hello r9k, random 18yo anon here, can i ask if its possible to get carbon monoxide?, i guess its the only way i want to go out, im too scared to do anything else.you know i dont get it, i live in a middle lower class family in the philippines, life is decent really, atleast i dont have a problem with my basic necessities, people kinda struggle just to live another day, and here i am, a roof over my head, food on my table, parents that i think genuinely love me, despite not showing it well, why do i want to end my life? i guess im just tired you know? as ungrateful as that soundsi know im young, my goal once was to explore the world, i wanna fit every experience in this short lifespan, but honestly im just tired you know? not because im depressed or anything, i dont wanna feel anymore, i know its really selfish, and maybe i really am just edgybut back to my original question, is there a way to get carbon monoxide in the philippines? preferably something below 100 usd, just enough to kill me
>>82929674YOU FUCKING RETARD YOU LIVE IN THE COUNTRY WHERE EVERY GIRL IS SKINNY AND SMILEY AND PRETTTY ILL FUCKING KILL YOU MYSELF IF YOU TALK ABOUT SUICIDE AGAIN DO YOU KNOW HOW LUCKY YOU ARE TO LIVE THERE NYAGGA!? PLUS GIRLS DONT EVEN SEE MOMDWELLERS AS LOSERS THEERE. GIRLS WONT RUIN YOU LIFE THERE AND DIVORCE IS LITERALLY ILLEGAL. Dude SWITCH ME PLACES PlEASEE id love to be filipino U should just work somewhere and get a girl pregnant eventually, life is unironically so easy there and corporate culture isnt everywhere. ~American College student hapa ethnicity
>>82929674hey man, idk what to tell you. i live in the same country as you and trust me, i know what you feel. itll get better eventually. ik this sounds cliche and corny as shit but im dead serious when i say it.perhaps you wanna talk about it, im all ears. tg @festerinfjust dont kill yourself man.
>>82929674try running an electric car in a closed garage
Charcoal is the classic method they use in Minecraft and East Asian countries
>>82929674>how to get carbon monoxide If you seriously have to ask this question you are too stupid to kill yourself yet, go get educated first and get some life experience so you can make a informed decision.
>>82929674>hewwo guys I am 12 and my girlcrush at school dumped me hw do i dies?get a grip
Stay strong, anon. I mean it
>>82929674Carbon monoxide comes from partially combusted flammable materials. Coals in an enclosed room is one way.
>>82929674my friend tried killing himself by burning charcoal inside a car but he just feel asleep and woke up with a massive headache it's not very reliable and you might just get brain damage and nothing more
>>82930235yes, too stupid to kill himself, at best will give himself brain damage and will be a burden on his family for the rest of his life
Carbon dioxide is much faster and less uncomfortable. Carbon monoxide can give you a headache and it takes hours. Carbon dioxide is not only much easier to procure or produce, but it rapidly is converted to carbonic acid when it crosses the mucous membranes in the nose. Co2(the gas) +h2o(already in blood) rapidly converts into carbonic acid. Painless and quick. I have made it accidentally. I make wine in my basement, big 55 gallon drums. Yeast consume sugar and produce co2 as byproduct of metabolism. It's heavier than air so it sinks. Anyway long story short found my cat dead because it's so much closer to the floor than I am. Also killed a few mice too.
