Super Dream Zone Editionhttps://youtu.be/_DnFiOTVzpE?si=9gerTQ8AU0qg8tJiTalk about your dreams, your day, what you're listening to, something you care about, what you're working on, or whatever :) btw idc if you think song is shiet. post what you think is better :3
I have class today and then I'm going to try to attend a figure drawing class, but I have stuff to catch up on so I probably won't make it to the class this evening.
>>82930248also I had a dream that featured a person I admire, ghosts, and cody fern from ahs apocalypse
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i think kobaryos fine in general but i feel like posting some songs anywayhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1qj6GNy1GqYhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpKwZwdD_KUhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0IRdFkNQ00
I tried inducing a lucid dream or at least making so I had an erotic dream, but I didn't have any dreams tonight (that is, I didn't remember of any dream I had). It's so sad, I want to have erotic dreams where I can fuck some oppai.
>>82930432look at your hands in your dream. usually your fingers will be weird -- like you might have an extra or one will be missing. I got pretty good at it for a while, but I haven't dreamt that way in a while. how do you sleep?
https://youtu.be/rXVH3W89Ou0?si=Cyr7QuQOjyelY8Fbi did not do anything for a couple of months so i decided to use my neet life and draw a bit again. After all of this procrastination and something else i assume i lost literally all skill and cannot even copy anymore. I draw a few lines and either get to a new page or rip the current one out i feel so fucking shit and angry i stopped a bit back because i didn't feel like i was making progress but now im still not making any but i also regressed back to square one.
>>82930460I tried breathing while covering my nose but I can try this too. I started sleeping like that two nights ago: repeating that "I want to have a lucid dream where I have sex" a few times and yesterday I tried visualizing a motel room on my mind and the shape and texture of breasts and nipples with my eyes shut and ready to sleep.
got reminded of this cute youngish homeless guy that asked me for cash and then jokingly asked if I he could live with me. I think he was the same guy who was watching me play with my dog at the park once. I think I'll chat with him when we cross paths again. he can't live with me tho desu. >>82930478no bro. you've gotta see it through. even if your drawings look like shit at first, it's better if you persist. it's true that if you don't use it, you lose it. I've had horrible persistence issues and it's kept me from progressing to where I'd like to be. I can copy pretty well, but I struggle with proportion when drawing from my head -- unless I'm cartooning. do some basic line quality exercises for a bit. focus on the weight of your pen/pencil and try trace over your own lines while gradually darkening the stroke. I think this helps with hand-eye coord. just practice drawing circles and squares until you can make them look nice. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0TqNldrAbIcthen, learn 1-2 pt perspective. this will help with understanding how objects exist in space, which will help inform your decisions better when you copy. >>82930504does that not wake you up? repeating it won't do anything. think about what you want to have sex with intensely. I always have a dream about the person I admire when I fall asleep thinking about him.
>>82930537wow gayy....
drawing becomes easier after a bit of practice with placing plain lines/curves. https://youtu.be/6T_-DiAzYBc?si=LCG6SO1BmpoLeSxHthis is a good video too. >>82930537WHO you want to have sex with* LMAO! i know that's not the only issue, but I lowk got roasted when I tried proof reading. i'm givin up. >>82930545sorry i'm real mf. it is kinda gay tho :(esp considering the situation... lmao... really pathetic.
>>82930537I don't have the energy to read and watch tutorials, i did all the stuff loomies zoomies who cares. This might be it. I used to get compliments, now im doodling like a toddler again. Im giving myself one last break till tomorrow as i might just be going through it but then its final and i will never try again. My head just isn't made for this.https://youtu.be/_jAijYgfZ1I?si=0Z0I5ilZf5tdt7we
>>82930620brotha. in the first one, he's just showing you exercises to improve your lines to help you place lines on a page better. it's really not that hard and improving at it will probs make you feel more confident when copying. Do you have the energy to redraw the super dream zone cover?
>>82930404these are all p diff songs. pretty good.. lemme rec some. I Want You is a great album btw.. good taste.....https://youtu.be/vcnTinZ91ko?si=CvyfK6bJnf_OZLgGhttps://youtu.be/ds2Jn6Z5IvY?si=3vwY5oN7-2GnwBZihttps://youtu.be/SZ3YB9pZx_U?si=P8xSo2da-OM0EFZh
>>82930641it doesn't matter how simple a guide is. After a point they stopped helping and im sick of them. Im not doing anything today as that would just lead to more wasted paper and nerves. Doesn't help that i lost all creative thought over 10 years ago. If i don't regain anything tomorrow then this is all in vain and there is no need to force myself.
