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>>82909366
I used to wanna get high and goon, but now I just wanna fix my life

>>82909515
not a gooner, but me too. i need to get a job but can't get hired for shit. i hate this and DESERVE my neetbux back

drugs are the only thing that make my life worthwhile in any way.
I wanted your regular normie shit like a wife with kids and all that generic garbage, but it's out of reach, so I settled for nothing.
In my experience, anything I gain will get taken away from me in one way or another, so even if "nothing" makes me miserable, it's less misery than losing.

>>82909366
i used methylphenidate to help me with studying and writing my thesis for about a week. i liked it although it was a bit underwhelming, it only made me feel more "locked in" and made it easier to maintain focus on one thing at a time for like 4-6 hours. but now i've ran out and idk how to get more, i don't know if i even should.

>>82910180
>now i've ran out and idk how to get more
How did you get them the first time? Don't you hace a script? Go to a doctor and complain, that works more often than not. Other alternatives are DNMs, or street Amphetamine (i.e., speed), which is more or less the same thing, regarding its effects and duration.
>i don't know if i even should
That depends.
What's your dosage?
How frequent is your use?
Do you tend to redose?

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>>82908389
the same shit happened to me tonight, I blacked the fuck out for a minute and seems like I nod the out for some hours, and then I woke up and i'm still seeing double, man soma is the bomb. addictive as shit albeit hehehehh.

>>82910591
And I also should add that my teeth hurt alot, maybe I was biting while asleep or whatever.

>>82910591
>>82910604
take it easy with experimenting on yourself

I've been using Meth relatively responsibly, once every week or two with no withdrawals or cravings and bad side-effects only manifesting as some constipation for a day or so after use, but after some research I've come to the conclusion that you simply cannot take Meth *safely* in any way. It is such a horrible drug that the health risks greatly outweigh the benefits gaind from a high.
It causes irreversible cell-death in the heart, which will inevitably lead to disease later-on or an immidiate danger of sudden heart attack/failure, and while orally dosing (the safer ROA) it can cause gastro-intestianal issues that range from mild to life-threatening. It is way worse than the relatively-safer Amphetamine, but I won't switch. This won't stop me from using Meth the way I have been so far, it'll take a real slap to the face to stop me from using as I'm as careless as a 20yo boy (which I'm certainly not).
SoI will continue using, but with full aweareness that complications may show theirselves further down the line, and I'm honestly scared.
That said, I've never experienced noticeabley higher heart-rate or heart-aches on Meth, as I often would on Amphetamine or higher doses of Ritalin. So this is odd, and might be hopeful that my heart is strong/workes differently with Meth maybe?

Anyway, another successful Meth session today. Had lots of fun. Got 220mg remaining in the end, which means I use way less Meth per session lately and also means that it only takes me 250-300mg to have a good time; which is really nice to know, and is a wallet-saver. Now for benzo bliss.

>>82909366
Tonight is crack. Cheers men.

>>82910811
>Tonight is crack. Cheers men
Should be hardcore stuff, afaik. Cannot find anyone who sells it locally, unlike normal Coke, which is plentyful, I suppose there's no demand for it cus of the reputation its got.
Have fun, anon.
Cheers!

How to get Rx drugs without a Rx?? I love pain killers like tramadol, but I have no interest in doing heroin or other street opioids.

Weed arived in the mail.
Was a little nervous as it's the first time I mail ordered such a thing, but the company who packed it were super professional.
No crazy smell and the first thing in the package when opening it was a legal letter explaining that the contents were all lab tested and federally approved for transport through the mail, and according to the farm bill it would actually be illegal to seize it, which is a really nice touch that added to my peace of mind. Even if I know deep down it probably wouldn't stop a particularly pissed off DEA or LEO asshole.
Will certainly order from them again, even if it will take me ages to finish off all that I ordered.

On a related note, is there some sort of special trick to vaping keif so that I don't feel like I am going to cough out my eyeballs?
So far when I get a little of it at the bottom of my grinder I sprinkle a bit of it on to my weekend bowls, which gets me fabulously high, but without fail trigger a harsh coughing fit even at relatively low temps.
Am I doing something wrong, or is that just how it is and I am being a pussy about it?

>>82911020
>How to get Rx drugs without a Rx??
I've heard that is some cases you can chew them to make them IR, considering they come in pill form. I guess that with capsules, again in some cases (as there are various ways to achieve XR, from using motabolism rate as a bottleneck, to sponges that soak stomach fluid and expand to release the drug), you can pour the powder out into a glass of water and drink it as is.

>>82911020
That's like asking 'how do I get illegal drugs without going to a dealer'

>>82911138
He's asking how to get a prescription drug without a prescription (Rx means script)

>>82911154
I am fine with going to a dealer as long as they sell pain pills lol. I just have never met a dealer who does

>>82911169
just ask them for percs? Tramadol is pretty trash in comparison, you wont find be able to find them or at least real tramadol, otherwise try lean. If you like the serotonin effects from tramadol, tapendatol/tianpetine can sometimes be bought online depending on your country which are pretty similar to tramadol

>>82911225
>Tianeptine
Looks like I might be able to get this one in burgerland. I have no idea what the dosage and effects are like, though.

Thanks, anon!

I want to mix oxys with weed and feel like my brain is hemorrhaging again cus I'm too much of a pussy to shoot myself even though I can

>>82911154
>Rx means script
Oh, I thought it was another way of saying XR since it's what it says on my XR pillboxs usually. I learned something new today.
>>82911020
In that case, visit a DNM, as they got all the painkillers, prescription or orherwise. It's very hard to impossible to find a street dealer selling painkillers, especially pharma ones. I didn't find one dealer in all of Telegram selling any kind of Opiates. So a DNM is your only viable option. Or get involved with a really bad crowd, and find a street dealer that sells street Heroin face-to-face, but that's a bad idea for a few reasons.

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I hate that every time I take pregabalin or gabapentin (300 or 600 mg), I take a nap for two hours, and then the effect is gone.

>>82911293
>I want to mix oxys with weed and feel like my brain is hemorrhaging again cus I'm too much of a pussy to shoot myself even though I can
I hope things will look-up for you, anon, I really do.
Stay safe and stay strong, I'm rooting for you!
It really does get better, fwiw.
Wish I had some oxys T_T

>>82911272
I've done it a few times, one thing to be aware of is if you're getting the sulfate version it takes a very long time to kick in so make sure you dose it properly and don't redose for at least 2-3 hours

>>82911398
>It really does get better, fwiw.
I know it will but somehow that's not enough. Thank you for the kind words though, they go a long way. I hope you're well too

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alr guys I have a little question, I'm tryna see if I can roll some tonight. so, how bad the comedown of an X pill can be? because tomorrow I'm planning on watching a movie with my grandma and I don't want to be all slumbed.

>>82911398
>Wish I had some oxys T_T
Fucking accurate.
The unemployment office actually found me a job (didn't know that was possible) so I'm really going through it right now, thankfully they haven't noticed that I tend to be high on the clock just yet, or they have and don't care.
Lyrica does it's job perfectly and is subtle if I dose it correctly, But I do not want to withdraw from that so weed's second best.

>>82911688
>how bad the comedown of an X pill can be?
Xtc pills are unreliable, and vary in dosage you can't really know or messure in any way. I whouldn't trust it and will assume the worst, so I'll say that the comedown will be harsh and punishing. Then again, neither i nor anyone else can really know, so you might get lucky.
My advice is putting rolling on the back-burner and reaproach it in a later date with less responsibilities the following day to allow you to recover in peace.
And ffs, always buy MDMA as crystals; they're measurable so you can dose right and you know what's in them as opposed to pressed pills mixed with who-knows-what added to an arbitrary, if existent, dose of actual MDMA that might be too much or too little for your expectation.

>>82911420
Is dosage similar to tramadol?? Like 150-300mg for rec use?

I don't find men attractive maybe a handful in my life but if the times right and I'm do meth I love sucking.a big dick making it cum or top or bottom but only other strait guys exspslly the the dl guys with tats and that wanna b attitude nothing like fucking them and seeing the hard ass act disappear as there toes curl why ur fucking them and stroking there big ass cock because my experience for some reason they always hung anyways stroking while ur fucking and her them tense up moan loudly I'm bout to cum then fill it traveling up that big dick where I squeeze tight so it can't shoot out untill I slam it deep a couple more times then let go and watch rope after rope launch out of is so fucking hot even hotter when my girl is sucking there dick while I fuck them.

