express whatever that thing that you cannot express, don't try to make it comprehensible, just express it.
I want a someone to figure out how I tick, understand every part of me, to psychologically pick me apart and be able to put me back together again. Something about them having this in-depth understanding of me is alluring, so they can point out my bullshit, so they can express the ways they care for me in ways only i'd understand, so that I can have a second person who understands me, cares about me, and knows me, even when I do not know me.
>>82959247Ayooo look at this diddy ahh blud in them glasses, he be yapping on God fr fr, sigmas me to the ligma grindset bruh
Being haunted by a curse and not the fun kind, it's generational. My grandma fucked around too much and pissed off a gypsy or something or it's something native american. Nothing else would account for everything being so screwy with me. Imagine you are a prince living in a gold castle with a gold comb and gold pony but every night you cry
okay :)I genuinely don't know why I am the way I am, sometimes I wish I can just be someone else, not in the physical sense but like everything; the way they look, the way they talk, the way they live, everythinglike starting a new character mid-gameI've lived a life of deep contemplation, anonsAlmost monk-like in natureI've gone through so much in life and instead of blaming someone else/myself, I choose to point the finger at... nothingSometimes, things just happenI don't know why they happen or why the folks that made it happen made it happen, but they did, and so here I stand. Despite it all, I'm still alive, I'm still human.
>>82959247its just crap, all of it manthe fucking waiting around doing nothing that i need to do to catch up to life, i despise it but i cant not do it. i fear what comes after the waiting, taking action is scary but necessary. i either take action or i end up a failure forever, and i might end up a failure either way regardless. i just hate it, i hate that ive done this to myself man. i hate that this is the only way out, what a shit way out it isim not even sure what it is i care about or if thats really me caring
>>82959247The whole concept of that one saying about your body preventing you from peeing yourself is bullshit it is comically easy. I have even done it in public once and it still was possible. The saying makes no sense and it seems like an illogical one to create in the first place.
>>82959247we didn't land on plymouth rock, plymouth rock landed on us
>>82959283Lots of people born into cursed bloodlines, some of us are the souls responsible for the destruction of the planet that was between Mars and Jupiter, landed here on Earth, there are the souls banished into another realm beyond this material plane known as the DMT jesters, but there are also those of us allowed to only reincarnate into cursed bloodlines
>>82959345How'd you find out about this stuff? It feels correct especially mentioning dmt. I felt like I was falling through a black realm full of doors it felt real
>>82959359Here and there, I read and read, sometimes I'll feel if something is correct deep within me like a sixth sense and register them as facts. In my experience nobody ever has the whole truth, everybody has bits of truth mixed with untruths, spotting one untruth is never reason to throw everything out that a person has to say, one might always find bits of truth.
The hardest pounderMounds of skulls behind herYou'll never find itTime's up, it's over
>>82959294>The whole concept of that one saying about your body preventing you from peeing yourself is bullshit it is comically easy. I have even done it in public once and it still was possible. The saying makes no sense and it seems like an illogical one to create in the first place.i just peed myself like 7 minutes ago to get off, can confirm what anons saying here
>>82959254That's what I have with her
I wake up every morning thinking it would be nice to have someone by my side. I don't want much, just someone to have breakfast with, go walk the dogs, and to cuddle at night while watching a movie.I never had much of a family either. They did the best they could but they are a mess, always fighting so much. Sometimes I think because of this I don't even know how to relate to people.
>>82960224who the fuck are you? why do you think you're important enough to tripfag?
