I know that Jesus is transformative. I was a degenerate beyond what is normal, even for gooners. And he saved me. She is a whore, and I want her to be saved to because I forgive. She can never hold relationships because she is always cheating, always whoring around. But I forgive, I love. I told her, if you truly want me back, read the gospel of John, and I even gave her the easiest and most retard proof translation, the new living translation. She always told me "Heh, nah, I'm bad I'm going to hell" And you can not imagine how much that shit hurt me as Christian. I never ever meet christian girls, and all my churches in my vicinity are just boomers, literally all boomers. Not a single young person in sight. I know that Christ saves, and every Girl I meet online is instantly icked the fuck out when I bring up christ, so I try to start the relationship normally, and mention him later. But then they still ignore my faith, and tell me that they are the "personification of an antichrist" and shit like this. I'm so fucking done with these bitches. The more I meet these freaks the more I believe in demons and succubi.I hope I could at least plant a seed in their hearts, and maybe, just maybe at some point in the future they will see the truth. I'm a german neet, that got saved, like literally unironically saved. I was so into the most degenerate disgusting stuff that I almost killed myself for it. And got lifted me out of the swamp. I will never put anyone before my savior, he is my one and all, my eternal love, my savior, my mosst beautiful and perfect father. I love him with all my heart.Hey, and if you wanna get to know Christ too, read the new living version, it's the most zoomer friendly translation <3
