I've spent the last few hours obsessing over a schizophrenic person who posts their art online, and the fact that I struggle to express the primal desire I feel for them has made me despise my own orderly, healthy mind. I need to erase everything I am from my mind and replace it with mental illness. I know how it sounds, but I truly believe there's no attraction whatsoever to an orderly person whose greatest struggle might be depression. I really want to stop the thoughts. I would give anything to suffer.
>>82946473Thats a bad idea anon. No one sane wakes up and wants to be homeless, or a criminal, or schizo, etc. Do some meditation or something creative. If your life is really that orderly you can find some time.Depressed schizos dont actually make anything good because theyre depressed schizos. When its time for them to create, they are more happy and put together than their normal state.Do the David lynch style of creativity and focus on the donut, not on the hole.
>>82946473This is the end result of over 20 years of misery porn, "checking privilege", and leftwing political bullshit venerating the disadvantaged and mentally ill.The masterworks of the Renaissance could not have been made by the mentally ill. Art has been defaced and demeaned by talentless hacks for so long that it's not part of the default thinking about art.I fucking dare you to post his art here. I bet it's absolute shit.