>>82911824
Its more potent around 80-100mg but depends on the form

>>82911812
Oh alr, thanks for mentioning, I know they're unreliable but I've never rolled before and I didn't knew, it will be next midnight then cuz my grandma is more important or whatever. I will buy crystals next time which I guess it will be for christmas or whatever.

>>82911763
>The unemployment office actually found me a job (didn't know that was possible) so I'm really going through it right now
Congratz! Must be stressful at the start, being in a new place. Hope you get acclimated soon and be able to keep the job. I can never see myself working, as I officially am 100% unable to work and get disability.
>thankfully they haven't noticed that I tend to be high on the clock just yet, or they have and don't care
If it works for you, it's great. I tend to keep drugs and real-life seperate as a rule. Just feels too much like a teenager trying to hide a Weed high from his perants, it gets on my nerves. But I heard Lyrica is functional enough of a drug, so be sure to have fun and not get caught.
>Lyrica does it's job perfectly
Heard a lot of praise regarding this drug. People seem to like GABApentinoids a lot around here, and doing them on the clock, in any case. Also the memes about it are positive. I may never get to try it or any GABApentinoid as they're not commonly prescribed around here where I live. My psychiatrist will definitely not prescribe me with any as I don't qualify for it medically with my current condition and have a treatment plan.
>weed's second best
Weed has caused me severe psychosis. Heavy dissociation from reality, intrusive thoughts, delusions, and hearing voices (of several young prepubescent boys, a young girl, and sometimes a crying baby) that criticize my thoughts and actions are what I get from Weed. It's the only psych that aggrivated my schizophrania to an unmanegeable degree. I can trip 250ug LSD and eat 500mg of Meth no problem, but put a joint in my mouth and I start geeking the fuck out. I quit Weed 6-8 months ago (memory betrays me at the moment) and never looked back. It was one of my better decisions, after 1.5-2 years of heavy daily use, and I'm very happy without it. Though I sure miss the times I could just smoke a ton and feel good about it.
Enjoy Weed as much as you can, anon.

>>82912011
Weed does seem like a drug that's on a timer in terms of enjoyability, not sure what drug I'll graduate to daily use once that's over.

I wish I could do sulthiame but no person in the fucking world sells it.

>>82911630
>somehow that's not enough
Then make the effort to turn it into enough. Life will always get better as long as you act to make them better, I always say.
>they go a long way
I'm very glad! I mean it too~
>I hope you're well too
Thank you.
Tbh, I've had better, and I've had worse. The voices in my head are semi-active, which is mildly annoying. Besides that, everything is fine. I'm currently riding-out the end of my Meth high with some benzos so all's well in the world.

>>82911988
>I've never rolled before and I didn't knew
Is it your first time with that brand of pill, or your first time ever? If it's your first, it's kinda special, make an event out of it. Do you have any experience with xtc pills in general?
>it will be next midnight then cuz my grandma is more important
Good choice, I'm sure grandma will be happy.
>I will buy crystals next time
Thank god. They're way way better than pills for sure. Also invest in a good scale to messure-out doses (a decent 0.001 scale is available on Amazon for 20$, here: https://a.co/d/d8fhLvc).

drugs are gay and will turn you gay
drugs are gay and will turn you gay
drugs are gay and will turn you gay

>>82911905
>I don't find men attractive
Fake and gay off the get-go.
>if the times right and I'm do meth I love sucking.a big dick
I've been warned of people like you not too long ago, but I never thought that they really exist.
Besides, Meth takes all the wind off my sex sails. Zero libido for 3 days after using and while under-influence. I've heard that's odd and uncommon, but that's the way my body handles Meth. I caved once out of loneliness and hooked-up with someone off of Grinder, and sucked his dick; I could take it or leave it desu, it wasn't such a thrill at all. Didn't care much for the experience overall.
You sound like you have an exciting and varied sex-life, hope you make the best of it.
Be safe and have fun!

>>82912210
I was already gay beforehand, what happens then?
will they just make me double-gay or do 2 negatives make a positive?

>>82912039
>not sure what drug I'll graduate to daily use once that's over
Hopefully none, as daily use of any kind is detrimental, even Weed.
But perhaps I'm being too anal.

>>82912044
>I wish I could do sulthiame but no person in the fucking world sells it
Why though? As far as I read, of course no-one will sell it, as Sulthiame has no recreational value whatsoever.
Does it though?

>>82912235
>will they just make me double-gay or do 2 negatives make a positive?
I think they'll make you twice as gay, like fighting fire with fire.

>>82912439
Welp, it checks out on lyrica, and I don't think I need to try meth to find out.
even if meth made me straight, I already tried straight dating and it's fucking awful, couldn't bear to force myself any further after the first gf.

>>82912530
>I don't think I need to try meth to find out
I never knew until today that Meth and homosexsuality have such a stigmatized connection in society. I do Meth and am not gay while on it btw, quite the opposite actually, I loose all libido while under-influence and for 3 days after use.
I might have gay tendencies/fantasies watching sissy hypno while being very horny, but I cum in 2 minutes or less and loose all desire to suck cock instantly. So it never affects my life at all.
>couldn't bear to force myself any further after the first gf
Well, of course not, you're gay. Duh.
But for sure, straight dating is a mess compared to gay dating ime.

>>82909366
3rd day in a row on Xanax (allegedly, it's probably fake). Feeling comfy although I did get a bit out of hand last night

>>82911927
Just bought a bunch of 50 mg pills of the sulfate form (only one I could find) will stick to 100mg dose then, thank you for the info!!!

>>82912698
I don't really judge, I went on plenty of oxy benders where I quite literally couldn't stop, and having it out of sight didn't help.
As for the connection, I just read a lot of stories about guys being really fucking gay on meth here, not sure what the rest of [society] thinks.

>>82912914
>I just read a lot of stories about guys being really fucking gay on meth here
That's what I mean, on here. I've not encountered any stories like that at all in all my stay at
/drugfeel/, but an anon pointed out to me today that gays apparently go really hard on the Meth for some reason (and GHB, too. By what he said).

i just bought lsd from a facebook ad
what a world

>>82913106
>gays apparently go really hard on the Meth for some reason
Chemsex would be my guess if you asked me.

What's smoking crack like compared to snorting coke? All I hear are negative things about crack but coke is basically worshipped in my town.

>>82912717
>3rd day in a row on Xanax
Be careful, anon. Taking the same drug for too many days in a row is the classic way of getting addicted to said drug. Limit your exposure to the drug to avoid physical dependence and the following withdrawals. Which aren't nice concerning benzos' reputation of hellish withdrawals.
>it's probably fake
It's most likely (and hopefully) Bromazolam. It should be about the same potency so no worries. Then again, it can really be anything compressed into pill form so idk...
>Feeling comfy although I did get a bit out of hand last night
Glad you feel comfy, anon. It's important, smart, and productive to learn about where our limits lie from past mistakes and steer clear of them.
Be careful with the consecutive use, and have fun!

>>82913169
>Chemsex would be my guess if you asked me
Yeah, but straight people have chemsex too. It just doesn't make sense in my brain why it'd attract predominantly gay men? I mean, Poppers I understand, as it supposedly makes penetration easier in addition to enhancing the sex; but Meth? What's the connection? Gay people being Meth fiends is common? I do quite a lot of Meth, and feel like it's encroaching on my identity as a straight man. Maybe I'm just being a sensitive pussy.

>>82913118
>i just bought lsd from a facebook ad
what a world
Is... is it safe? How do you know you're not getting punked? Is a facebook drug-market a real thing?
I don't have any social-media so I wouldn't know. Isn't it a risk, being so public? Can't it trace back to you? Is sounds like the guy is asking for a raid on his house and an arrest in charge of dealing drugs.

>>82913501
i bought mushrooms from a facebook ad before without issue
it could probably be traced but i dont think cops are really out to get discrete low level drug users these days

Do benzos and z-drugs have cross tolerance with each other? I've heard people say both yes and no.

meanwhile some of us allegedly (not speaking for myself, I'm not into this) go to great length to order the drugs securely online, including, but not limited to installing obscure ultra secure operating systems, ordering through tor markets, and conducting all communication with the seller via manually encrypted messages.

