? Mike, I understand how you feel. Do you have any favorite poets? I love Neruda's work. If someone referenced Sonnet XVI, would you feel like they're trying to larp? Look at picrel to read it.

>>82865826
Mike, the imagery that you invoke resonates with many. Even the best, most famous poets have drawn from life around us. Don't you think it's unfair to claim those words and initial? Should people who have a name that starts with J or that love someone with J as their first initial avoid posting in the thread about their romance? How is it not unfair to discourage people to share their own feelings?

gangstalking mike and trying to soft parent him into posting in a different thread

Gangstalking Mike and pretending to be disabled while driving a scooter cart at wal-mart and bumping into him on purpose. Scuffing his shoes.

No one will ever accept me or be my friend. No one will ever love me. I am destined to die alone. There will be no life full of love. No happiness. Forever abandoned and discarded. That's what my life will always be. Then one day I'll die. No one will even notice. The world will keep moving. No one will morne for me. No one will cry and miss me. No one will cry tears of joy thinking about all of the good times we had. There aren't any good times. Nothing good will happen. There's nothing to look forward to.

gangstalking mike and revealing to him dark secrets about his enemies

>>82865935
There's more to it such as writing style where I recognize the poster. There's also probability.

It is as it is.

This is the in between and it's not forever.

Until we reach shore, I'll do what needs to be done

Gangstalking Mike and informing him that the british are coming via morse code through his 103 smart devices.

I kissa da boo boo on a duh pussay!

Alien isolation on android is very good. Highly recommend.

I also enjoyed alien blackout.

get on tails get mdma

Gangstalking Mike and painting a fake tunnel on the wall next to his house for him to crash into

Gangstalking Mike and changing his WiFi name to "BootyBandit23".

Gangstalking Mike until he realizes Maria wants nothing to do with him.

>>82865765
Still here, still gonna use those words to describe my person. J is my legit initial dude. You're seriously not okay man, I'm honestly concerned for you.

>>82858436
>>82858672
i like your writing style so much i am going to wait 120 seconds to post this

"anti touch starvation buff" blew my socks ON

fell in love with a girl I have no chance with after 4 days of talking award

Feels so good not to care anymore lol

>>82866025
Shut the fuck up. You sound like a pathetic "woe is me" incel. You are not slick.

No matter how good I get at video games or how much I play video games for you it's never enough. You'll never love me. You'll never want me. You'll never let me touch your boobs even if I beat a lot video games.

>>82867020
Made me kek good job. Gamers really do deserve to be oppressed

Anyone who has to spread lies about someone with a developmental disorder (who was in therapies) to isolate and suppress them and get communities of people to turn against them and to use the mental health system and community policing against them in order to groom the person into committing a false flag attack has already lost lmao. I won't stop until my innocence is proven, I receive compensation for this harassment and torture, and the people responsible are taken to court.

>>82867020
If you play video games for any reason other than fun, there's something wrong with you.

>>82867087
I pray you succeed. Mi5 and national broadcast media both tried to influence me into doing things I wanted no part of and when I refused I was threatened with involuntary detention. I was refused by every legal representative for my claims against the medical professionals responsible.

>>82867017
So, are you saying you do not accept me and that you wouldn't be my friend? That's what I just said.

I wish I could tell you more overtly what a faggot you are for crushing on MY boyfriend.

You'll join the family, eventually, though. You're soooooo repressed. Boys like you just love it when they're finally broken. Get corrupted get corrupted get corrupted <3

It's so funny when people try to fuck with someone but instead they end up getting themselves fucked.

>>82867366
Almost as fucked up as fucking with someone who is definitely not fucking you and justifying it with untreated schizophrenia - and then fucking with them harder when they ask you to stop just because they used 'the f word'.

Must rrrrreally sting, huh?

another thread ruined by namefags for fuck sakes

>>82867225
I didn't say that I didn't accept you. You will have an easier time being accepted if you didn't have a negative mindset. As long as you are alive, you have the power to change your situation. When you say shit like "no one will ever" you are already admitting defeat and no one wants to fight a battle with a teammate who has already given up. You need a more positive attitude towards your situation without crossing over into unrealistic optimism.

all of the schizos and bullyposters have ruined this thread more than mike's npd delusions

>>82857165
Yo you gonna finish that jar of milk? Kinda thirsty anon

N,

you are so so sexy... i cant get enough of you.. btw, thanks for keeping my secret..

