Do sex workers ever feel disgust and shame at what they are doing?
If you watch interviews. Like real ones not casting couch ones. They show same signs as soldiers with pstd. They also deny it. It's quite interesting.
>>82964935>Do sex workers ever feel disgust and shame at what they are doing?Do women only get ashamed if it's being filmed? Like if women organize a gangbang but no one ever finds out and its never recorded, shes good?
>>82964935does it a matter if you had fun? it's better than experiencing nothing imo.
>>82964935Even the least known makes several grand if they are at least mid and not that fat, but the extra actually fat makes it too, my point is that getting several months of min wage for doing wireless sex work wothout actual contact is a very win situation to foids
>>82964949Can you link some? This subject is interesting to me because I can only really get off knowing the woman is into it.
>>82965102And whose fault is that? This a supply and demand issue. With hundreds of thousand of files filled with erotic material, why would any man choose to throw hard earn money to see some fat bitch show tits online every couple of days?
Yes, my wife and I did onlyfans for 3 yearsTowards the end she used to break down and cry her eyes out during photoshoots because she hated it so much, hated being treated like a slab of meat
>>82964935haven't seen one in a while, but does anyone else remember when camwhores were kinda a new thing and camwhore meltdowns were a semi regular thing? i haven't seen one in so long.
>>82966160>Towards the end she used to break down and cry her eyes out during photoshoots because she hated it so much, hated being treated like a slab of meatHow did she feel when she started?
>>82966574She enjoyed it the first year, I used to eat her out after each photoshoot then creampie her but as time went on she just started resenting it more and more
Women consider themselves victims and think men are disgusting, even though it's is 100% done willingly and they specifically seek men out to whore themselves to.
>>82965307don't watch stuff with a male in it simple
>>82966160>>82966706she got mad when she realized her looks would not last forever and that she could have used them to have gotten more money earlier in life and not have to do it with as few men. women literally live to be meat slabs and the foid in question realized how short she'd sold herself
>>82964935no, the power of money erases the shame
>>82967051>>82967567shame? lol
>>829675738 tokens a minute is 480 tokens per hour On strip chat tokens cost roughly 10 cents per token. So while it's cheaper than an escort, it's not "little"Also kek the reply user with 666 in title misspelling gullible as "guildible"
>>82967603$48/hr. Also she presumably got the cucumber after he asked her to get it and put it in her pussy. Why would she pick one too large or spiny? This seems like it's her fault. Besides that even as stupid as they are they know men like hurting women. He was at least somewhat into it and willing to wait for her to get warmed up and keep trying, at cost of $0.8 per minute. All she had to do was play up how bad it hurt and how big it is. Either he's sadistic and loves this, or he feels bad and tells her to do something else. Either way she still gets paid to stay at home marturbating and chatting with randoms/friends.
>>82965307I wish I could link some but I don't remember. I do remember a japanese guy who would interview japanese porn stars. Every single one at one point in time during the interview would have that 1000 mile stare and/or get teary eyed.
>>82964935I feel like the money outweighs it. But when the money faucet turns off...
"Sex workers" acting like they're human beings is hilarious.
>>82966739Been doing that desu thanks for the heads up tho
>>82964935What should they feel shame for?
>>82964949Here's a brothel owner talking about the same thing, he says his whores are "irreversibly damaged" after doing it for about a year.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9kQuy90OGM&t=2177s36:18 to 36:50
Women literally aren't even sentient. They're human sea vegetables
>>82969338>says the gender that can't cook, clean, work, date, take care of children, join the army because they're too busy neeting, falling behind in joining colleges for any sort of education at all
>>82964935>Do sex workers ever feel disgust and shame at what they are doing?They do when they have to fuck me, or jerk me off.My last escort claimed to be surprised when I told her that I've only had 18 paid fucks in my lifetime. She thought I was married. kek
>>82964935I did. I'm a male and hooked up with guys. The types of guys who have to pay for gay sex are the bottom of the barrel. Disgusting, humiliating sex for money. Finally got out after being drugged and raped (inb4 can't rape a prostitute.)
>>82969567How much did you make compared to a female?
>>82964935yeah I think alot of time what happens is after the initial adrenaline rush and excitement of money wears off they realize what they've become. I've known alot of people who have done sex work and have left it and I don't know a single one who doesn't regret having done it.
