Man, I'm starting to think it's my brain that's the problem, not my looks. Like, I'm not even built bad - decent face, solid frame, tall enough. I've even had girls hit me up on those rare club nights with the boys.But nah, I blow it every damn time. You know why? Because I fumble the bag instantly, saying the weirdest, creepiest shit right off the bat. One time I brought up Interspecies Reviewers to a girl I'd just met. What the hell was I thinking?I'm just super awkward socially. I tense up and end up coming off pushy or pissed for no reason. The messed-up part is, my sister's friends and even my buddy's mom have said I look good. Some girls even give me a vibe, but I still manage to wreck it all.Makes me wonder if I'm just that stupid. Sometimes it honestly makes me feel like giving up completely.
