Anybody else lonely as fuck?
>>82970357I'm both lonely and wishing to be left alone, fun stuff. I'm most comfortable by myself, but then I start wanting company, but then I start wanting to leave and go back to being alone again.
>>82970374What the fuck that is exactly what I'm going through. I feel this suffocating loneliness yet I know people suck and would just ghost me after a week so I am stuck in this loop where I have no way out (except maybe I should really look into this thing called "suicide, seems like a good way to stop the pain)
>>82970357Yes, like >>82970374there are a bunch of niggas that are forever cursed with a seek for company and affection yet still want isolation and stuff, it's a feeling that goes with you everywhere you go nigga... it's a feeling that goes with me everywhere. and yes OP, it's suffocating indeed... nigga
Lonely khhttv ugly trucel only way for socializing is schizomax alone
>>82970357Why don't you guys just get friends?
>>82970357It's strange, I'm lonely despite having friends and family that want to spend time with me, and yet I don't want to interact with them because the companionship I crave from the depths of my soul is not the kind that friends and family can offer.
>>82970357not really, i got a cat who loves me, people on the other hand have always disappointed me every time i tried getting close to them. liars and backstabbers. as soon as their needs are important than your relationship they're gone.
>>82970357Yes. I least i have my escapisms and dreams
>>82970682This loneliness is soul crushing >>82970690Had a cat around here, would spend all day sleeping on my couch outside and she just disappeared and took her babies away with her..fml (on another note she never ever liked it when I tried petting her) I guess I'm even repulsive to animals
>>82970357I used to feel like this, untill i got really into reading. I can just act like i dont even exist anymore and sit in silence for hours sometimes almost days . Maybe try it could help you too.
>>82970951Hmm what would you recommend reading. Give me one book or something
>>82970357I have one friend who I hardly ever talk to and that's enough for me. I think if I had a girlfriend I would literally never feel lonely.
>>82970357me but not for long because soon, being lonely doesn't mean shit
>>82970965i mean, it is hard to truly reccomend something to another person especially as i mainly read romance which i can imagine is not your thing. However the longer the bettter in my opinion as it makes it easier to get sucked into the book. Also read online most books you can easily find pdfs of the entire thing for free, dont burn cash for paper copies unless your really into that sort of thing.
>>82970982I'm kind of a hopeless romantic myself and would probably appreciate it if you would name some of the books you've read because I'm intrigued. If not something like that I'd probably read a book about how much life sucks
>>82970682yep that's exactly it (don't have friends though only family)
>>82970999hmm sorry clearly mischaracterised you. I quite liked peter mayles books if you wanted somewhere i suppose. hotel pastis it was called.
>>82971063It's alright. I just searched that up, it sounds interesting. A man who leaves his life to a start a hotel and there's a deeper plot. Might actually be indulging in this soon. It'll definitely be in my head tonight
>>82971086Glad to be of service mister anon. Hope you feel less lonely soon.
>>82971096You've been pretty kind and helpful, which is rare "It takes guts to be gentle and kind" you would know I presume
My friends have moved on, my girl has a whole roster of simps. All I do is work and smoke weed. Shit isnt even fun anymore, games and movies are just a distraction now.
>>82970357It comes and goes. I was socializing yesterday, and will again today, so I feel okay for now
>>82970357i am so what?(my only friend on steam is my puppet account buy games from outside USA sacntions)
>>82970677Why don't you foids just let us be your friends? Oh that's right, only chads can be your friends.
>>82971689>only women can have freidns
>>82970374Yeah, that happens sometimes to me too.
>>82970690cute cat mate
