Over the two years that I've been a NEET, I could've finished so many books, finished so many projects, learned Japanese, but I haven't done any of these (not even finished a book jfl), simply because I feel resistance to doing these things. I'm so fucking mad that my brain is misaligned with my mind, that it causes emotions that I do not want to feel at all. I want reading to be as fun as playing video games.And I don't think that there's a solution to this other than medication. I don't want to do retarded copes like "rewarding myself" or "setting a deadline for myself"Fuck, man.
>>82874825>setting deadlines and rewarding yourselfThis is the psychological crutch your in. You've turned the tasks and goals you want to accomplish into a job which makes you resistant to actually doing them. Truly man is cursed for the moment you decide you want or need to do something any joy you found in that activity is gone. The only solution is actually re-wiring your brain by going full monk mode for a month or forcing structure and routine into your life. When I was trying to learn Japanese I would wake up, make my coffee and spend 30 minutes studying kanji first thing in the morning. It actually worked really well until I started not doing it on the weekends and then I completed learning kanji and couldn't motivate myself to move on from there. My suggestion would be to wake up, and first thing you do before even coffee or opening your computer you write a to do list of things you want to accomplish today every day with pen and paper.
The Resistance is real, but it can be fought.
>>82874825>learned JapaneseSuch a wierdo, stfu
>>82874941Does this book directly tackle the resistance than to cope with it?
>>82875004You seem like an ESL foid.
