>decided to go to a club for once for Halloween, thought it may help me open up or find other people with niche interests>dress up (nothing weird i promise)>didnt have that much fun, just got drunk and danced a bit>realise how pointless it is to keep trying like that, i will never find anyone whom i can connect with, no matter where i look>leave by 4am>grab my phone>try to unlock it>its the one where you have to draw a model (with those 9 circles)Wrong Model, try again>try againWrong Model try again>I fucking forgot it, the same model which I used for 5-6 years on multiple phones>Have to walk like 7 kilometers in freezing cold because only money I had was on only my bank account card on my phone and I cant get a cab or a scooter without that money>it was so cold i had to take shelter in a 24/7 store for 10 minutes just so my hands could unfreeze a bit>arrive at 6:45 am, completely wastedFfw to today>Still dont remember the pin model, and I risk bricking my phone for good>try all sorts of old combinations on my other older phone>Still failHow the fuck can I forget something that I knew for so long? I dont get it. It wasnt even worth it to go out .I shouldve just stayed inside and draw or do something else with my time, or go to bed early. Now I will probably have to wipe everything from my phone. Any advice in remembering? pic rel is a pic i took from my pc of me drawing in a notebook different paterns, so I can at least narrow it down. How fucked am I?
And here's how the screen looks like. Feel free to draw over and try to guess other paterns with me. Odds are so astronomically low but if one of you autists actually manage to guess it I will buy the steam game of your choosing or something. I am just so done and I hate myself so much, only shit like this keeps happening to me lately
>>82979668My guess is that it became muscle memory so your brain forgot itAnd then in drinking you somehow also tossed out the muscle memoryWas it overly complex?
>>82979723was thinking something similarly too. My hands were frozen by that point so I had difficulty in drawing it once I left the place. I think that's when this whole thing started.
>>82979668iktf bro. once I went to try to get money out of my ATM and I couldn't remember my pin. I went back to the car to try to figure it out and look at my phone to see if its on there and couldn't remember my password. and realized thad somehow lost my card in that short time and spent like an hour trying to find it and couldnt. the whole experience made me feel so retarded
>>82979701>>82979701this is my guess what ur code might be
>>82979736Then you started second guessing yourself and really erased it from your brain, kek
That exact same shit happened to me a year ago when I was 30, but it was my banking account PIN that I forgot. How old are you OP?
>>82979746Damn did you hit your head right before this or something?
>>82979723Yeah that was the reason for me, I forgot the pattern I never consciously tipped the numbers
>>82979748wrong, sorry. Most I can remember is that MAYBE it started in the center and ended in the top right corner (i am a bit more certain about the second)>>82979750yeah, i know. this sort of shit has haunted me my entire life, i always make a fool of myself in the most stupid and fundamental levels possible.And now I cant even remember the password for the device which seeps the life out of me little by little everyday.>>82979777im 21, turning 22 early next year. I just really wanted to try to make friends or find people or something, I really did. Im trying everything but nothing works out for me, and I dont even think Im that bad of a person. I am just too quiet and polite sometimes, and I probably have an intimidating appearance since im tall and have to wear sunglasses outside due to eye problems.
>>82979812>yeah, i know. this sort of shit has haunted me my entire life, i always make a fool of myself in the most stupid and fundamental levels possible.And now I cant even remember the password for the device which seeps the life out of me little by little everyday. Hey dude it ain't that deep, don't be too hard on yourself.
>>82979830yeah maybe i am a bit dramatic but i do mean it. I just constantly fuck up no matter how hard I try to be different, theres always something that goes wrong for me. Always a detail which I overlook or something else which I miss entirely. Maybe thats also the reason why I've been building that shell around me where I minimize as much as possible the interactions which I have with anyone due to fear of saying or doing something stupid. I even have trouble talking/saying certain phrases in my native language sometimes since I speak it so little. Im from an eastern eu shithole before anyone asks.
when my phone screen is off, you can clearly see from the smudge that my pattern is just a square.should have done some dust-on-the-keypad style detective work OP.
>>82979812existing is painful right now anon, not that it matters but you are not alone
>>82979883thanks anon, but im gonna be pessimistic and say it doesnt matter if im alone or not. What matters is if we manage to find each other, and with how digitalized and less personal everything is and continues to be, everyone is putting a bigger and bigger barrier around themselves. I am speaking way too much about any of this anyway, but this really was just my tipping point. I went to all sorts of events, tried to start conversations, everything. But its just all so pointless. I'm what's wrong. I appreciate the concern anon, I hope it's gonna get better for you. I
>>82979877too late for that haha, i think the smudges would've been unreadable after 2-3 failed attempts anyway. Good thinking thought
