Im not trans but with age more and more I look like a hideous monster. It's like a nightmare looking in the mirror. It's genuinely fucking with me like I think about ending it. All my face fat is gone, all my tissues are sagging, giant bags under my eyes, jowls, it's too much.
who cares we're all gonna grow old and ugly someday. think about the things you're actually gonna regret at your deathbed and then act accordingly for the rest of your life
