>wanna kill myself i feel unbearable mental pain when im at home alone 24/7>get out of my home to eat out>stand autistically in my autistic black trench coat in the train>a group of high school aged guys and girls stand near me and talk to each other loudly >start getting into panic >dont look at them>they talk happily about their exams and concerts they wanna go to>get into full panic red face, hearth pumping, sweating>go to the exit and bump artistically into a guy cause im too fucking nervous, than again into some woman with coffe (luckily it didn't spill)>I hate normies and I want to be isolated 24/7
