>>82986165
The last thread died cus I was not fast enough in replying to (you)s T_T

>>82986165
Took 200mg Adderall yesterday and now I'm thinking about killing myself and there's never been more unyielding anger

Please tell me someone's still awake and online. I get very bored without talking to fellow druggies.

>>82986193
>Took 200mg Adderall yesterday
Wow, please tell me it was XR or you have a really really high tolerance.
>now I'm thinking about killing myself
Obviously. Depleting all your Serotonin stores like that.

>>82986223
I only had XR left, so yeah

>>82986249
>I only had XR left, so yeah
Woah, and I thought for a second you tanked 200mg of IR Adderall. Though it still shoud've been a heck of a high. Your heard-rate must've skyrocketed.
So how did it feel?
Did you get any euphoria?
Laser focus?
Just general unease and jitters?
Do you have any regrets?
What prompted you to take such a high dose?
I remember an anon a few months ago doing 150mg XR Ritalin and he reported of increased heart-rate like it's gonna jump out of his chest and did not recommend doing it at all.

>>82986165
what is the easiest pill to overdose on??

overdosed on shrooms once. i have never been the same.

What happens to someone health-wise if they got high off weed everyday? Outside of the inherent ones from smoking/vaping I mean. Can it actually affect your mind for someone whos brain is done developing?

>>82986514
I've overdosed on shrooms. It was the closest I've ever been to legit killing myself.

>>82986165
does anyone want to talk about drugs, I've tried every drug

discord: creepa3

>>82986193
I pray for you, never do something so stupid ever again, hang in there, Jesus loves you

>>82986510
Fentanyl, easy choice.

>>82986514
>>82986602
How much did you take? I know a guy who took 20g dry and he hasn't been the same either. I don't even know if that is considered an OD level dose.

>>82986675
I'm the second post but while I came close to an heroing, I was eventually the same afterwards, though this was on maybe 8-10g. I couldn't imagine what taking 20g would feel like.

>>82986514
>overdosed on shrooms once. i have never been the same
How do you overdose on Srooms? I mean, I understand you have an intense experience that left a mark, but can you really call it an overdose? More a heroic dose as commonly said. You can't really ovedose on Shrooms. I had LSD trips that left a mark that gradually faded with time and once took 300-350ug, which is a lot for me, and have experienced something close to ego-death, which stuck with me, but I wouldn't call it an overdose.
That being said, maybe I'm wrong, how much did you take?

>>82986675
>>82986696
i dont know how much i had. someone made a smoothie with blended shrooms in it. i took it. kept getting stuck in thought patterns about cycles within cycles.

>>82986593
>Can it actually affect your mind for someone whos brain is done developing?
Weed can make you stupid, forgetful, and lazy. With chronic use its half-life is longer then 14 days. THC is lipophilic that means it sticks to your fat-cells and slowly release over time as you burn fat, so even if you didn't smoke since yesterday, you'll still be acting like a pothead. So yes, while not delaying brain development in already formed brains, it does have an overlasting effect on the mind that can stay for up to a month (pluse minus) of being "sober". Depending on your fat levels and how fast you burn through them.

>>82986743
>kept getting stuck in thought patterns about cycles within cycles
Thought loops are one common trap pasychedelics have in store. But it can be easily avoided with experience navigating thoughtspace. That comes with time, experience, and exposure to the drug. Being good at self-soothing is a big pluse.
How experienced of a tripper were you when this occurred?

>>82986842
i was freshmeat

kind of want to hero dose shrooms now, ive got like 15g. wonder what it will be like

>>82986850
>i was freshmeat
Oh, then I wouldn't consider it an OD so much as just taking a bigger dose than usual and getting stuck in a common thought loop. Still odd you don't feel the same after it, it should fade away fast enough ime.

>>82986927
>wonder what it will be like
Probably visuals obscuring your vision, some sort of an ego-death, and 1000kmph zooming thougts. Might get into a thought loop and will need experience to deal with it properly. May wander around in an aimless fugue state for a while.

>>82986971
ego death sounds interesting, how would i avoid thought loops? i've also got some kpins to take for the comedown, when should i take those?