A

>>82867410
You don't know what you're talking about. You don't know me. You aren't my friend and would never be my friend. You are speaking platitudes. I'm not negative and then being accepted. I'm negative because I was never accepted. No matter how positive or friendly I was. It's easy to give advice when you are not in the situation or know anything. I was friendly, positive, and funny. My smile is gone now. Never to return. It's simply my fate.

I'm stunned at how attractive and full of life she is. it makes me afraid to think about how much desire to live I will suddenly have to conjure up to keep her.

>>82867494
(diff poster that who you've been talking to) I used to be an annoying faggot like you and then I realized I was doing a bad job at showing others I'm even interested in THEM in the first place. Stop crying about how no one wants to talk to you and start thinking about why no one wants to talk to you. Someone told me about how they just tried whatever socially for a few years to see what worked and that's probably the best advice I've ever received. A few years ago, I made a poster to put up around my area to look for friends since I had no one. Someone online told me it was a bad idea, so I didn't. If you're a guy, go and play pool at a bar and talk to the other guys. Check out what events your library has for adults and attend them and learn how to talk to strangers.
It's really not that difficult. You just have to start doing anything besides whining about how no one likes you. The other poster is right - no one wants to be friends with a desperate person that's already given up.

I used to be the person people would stay away from because they could tell I was friendless and weird. I don't experience that anymore. It's also important to learn how to be rejected. For me, it wasn't even a year ago I realized it's not the end of the world if someone doesn't want be friends with me or if I miss a connection. It feels like the end of the world when you don't go outside and you've ran through all of the people that post their discs on 4chan. Figure out how you can talk to people with similar interests irl. yeesh. This also applies to dating.

>>82867582
You don't know me or what I've done. You don't know what my personality is like. All you know about me is a post. None of that matters or works for me.

Rejection is my life. Abandonment is my destiny.

>>82867621
how did you manage to find IRLs with interests?

>>82867629
I know that I used to feel like you and probably would whine to my ex in the same way you are here. If you live in a town with like 500 people, ok yeah it'd be way harder to make friends.

>>82867639
I live in a more populated area, so that already makes it easier. I'm also in school, so that's another thing that makes it easier to meet others. In school, I joined a group that hosts events for students in my college/field. I'll list some of the things I've done that don't require being in ed (stuff that worked): Attend anime events (parties/cons), attend small/undergroundish music events, ask people to play games with them at dive bars, and volunteer.
There are board game shops/bars that host game nights, and I found a local fighting game community through just going to random spots around town (I'm not really a member but I met them through just leaving my apartment). If you're shy, go to library events/bookclubs that are for adults. I also moved because I was miserable in my previous town/city and couldn't find anyone to connect with.
If you like anime or video games/geek culture shit, you're failing yourself by not attending anime cons. People leave flyers with discord server links around. Those servers are always filled with people that enjoy hanging out irl with others. Lastly, develop good hygiene and figure out how to make yourself look like the best you can with what you own. Idk what you've already done, so some of those details might be irrelevant.
You basically need to learn about how people with your interests interact with other people irl. That's different for everyone, but Google is pretty effective for finding most things. "Raleigh book clubs", "Tampa board game groups", "Cleveland boxing clubs", "Omaha film club"

It's really not that hard. At first you might struggle to talk to people normally, but you'll grown comfortable around others. Again, idk your situation. I had to talk to a bunch of random people to develop confidence w that.

>>82867639

whatever you do, stay away from discord servers filled with people that have zero intent of meeting each other irl. It's not worth it and you'll waste your life talking to people through a screen and not learning how to interact with normal people. Your standards for discussion and relationship development will become warped - and you'll have a much harder time irl securing relationships (of all types) if you don't understand how they're supposed to develop.
also I didn't proof read what I said and I noticed that I said grown instead of grow so ignore that mkay

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Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Tripping eyes and flooded lungs
My one and lonely
Through playful lips
Unraveled words

>>82867639
also, I'm someone that used to get frustrated at family in malls/public because I'd get so overwhelmed since I didn't go outside besides school. They'd ask me what I wanted to eat and I'd be like "IDK I want to go home!". It only takes a few years to reverse that sort of autism desu. If you have any online friends, meet them irl asap.