Just got high on that cannabis. But a decision is yet to be made on if I should take benzodiazepines too?

>>82913396
>and feel like it's encroaching on my identity as a straight man.
I wouldn't worry too much about that, if you break it down into:
>Gay sex is really accessible
and
>Gay people are more likely to be addicts
then the drug that makes fucking more enjoyable (and isn't super expensive) will be popular by default.
Besides, I very well could've only remembered the gay meth stories and forgotten about the straight ones.

>>82912530
>says he's gay but he had a gf
So you're not a real pure gay then

I think we're getting a bit sidetracked here.

>>82913262
>What's smoking crack like compared to snorting coke?
It's like drinking vodka compared to drinking beer, respectively. Crack is a way more potent stimulant, a rapid euphoria-inducer, and more addictive being smoked. Crack's basically a more concentrated form of Coke so it's stronger in general, not considering that commonly one is smoked and other snorted.
>All I hear are negative things about crack
Justly so. Crack's a very addictive hard drug.
Crack use is generally a quick way to fuck up your life: overspending on binges, compulsive redosing, malnutrition, severe immediate and long-term health risks (such as Crack-lung which develops in only 48 hours of use and damages lung tissue), overdose risk, and ruined relationships all around as your life falls apart right before your very eyes.
>coke is basically worshipped in my town
That's the status of the drug showing.
Coke's not as addictive as Crack, since snorting is more restrictive than smoking.
The high's short-lived, which leads to compulsive redosing and binges, but without the intencity of Crack to chase after.
Health risks depend on frequency of use, length of use, and dose. But the usual "Coke enjoyer" does a 100$ bag a night max and takes long breakes. Unlike a binging Crackhead who uses too much for too long.
Coke is essentially Crack-lite.
Whatever Crack does, Coke also does but to a lesser more manegeable extent.
Thus Coke remains a functional drug in social setting unlike Crack, which is not built for social setting, and will usually tweak you way out-of-your-mind to be functional or social at all.
This is why Coke is more loved than Crack.
That said, Coke is also a shit-tier drug and not worth the price.

Ketamine's the type of drug I don't go out of my way to do, but if I DO have it, I thoroughly enjoy it.

It's a well known effect

reddit com/r/meth/comments/1ocatfh/as_a_gay_man_i_find_it_interesting_some_men_are/

"Unfortunately, I was really fucking high one weekend and by Saturday I had convinced several guys online to come to my apt and at one point I had upwards of 8 naked guys surrounding me while I was on all fours on my bed and I let every single one of the guys use me until they absolutely satisfied "

>>82914477
>Gay sex is really accessible
True. Grinder is easy sex with zero effort.
>Gay people are more likely to be addicts
Where did you get this from? How so?
>then the drug that makes fucking more enjoyable (and isn't super expensive) will be popular by default
I guess that's true, but it'll also be true with stright people. And if so, then why not MDMA? or other Amphetamines like dex? Why must it be Meth? My only joy left in the world, and now I find-out it's gay. Not that I've anything against gay people or gay things, but it feels far too close to home for convenience.
>Besides, I very well could've only remembered the gay meth stories and forgotten about the straight ones
That makes sense. I've seen a couple stright Meth stories here and there. No gay stories as of yet, though, personally.

>>82914635
>Crack's basically a more concentrated form of Coke
Maybe in effect but it isn't litterally more concentrated.
Chemically speaking it's far more diluted that even the worst street coke.

It's just that it's in a freebase form that allows for it to directly bypass the blood brain barrier in a rush when smoked. So there is significantly less coke but it gets you significantly higher, though the duration is much shorter.

>>82913933
id be more worried about heat from the secrecy than just from trading on the open market

>>82914895
>Where did you get this from?
Not him but every statistically study of the subject finds that homosexuals in general and homosexual men in particular are FAR more likely to have substance abuse issues of every kind compared to the normal population.

>>82913262
interesting considering it's literally the same molecule entering the brain

>>82912530
Now that you mention that, yeah pregabalin does indeed turns me into an amplified faggot. very silly now that I think about it, I wonder what meth would do, I will buy some crystal one day and crush it, and put it into empty pills. to see what's all about...

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>>82915079
Didn't know gays were BASED

Currently on both cannabis and valium. Not feeling nearly as comfy as I feel I should.

>>82915192
Do let the gen know, I am very curious to the effects.

>>82915079
Ok link 2 studies

>>82915777
Frustrating.
The bot keeps flagging most links as spam.

https://www.thetrevorproject.org/research-briefs/substance-use-disparities-by-sexual-identity/

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3288601/

https://americanaddictioncenters.org/lgbtqiapk-addiction/why-substance-abuse-is-higher-within-the-lgbtq-community

>>82913617
>i bought mushrooms from a facebook ad before without issue
You're kidding. Well, I suppose Shrooms are easy to excuse. Even here in prohibition nightmare-land Shrooms kinda fall within a gray area of the law, where you can cultivate and possess Shrooms as long as it's for scientific purposes only, which is hard to prove otherwise, so you can always claim you're a hobbiest scientist and are growing/in possession of Shrooms for research reasons and it'll prolly won't even get to court. It'll likely end in a primary interrogation after establishing reasonable innocence through the loophole in the law; and *maybe* confiscation of the drugs. Still not a comfy way to spend a day.
>i dont think cops are really out to get discrete low level drug users these days
I worry less about you and more about the sellers. While private users are negligible, drug-dealers are fair-game for LE.
Anyone can see that ad listing of illegal drugs on Facebook. LE can just arrange a simple sting-op, and capture them red-handed.
Arresting them on the spot with carges of dealing or even trafficking with bullet-proof evidence.
They'll probably spend some time in prison, and in my country dealing/trafficking can land you up to 20 years, not to mention the heafty fines.
Catching petty Facebook drug-dealers isn't very lucrative or sophisticated work, but is a nice catch to fill-out some paperwork over, and justify your department's funding and your position in the force, with minimum effort or risk.
It's all about money and power in the end.
At least tell me they're selling from independent profiles made especially for the purpose of selling drugs and not their personal ones.

>>82913812
>Do benzos and z-drugs have cross tolerance with each other?
"Yes, Z-drugs do have cross-tolerance with benzodiazepines.
This is because they share a very similar mechanism of action, even though they are chemically distinct"
-Google AI
So yes, they do have cross-tolerance with each other.

>>82915897
Damn he wasnt lying
Sorry I doubted you anon sama

>>82913933
>go to great length to order the drugs securely online, including, but not limited to installing obscure ultra secure operating systems, ordering through tor markets, and conducting all communication with the seller via manually encrypted messages
I cannot do this myself, having no domestic vendors available and customs being as strict as they are with severe charges and punishments for importing any amount of drugs.
But yes, people do this. It's said that once you've figured it out it's smooth and works wonderfully.
Looking at the prices and having tested the quality in a few opportunities, it seems to be worth it. The absolute best LSD I ever had came from a DNM.
And it's so cheap compared to local market prices (as much as +600% cheaper).
I wish I lived in the EU, where inspection of mail sent from member countries is low to non-existent, I would buy so much cheap Meth, LSD, benzos, and some Opiates too! Sadly, it's just a pipe-dream for me as I'm stuck with ~200$ a gram of Meth as opposed to ~14.50 euro a gram sent from the Netherlands on DNMs. The quality is top-notch and deliveries are relatively fast seeing from a friend who ordered LSD and DMT from DNMs seccessfully until he ordered Weed. His house was raided, he got caught, and imprisoned for ~6-8 months in low-sec military prison, aka baby's first prison. Drug laws are simply-cut and liberal in military-law, so all he really got was a slap on the wrist. In civilian courts he would've faced up to 20 years in real prison for all charges of trafficking, smuggling, and "importing a dangerous drug internationally" not to mention the fines he'd have to pay.
The lesson of the story is, don't order Weed from a DNM, and also, sometimes it's not worth the lower prices and high quality for the risk of being caught. At least in this country. So I'll keep buying mid quality drugs at high prices from the local dealer. But someday, I hope I get out of here and into a country you can use DNMs in without worry.

>>82909366
Anyone with ADHD do coke and feel kinda underwhelmed? This isn't the first time but I've done a few lines throughout the day today, it's definitely more euphoric then Adderall IRs but like with my meds I feel focused and rather calm. Did some work on my ATV then chatted with a friend during his lunch break and we got into a conversation about this.

