I saw this video not too long ago, some girl cleaning her apartment. She looked very pretty although most would say shes average. I wish I had enough value as a human being to find someone like that. I am 20 years old so theoretically I have 60 more years of being alone to deal with assuming I dont work up the courage to blow my head off or if I get killed at work which would be pretty kino. i don't know why Im writing this, guess its nice to put thoughts into text and see if others have something to say about it.
