For years I believed in God and that he would save me and end my constant suffering, but every time I prayed it felt as if nobody was listening, yet, I still stayed loyal to him, even still am I somewhat attached to Christianity though I'm debating my faith.I don't even ask for much, either, but every time I cry out for help nobody answers, it's just silence as I watch people who hurt me and people who haven't even suffered as long as me get something I've been begging for. It genuinely feels like I'm in a parasocial relationship with God. I mean at a certain point I even convinced myself I'd done something to make him mad.
>>82889473Kind of in a similar boat, eventually accepted that there is no divine intervention unless you're a prophet, God has given us the tools for us to make what we can and will down here, ultimately it's all up to us suffering or not, not sure if my take helps, probably not
>>82889483I don't even know what ur saying snon
>>82889473Fuck man, if only you knewI've been through the same shit as you, and last night I think I've completed my spiritual journeyJust know that in due time, you'll be in the same position as me (and Jung's position)https://youtu.be/kb0toLBlofE?si=I-45DBjWlHZvTmIJ
Been asking god to take the voices away but he doesn't listen to me, so I made the voices submissivie and breedable.
>>82889473>God exists>We're here living like animals while billionaire pedophiles snort cocaine off underage girls
>>82889473That's because there is no god anon. You've been tricked by religiousfags into believing sandnigger fairy tales. You're waiting to be saved by a fictional sky daddy. You need to stand up for yourself and realize that this is a temporary world with finite resources. Will you fight? Or surrender and die miserable and alone? No one will save you.
>>82889473What exactly do you need salvation from?
>>82889554This. There may be a God OP but he clearly doesn't give a fuck about us. You only have to look at all the suffering in this world and in the past as proof of that
>>82889693i like to think that he was here at some point but left, theres no other way to explain it
>>82889549God is the multi-trillionaire jewish everythingophile that gets high off the degeneracy of people
Nigga no one will help you except yourself. By helping yourself you are God acting through yourself. You and God are inseparable because you are God and God is you. All of creation is god. This notion of individuality that human beings feel is an illusion so deeply rooted in us, it is what causes all this pain. Once you realize everything is the same thing, everything is one you begin to wake up and become nobody.
>>82889473What if he is helping already in some way you are not noticing?
>>82889473>I've prayed for years and no magic Jews have done anything yetOh my, imagine that. Better pivot and start asking Lord Vishnu for favors. One of those magical sky men is probably real, better keep trying. I'm sure you'll find the deity that actually exists before you die.
>>82889473I dont get how theistic people expect prayers to work. Like theres so much fucking suffering in this planet in so many scales, why would God intervene a random fucker with menial problem over literally anything more important. Like if tragedies still happen to faithful christians and God doesnt intervene, its obvious he won't give you shit via prayers