>>82914428
>But a decision is yet to be made on if I should take benzodiazepines too?
I say yes. If you go, go hard.

>>82915079
>every statistically study of the subject finds that homosexuals in general and homosexual men in particular are FAR more likely to have substance abuse issues of every kind compared to the normal population
Interesting, I did not know that. Wonder why that is.

>>82914978
>It's just that it's in a freebase form that allows for it to directly bypass the blood brain barrier in a rush when smoked. So there is significantly less coke but it gets you significantly higher
It's what I was shooting for. Are you sure it has less Coke? What about if it's high quality and pure with no filler mixed in?

>>82914652
>Ketamine's the type of drug I don't go out of my way to do, but if I DO have it, I thoroughly enjoy it
Sounds like a healthy relationship with the drug to me. Have fun, anon. I've heard a lot of praise regarding Ketamine and I'd like to try it sometime (but can't stomach snorting anything, and boofing is right out). Is it true it has a psycedelic side to it with CEV and a trippy headspace?

Been up for a few days, still got a bit left but just zoning out sipping my coffee trying to gather my thoughts. Need something to watch.

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>popped 4mg kpins
>eating war wonton soup
this is the first time i have ever felt benzo euphoria
maybe its because i've got a bad cold and its just the pure relief from the soup, extreme lack of sleep, and general anxiolytic effects
either way this is fucking awesome

>>82917661
picrel is how it feels right now, also got an insane amount of relief from jerking off

>>82915192
>I will buy some crystal one day and crush it, and put it into empty pills. to see what's all about...
You won't regret it, it's fucking awesome when it hits right. Not sure about the whole faggot thing, though, but if you're predesposed to faggoty behavior from Pregabalin maybe Meth will make you more of a faggot? First I heard of drugs causing faggot behavior was today.
Though it seems to be common enough, at least from where I'm standing at the moment; though, I don't understand it one bit. For me Meth kinda makes sex and sexual feelings/thoughts simply uninteresting. But evidently it makes other people into horny dogs in heat, so idk... maybe it's my Anti-Psychotics that cause that reaction. I know I've been getting less euphoria since my APs block Dopamine release and directly counter-act the Meth at that juncture.
My advice? Do it sooner rather than later and get a more informed opinion on the subject, even if Meth isn't for you; being a GABApentinoid user, I assume you have a taste. Just be sure to not overdo it, and no more than 2 days of use in a row or risk addiction.

>>82917640
>still got a bit left
I assume a stim of some kind?
>Been up for a few days
You need sleep, anon. Don't neglect yourself like that for a high. You shouldn't be drinking coffee, you should be in bed making-up for the lost sleep. Sleep deprivation is seriously detrimental from day 3, that's when you start hallucinating, hear things, and zone-out a lot; if you're anywhere around that number, for the love of god go to sleep. I've been up for 30-40 hours now, due to Meth, and can't wait to rest my head.

>>82917661
>this is the first time i have ever felt benzo euphoria
>this is fucking awesome
I'm glad you're having fun, anon. Sorry to hear about your cold, but maybe it was the cold that potentiated the benzo euphoria in the first place. In my experience every relief felt while sick have been amplified to a degree.
Anyway, enjoy it while it lasts.

>>82917883
Probably, I've been on kpins for over a year and have even felt remotely this much relaxation. Very comfy, got some soup, playing some vidya, it should be a nice way to sleep

>>82917861
Im in bed but haven't had any luck, I notice if I can get a good nap I wake up with a good buzz.

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>>82909366
>start smoking weed 1 year ago
>take mushrooms 1/2 a year ago
>take lsd 3 months ago
>take lsd yesterday
>boozing the whole time
>mdma 2 weeks ago
>wear all black exclusively during this period, eventually allow camouflage and gray
>whiten face every day
>darken eyes
>eat pomegranates and drink the blood of cows
>gym 5x/week, 3000cal daily
>lift harder than ever
>listen to national socialist black metal
>transform my life towards the service of the fuhrer
>no gf
>about to take a bong rip
And what about you?

>>82917661
I swear to god, a cold potentiates the effect of certain shit and there has to be a chemical explaining for that somewhere.

It never got better but atleast I have chemicals that make it seem like it did.

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How do I make these stronger and more effective?

>>82912841
Careful man, tianeptine tolerance goes through the roof extremely quickly and you get dependent on it after a couple days use. The withdrawal is brutal. Be very careful with that shit.

>>82918662
Buy european snus

>>82918820
I have had some and it was awful. Made me sick.

>>82909366
I am at work absolutely zooted off 7oh idk how many I took this shift but it's gkttw be like 200+ mg. Shift still not over but I basically have redose compulsively all night, hitting peaks where my eyes could barely stay open. I have still almost 3 hours left and just now was peaking so hard it's insane. It's calmed down a bit again but I'm still high asf hiding in a corner cubicle just keeping my back turned away and pretending I'm looking at my computer and not drifting off into a land of pure euphoria. I was even drooling a bit earlier when I came to. The fucked up part is j really wanna dose even more evem though I'm barely functional as is. If my boss happens to randomly come talk to me like he does sometimes there's 0 chance I can hide how blatantly fucked up on drugs I am.

3 days ago we had a meeting and they asked me to talk and I was high asf that day too. Thank God I was working from home but they made me turn my camera on. For like 30 mins the entire team all eyes were on me. Only saving grace is I was wearing glasses and in a dark room with my computer on max brightness. The glare was making it so no one could see my eyes. Even still I was fading in and out thar entrie time nearly nodding I l just told everyone I'm tired

>>82918834
Then shove them up your ass, really only two options really.

>>82918834
What brand? Once I tried Swedish general Snus mint flavor I could never go back to those despicable Zyn pouches. The quality is night and day. Like comparing a medium rare steak from a high end resturant to actual dog food

>>82918662
zyns are just gay snus, use snus instead like a true viking warrior
>>82918834
then its too late you are a faggot with no vril

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Whats the point in fucking up your gums with snus if you can just vape

>>82919446
vaping rapes your hormones

>>82919450
if you're buying chinese vape juice then yes, otherwise its just vapor and nicotine

>>82918795
Damn, that's kinda scary. I was only planning on using it once a week at the maximum, hopefully that's not enough to cause withdrawals

What drugs will cure autism?

>>82919559
The difference between tianeptine and tramadol is that tianeptine isnt a prodrug so a lot more addictive/tolerance building, but if you use it sparingly its not as dangerous as anon thinks

>>82919563
MDMA, psychedelics

>>82917965
>Im in bed but haven't had any luck
Try takig a benzo to offset the stim's effects. Just slept myself for 7-8 hourn despite still feeling the Meth thanks to Lorazepam.
May I ask what're you on?

>>82917991
>start smoking weed at 16
>mdma at 17
>take lsd at 18
>take benzos at 27
>take Methylphenidate, Amphetamine, and Methamphetamine at 28
>eat frozen foods
>doesn't work-out ~1500cal daily
>listen to NieR: Autometa full OS
>have no creed
>a lovely gf
>about to have a week of sobriety

>>82914652
For some reason I just can't enjoy dissociatives bros... Whenever I can't wait for them to wear off bros

>>82918319
>It never got better but atleast I have chemicals that make it seem like it did
Counts in my books. Better is better.
Don't write-off drugs like that, anon, if you have access to something that improves your quality of life, then it counts (I.e., you wouldn't talk about it that way if it was a prescribed medicine to help with, say, pain, would you? You wouldn't say, "I'm still in pain but at least I have some Vicodine to make it seem like I'm not").

>>82919881
Do a lower dose, with Ket, put the powder in a saline nose spray and mix.

