>be teenager>parents don't let me outside>get sent to boy school during elementary>go to programming school in middle school, there are two (2) girls in my class and both are morbidly fat>visit grandma during summer when in my early teens>there is a very beautiful slim girl there who I get along with>she gives me my first kiss>summer ends and I never get to see her again>she ends up getting a boyfriend from her school and forgets me>I finish school and leave my parents' house as soon as I can to escape>try to date as an adult>mfw all women had adventurous love lives while I was sitting in boy school/programming school>there are some women who didn't but thats because they are asexual psychos or just ugly beyond comprehension>no matter what type of girl I talk to, she always has some baggage regarding an ex they had sexual relations with>realise I can't relate to women>women can't relate to me because they can't even imagine the concept of not getting positive attention wherever they go>get completely disinterested in datingIt feels like my life got broken when I was a kid and I can't fix it anymore without a time machine. Worst of all is that I don't feel like I made a mistake but rather my parents did.
>>82868680>thats because they are asexual psychos or just ugly beyond comprehensionThat sentence only explains to me why no girl will ever touch you willingly without you paying
>>82868706>no girl will ever touch you willinglyDo you regularly hear things that nobody is saying?
>>82868680similar to me except i never had a first kiss and i went to an all boys school from ages 12-18. im in uni now and i still can't talk to women without getting nervous or scared so i just do the virgin cold stare and silent around them. atleast you got the courage to talk to them so you got a good chance.
>>82868680same my first love gave me my first kiss and then went on to whore around and openly admit it to many people. now's she fat and married to a nigger
>>82868680Second top left is perfect just needs maybe 20 pounds in her hips, tummy and thighsIm just looking at the picture because your post is really gay and you sound retarded. No women want to be with you because you seem insufferable
>>82868680>Worst of all is that I don't feel like I made a mistake but rather my parents did.Really nigga? Just because they didn't let you go out past 7pm?
>>82868680My parents read too many scare articles about the shit teenagers got into so they turned my home into a gulag from the moment I turned 13 until I left for college, where I disappointed them by not becoming a useless junkie the moment they dropped me off at the dorms. I was a straight A student and we lived in an upper middle class suburb so there wasn't any real threat(s) at all.
>>82868791I'm not nervous around women. I just can't relate to them.
>>82868832Nigga I don't get why people keep imagining that women are not interested in me. Where in OP did I state that? The amount of schizos who see things that aren't there is high af on this board.
>>82868849No they didn't let me socialize with girls AT ALL
>>82868947That's because you have no life experience past school. Go out in the world and actually do things, accept that your perfect virgin bride doesn't exist and get on with your life.
>>82868981>Go out in the world and actually do thingsI did exactly that and I found no joy in it. I keel meeting people who have had adventurous lives while I wasn't allowed to and it just made me feel bitter and resentful.>accept that your perfect virgin bride doesn't existI don't want a "perfect virgin bride" I just want to experience stuff like everyone did while being a teenager.
>>82869010>while I wasn't allowed toNo one is stopping you now. How old are you?If all that programming school was succesful you should have a decent amount of money. Solo travel across Europe and stay in hostels. If you're younger than 25 and not ugly you can have the teenage experience but better, because you have money, you can book a private room and you won't see anyone ever again so you don't need to worry about making any mistakes.
>>82868961Where you said "I cant relate to women and women cant relate to me". Thats pretty clear you can't get pussy retard
>>82868680>there is a very beautiful slim girl there who I get along with>she gives me my first kissfuck you gloating faggot cunt, stopped reading there
>>82869057No its not. You are illiterate or ESL, or probably both.
>>82869044>how old are you?I'm mid 20s.>you won't see anyone ever again so you don't need to worry about making any mistakesI'm not worried about making mistakes. I'm just tired of the fact that I can't relate to people, especially women. Traveling wont make me meet more women who I can relate to.
If your name is in da pic you have to go to sleeb>>82868680
>>82868680>mfw all women had adventurous love livesat elementary/middle school? youre capping
>>82869445Middle school is from ages 15 to 18 in my country