>>82930747I understand how that feels. do you ever just draw on the backs of pages? sketches don't have to be masterpieces. all or nothing thinking makes it really difficult to progress. you probably won't be where you once were tomorrow, but that's not a bad thing. In a month you could be where you once were. tomorrow, you should try to push on through your mistakes instead of restarting your drawings completely. I'm sure you're being too hard on yourself.
>>82930836>do you ever just draw on the backs of pages?i used to draw everything and everywhere but lost the thing that made me do it despite still feeling the urge to do something. Even if i were at the skill level there wouldn't be a difference compared to today since at most i do copies. Not a single creative thought.>you should try to push on through your mistakes instead of restarting your drawings completelyi know but i can't help myself. The details to my last break are fuzzy but i can guess now why i stopped in the first place, and the second, and the third....
that feeling sucks. it's ok to not have a creative though right of the rip/starting again. have you had a hard time engaging with other hobbies and interests? if you get more energy, you should use your scraps to do line exercises :3even just practicing the motion can help you feel better. simple lines are not a huge investment either.
I am writing a book based on what I read from Stirmer ans Nietzsche's philosophies. I love my cat, and I am trying to find something to listen to
>>82931043do you publish your writing anywhere online?
>>82931073Not yet. I am working on it and I don't want people gaining access to it too early.
>>82931081of course, but I just mean do you publish ideas unrelated or adjacent to what you plan to express in your book on a blog or platform like substack?
>>82930950>it's ok to not have a creative though right of the rip/starting againIts that way for years however and it never changed. What is even the point in grinding skills for some creative work when you are not creative?>have you had a hard time engaging with other hobbies and interests? Yes but this is one of the few ones i actually revisit every now and then. But i sorta gave up on everything recently so i don't know how many times i will get to it again. I'll try again but not today.
>>82931109Oh, no. I should start doing that, right?
>>82930537>does that not wake you up? repeating it won't do anything. think about what you want to have sex with intensely. I always have a dream about the person I admire when I fall asleep thinking about him.Yes, it probably waked me up. I will do as you say and try my luck. Thank you for your help
>>82931043That's cool. It may be too superficial from my part but you are the type of person I would like to be friends with
>>82931316Which one do you prefer? Nietzsche or Stirner?
>>82931168yes, if you'd like your work to be seen. a youtube channel probably would be better than a conventional blog. people 100% use substack, but I'm not sure how many people browse personal blogs for ideas/information in 2025. I sort of hate large platforms, but they're kinda necessary for the dissemination of ideas. we're past the point of the wordpress blog being an effective way to share information. I wish major figures would be more selective about the platforms they publish on. I understand they're using the existing momentum possessed by various media giants, but I don't get why they wouldn't seek to undercut lesser established platforms by setting up their own systems to collect money from their followers/interested people. substack is a venture back company, so it'll likely become as muddled as other platforms. also when I say I'm not sure about something it's bc I genuinely don't understand (*._.*)If you decide to make a yt, post a throwaway email or something. I can edit vids decently and I have some ideas I'd like to test for content visibility/viewer count. I also don't expect you to trust me to edit your videos, but I can verbalize creative ideas pretty well. I just don't think I have anything worth talking about besides observations about people's relationships, which is why I don't upload videos of myself talking on the site. I'm not yet knowledgeable enough about like alienation or any other theory to describe it and apply it uniquely to personal anecdotes.
>>82931324No one since I didn't read them. I'm a total beginner when it comes to philosophy. But since you like it and write stuff, you seem to be an interesting person
>>82932559i'm op/>>82932478 (not philoguy)what are you interested in?
brr -__-I feel like a larger issue with dating is that parents are impeded from doing their jobs and that public education is so bad that people don't trust it enough to put their kids through it.
https://youtu.be/cqxjYRzB0hw?si=kIaub_1ltMSXvMUVvery cute music vid for the gamers
I'm getting ready to make a run to the pantry for my mom. Feeling kinda okay aside from my neck being partially fucked up rn.I think once I get back I'll clean some more. There's a chick I'm really interested in rn since she's a massive pervert with the same kinks as me. She's super flaky but despite that will still show up in my DM's eager to chat. I think she might be a mom, so idk man.
currently watching welcome to the nhk after reading the manga. tatsuhiro really is one lucky son of a gungetting closer to the end of the semester and still haven't made any friends at uni, at least my high school group is still going strong>>82931043what do you recommend as a first read for getting into nietzsche?
>>82933786>what do you recommend as a first read for getting into nietzsche?Not the quoted anon, but I would at least have some familiarity with Plato and read his main dialogues; it would also be good to at least read some second-hand stuff on people like Schopenhauer, Kant and other philosophers who had an influence on him. Heraclitus' fragments are an extremely short but nice read that I would recommend.