>>82919563
lyrica in the 100-200 mg range (provided you have no tolerance)

>>82919046
>I am at work absolutely zooted off 7oh
Never mix real-life with drugs, anon. Expecially not at thoae doses. You're playing a dangerous game, and might loose your job. Would it be worth it for a high?
>it's gkttw be like 200+ mg
Holy shit, that's a lot. Way too much to be functional at work. At least the GABApentinoid crowd keep their doses low so they can function right on-the-clock (though I still disapprove).
>pretending I'm looking at my computer and not drifting off into a land of pure euphoria
See? You can't even enjoy your buzz properly cus you're on the job. Why not do it on your off-time when you can indulge?
>The fucked up part is j really wanna dose even more evem though I'm barely functional as is
You've got a problem, anon. No one takes 7OH at doses that high. My advice? Quit. Do it while you still can with relative comfort, and avoid this kind of junkie behavior. But I assume you're already hooked and are expected to get withdrawals very soon.
>If my boss happens to randomly come talk to me like he does sometimes there's 0 chance I can hide how blatantly fucked up on drugs I am
I never mix real life with drugs as a rule, and this is why. It gives me the feeling of being a teenager trying to hide he's high on Weed from his perants, it gets on my nerves. What will you do if/when you get caught? You need help for not being on psudo-Opiates 24/7. Stop while you're ahead, and while no harm was done, and you still have a job.
Doesn't sound fun at all.
Idiot.

>>82919450
>vaping rapes your hormones
Where did you get this from?
Vape juice is just a mix of propylene glycol (PG) and vegetable glycerin (VG) with some amount of Nicotine. It has no effect on hormone levels.

>>82919563
Currently, there are no drugs that can cure autism.

Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD) is a neurodevelopmental difference, not an illness in the traditional sense - so there's no known medication that "cures" or reverses it. However, some medications and therapies can help manage specific symptoms or challenges that often accompany autism, such as:

>Commonly Addressed Symptoms

Irritability or aggression: Sometimes treated with risperidone or aripiprazole (the only two FDA-approved medications for irritability in autism).

Hyperactivity or inattention: Stimulants (like methylphenidate) or non-stimulants (like guanfacine) can help.

Anxiety or depression: SSRIs (such as fluoxetine or sertraline) may be prescribed cautiously.

Sleep problems: Melatonin is often used safely and effectively.

>Non-Drug Interventions (Most Effective Overall)

Behavioral and developmental therapies (like Applied Behavior Analysis, speech therapy, or social skills training)

Occupational therapy for sensory and motor skills

Educational supports tailored to learning needs

>Important

Be cautious of anyone claiming there's a "cure" for autism - including unapproved treatments, "detox" regimens, or stem cell therapies - as these can be dangerous, unproven, or exploitative.

Would you like me to list which evidence-based medications are used for specific symptoms (e.g., anxiety, attention issues, or aggression) in autism?

>>82920110
Already tried that. I just don't like disso

>>82917234
Yes I am sure. I know the chemistry of it and seen how crack is cooked in person.
It's not a concentration process. For example if you were to start out with pure cocaine and cook crack with laboratory protocol and zero adulterants the weight of your final yield would be significantly greater than the weight of the cocaine you put in.
Also the amount of cocaine entering your body when in freebase form per a hit is less than powdered cocaine.

The main difference is the duration and magnitude of how it hits your brain.
Crack trades duration for magnitude. It all hits your brain all at once but last for a short duration.
Cocaine powder hits the brain a little bit at a time relative to crack but last for a longer duration.
Because of the magnitude spike of crack it takes less cocaine to have the intense effects crack is known for. Trade of is the comedown is just as abrupt and intense.

>>82920141
>I never mix real life with drugs as a rule, and this is why. It gives me the feeling of being a teenager trying to hide he's high on Weed from his perants

I love that you post this like every couple of days, just the exact same sentence. I get the sentiment but it's weird to keep seeing it over and over in this general. Are you a stimulant enjoyer by any chance? Or actually are you that south African meth guy?

>>82920455
>start out with pure cocaine and cook crack with laboratory protocol and zero adulterants the weight of your final yield would be significantly greater than the weight of the cocaine you put in
That doesn't sound like it conformes to the law of conservation of matter. I assume it's due to contaminants and impurities picked up in the cooking proccess.
>Also the amount of cocaine entering your body when in freebase form per a hit is less than powdered cocaine
I guess that makes sense considering (now that I know) Crack is an impure product to begin with, so the amount of Coke is diluted. I would assume smoked will give the most initial rush, having the lungs dump it stright into the blood cycle.
>It all hits your brain all at once but last for a short duration.
Cocaine powder hits the brain a little bit at a time relative to crack but last for a longer duration
Yeah, that makes sense. I did mention in my post that the ROAs are a key factor in the drugs' way of action multiple times. I guess that IVing Coke is as strong as smoking Crack, if not stronger.
Thanks for all the info!

>>82920276
Thank you, anonGPT

>>82920523
>I love that you post this like every couple of days, just the exact same sentence
But it is how it distinctly feels and why I have a rule against it. It true any time someone talks about being high on the job.
>it's weird to keep seeing it over and over in this general
Hehe. I'm sorry I repeat myself, I tend to do that a lot. But it's the most accurate way to describe my opinion I've found so far. Idk how to convay it any better. So I guess I'll prolly keep using it as a metaphor for how being high on the clock is for me, and that I have a rule against it. You said you get the sentiment, so you do understand why I keep using it, right? Everytime there's a new high-on-the-job guy who needs to hear it to at least get some prespective. Most of them are functional, so I only mention it as a personal opinion and say it's fine if it works for them, but the last guy went too far and needed a scolding (+200 fucking mg of 7OH! at work!).
>Are you a stimulant enjoyer by any chance?
I enjoy some Meth once a week or two, yes. Why do you ask?
>are you that south African meth guy?
I don't know who you're talking about. Don't try and dox me, now.

>>82910767
Nice blog post bro, my guy

>>82917991

Based, cut out the booze and drugs and leave this place. Hail, my comrade.

>>82920984
I ask if you're a stimulant enjoyer because of your methodical way of responding to posts, having dabbled in the stims in the past I recognise the signs.

Yeah I get it mate, that's been a rule for me too, used to smoke weed constantly but never until I'd finished work. When I've fallen off the rule it's been a fucking shit show, few years back was doing k at work and it didn't end well for me. Didn't get fired but that was sheer luck, really could have gone the other way.

I'm not being negative, I think it's nice to have someone dedicated to the general. Not trying to dox you, just have chatted with an SA methman before.

How do I stop myself from falling unconscious on DXM? No matter what once I enter 900-1200mg territory even if I'm sitting upright time will randomly pass by 2-3 hours and the high will be wasted. The times I've managed to keep myself awake and experience the high were amazing

>>82922424
If you hole you hole. Maybe spread the dosage out over time

/blogpost
Was up for ~44 hours last 2 days cus of Meth and got 7-8 hours of sleep yesterday.
The way it usually goes is like this:
I dose 50mg at 2pm and redose accordingly, first 40 min after the first dose then another 40min after that, then could be an hour or more, and after that I dose as needed every 1-3 hours. While high I like being on 4chan, stimpost, spread love, and talk to anons. I stop dosing at 4-6am and go untill 7-10am, which's when I switch whatever game's OST is playing (nowdays I end with NieR: Automata. Usually do Hades 2, Hades, and Crypt of the Necrodancer followed by mood; can be any game: Stardew Valley, Rimworld, Frostpunk, Owlboy, Age of Mythology, whatever. Recs are welcome!) to a 10 hour video of relaxing Witcher 3 music, take my benzos (2mg Clonazepam I had left, usually 4-6mg, and 2mg Lorazepam), and get in bed. I love that time in bed; the Meth'll keep me up all day, but the benzos are strong so I'll be half-asleep half-awake (sometimes checking in on /drugfeel/ or cook a quick frozen meal to calm hunger pengs I get as the Meth wears-off), and let the day pass me by, relaxing; with an alarm set for 12am.
On 12am I "wake-up" mostly refreshed, and weigh yesterday's binge leftovers (150mg this time). I dosed 50mg and took the rest as one big dose 40min later. The leftovers don't affect me much but they are somewhat noticeable and keep me going. Then I get on 4chan some more until ~7am, where I take my benzos (6mg Lorazepam, which's more than the usual 3-4mg I take as sleep-aid the rest of the week) and go to sleep for real. Slept 7-8 hours as said, but usually the first sleep after a session is 4-6 hours on average. Also, I know that's a lot of benzos but a few days ago I fell asleep without any by mistake and kept it going for 3 more nights in which I had no withdrawals, so I guess I'm on the safe side for now.
That's my weekend routine and I enjoy it a lot.
Thank you for reading my blog.
/blogpost
Slow day on /drugfeel/...

