If I were to be in a relationship with a woman I would 100% beat and rape them, I don't know what exactly is wrong with me but something broke in me and now I have a strong primal urge to wrestle a woman into bed and rape them to assert my dominance.It all started when I was in my early with 20s with my ex, she confided in me that she was raped as a kid and mentioned how it caused her PTSD and recurrent night terrors, this was before we even started having sex, she was very hesitant and kept putting off sex because of this Trauma, she only wanted to cuddle with me, I convinced her to suck my cock a few times but my cock was too big for her mouth and it sucked. she said she wanted to wait until she was "comfortable" to have sex, mind you I was a virgin; Then one night while she was drinking, she confessed and somewhat bragged to me that she had several one night stands in the months prior to meeting me and then told me how she actually fantasized about being raped by those men, it pissed me off, I asked why she wouldn't have sex with me and she gave shitty excuses and then got angry with me when I pressed her to have sex. So then I literally pressed her onto the ground and forced her to have sex, I raped her for like 15 minutes and left her a crying mess, after I was done raping her I apologized and she immediately forgave me and we went back to having sex consensually. The dynamic of our relationship changed and I would treat her like a stress relief toy, If I wanted to let out some stress I'd punch her in the stomach, slap her in the face or force her into bed. eventually we broke up because I didn't actually like her that much and we had nothing in common.but now I can't see myself in a relationship where I'm not an incredibly abusive boyfriend/husband, I'll definitely get arrested if I do it to the wrong kind of girl.
>>82978044I think I'm the same. Unfortunately I don't really care if she's a fan or not so anyone unlucky enough to date me is going to learn some things.How long did you two date post rape?
>>82978129about 2 years, I enjoyed the sexual part of the relationship but everything else was tiring.If a Woman will love me regardless of me mistreating them I will feel its real love
>>82978044Holy fucking kek'd & check'd
>>82978044I really want to believe this story but it smells like bullshit
>>82978197Good. I genuinely believe "if she doesn't like me at my worst, she doesn't deserve me at my best" also "a good woman makes your dick hard not your life hard".
>>82978044I doubt it. women abusers are usually high test so they don't give a fuck about the consequences of their actions.
>>82978044How can someone spot someone like you so they dont get in this kind of situation? Are there warning signs