>>82986988
>ego death sounds interesting
It is for some, for others, terrifying.
>how would i avoid thought loops?
The ability to easily navigating thoughtspace comes with time, experience, and exposure to the drug. Being good at self-soothing and grounding is a big pluse.
>i've also got some kpins to take for the comedown, when should i take those?
You take them if things are too hactic and out of control or for when you feel anxiety. The actual comedown of psychs isn't as bad as, say, Amphetamines and generally does not require benzos to ease it.
Not knowing all this basic stuff make me feel like you shouldn't do as much Shrooms. Maybe try 3-3.5g instead? It'll still be very trippy.

>>82987121
i've done plenty of shrooms but never approached ego death, i also have just had a bad streak of bad comedowns. havent encountered thought loops which i guess is a good sign, highest i ever dosed was 5 grams. my main concern is that kpins take ~3hrs to kick in

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>>82986165
I took over a gram of pregabalin, I promised I would stop for good but im mixing it with alcohol and caffeine
listening to utsu p renaissance, great album
i wish the mormons next door died, fuck em all.

The third season of log horizon was such a dissapointment, i don't think we'll get a 4th season...

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>>82986165
I took strychnine and nail polish remover. Uh, where are my Kools? I feel like I'm fucking dying. Alcohol wasn't doing it anymore, wanted an upgrade. Big mistake.

>>82987373
Jesus, I'm shivering like a motherfucker. Feel like I weigh a thousand pounds. Christ, help me.

>>82987381
this mf tried to get high on pesticide
pray for him cause i won't

>>82987373
LARP obv but gl bro. just call emergency services at this point, idk what you were hoping to accomplish

>>82987381
If I don't die this will be the best high I ever had. Might as well be on the fucking moon! Never gone through so many emotions and physical states at once. A second ago I thought I could feel my heart bursting and my stomach crawling up my throat. Now I'm more euphoric than tramadol can make me. I feel surprisingly autonomous

Is it impossible to become an opiate addict without overdosing in 2025?

>>82987620
just grow your own poppies, bro

do I go to my favorite hooker or I spend my sunday searching for liberty caps??

decisions decisions

>>82987620
I've been addicted to opioids like 3 times this year, if you're not in the US and you only fw prescriptions then it's unlikely you'll get rekt by fentanyl.

I wish I had an oxy, tram or anything so badly right now.
I experienced traumatic shit not too long ago and I have nothing to cope with.

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genuinely considering taking pregabalin for the 4th day in a row
i know i'm on the line of possibly kind of wasting some of it but i'm getting decent amount of money next week so i can just order more
p.s. i don't have any other drugs and the only real option aside from it is going to buy alcohol

one year sober today and its so fucking miserable. I dream of being able to smoke weed, drink and pop adderall or snort meth everyday. I literally cant though because Im stuck in a sober living house and dont make enough money to afford to live anywhere else and dont even have a car I can live out of. please someone fucking kill me

>>82988266
Drink a shitload of energy drinks, it's kinda like being high on stims.

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popping up some gummies and shmonking da hash, sunday lazy day. i'm out of gin.

>>82988266
Yeah i couldn't go sober for more than a month i'm too much of an addict.

>>82988310
caffiene does literally nothing at all for me. last night I chugged a large energy drink after work to try and get in a good game session and I literally took a nap instead right after

>>82987373
>I took strychnine and nail polish remover
Dude, why are you taking pesticide and nail polish remover just upgrade to benzo addiction or Opiates instead of the Alcohol. Strychnine especially is highly toxic and leads to muscle spasms and to your lungs locking up which will kill you.

>>82987620
>Is it impossible to become an opiate addict without overdosing in 2025?
As long as your stuff's clean and you use it to moderation I don't see the problem. Shame about the addict part, though. Maybe try responsible use?

>>82987793
>do I go to my favorite hooker or I spend my sunday searching for liberty caps?
Go foraging. Some nature will do you good, *and* you'd be scoring a trip. The hooker will be there next week too, when you've got a jar full of Shrooms waiting for you at home.

>>82988121
>I wish I had an oxy, tram or anything so badly right now
Or try Weed or even Ketamine instead of using Opates as an emotional crutch, which can't be good for you.
>I experienced traumatic shit not too long ago
I'm sorry to hear. Hope things'll work out in the end and you'll be able to put all of this behind you soon.