>>82921530
Hehe thanks, hope you enjoyed. I just made another one :p

>he doesn't drink green tea and read as his form of mind expansion
>needs drugs

NGMI

>>82922017
>your methodical way of responding to posts
It's always been that way, even when I'm sober.
I guess that's just my personality.
>When I've fallen off the rule it's been a fucking shit show
Yeah, trouble tends to follow at situations like that, which is why I avoid it.
>I think it's nice to have someone dedicated to the general
Maybe I'm too dedicated, hehe.
>Not trying to dox you, just have chatted with an SA methman before
Fair enough.

>>82922424
>How do I stop myself from falling unconscious on DXM?
Never did DXM, but have experimented with sleeping pills before (getting a lot of euphoria from 2mg Brotizolam and a glass of wine as long as I could stay awake). Just take it in the late morning/mid-day when you're more awake and alert. Though if it actually knocks you *unconscious* and not just induce sleep this may not do the trick.
Maybe combine with a stim to force you to be awake, which will probably put you in twilight zone of sorts that'll be either pleasent or uncomfortable depending on your preferences.
Or space-out the dosage like anon said.

>>82922780
>expends mind on 4chan
>does drugs for fun

WAGMI

Does anyone have any DarkWeb vendors for Nembutal/Sodium Pentobarbitol?

>>82909366
Anything that helps with the overwhelming anhedonia after opiates withdrawals with PAWS and all that shit? I'm prescribed Duloxetine but don't take it and im thinking of going on it, shit's rough. I'm on Vraylar too but I can't get off of that. The only thing that helps are brief uses of stims but I can't do them all the time.

>>82920141
Anon you are right. And I will slow down now. It was so bad last night I had a coworker straight up tell me I need to do better and that I looked absolutely out of it.

Idk man, it started because I hate my job so much. It's a call center and just stressful and depressing. I originally started dosing at work to make it tolerable. But then this week I just went way harder than usual. It was enjoyable somewhat since it was so slow i spent most of the 12 hour shift just listening to music. But ye from now on I probably won't take so much at work that I get actually fucked up like that.
>What will you do if/when you get caught?
Finally look for a new job and leave the city like I've been wanting to. I really don't like this job and have been planning to quit for a while now. The pay is just really good so I keep not walking away at the last second. I really have been lowkey hoping that I get fired so I'm finally forced to do something different.

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Can I get an id on this shit. Brown in color, dusty and slightly grainy.

Anyone in Kansas City need klonopin? I have a good amount and need money for more 7oh. My discord is djcausticchasm. Please dont report this post... I'm desperate to not go into opioid withdrawals and can't see my psych to get suboxone for a few days

>>82923942
You'd be best off using a chemical testing kit. Visual info on a miscellaneous powder means basically nothing, sadly.

If my psych doesnt give me suboxone I'm so fucked. Daily 7oh for 3 months straight... what the fuck was I thinking. As soon as I realized it was truly as potent as the net claimed it was I should have quit

>>82923942
Powdered peanut butter

>>82923393
>I will slow down now
Good choice. Man, 200mg of 7OH was just going overboard recklessly.
>I looked absolutely out of it
You were probably looking sloshed after taking so much.
>I originally started dosing at work to make it tolerable
At proper low doses I guess it's a valid coping mechanism. As long as you're aweare and functional, and not zooted out of your mind like you were, it's acceptable in my books. But always have red lines you keep and never cross.
>I keep not walking away at the last second. I really have been lowkey hoping that I get fired so I'm finally forced to do something different
Well, you gotta take a hold of your life and decide for yourself, not wait for the world to push you in the direction you're hoping. You gotta be ready to take an active part in the way your life's heading. Look for a new job at the city of your choice while still working in the call-center, go to some intreviews, browse the real estate market for affordable flats at the city you want to move into and mark a few that intrest you, take a day off and go there in person to inspect the apartmets, hopping from one to the other until you choose the one that's right for you, and ready to be occupied in the coming months. Then make your move: accept a position at sure-thing job that's ready to take you in in the next few months, make an offer on a flat, quit your current job, and move-out. Make plans beforehand little by little and then follow through. Your life's in your hands, anon, not your boss or anybody else's. Pulling stunts like that and showing up to work nearly nodding, all drooling and slurring won't make your situation any better and will just hurt your reputation in the proccess. You might need your, soon to be, old boss to sent a recommendation to you new job.
You got this, anon, I'm rooting for you!
Stay safe and have fun (responsibly).

Best drug for a peaceful suicide that are attainable? Nembutal now seemingly goes for over 9000$ a bottle. Can you imagine that? The demand for a peaceful suicide is so much, that you have to pay nearly 10 grand just for the possibility of your drugs to get seized at the border. Fuck this world.

Its so crazy nobody on any app I try around here wants to buy my klonopin. I see anons on here raving about it and I can't get rid of it for the life of me. Just want to trade it for more 7oh. Takes 6mg of klonopin just for me to leave the house lol the magic is long gone for me on that

Christ, I'm fucked

>>82924707
A whole lot of fentanyl. Eat it, snort it, inject it, get as much of it into you in as many ways possible as you can. Then pile kn the booze and benzos. After an hour or so you'll stop breathing and wont even notice

Farewell, anon. My the next life treat you better than this one has

>>82923307
>Does anyone have any DarkWeb vendors for Nembutal/Sodium Pentobarbitol?
A very particular taste.
Why don't you look for yourself? There are only 2 valid darkmarkets open at the moment, and they both have a search function, so it'll be easy to check.
I don't think anons are allowed to share links here, have a vendor to recommend off the top of their heads (as it's a very specific uncommon drug), or are ready to do the research for you.

>>82924910
You can share links just dont be a retard about it

i havent smoked weed in over 6 months and i want to try THCa products since i cant get real weed where im at, what are we thinking bros, any advice about thca also?

>>82923326
>Anything that helps with the overwhelming anhedonia after opiates withdrawals with PAWS and all that shit?
Shrooms was the first thing that came to mind, or microdoses of Shrooms (or LSD) if you decide on taking the Duloxetine, to avoid Serotonin Syndrome. Maybe Ketamine?
Maybe visit a theme-park and go on the wilder rides, though that's not a long-term solution.
Else, you'll just have to rawdog the PAWS and boredom untill your braind re-adjusts to sobriety and gets back to baseline. My advice? Use the stims to develop and reinforce good habbits so you'll be more inclined to do an activity while sober.
I've experienced post-stim anhedonia before for a few days after using but just slept it off as I could think of no other thing to do, but sleeping it off was easy as it came with post-stim lethargy. But it was never overwhelming nor have I ever went through PAWS so I can't relate. Maybe some more experienced anons here will have better ideas than what I could come-up with.
>The only thing that helps are brief uses of stims but I can't do them all the time
I feel you. Wish I could get high everyday. What stims do you do?

>>82923942
>Can I get an id on this shit. Brown in color, dusty and slightly grainy
Looks seedy, where'd you find it? I have no idea as for what it i though.

>>82925240
THCA is great, very affordable online. Its what all the dispos near me sell too, which is pretty fucking cheap of them but whatever. Stock up on some good stuff before they ban it again

>>82923985
I doubt you'd get any business here, or that selling drugs on the board is even allowed. I'm afraid you might have to rawdog the withdrawals and reconsider your life's choices, anon. Maybe next time don't get addicted? Especially when broke. On brighter news, the Clonazepam might ease the proccess a tad, so you have that going for you.

>>82925351
Yeah I'm just desperate so figured I'd risk a ban and ask. My tolerance to klonopin is so high that it isn't really effective at relief anymore but you're right that its better than nothing.

Fuck me man, I never thought a kratom extracts could be this powerful

>>82925254
Thanks. I'll probably try some sort of psychedelic before I get on the antidepressants to see if I get anything out of it. I was mostly just using Ritalin XR, I know its a baby stim and not really much, but it helps me get stuff done, which is mostly what I need to do. The euphoria is just a side effect, I don't mind really if I don't get any, just enough to get me a bit zooted but not tweaking, just enough to clean up around the house a bit and actually do stuff instead of moping around since it was cheap and I figure most adderall is probably fake and I don't really want to do meth yet. I think if the duloxetine doesn't work out I'll do some K or something, I don't think that interacts with duloxetine or anything. And yeah, you're right about the stims helping keep habits. The more I do it and realize there truly wasn't really any barriers to doing shit, I can get it done sober.

