>Fundamentally change your operating principles for life that you always held. Honestly until only very recently am I struggling with it and I think about it all the time I just maybe wasn't introspective enough or I like to think that I was or am. I've based my whole identify around being introverted, indifferent, reasonable, and compromise and why I am better off that way or better than others only now I am maybe recognizing the root of it and the good AND bad of it. I've been being less blackpilled but only a little but my mood has honestly improved a bit I think or I do feel a little better. That's gotta mean something I hope.
>>82900703This could help you processhttps://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/82751665/
>>82900766That was a gem post in that thread so thanks anon. I'm a bit too fucked up to internalize it at the moment but I wanna save it and look at it again later.
>>82900703>am maybe recognizing the root of itAutism obviously
>>82900833I had the hope that it would help others when I wrote it back then So I'm glad it's helping you now
>>82900846I don't think I am ad I haven't been diagnosed but yeah maybe lol. The answer I am arriving at is resentment or maybe envy but that's the simple way of articulating it.