>>82987373
>>82987381
>>82987409
>>82987422
>>82987439
Wtf does strychnine do? I heard a Sonics song by the name and assumed it was something normal many people did. I didn't know it was a pesticide. What happens when you mix it with acetone? Is this guy dead?

>>82988127
>genuinely considering taking pregabalin for the 4th day in a row
I've heard safe tolerance-positive of GABApentinoid use is 2 time a week spread out with a low-mid dose, so be careful of getting addicted.
That said, anything's better than Alcohol.
Also, work on finding a plug for some real drugs and become a polydrug user to compensate for days you don't use GABApentinoids.

>>82988663
im not that poster but whats a good polydrug setup?

>>82988266
>one year sober today and its so fucking miserable
Damn, no one should be apart from drugs this long involuntarily. I wish you many highs in the future! (Maybe consider taking the Meth orally instead of snorting it though)
>I literally cant though because Im stuck in a sober living house
Define a "sober living house", like a program housing for addicts or that the people you live with are sober? You can be sneaky about it, you know. I was 5 years sober at my mother's house since I had no income and it wasn't so bad. But now I've discovered benzos as well as Amphetamines in general and Meth specifically I cannot go back to being sober 24/7. It's daily use of benzos and biweekly Meth binges for me.
Hope things'll be looking up for you soon, anon.

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>>82988673
Weed, any "traditional psyche", and ketamine
Can't even number the times ive done shrooms, acid, or even 2cb with ketamine. Usually using weed somewhere along the way, too, to up this or re-up near the comedown
Make sure you follow a good mixing chart and a bit of research so that it isn't you last, though

>>82988663
twice a week is more of a keep the most euphoric effects of gabapentinoids rather than avoiding addiction thing
i've taken gabapentin for 10 days in a row which was a huge waste during the last days but got no wds, with pregabalin i've taken it every other day for months in a row a long time ago and only got insomnia, mild anxiety and mild discomfort for the wds and it was still less uncomfortable than a normal hangover
as for the effects most of the best effects were gone but i was still comfy, productive and anxiety free every time i used it which was exactly what i needed back then
i know polyaddiction would be ideal but i don't really have money to start a proper setup and to refill it so i'm stuck binging different substances every now and then
also even with polyaddiction the problem is that i'm kind of a fiend with certain substances and it gets worse when i have a big stash of everything
so basically benzos, alcohol and opioids would be off limit and i don't like stims so that limits the possibilities of doing that for me
>>82988795
polydrug use in this context means finding a different mix of drugs to cycle through so you can avoid physical addiction and maximize the time you can be high on something
>become a polydrug user to compensate for days you don't use GABApentinoids.
although i guess the proper word here is polyaddiction

>>82988673
>whats a good polydrug setup?
I'd assume Weed for the off-time between drugs, GABApentinoids 2 times a week, benzos for the days in between, and either Ketamine or stims (depending on taste) for the weekends. With LSD and MDMA as occational treats as MDMA can only be used safely once a month, and LSD builds-up tolerance fast.

>>82988869
Interesting route of addiction, but I guess I can't judge because I was basically there. Do you have preferences of any kind? Just looking to try everything?

>>82988121
get dxm

>>82988869
>twice a week is more of a keep the most euphoric effects of gabapentinoids rather than avoiding addiction thing
I mean, if you're tolerance-positive you're avoiding addiction, no?
>i don't really have money to start a proper setup and to refill it
Oh, well. That's a shame. I guess you'd have to rely on GABApentinoids then.
>the problem is that i'm kind of a fiend with certain substances and it gets worse when i have a big stash of everything
so basically benzos, alcohol and opioids would be off limit and i don't like stims so that limits the possibilities of doing that for me
Oh, so it's prolly a good idea to avoid exposure to many kinds of drugs if you're prone to abusing them.
>although i guess the proper word here is polyaddiction
No, Google AI says it's polydrug use. The whole point is to avoid addiction while remaining high for as long as possible.