>>82964935Hi former sex worker here, first of all no, I will not post any nudes or anything, I'm married and have 2 daughters now.But to answer the question, it depends. Now internet sex work is in my opinion a lot different than regular sex work, aka being a hooker, which is what I was. When I see the girls today do "sex work" like this, especially when it's solo and not with anyone else, it feels almost like cheating to me. In the safety of your own house, you chose your hours, it's just you and your camera. Back when I was working with the other girls, some of them genuinely loved being hookers. They were simply sluts and perverted degenerates, and they even got tramp stamp tattoos or tattoos to promote their service, like this one girl got her service tattooed on her belly with *no gag reflex* underneath, and wore belly showing crop tops. So there are those who love itThe rest of us, we often end up in that spot because we have no other choice. With these modern e-whores, it feels like greed and promise of riches is a factor too, but for us old school hookers, it was just desperation for money, and no other option in sight, even if there were, we were just blind to them. Pimps promised quick safe cash, we took the bait, and it was done. Some girls come out with vietnam level PTSD, some can never enjoy sex again, and some like me have a reflex that will never go again. I do it a lot less nowdays, but i still do it sometimes, when i have sex with my husband, after we are done, and he gets up and goes out of the room to clean off or drink some water, my instinct is "OH SHIT WE HAVE A RUNNER" and I instinctively extend my arm to the right, because back then i always had my purse with my tazer and mace on the right side of the bed, but now there is nothing there, and i kinda snap out of it and realize this isnt a customer on the run, I'm not there anymore. Also, while we have sex I often start counting minutes in my head or look at clocks, keeping "rates".
>>82970076Basically guaranteed you've encountered someone better than your husband in bed, Are you ruined for him or does love win unironically?
>>82967795Funny how no pornstar ever comes out with a sob story while they're making thousands of dollars getting fucked on camera. It's always once their popularity starts to dwindle that they suddenly decide to start crying about how much they've been abused or whatever
>>82970181Love wins 100%. But maybe that is also because of me being me. Ever since I was a little girl I was into all the fairy tales and what not about a fair maiden meeting "the one", and the world just stops existing. I still get really depressed sometimes when I look at my old pictures of me as a kid, because I look at her and I just want to tell her "yeah fair maiden my ass you smiling little bitch, you will grow up to flunk school and become a hooker". But that affection and want for love stayed, even if sex itself was kinda tainted in my head, before I thought about it as something sacred and beautiful, and working as a hooker showed me the endless pit of depravity people will want to act out.Technically speaking, have I encountered someone better than my husband in bed? On paper, you could say yes, men with bigger cocks, men with unbelievable stamina (lot of them possibly due to drugs tho so eh), men who somehow within minutes of being with me knew how to push my buttons and how to make me cum my brains out (this one really baffles me, how can some men just touch a woman and instantly know what she likes down to a T, like they have a scanner). But as i said, that is on paper, if you asked me for real, the answer is a dead NO!No one is better in bed than my husband, because he is my husband, because i love him and we have made 2 beautiful children together, because when i told him the truth about my past after he introduced me to his parents, he didn't mind or judge me for it, and a year later proposed to me, because when I'm in bed with him, he wants to make me feel good instead of get his money worth before the hour is up, he is gentle and kind, he doesn't treat me like I'm just an object to get off, doesn't choke me to the point of passing out, doesn't write shit on my body and then take pictures to show his friends, doesn't piss on me or show up to bed with a penis smelling so bad it makes me question if this person even showered once this month.
>>82964935yes, 19 years later when they're too old to get anymore work and suddenly found god or whatever
>>82965307I've been with a lot of hookers and I can say most dissociate to a degree, some will open up to you if you treat them like a lover and come back a few times but are still clearly being traumatized by the job they do, and then there are rare ones who are nymphos who seem to have a few screws loose and feel no negative emotions at all, kind of like how a psychopath's brain doesn't process emotions the same, they have some kind of crazy nympho brain.It's a heart breaking and vile industry filled with broken people on all sides of the equation.
