I fucked up big time, I feel disgusting and retarded and like a failure >Be me, 20>Not gay>KHHV incel>Small penis>162cm "tall" & skinny>Never had a relationship>People always made fun of me for being a loser >Some even joke I should just turn gay and take it up the ass>I always brush it off>In uni now for some time>Get tired of lack of sex and social life>Cant get women so in a moment of desperation >Download Grindr>Take a few "cute" pics>Get DMs from guys almost immediately >One is my uni professor, and he seems extra bold and not bad looking >Doesnt recognise me though, says hes married but his wife isnt there (last weekend)>I look up how to have gay sex>Dont eat hard food for 12 hours and douche my anus before going to his place>He realises its me, still wants to proceed >I start feeling nervous >He pulls me into the master bedroom >Fucks me and it just hurts, doesnt feel good>Even made a comment how my small penis is girly and cute>I just feel even worse>I let him finish inside>Wash myself at his place within 5 minutes then rush homeIts been a few days and I just skipped this week of uni, fuck my life I shouldve never done thisIt didnt feel good, my ass hurts, I didnt even cum and I have nobody to tell this
>>82949761I don't know why you have to be so embarrased about this.Like sure you're being anally fucked in the ass. But it's not like you're pregnant or catching any STDs.Besides, both of you could just brush it off you know. Or maybe, next time if you do it again, ask him to also pleasure you and make you cum so you're not alone.It's really not that big of a deal, and your professor seems pretty cool about it. Maybe you can also get some high grades because of this who knows?Just take it easy, mate.
>>82949761you sound a lot like me but I'm too scared to actually do it and let a guy fuck me. uni professor would be my ideal mate desu.just never tell anyone ever again anon. you learnt that you do not like men, now you can focus on not getting girls again right. realistically you will probably find a gf someday if you are persistent but we are here so..
>>82949761As the old saying goes, Cope or rope.
>>82949761shoulda gotten a hooker and got it over with lol
>>82949761hi. I'm from /gig/. do you get paid for this? also are you from the Philippines?
>>82949785>>82949786Im basically tainted now, and just feel gross and like a retardI wish I had a gf>>82949853Whats /gig/
>thinks he doesn't like gay sex>has gay sex>doesn't like it>hypothesis verifiedYou're more straight than most straight men then, think about it
>>82949761Brutal. Wish it was me though desu
>>82949874>whats /gig/go back you twitter tourist
>>82949761Should've stuck to cuddling and frotting or erping with other guys online.
>>82949761Hopefully you didnt get any aids
>>82949761Normally i assume these are larps, but the amount of regret you seem to feel makes me assume it might actually be real which then kek. Take the correct choice for all fellow under 5"4 man and become a hobbit not gay.