>>82986784
>THC is lipophilic that means it sticks to your fat-cells and slowly release over time as you burn fat,
Tried to look this up once, found a study done on ~100 rats where they showed its possible, but the rats were *injected* with THC, and idk how much THC that was in rat terms. (bpspubs.onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.1476-5381.2009.00399.x)
A different study done on 6 volunteering norwegians in rehab couldn't replicate it within the week of the study. (pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4270258/)

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>>82988313
how do ppl smoke shash withouth tobacco?

>>82988795
Any experience with rhodiola rosea tea + weed?
The rhodiola is supposedly a mild MAOI (pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/19168123/) probably not the wildest drug experience but I'm curious.
Or experience with any MAOI + weed? I heard proper MAOIs can cause unexpected effects with THC or psychs, and caution is advised.

>>82989203
>but the rats were *injected* with THC
Inhaled, injected, both have high bioavailability and both get the THC directly into your bloodstream without any additional proccess (i.e., initial metabolism).
>A different study done on 6 volunteering norwegians in rehab couldn't replicate it within the week of the study
6 people for 1 week is too small of a test group and too short of a research time.
The theory is sound. It's absorbed into fat-cells and goes into the bloodstream when those fat-cells are used.

>>82989214
>how do ppl smoke shash withouth tobacco?
What's shash? Did you mean Hash?
If so, what you can do is have a needle in an upright position, and stick a lump of hash at the tip, then light it up until it's burning, and blow on it to put out the fire. Now it'll act like incense, slowly burning through releaseing smoke untill it turnes to ash. Then, cover it with a cup to capture all of the smoke, and use a straw to inhale it by opening a small crack between the cup and the table. That's how I did it when I had Hash but nothing to mix it with. It workes quite well although you will loose a small amount of smoke whenever you tip the cup for a hit.

>>82989264
>rhodiola rosea tea + weed
From what I read they have opposite effects, with Rhodiola Rosea being more of a stimulant and Weed generally being sedating, and will counter-act each other in theory.
>MAOI + weed?
Not experienced, but from quick research I found it to increases the risk of Serotonin Syndrome, cause mental distability, and cardiac stress. But apart for in Ayahuasca, I'd advise staying away from MAOIs in general as they're highly reactive to all sorts of foods and drugs and have adverse effects, which can be dangerous.

Still, Rhodiola Rosea is an interesting drug that went under my radar, and its mild MAOI qualities are facinating. I like learning about new drugs on
/drugfeel/.

Bumping this thread out of love.

It's hard being a NEET. It's so early in the US and late in the after noon in Europe so nobody's on right now... That's what's killing the thread. To think that on this of all boards druggies would have a life and jobs and things to do beside rotting on 4chan! They only come on during nighttime, which's boring, and make me stay up untill 4-7am to have a decent chat. Where are all my NEETs at?

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Don't die on me yet. I am the fire keeper, bumper of threads.

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Bump cuz I took only 300mg lyrica earlier this morning and I'm starting to feel it, it's gonna be a happy day and I must admit that from time to time I prefer the drugs that make me feel like a degen but this shit is nice too, makes me a joyful person to be around I've noticed, a while back I used to pop like 900mg three times a week for like a month but my consumption has decreased a bit, Won't say I was addicted, just bored desu.
https://youtu.be/DM_1UDrnQOI

>>82990974
>I took only 300mg lyrica earlier this morning and I'm starting to feel it
Hope you have a comfy day, anon.
>I must admit that from time to time I prefer the drugs that make me feel like a degen
Such as?

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multiple rips a day keep the existential dread away!!!!

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>>82990554
i'm the type to use most substances in the evening and i spend most days on something other than imageboards i.e. mostly reading
i just pop in here few times a week and don't even post every time
also my neetbux is pretty meager and i can't afford to use drugs that much
t: evropean neet
>>82990974
700mg for me and it's hitting pretty hard, feeling comfy as fuck and watching dungeon meshi

>>82991366
>Hope you have a comfy day, anon.
Thanks... anon ;D
>Such as?
Opioids or benzos and stuff. ones make me really calm but wanting to be detached, irritable and feeling egotistical even, or cocaine, there was a little period where I was doing some lines, that felt clandestine and dirty, but it was fun for the ritual and stuff.
>>82991892
>700mg
Damn that's a good dose, I'm just listening to music and I might watch a movie or something later, I'm thinking the green mile would be nice. Enjoy yourself anon :D.

