EVERYTHING IS SHITEVERYTHING IS SHITEVERYTHING IS SHITEVERYTHING IS GETTING SHITTIERI don't think society will actually end within ten years, but current badthings will undoubtedly culminate into terrible shittiness in such a way that will make it impossible to live comfortably (nevermind happily! which is literally impossible without someone to love). Climate change and economic crises and violence and the panopticon and contradictionscontradictionscontradictions will advance to insurmountable degrees of poop and I will be left to pick up the pieces. I am already miserable now. How will I survive that?THINGS ARE ONLY BRIEFLY GOOD SO IT CAN STING MORE WHEN THEY GO TO SHIT AGAINI NEED - not want, but NEED - to die NOW. But I am such a godamn pussy that my lack of access to a gun makes me too scared to attempt with any noninstant method like hanging. I want a boyfriend so badly. I want someone to love so I can distract myself from the garbage. But I will NEVER get one because I'm an ugly boring (male homosexual) autist who repulses everyone worthwhile.I HATE EVERYTHING
>>82937396You sound cute, and I'd be down to chat and see where things go if you'd like. How old are you?t. 25yo twink
>>82937439I'm 18. I would be very happy to talk to you, but I'd like to know why toy think I sound cute. Why do you think I sound cute? This is a bad moment for me
>>82937449>18Nevermind, you're too young sorry lmfao. I thought you sounded cute cos you seemed like a dummy, but turns out you're just youngBut anon if I can give you some advice, life's a mess and it only gets worse from your age. It's not getting fixed any time soon, so create some momentum for yourself and only worry about what you can control otherwise things will never get better
>>82937495>Nevermind, you're too young sorry lmfaoAw... >But anon if I can give you some advice, life's a mess and it only gets worse from your ageI am aware of how things worsen, kind of. Although I've never been 25, I've been 7 - I've watched that twelve turn into 8 - into 9 - into 10 - and eventually, into 18 - and I've seen, firsthand, how I only feel worse and lonelier and more putrid with time. That's part of why I want to kill myself.
