I'm too lonely, I have been for the past 21 years of my existence. I'm prone to misery and prone to self sabotage and that is why no one is willing to form a deep bond with me. All of my friends have abandoned me, my ex girlfriend dumped me and engaged someone else when I hadn't a clue about it. Divorced parents, only child, raised by a single mom, totally lost. I know my life is as insignificant as everybody else's but sometimes it's really hard to cope with the loneliness. It feels like a void inside of my chest, no matter where I go and what I do I cannot fill this void. It can look briefly as if I could attempt to when I indulge in hedonistic activities but then the void grows larger and gnaws away any kind of progress I have ever madeI'm hopeless, I'm hesitant at the idea of change and at the idea of progress. This world is simply too demanding for a coward and too judging for a passer-by. I don't see a future for myself on this planet anymore, I can't imagine myself doing this any longer. But I don't know why I'm still here. And I don't even think anyone will read this or take it seriously, I'm just a post on an anonymous board. Maybe I'm treating it like a journal. Either way I'm yapping for too long and maybe I should shut up now
>>82892435>me me mei'm not reading your narcissistic blog
>>82892435Make sure not to have children Anon. many people try to fill the void in their hearts with kids of their own and end up creating more hollow beings, suffuring just as you do
>>82892447>I won't read anything written in the first person perspectiveWhat a strange rule to live by
>>82892435relatable, anonny! my advice: rape the world as it raped you
