I feel like if i didn't have access to social media my life would be completely different
>>82958945>wastednah, there's nothing *to* wasteI live, I do stuff, I die my life is ultimatelt inconsequential, so I just do whatever the fuck I want
>>82958945If you don't like how you're living your life then make some different decisions and switch it up. There's no need to dwell on the past.
>>82958989im trying to adopt this mindset>>82959047very true, i just have no clue what i should spend my time on
>>82958989ThisEnjoy it while you got it because time will spank your ass with ageDo something do nothing it doesn't matter do what you want and enjoy life you only get 1 or so
>>82958945No, zero regrets as someone that has been in his room NEETing shitposting for say 15 years. If only you knew just how hard I've been shitposting you'd be impressed. I shitposted so fucking hard reality bent to my shitposts. That's how I got so addicted to this place, one second you're trying to figure out a word to replace lel the next decade you're taken for a ruse cruise that shifts the timeline and you're wondering where all that time went. heh Time? is it that time again? The right man in the wrong place can make all the difference in the world? As you can see being in a certain place at a certain time had quite an effect on me, I blame it for trapping me here these 15 years. And now forget I ever said this
>>82958945I wasted a decade when I fell into despair, although I've picked up the pieces since then and am trying my best not to waste any more
>>82958945Even as a child I never had any dreams or ambitions and I don't have social media so I don't get constantly fear-pressured by peers that I'm missing out. I wish I was a nigger so I would always live in the immediate present with no worries about the past or future but unfortunately my brain is too developed for that.
>>82958945Yes and no.If I was teleported back in time with my knowledge and experience I've woulld move faster from the bottom of been total shit in that I did.But that would be cheating, I could not get this knowledge "fair way", from my POV back then it looked much different, without future knowledge I would just re live my life same way again.
I tried to ropemaxx but literally a couple of nights of cocaine and hookers and I literally have a lust for life again.
>>82959622What a weird lie to post with your own fingers
>>82958945I could never do it with a shotgun. Maybe a handgun. A shotgun feels too messy>Do you feel like you've wasted many of your years?Yeah, all the mistakes that I did will effect me for the rest of my life and the only way that can be change is to kill myself
>>82958945My older coworkers believe I've wasted my life by spending time with friends playing games who actually appreciate my time.They honestly believe that the modern foodie call/hookup pyramid scheme is the perfect opportunity to start a family.I feel as if my current life was the only real option presented to me in a world of wet cardboard and eggshells.
People ITT are coping. Yes, I've clearly wasted my youth and now a bit more. I'll turn 25 this week and I haven't spent more than a few months of that in a worthwhile way. "oh but who decides whats worthwhile" I do, and I say that sitting in front of a screen or lazing around in your room listening to music or just staring at your ceiling in apathetic solitude is not only meaningless and unsatisfying but also degenerative. I not only have done nothing, but am nothing. It would have been better had I died at 20, like I promised myself. Do what you want? Fine, but what you're doing isn't actually what you want. I'd have liked to spend time outdoors, hiking and camping, and nurturing deep friendships with strange people. I wanted to learn languages and read fine literature. Instead I doomscrolled and masturbated and I don't even remember, because, hey, it doesn't matter anyway, right? Fuck me, man. Please, anons, let your conscience or other people force you to do the things you know are good but that you can't be arsed to. Doing what's comfortable just leads to regret and (further) depression.
>>82958945Wasted all four years of college being a shut in and my twenties have been absolutely nothing like I hoped they would be now that I'm closer to 30.
>Do you feel like you've wasted many of your years?Always. But as an autist bald manlet, I was given no other choice but to cope as a hermit, and pass the time.I'm closing in on 40, and I welcome death when it comes.
>>82958945off topic but basic mossberg 500s with the pistol grip and no heat shield are so fucking kino. Just something about them fr
Short answer, depends, long answer, i don't necessarily think so. Do I have any regrets? Some maybe, naturally there are probably some things i would, or should've done different, but I don't see anything I massively regret. Being mostly a shut-in neet hasn't been that bad, I would say. Although i did start university which is going alright i guess. Haven't really made any friends there as it's an extremely normie uni and i'm taking very normie classes. Did attend a few parties just to try out the social scene, but didn't really go anywhere.I'll probably finish my degree, work just enough to pay off debt and then just neet for the rest of my life. Play vidya and watch porn. Maybe read political literature if i feel like it and go on a walk some times. Most of us were born during the decline, i don't see any reason in trying to build a mansion in a swamp.>>82960452I see your points, and think at least, I fully understand where you're coming from, although I simply have to disagree. Not to sound rude or condescending, but you could both learn languages, read and go hiking and such if you really wanted to. Doing what's comfortable for me hasn't really led to regret, if I understand you correctly. I haven't gotten any official diagnosis from anywhere, but I would say i probably have some form of autism and depression, but i have never experienced my depression getting better from 'being productive' or anything similar. There's so much i could go into, but i'm gonna keep it as short as needed, hope you get better fren.
>>82958945I wasted 20 years on a relationship with a BPD demon. I'm currently sleeping on my mothers couch popping benzos while she is fucking men (plural), probably in the bed I paid for.Trust me faggot, if I could take it all back and replace it with the internet, I would.
>>82959236I'm literally you.
>>82961287Just in time to get back on the modern dating market to get the privilege of dating a modern woman! (glorified prostitute)
cant waste what has no value
>>82958945I did, but it was all career/financially related. Now that I'm making halfway decent money, things are really good, but a decade of low paying shit jobs burned away a lot of fun years.
>>82958945well what exactly is there to do, I have no idea. Come on anons give me an idea and will do it
>>82958945No. My parents wasted my life
>>82958945yes i always say this and cope saying "life in my country is boring anyways" but now im completely disillusioned and realize that ive wasted my lifeat least i spent my wasted years getting through uni and getting a degree and learning some skills and if you REALLY think about it most people waste their lives doing nothing too, look at people living in villages, farmers, poor people and most wagies all these peoples lives are completely stagnantat least i'm still 25 and ive come to this realization so ill try not to waste whatever is left from my youth hopefully
>>82958945>wasted?Honestly no, because I never thought that life had any meaning to waste in the first place. Would I do things differently if I could go back? maybe, but properly not in the way you think. Like I actually made an effort in school, and that was certainly a waste of time. I was nice to people/family, and that was certainly a waste of time. So yeah I might do things differently if I could, but not in any way that would make me less of a "loser".