>>82924373
At least you know what to avoid now. Could've used 7OH in moderation. Still can, after getting rid of the addiction and withdrawals, and getting back to baseline. Hope you get the script and that it'll ease your recovery. Whatever happens, know it's temporary and that you got this!
Stay safe.

>>82924373
I just have opposite reactions than everyone else does. I've barely gotten into my 7-OH package at all because it makes me vomit so bad it's just not worth the trouble.

1mg of clonazepam seems to cure all my paranoia of weed and I can smoke it as much as I want and enjoy myself with it finally. Doing this daily will it be a problem with the benzo addiction?

>>82924707
You can look up guides for peaceful suicide using more commonly found drugs (as well as other methods) on the methods megathread of the Sanctioned Suicide forum website.
Here's a wiki article on it:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sanctioned_Suicide
Goodluck finding a link though, as Google will redirect your search results to suicide hotline pages instead of indexing the site. Maybe use Duckduckgo or fiddle with the URL a bit till you find it. I think it's a .com address.
Goodluck I guess. And maybe goodby?

>>82925432
Lol thats how you know its potent. Definitely not something to jump into with no previous opioid use

>>82925421
Appreciate the kind words. Once I'm off this shit I'm not going back. Its a shitty drug that you have to constantly redose. What I wish I could find is good poppy seeds for tea, I need a long duration opioid. But really I need to kick it all for good. Someday...

>>82925520
1mg daily isn't too bad but you will develop tolerance fast and very well could end up like me at 4+mg a day which does become problematic. Its best to use it as sparingly as possible

>>82920802
>That doesn't sound like it conformed to the law of conservation of matter.
You are adding things to the cocaine to make crack. Mainly baking soda.
A ton of this would be cleared up if you would just look up what crack actually is and how it's cooked. It's extremely simple.
>I assume it's due to contaminants and impurities picked up in the cooking proccess.
No.
The process of making crack is additive. You are adding things to the cocaine to augment it's molecule to give it different properties. Mainly the ability to freebase it. It is a process that inherently "bulks" the yield.

>>82924722
>Its so crazy nobody on any app I try around here wants to buy my klonopin
It won't help you, but in my country there's a Telegram group for the sale of prescription drugs that would surely let you advertise, and you prolly could've gotten rid of your stock quite quickly, too, since pharma product is rare to find anywhere on the black market here, and no dealers deal benzos.
I must say, I am as captivated as I am saddened following your story post-to-post.
Goodluck, anon.

7oh has a very feminine touch to it, its a gentile sensation
I feel her embrace slowly soften my body. I feel her so tenderly. She makes my mind move in curious ways.

>>82925327
>before they ban it again
Is there any active plan currently to ban it or are you just being pessimistic?

>>82925639
There's been talk for a couple years and some states did ban it I think. I could be wrong. But there are definitely legislators who want it gone. They likely wont be successful though with how much money is being made off it

>>82924941
>You can share links just dont be a retard about it
I'm pretty sure advertising drug sales aren't allowed as well as sourcing any links, or at least any shady links. But if you say so.

>>82925632
I can't really figure out how telegram works but maybe its worth figuring it out. Thanks for the idea anon. And lol my story isn't much different than any other addicts around here. I ficked around, now I'm finding out, for the 1000th time causebI never learn, boohoo woe is me

>>82925669
I sourced some anons thca deals in previous threads with no problem. If someone wants to be a cunt and report you I guess they can, but jannies aren't monitoring this thread like that I dont think

>>82925384
>to see if I get anything out of it
Yeah, your Anti-Psychotic might block or dampen the effects as it's effects counter those of psychedelics.
>I was mostly just using Ritalin XR
I never messed with XR, I never learned how to dose it right. What's your dose?
When I don't have tolerance, I take 60mg Ritalin as the main dose, then redose 30mg every 2 hours 2-3 times to prolong the high and soften the comedown.
>I don't really want to do meth yet
I do Meth ecery week or two and while it can't be used often, it does help me cope. Meth's pretty tight if you ignore all of the health risks that come with it. Overall, would recommend (unless you're prone to addiction and/or lack self-control).
>do some K or something, I don't think that interacts with duloxetine or anything
Yeah, I don't think it interacts with any of your meds. You're in the clear on that front.
>I can get it done sober
I'm glad you use it as a tool for good and not stimfapping.

>>82925375
>My tolerance to klonopin is so high that it isn't really effective at relief anymore but you're right that its better than nothing
You might be able to lower it a bit before the worst of the withdrawals set in. Try taking a break?
>I never thought a kratom extracts could be this powerful
You knew what you're getting into after the first time of doing it.
Yeah, man. 7OH should be the bomb. Wish I could try it, but it's illegal in my country for years now, the bastards.

>>82925561
>Appreciate the kind words
No sweat.
>Its a shitty drug that you have to constantly redose
It's effects last up to 5 hours, surely it's enough for a satisfying experience. Well, maybe one or two redoses of 0.5-0.25 the original dose to prolong the high and soften the comedown.
>What I wish I could find is good poppy seeds for tea, I need a long duration opioid
Why get back on the wagon when you're so close to getting off? Beside, the *real* long-lasting Opiates are very rare to come-by. If you do get into Opioids again, just do it responsibly.
But I know what you mean. I used to do Amphetamine, which lasts 4-6 hours, and it wasn't enough for me so I always compulsively redose. Got a heck of a tolerance from it that I still have today, but luckly no addiction or withdrawals. I swiched to Meth that lasts 8-12 hours and I bearly redose at all once I achieve the desired level of effect; have been easily avoiding addiction because of that.

>>82925862
I think the deal with the XR thing is that like half of it is released first and then later the other half is later. I usually just take about 2 20mg tablets when I need to. I don't dose for euphoria though so you will probably have to go higher or just crush it up or something (im not entirely sure how to defeat the XR mechanism). Probably best to just stick to IR for recreational purposes though.

>>82925520
>Doing this daily will it be a problem with the benzo addiction?
Short answer, yes.
Long answer, continued and especially daily use of Clonazepam will undoubtably result in tolerance buildup and a need to use more to get the same effect, and might lead to addiction. That said, anecdotally, I've been taking all sorts of benzos at a wide range of doses daily, for 3 years now, including at least 1-2mg of Clonazepam a night (tolerance is very noticeable. I try to keep it at 2mg max but once a week I do 4-6mg to combat Meth comedown), and a few days ago I fell asleep without taking any benzos by mistake and kept it going for 3 more nights of intentionally abstaining from benzos, to, you know, check what condition my condition is in, and had zero withdrawals or cravings or trouble sleeping whatsoever. But again, it's anecdotal and theoretically should not happen.

>>82925613
>You are adding things to the cocaine to make crack. Mainly baking soda
Yeah, that's what I ment by contamenants and impurities. And you can't say it's not impurities since Crack isn't pure Coke and is inherently an impure product due to the addatives that are used in its creation proccess to change its properties.
>A ton of this would be cleared up if you would just look up what crack actually is and how it's cooked
I actually have, since your first message. Read the psychonautwiki article, at least. That's how I know of Crack being impure and also knew the tidbit about the baking soda.

>>82925674
>Thanks for the idea anon
No problem!
>I ficked around, now I'm finding out
Hey, at least you take it with stride.

>>82925633
>7oh has a very feminine touch to it, its a gentile sensation
I feel her embrace slowly soften my body. I feel her so tenderly. She makes my mind move in curious ways
Sure sounds alluring. Shame I'll won't get to try it anytime soon since it's illegal in my country for years, now. Before I was even aweare of it being a thing.
Have fun!

>>82925685
>but jannies aren't monitoring this thread like that I dont think
Sew a reply being removed for racism a few days ago so I wouldn't be so sure.

>>82926124
>half of it is released first and then later the other half
Yeah, I heard something to that effect on here recently.
>I usually just take about 2 20mg tablets when I need to
That doesn't seem too bad. A couple of weeks ago an anon took 150mg Ritalin XR and lived to tell the tale, but didn't recommend it one bit.
>just crush it up
It depends on the XR type. Some mix the drug with addatives so crushing would work. Some relay on metabolism rate to bottleneck release so no matter how much you take, it'll be released at a consistant rate.
>Probably best to just stick to IR for recreational purposes though
Nowdays I use Meth for recreation and hord prescribed Ritalin boxs for when I really need them.