>>82964949I'm a physically attractive guy, even make good money, but I'm a mentalcel cause of war PTSD which gives a lot of women an insta ick when I try to date normally so I pretty much gave up on that. Prostitution is legal where I live and I notice many dissociate like I do the first time I meet them. Maybe I'm just really approachable but I've had a few regulars in the past and they usually open up to me on the second visit. I notice once they realize I'm safe to be around they don't act so robotic. Usually they came from abusive families and poor backgrounds. The girl I see for the past few years now is mid 20s from Hong Kong and she was just terrible at school and didn't really have a lot of future options. I don't think they are irreparably broken its just a lot of people aren't likely to seek out or spend time in trauma therapy or can afford it. Its tough to ditch that history too or find a guy who is ok with marrying someone with that background.>>82970076I'm happy to hear you had a good outcome. I've lost track of some of my regulars from +12 yrs ago and sometimes I really wonder what happened to them.
>>82970695A fellow hooker enjoyer.Have you ever fallen in love with one of the women you were seeing? I have and it hurt like Hell when she one day disappeared.
>>82967743cam sites get a cut of that so its closer to 35-40 an hour on top of private shows not being the norm; before I experienced wage slavery I would of had said that these hoes got it good and shouldnt complain but now I see that regardless of how much you get paid or how little physical activity there is, a shit job is shit:Still the biggest cam girls absolutely got no fucking right to complain because they are closer to big name twitch streamers than back alley prostitutes, I saw one of the biggest chicks in chaturbate get a 1000 token donation just to go wow thanks and not even pop a titty
>>82964935Regarding disgust and shame. It really depends on who the client is.I wrote this post:>>82970695Cause of my PTSD I suffer from emotional deprivation so I usually see them for a full hour vs just a "blow and go" type of arrangement. If I know one really well I'll even get them small gifts.When I've gotten to know a regular I've had them let me stick around to talk and cuddle for extra time without being charged for it. A lot of sex workers are very lonely and like me haven't had a real hug/deep conversation in years.The regrets I have heard from them involve experiences with smelly, overweight, verbally and physically abusive, socially inept clients.
>>82970695which war?
>>82970742Yes, this was a long time ago. When I just returned from Afghanistan in the first few years of GWOT. I was really damaged and she was the first person that showed me kindness in my life. Like prostitutes, most Soldiers come from abusive family backgrounds so I had been used to people treating me like shit most of my life.I got waaay too emotionally invested and she stopped seeing me because she couldn't love me back which hurt but it was the right decision. (She was sexually abused and neglected by her father/mother and she never wants to have any kind of committed relationship. And by neglect I mean she almost starved to death then was taken and put into foster care, evil frigging parents)She was sending me an email about every year or so to see if I'm ok and tell me she is ok too...but I haven't had one in 18 months and I notice her ads are gone and her website is down :( Hope she is ok because she suffered a lot due to her early family life.
>>82970876Afghanistan. I served my tours by the Pakistan border in Kandahar.
>>82970901unless youre an afghan, getting ptsd while being on the side of the hegemon is... not sexy anon
>>82970929All I'll say to that is you don't know, what you don't know.
>>82970627>>82970695Can I fix them? I imagine horrific home lives are universal, If I were to gain their trust and offer them a place to stay and ALL the eggs could I adopt-a-hoe? They always make my savior complex manifest
>>82970942Looking at Ukrainian war Afghanistan looks like summer resort.
>>82970695Girls open up to me right on the first visit. All the things that seem to hurt me in dating like being too polite and having a small dick seems to make hookers love me.My favorite girl opened up to me a lot last time I saw her, talked about how she has no real interest in sex and has unrequited love that's lasted years. She's a plastic bimbo so it was a surprise.
>>82970742NTA but I have avoided it. Somehow I'm right in the Goldilocks zone of knowing it's fake but still getting a confidence boost out of it, and never developing real feelings.I did have a favorite girl. Did yoga, blonde with blue eyes, mind blowing natural body with tasteful enhancements. Could talk on to her for hours and she wouldn't charge. Tightest pussy ever, seriously I'm not a large guy so girls aren't typically "tight", she must have done Kegels or something.Anyways she stopped doing FS because she was getting enough just being a domme. Fucking sub KEKS need to stop paying good women for nothing.
>>82965102some suffice without even needing to get naked!
>>82964935I mean, do you feel disgust or shame when jerking off to them?I certainly don't lol. It's entertainment and they are performing for an audience that likes it.
>>82970536May i ask how old you are and how old your daughters are, as well as when you started whoring, how long you kept being one, and how u got together with ur husband? Were you still working while dating him? How did you get out of the biz?And finally, funny or weird clients stories pls?