I had opportunities to make friends as a kid, but I was friendless because of mental/attitude issues.

>>82867097
Video games are fun but they can't bring happiness. Being along is suffering.

Dear J, I like your eyes, you are a sweetheart. I hope to see you again some day, sometime not so far from now. You electrify me, you are enthralling. I think you must have fallen from the sky.

everything is so cold when sober

I'm so attracted to you. I need some kind of brain injection to make my brain work like it used to so I can keep up with your thoughts

How could you be so heartless?

https://youtu.be/nDRYKs6f4ZI?si=r6E4_lsN6neFozM8

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palate cleanser from ai buuulllshiet
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CCMPiCgYHbQ

tfw no husband to seeswanlakemadamebutterflyorchestrawatchplayvidyadancesportswithgotoplayswithseeandexperiencetheworldwith
I'd do whatever he wanted if he'd propel himself into life with meFUCK
it's ok though. I'll just go to a magic show with my friend. A husband is just a best friend that I can have sex with, support, work for/with. We'd probably just end up getting divorced tho ahahaaaaaa. It's 2-3 times more likely for peeps like me to get divorced :')

Alright, you win. You've ruined my fun of shitposting here and somehow made being productive more fun than my hobby that was posting hilariously dumb shit to entertain degenerates like yourself.
Goodbye frens, it's been an honor and a privilege but it's time for me to move on to my next chapter. Keep pestering Mike for me tho, since he sucks and it's hilarious to shit on narcs.
t. anon :3

>>82852057
to C.
the alleged "lovechild" you had when we were teens came looking for her father. Imagine my shock at the 0% paternity result.
I actually took solace in the fact that I had a kid out there that was taken care of.
Now I know that I am truly alone and left with the legacy of self destructive guilt that destroyed every chance I might have taken. It has rendered a broken thing that will never even get a consolation prize

I can't fucking believe you. What did you think was going to happen? My parents didn't care for you. Your parents hated me. We were minors. No matter what I did we weren't going to be together. And even if I could have crossed time zones to be with you against cops being called to collect me by both families - what then? Did you plan to trick me into raising another man's child?

You got knocked up, lied about it, destroyed my relationship with my parents and triggered every Fruedian destructive tendency in my mother to be weaponized against the boy that was sensitive - using every unkind word and underhanded tactic to make me what I am: a fuckup.

The worst part was the things you said to me in our last conversations when you realized your plan would not work. I internalized every insult and even now that I know you were full of shit - the broken self worth is just how I am.

The fact that you somehow just skated, invented a new story for yourself, found someone else to take care of a girl that's pretty, just for existing: has solidified a bitter cynicism that I can't get over. I can't forgive you.

To this day I don't even get an apology. How could you do this?

>>82858436
Hey, I'm seriously not mike, I'm legit a different dude. Like legit yeah I post on here as konrad, some namefag shit I guess. Started to identify with curze from wh40k a couple years back. Started writing letters to my ex-partner from that time on here a few months back. Seen mikes pists about maria for months, shit sucks, like bruh. But I've got another chick to write letters to, for now atleast. And when i finally decided to be all poetic and sappy about it. Mike decided I was gamgstalking him. Pretty sure I live in a completely different country. And im studying atm so, I legit dont have the time or money to do that. But yeah go off I guess.
>>82868127
I really wish that's my person but I doubt it. Tell your J how you feel, its worth it.
>>82868926
As well as this poster too.

Fuck it i owe them so much its hard to even talk around her.

