>Try to join a school>Fail>Try learning a language>Give up>Try drawing>Give up>Start running>Give up>Try to workout>Give up>Try to get up from bed>Give upDoing anything feels like climbing a mountain, I can't do anything. I'll just NEET in bed till I kill myself, I hate my pathetic self.
It's good to have motivation before you do something. Like you could give someone else you trust the ability to change your wifi so they'll only give you the new password after you workout or study or whatever.
