I have an idealized vision of myself and my life, but I don't even know if I truly want it, and even then If I wanna put in the effort and all things needed to achieve that Maybe I don't truly want thatMaybe it's entirely made up of expectations from other people Feels like I'm just doing things out of desperation for money nothing else, don't have any passion or want to do things purely because my interest I'm tiredI feel like I'm playing a character and everything is a fraud every day is exhausting
>>82871990You just need to get a job, any job really to take your mind off of this