I don't want to waste my life on another ldr that will go nowhere. Just I am afraid to go outside and do things and talk with women irl. Not in the way that I can't go outside and talk with them more so as in I don't know if I can find one outside so I don't even try and the fact that I am love shy (look it up if you don't know what it means). Dating apps also suck so they are also not an option. Ldrs just can't work but I am stuck with them with the way I am. I would try another one but only if I knew it would it would work out for sure. I am sick of everything I just want to hug a girl and do something with her girl and see her smile.