i have been suicidal for my entire live and always will be
>>82878588correct. its awesome isnt it, YOU get to suffer while plenty of people genuinely enjoy being alive.
>>82878588felt. i saw something awhile back that went like "you're never cured of depression, you just learn to cope and ignore it" and i'm afraid i wont get out of this loop of falling bck into the hole
>>82878588samei wonder what it's like to be a normal persondo they really wake up and think>wow i love being alive
>>82878588if you're non white just do it and ack.
>>82878721i unironically thought this when i tried drugs.
>>82878588So why are you still here and not dead?
>>82878751im trapped in