how do parents react to you being a loser
>>82872472I'm less of a loser than they are so I'm a winner to my mommy and daddy
I'm no loser, kiddo
>>82872472 Well, I'm not a loser yet
>>82872472They don't. Just like back when I was growing up, they barely have a reaction to my existence. Maybe that is why I failed.
If they had reacted at all maybe I wouldnt be so fucked up. They watched the decay unfold for years upon years from childhood into adulthood and did absolutely fucking nothing to adress it.My mom is the type who would say something like "the real loser is the person who judges you" or some platitudinal bullshit like that and think now the problem is solved.
>>82872472They used to resent the hell out of me and were constantly mad which made me feel incredibly guilty. Then one day they suddenly stopped and that somehow felt even worse. I guess they gave up and blame themselves at this point.
>>82872472I don't think my mom thinks I'm a loser. The bar is very low around here and I have a full time job, that's enough. I don't even need a car because she thinks cars are mostly a waste of money, she can walk anywhere she wants to go or take a bus.
>>82872472Bro thats some nice ancient lore here, I don't even remember what this was about, only that dude took Lajony
My dad gave up on me when I was like an 8 year old girl, he knew I would end up a chopped femcel and just dropped the rope. 0 boy advice, no I'm proud of yous, no how was school, just.... nothing. I tried to be a pickme for a while and appeal to him and his interests and he'd just give me dust. I'm his bio daughter bro just is mad I look like him with boobs instead of my cute mom My mom well she kind of helped make me a loser she always talked me down, played devil's advocate, once latched onto my exbff in middle school and wished she were her daughter instead of me, made fun of me for getting sexually assaulted, let an adult man groom me as a teenager then laughed at me for getting cheated on, forced me to wear too baggy and ugly clothingI never had a fuckin chance lol
>>82872472My mom proactively destroyed any drive I had as a child. She refused to medicate my brother's schizophrenia until he's barely a human and now he lives as a sort of pet for her. She's probably hoping I'd end up the same.
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