>>82959620
It means you and I will share the same fate soon

>>82959620
>What does say about me as a person?
I meant "What does this say about me as a person?". DAMN IT, I can't even fucking write properly

>>82959624
>It means you and I will share the same fate soon
Death?

it takes an insane amount of courage to kill yourself, youre literally actively fighting your most basic instincts which is extremely challenging, i think if you can muster up an hero then you can easily brave a job for at least a while

It's not that bad just get a part time job two or three days a week.

>>82959680
I'll try the killing part first, and if that fails, I'll find a job

>>82959620
You are either a dumb kid or actually physically disabled.
My daily mood instantly improved when I dropped out of college and got a manual labor job, and I'm not even joking. Dudes are not meant to be at desks all day.

>>82959730
if that fails you may actually never be able to work at all. anyhow..why do you not think you're capable of working? you're probably over exaggerating your problems a tiny bit

>>82959889
>you're probably over exaggerating your problems a tiny bit
Maybe I am, but if I'm really over-exaggerating about something like work to the point of wanting to kill myself, doesn't that mean I should just do it? It's just work, and everyone else can do it, but I can't. For that reason alone, I feel like I should kill myself. Does that make sense or do I sound crazy?

>>82959944
what makes you say that you cant do it? do you have some disability or something? maybe you're just too used to the NEET life that going to work seems scary and is totally out of your comfort zone. but maybe you have some really debilitating mental issues. eitherway i suggest you dont give up and continue to self improve. you can do it

>>82960013
>do you have some disability or something? maybe you're just too used to the NEET life that going to work seems scary and is totally out of your comfort zone. but maybe you have some really debilitating mental issues.
I'm not a NEET; I'm a second-year computer science student, and I don't think I have mental issues. I'm a completely normal person, yet I'm really gonna kill myself because I can't work

>>82960042
you probably can work tho. and with the proper perspective you would realise that schooling is not that much different from the work you'll do in the future, you are training to become the cog in the machine you so dearly aspired to be at one point, maybe you're just not interested in the work? maybe something about sitting in front of a computer all day is uninspiring to you. it could be because of the work that you're pursuing, if that's the case, i suggest you finish your diploma, spend some time thinking about what you actually want to do instead, do that, but you can fall back on your bachelor's degree and then get a job in software engineering or whatever it is you're studying to become, ykno. but maybe your true calling is something else

More moral than living on the neetbux, some people like me just bedrot. But I might join you eventually.

>>82960042
>>82960144
although i would say you probably do suffer from depression or something and you just havent truly acknowledged it, you having suicidal thoughts is a mental illness, temporary as it may be, i suggest you go seek help.

Your instincts are pretty turned off if you are depressed enough. That's why you hardly feel like you want to eat, drink water, or even get out of bed.

>>82959680
Courage? It is the easy way out. Absolutely no courage once you convince yourself it is better than suffering alive. It would take courage to stop being a worthless fat neet and get a job.

>>82960144
Thanks, anon, for talking with me. I'm going to be honest right now: I'm not going to do any of that not after I try to kill myself first, and if I fail, I will do what you just told me. Thanks again for talking with me.
>>82960216
>That's why you hardly feel like you want to eat, drink water, or even get out of bed
I do want to eat. I actually even get out of bed earlier than I used to.
>>82960198
>you having suicidal thoughts is a mental illness
Or I'm just a pathetic loser that just want an easy way out

>>82960245
Have you ever even tried to kill yourself?

>>82960252
>Or im just a pathetic loser
nah you're a loveable mother fucker

>>82959620
says ur so scared of the future you perceive you would rather tap out

if you need help just ask for it

talk to a doctor about your depression

>>82960467
>if you need help just ask for it
>talk to a doctor about your depression
It won't change a thing