>>82869603
lol the most romantic encounter I've had in several months was a marathon runner smiling and nodding at me as he reached the point I was stationed at. I had a bunch of stuff in my rain coat's pockets and a couple guys after him were like, "dude it looks like she has balls"... I looked down and it totally did. swapped my coat for a pancho over my volunteer jacket even though it was cold and raining lol
there's no one special for me atm.

with all that work i did when i was 20, if i was a woman they would've put me on a TV show celebrating me, made a movie about me and celebrating women, given me a woman of the year award, made me prime minister of the state. no instead i get kicked down by the virgin police and the govt because i was posting on 4chan after work shooting the shit and blowing off fuckin steam. real programmers grew up on their computer

>>82852849
glown CIA N*GGER

>>82868926
I would take you to see Swan Lake, the Nutcracker and Figaro nona

The more my life goes on, the shitter it gets

I had such beautiful dreams, but they were only dreams. A shame, really.

All the decisions I've made in my life are all shit, and no matter how many times I tell myself that I won't make those mistakes again, I do. I ruined half of my childhood, broke up with the only girl who ever really loved me, and picked the wrong career. All of this happened because I was such a stubborn little shit. I could have had a happy childhood without the guilt, but no, I just had to feel like shit while having fun, changing schools for no reason other than thinking, "Doing this will make my life better." Spoiler alert: it didn't. All it did was ruin what little fun time I had left in school.

I broke up with the only girl who liked me because I was too damn stubborn to admit that I liked her too. I was too proud to ever admit that I truly loved someone, but I did. I think I do. It's all just so fucking stupid. I chose computer science instead of becoming a chef, even though I don't even like computer science, all because I was too afraid to fail. And now what? I don't even know what the hell I'm doing.

All these stupid, fucking retarded decisions could have been avoided if I hadn't overthought everything and just lived in the moment. Just because I'm thinking about it doesn't mean things will work out if I don't try to make them work in the first place. All I have is regret and more regret. One thing that can fix all of this is suicide. Death fixes everything. If you have debt, kill yourself; what are they going to do now that you're dead? They can't do shit. Your life is shit; just end it. I don't know what I'm trying to say anymore

>>82871432
naunaunau. Suicide is dumb. Unless you have no one that cares about you and you go to the middle of absolutely nowhere, you're a piece of shit for doing that. Just go talk to the girl. Life can change at any moment.

>>82869952
That'd be epic. I've always wanted to see a ballet or opera. I think I'll apply to volunteer at the local opera house.

>>82871948
ok I applied and sent an rsvp for orientation yippee

>>82871432
I was posting in the thread a few weeks ago about how I was probably was going to kill myself soon. I started to see a psych instead and am on two meds now. He's probably not the best psych I could be seeing. I always talk myself out of suicide by acknowledging I'd just be passing all of my issues on to someone else. Even if no one cared about me, someone would have to clean up my dead body. Instead I just sign up to do random stuff and hang out with my friends and go to random events around my city bc what else is there to do?

>>82871948
Do it. You'll meet people to actually talk about this stuff at the least. I worked in a Theatre for a shitty wage for two years but I finally got to meet people I could speak to about drama and stage work.

You are so fucking pathetic I am never going to make eye contact with you or greet you no matter how many times you try to "catch me" every time and I come and go from my house. Once or twice is just neighbors crossing paths, but the way you do it over and over regardless of my schedule just crosses a line into obsession. I have my key ready and walk up to my door within seconds and yet you always rush out at the exact same time I am outside. Get a fucking life

Feels so good to know it's all over.

>>82872296
i'm sorry anon. its just getting started.

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>>82872241
yess I did
orientation isn't until 2026 tho ;_;
volunteering to be a course monitor for a marathon was pretty random, but I enjoyed it a lot so I'm going to keep finding random stuff like that to do too. Being around normal people over the age of 30 is really nice.

>>82872296
it'sneverover

death is probably pretty comfy, but enduring life probably makes it wayyy more satisfying

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AyNJ03l82sw

>>82872293
This is similar to a harassment tactic.

>>82872370
natural death, even when the process is disturbing, is like a reward for letting your telomeres exhaust. a reward for letting your body build itself up until it's ready to begin disintegration. that seems like the best thing in the world to me - dying as an old person.

>>82872444
She also slams her front door as loud as she physically can when she leaves for work at like 5am (it's not the door itself, she closes it at other times normally). She has some weird fixation against me. The guy that sold her the unit previously tried to have me evicted for bullshit reasons so I think he spun some weirdass tale to her so she just moved in already hating me. I don't make noise and barely leave my house she's just a mental case

>>82872505
Unfortunately, you've become a target of group/organized harassment. Start documenting everything if you haven't already and know that you are not alone. Their goal is likely to bait a reaction out of you that will get you kicked out, in jail, involuntarily committed, or killed.

