Have you done your good deed today, Anon?
>>82893863yes i called people niggers online and spread hate about women i am gods chosen incel
>>82893875Not too nice but as long as it made you feel good...
>>82893863I feel as if I haven't felt genuine joy in a long time. The closest I've been to feeling joy recently has been by obsessing over my crush, and it doesn't even feel good I just yearn for her all the time. I know it's completely unrelated but I needed to say it somewhere.
>>82893924thanks its not really hate (when i say nigger its just fun the woman shit is very real and they deserve it) i personally prefer and miss the internet when people were unhinged and funny. all this fake positive bullshit is actually way more toxic.
>>82893863I have encouraged someone here to kill themselves, which is good for the world at large
>>82894019I'm yearning for someone too but it's very distressing because it's not reciprocated. I hope you'll find another reason to be happy soon
>>82893863i have been negative todayit's getting dark again
>>82893863I spend every day self improving and exchange useful information with other anons on various boards. I don't post on /r9k/ often anymore, but even when I do, I still try to keep things useful or at least comfy. I think there's a genuine yearning for that despite all the edginess on here, and I've been proven right time and time again. I also try to help my family whenever they ask me for help, and I did so earlier today. Helping them benefits me as well, but I think it still counts as a good deed.
>>82894149That really sucks but, at least you got an answer. You know she's not the one. I still have the anxiety-inducing uncertainty, because I haven't been able to meet her to talk about it yet. These days I've been feeling overwhelmed by my obsession. Ty anon, I hope the same for you too.
>>82894259The light is somewhere. It might not be bright enough to see it if you're wandering with your eyes closed
>>82894279It's lovely that you got to spend time with your family and help them. Keep going with the self improvement, you're on a good path anon
>>82894303my eyes have never been more open. now i pay the price for having been asleep for 15 years