>>82909366
Anyone know where I can get some SR-17018 other than the darknet?

fuck fuck fuck fuck the realization that i'm addicted to stimfapping and that it's literally one of the most addictive things ever hit me again. the only thing that would make it worse if i used meth too which i'm thankfully not but still. it was so over before it even begun. fuck why did i have to fuck up my stupid little life like that. i really really need to see a doctor soon

>>82928267
just pump me full of anti depressants doc. kill my sex drive (it only caused pain anyway) and make me numb. i hate this i hate this i hate this. wish i could be at least addicted to painkillers or something instead of almost literally frying my brain and hardwiring myself to have a fucking brain parasite that can and will override everything. no hopes or dreams are safe from suddenly being torn apart when it gets hungry again

>>82928295
i wanted to face the comedown "face on" but i can't stand this. i need something to get away. just get me out of here please

Can't even imagine what a stim withdrawal feels like.
I withdrew from opioids and that was bad enough.

>>82928484
the withdrawal itself is actually fairly manageable. the comedown can be fucked up depending on how degenerate one conducted the binge but even that is over eventually.

it's what happens after one tries to stay sober. the cravings and subtle self sabotage create a feeling of overwhelming powerlessness. for me it feels like a switch gets flipped and my body gets taken over until the craving has been satisfied. i'm sure most addictions are something similar like that but stimulants have a way of digging in so very deep even with occasional use.

and of course there is the general insanity of being up and wired without having had enough sleep. although to be fair it's debatable if maybe a little bit of insanity is required to truly stay sane in life

i know that shits fucked up either way but frontloading most of the suffering (or so i assume) sounds preferable to feeling like one will stay on a rather tight leash maybe until the end of life

soothed. sedated. if only i wouldn't get bored so easily and be satisfied with the simpler joys in life. being a directionless pothead that coasts by on relaxed jobs and media consumption sounds like paradise. or so i think

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Soldier who walks a mirrored path to I:
Your sails grow and make me wonder how we ever once met. So many different moments had to occur, so many simple times and interactions that lead us to each other. The curiosity in my brain grew as I got to know you. The psychic powers you contain, I know the source of them, I know the secret, I know you inside-out. That's what I like about you. Every deviation you made known to me had me thinking in circles going crazy over the meaning of what your life was up until our moment and beyond, an I knew that our differences and our experiences made us each unique. But I know you, I've known you deep down my whole life, from the time I grew up until today. You are my opposite and my equal, We are two magnets that will never link. I am a man who makes mistakes. I am a wanderer, you have been many places, some of which are so secret. You are a mystery. I don't think I could figure you out right now. It would take a lot of strength for me to understand you. I promise to get stronger and I don't disappoint.
You are a medication
I cannot abuse you
You are precious
Our meetings are special
Our destiny may come when the writing is correct
No emotions in my skull
Just the ideas and inflections and movements I learned over years of studying humans
Watching them
Moving silently to fix the broken fibers
I want to be one to protect you.

>>82928681
i wish you were a girl

>>82928690
Nope that's bullshit I'm just a hired gun

>>82928699
i said "i wish" friendo

>>82928711
mb m8 just trying to keep my intergalactic body pure nothing against you

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The morning after taking Kratom feels better than the high itself

>>82928826
Personally I take it in the morning. Get all numb feeling. Makes things seem... different.

>>82928484
>Can't even imagine what a stim withdrawal feels like
I've only experienced soft stim withdrawals and the main effects are anhedonia and lethargy for 3-7 days. I just sleep it off. But never had hard wothdrawals nor do I plan to have any, so I also can't imagine. I mean, I know of cravings, but there must be more to it than that. On long flights where I can't vape nic I get really irritable (about 7-10 hours from last fix), but never since I started using Nicotine have I gone more than 17 hours without a fix. I've heard some withdrawals cause pain so I'm glad I have a supply of nic for now and that I've never gone through anything worse than irritablity or sleepiness.
>I withdrew from opioids and that was bad enough
What do Opioid withdrawals feel like?

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What do /drugfeel/s bongs look like?

>>82929812
Don't have a bong...yet.
I use dry herb vaporizers for my "smoking" so haven't felt the need for the filtration or cooling of water.
Instead even a mild change in surface area dramatically cools and smooths the vapor of relatively harsh hits while losing no terps/flavor.
I guess if I lived in a significantly less humid area the conditioning of the vapor with water might be nice, but again it isn't necessary for me in my situation.

That said I might grab one if I see a really good deal just for curiosity and the fun classic bubble action.

>>82929632
>On long flights where I can't vape nic I get really irritable (about 7-10 hours from last fix), but never since I started using Nicotine have I gone more than 17 hours without a fix.
Wouldn't gum or something like that fit such a situation rather well?

>>82930304
>Wouldn't gum or something like that fit such a situation rather well?
Yes. That was an afterthought...

>>82929205
how much? if I take more than 4g its obvious and I have to work

>>82929632
>What do Opioid withdrawals feel like?
I did oxy and trams for 3 months beforehand, and I felt violently ill, it's either too hot, or usually, too cold, and no matter how you position yourself you feel uncomfortable and weak.
I rode it out on pot and lyrica, lyrica was for the days I wanted to get things done, and weed was just to make being alive more manageable.
The compulsion is also insane and you'll likely get fucked up on your supply even if you intend on saving some of it, having your supply out of sight and in another room doesn't help, if you're aware you have more, you'll do more.
Fortunately I don't reorder after running out so I sometimes allow myself week-long oxy benders, and they're fucking amazing, especially initially.

thank god the internet exists, I can order opioids without having to bribe doctors or beg for scripts.

Do any of you have pets? I heard THC is hazardous for dogs and I want to adopt one, but I don't want to stop smoking

>>82932038
Just dont let the dog hit the bong and he'll be fine

do you feel the inhibition of alcohol while on low dose LSD ?
i need that one last bit of courage before messaging some person who most likely doesn't want shit to do with me (hence the alcohol needed)

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Damn, I should have started crushing and then sniffing my Ritalin earlier.
Just 20mg in and I feel great, playing around with music.

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>>82929812
Dirty, filthy even, I think it has mold growing inside. Don't care really.

>>82932492
>moldy lungs
I think you might actually want to care about that

>>82932512
+1 that anon ( >>82932492 ) should get it checked out because it's definitely not a fun to deal with.
all you'll have to do is take a pill daily for a few weeks to get rid of it.

>>82912074
>Then make the effort to turn it into enough. Life will always get better as long as you act to make them better, I always say.
I forgot to thank you for the kind words cus I ended up going to the ER for overdose on stupid random bullshit and weirdly my heart feels fucked up but anyway thank you and you are right, I try really hard always to make things better but I think that day I snapped from having to deal with things like how it sometimes takes things out of your control like bureaucracy or waiting on people you can't control for things to change in the way I want them to. I will try to be more patient because I agree that with willpower it gets better and I have that
patience not so much
>The voices in my head are semi-active, which is mildly annoying
I hope its a lot better now, I struggle with hallucinations as a factory setting so I feel for you

I got the suboxone script, picking it up in an hour. Psychonautwiki says to try snorting it, anyone ever done that?

What's the current go to dnm? Anyone know if the vendor Nextgeneration is listing anywhere?

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Is weed + shrooms a good combo?

I've done a heroic shroom dose before and smoke weed every weekend but I've never tried to mix them together.

It'd be mostly for chilling and staying indoors consooming media

i feel like i get less anxious when i stick to the same strand of weed when i switch i get with the wave of paranoia. i know its going to go away but its still annoying.

>>82934282
Yeah they potentiate each other nicely

>>82934475
Definitely placebo dude strains are bullshit this is like claiming different liquors give you different drunks

On 1mg suboxone, half dissolved under the tongue, half crushed and snorted. Feeling nice. Not high but nice. Much better than withdrawing from 7oh. Don't know how long I'll stick with suboxone... at least my insurance pays for it

Ness and lucases final smashes are bullshit man

Banjoe kazooies side b is bullshit too

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>caffine and stims make ma anxious and fuck up my focus
Does this mean im taking it too often, or are the 2-4month edibles causing side effects

need someone to give me hexen ejuice

>>82935130
You're taking too much/too often

>>82935136
Whats in it for me, boyo?