>screamed and cried and woke up my family in the middle of the night againman i cant keep living this life and am seriously going to kill myself.
>>82928822stop screaming then you spastic what the fuck
>>82928828Maybe he has ptsd or something man don't be so insensitive
>>82928828how? i got really cold and overwhelmed so i started screaming hitting myself and crying. I cant help it>>82928832i have autism, unironically
>>82928841use sleeping pills.
>>82928822I lolled at this irl, lmao kek even
>>82929254i sleep fine , its when awake when i start screaming .
>>82928822You're lucky they don't kill you. Why do you have to do the screaming part?
>>82929353i cant help myself and just start screaming and bashing my head and then it hurts so i scream and myself more and hurt more and it hurts a lot
>>82929345use more sleeping pills
>>82929365they dont help and wont even kill me :(
>>82929367use, uhh, anti-autism pills?
>>82929384>ask profession>they say "autism">oh no>they give anti autism pills>the day is safe>open bottle>all empty>tfw
>>82929389kek get scammed idiot
>>82929432>tfw scamerd :(
>>82928841Are you aware of it the moment it happens? Does something trigger it?
>>82929492i mean kind of, its like whwn you scream in pain , its hard to say if you are doing it or its just happening on its own
>>82928822I used to get panic attacks in the middle of the night, they'd always be about the dumbest things too. Once I was worried that my hallway outside my room wasn't 3 slabs wide, and I was freaking out mentally because of it. Another time, I was worried that if I ever became an artist (I can't draw) that people would criticize my drawings. I have no interest in becoming an artist. They were rare and always at night, not sure why, but they've stopped since.
