i hate being retarded. every single time i open my mouth to say something, i get laughed at and feel humiliated. i hate my life.
>>82874969>humiliated>>82874969>hate
>>82874977stop spamming the board you rapist.
>>82874969eventually u learn to stop talking and people just think ur creepy instead
>>82874969I know how it feels nigga, i'm an huge retard too, always feels like i'm viewed as some joke, even by my friends. You're always too clumsy, too robotic, your body feels like it doesn't fit, like some weird armor or oversized shirt.
>>82875032Every time i record myself i cringe at my weird and robotic body language. Even my neutral expression is kinda creepy.. i only look good when i smile but i cant smile all the time cuz that's even creepier
>>82874969That's better than making everyone afraid or creeped out by you without even trying. I'm the definition of anti-charisma. I walk into a room and you can genuinely feel the vibe shift in the air. Once a random chick at a bar walked up to me and said "I feel like you're probably capable of murder". Another time at a strip club, one of the strippers said "You knows where to find me if you want to kill somebody"I wish people just saw me as a bit of a retard instead
>>82875413>That's better than making everyone afraid or creeped out by you without even trying.>I wish people just saw me as a bit of a retard insteadNah man, you have no idea how good you have it.
>>82875413I would rather be more like you than OP