>>82871948
>Just go talk to the girl
She blocked me on all social media, so I can't talk to her even if I want to. And even if I could, it just wouldn't be the same. I already fucked up

>>82872727
just send her a letter. you should have her address, right?

>>82872727
>>82872812
have you considered that maybe things would be better? or that it'd at least give the both of you some sort of closure with the situation?
killing yourself because you didn't become a chef and out of regret is so dumb. get a part time job working in a kitchen somewhere (or offer to work for free if money isn't an issue) and see if you like the environment. If the girl has moved on, meet more people.

Suicide is best reserved for issues that can never be resolved. It's fair for someone with advanced, incurable cancer to consider suicide.

I used to be hardon the face collecting. I remember the face rate threads, so I understand the need for the face posting ban on here. Why can't namefagging be banned on r9k?

>>82872614
I don't think it's that serious but I definitely have some haters comes with the territory of living over 30 years and not being a pushover

>>82872812
I don't like that idea; it feels creepy. She's already decided that she doesn't want to talk to me. Sending a letter feels like I'm invading her privacy
>>82872862
>killing yourself because you didn't become a chef and out of regret is so dumb
That's the thing; it's such a dumb and retarded thought to even have in the first place. For that reason alone, I should kill myself

>>82873140
omg you can just send a letter apologizing/explaining how you felt. it's better than not having closure. if things are already fubar, you have nothing to lose.
>For that reason alone, I should kill myself
that's so dumb. just be normal. even the biggest normies think that sometimes.

>>82873179
I don't know. I don't see the point, and besides, it's been like three years now. It's just weird to send her a letter after all this time, and I don't want her to think that the guy who broke up with her has been thinking about her this whole time

Is it cold on the summit of the rawk?

>>82873288
Why do you keep doing this? What do you get out of sending me messages like this?

>>82873275
who cares? it doesn't matter. don't expect her to get back with you, but it's really not that big of a deal.

>>82873302
I just wanted to see if you were lurking. I would be talking to my friends if I didn't end up losing them because of what happened back in 2022/2023 and weren't prevented from making new friends. Weird and illegal stuff is still happening to me, but anyway, I hope you've been well and I'm sorry if my message bothered you, I'll leave you alone if that's what you want.

>>82873275
>>82873370
it's annoying to not have an explanation for someone's weird behavior. if you send a letter, she doesn't need to respond. you can also make that clear to her. you probably made her feel insane and confused. Get your savings together and figure out a way to spend some time in a restaurant kitchen without quitting your stable job (if you have one).

>>82873488
take yer meds

>>82873488
What do you want from me? Why are you trying to frighten me?

>>82872899
We don't need name/tripfagging banned, we need either effective mods that actually do their job instead of using the position to let MORE of their BBC huffing tranny friends' spam through or to unjustly ban users they have beef with. That or a functioning block option for user-to-user.

The least these kikes could do after infesting one of the last bastions of free thought is just be all the way out with and admit since anonymity doesn't exist here anymore, everyone DOES have a de-facto 4chan ID and that could allow us to block users like any other account-based social media.

The Neopets forums have this exact same issue because of the exact same type of griefing shitheads disgracing a art of trolling, funnily enough.

>>82873533
I'm not trying to frighten you and I am sorry for doing so. I want to know why you and your friends were messing with me on campus and if y'all had anything to do with or know anything about rumors and false allegations about me that were spread around campus. I want to move on from this situation and get my life back on track, but the harassment campaign followed me back home.

Gangstalking Mike on Neopets dot com virtual pet community.

>>82873659
I have never harassed you or been on any kind of campus.

>>82873780
Yw for the muse but cool it. Mike is horrible at telling the difference between samefagging and someone jumping in to stir shit by riffing off a previous post.

Stop being a coward and half ass calling me out then hiding behind I-I-I d-don't even know you
Yeah you fucking do or you wouldn't be so emotionally charged towards me you fucking spook

>>82873813
You are not the person my post was directed toward then.