>>82991892
>i spend most days on something other than imageboards i.e. mostly reading
i just pop in here few times a week and don't even post every time
You should come here more often and post, especially as a NEET. It's fun and contributing to the community (and helps with my bordom).
What are you currently reading? I'm in the middle of Neuromancer right now.

stupid fucking question but are there any risks on doing shrooms bought from local plug? like being laced with something or being the wrong species

>>82991952
>Opioids or benzos and stuff
It's cool you can do Opiates casually like that and not get addicted. I wish I had access to Opies, though idk if I could've maneged it correctly or go off the deep end (but I have a strong will power and good discipline so it might not have been as bad). Sadly, no vendor on the local market sells any, and Kratom ain't legal here either.
Benzos are really fun when you don't have tolerance to them like I do. Sleeping pills still work but the Clonazepam's bearly felt even at doses of 4mg... Might need to take a break.
>ones make me really calm but wanting to be detached, irritable and feeling egotistical even
I understand the calm part, but why'd you want the rest of those effects?
>cocaine, there was a little period where I was doing some lines
Glad you're off it now. Coke is an evil shit-tier drug that has hooks and is too addictive for what's it worth.

>>82992120
>are there any risks on doing shrooms bought from local plug? like being laced with something or being the wrong species
I think you're fine. Idk how you'd even lace Shrooms. Can't atest for the species, but it's most likely Psilocin Shrooms and you have nothing to worry about. Shrooms are not often messed with in any way.
Now, were you to ask about Shroom chocolate it'd be a different story.

How do I get fentanyl to kill myself with?

>>82992509
>How do I get fentanyl to kill myself with?
DNMs are your best option. It's cheap and comfortable.

Sometimes, when I do enough Meth, am sleep-deprived, and full of benzos, I get a lot of black dots popping in and out in my field of vision and some unfocused fractal closed eye visuals. It's odd and kinda interesting. Who would've guessed Meth causes visuals.

i took a few LSD stamps from my diler friend and i was tripping for like 12-13 hours. worst bad trip of my life. my mind was dying and nobody of my friends could help me. still after a few months i have derealisation,hallucinations and other creepy stuff in my head. dont take too much shit desu even if you are advanced addict

>>82992827
>i took a few LSD stamps
How many tabs did you take? How many ug a tab?
>my mind was dying and nobody of my friends could help me
Sometimes bad trips happen. It comes with the territory.
>still after a few months i have derealisation,hallucinations and other creepy stuff in my head
I've had something similar following a few bad LSD experiences, feeling like I'm dreaming when awake, have intrusive thoughts, parania, and a racing mind but no hallucinations. It lasted two to four months and was suddenly gone overnight one day.
It'll get better, anon.
What kind of hallucinations do you get?

>>82992732
Haven't been on the dnms in years. How do you find the links these days and do they still use Bitcoin or is it monero now?

>>82993069
Nobody is gonna answer you everyone here is terrified of the janny for some reason

Pulling my hair out agonising over whether or not to order an eighth of coke. Used to do stimulants constantly for a few years, mostly MDMA, but tapered off and haven't touched coke in a year almost to the day. Got that itch, want to feel elevated and energised instead of braindead and depressed. Just know I will regret it, that I'll end up stimfapping for half a day to something god awful and come down curled up in a ball wishing I was dead. Wish I could rid myself of the urge ffs

>>82989863
Yeah, rhodiola came to my attention when I tried to separate bullshit dietary supplements from real ones, spent an evening consulting chatgt and google. The full list of dietary supplements/smart drugs that seem real and legally available to me:
>plants
mucuna puriens, epimedium, ptychopetalum olacoides, rhodiola rosea, turnera diffusa, calea zacatechichi, yohimbe, blue lotus
>fungi
ganoderma, cordyceps sinensis, hericium (lion's mane)

>Weed generally being sedating,
Weed makes me hyped and enthusiastic, that's why I thought this combo would work out for me. (Unless the grass has very high CBD content, then I'll get retarded, sleepy and hungry like anyone else.)
Thanks for the warning on MAOIs, I'll probably sit on the fence a little more before I decide what to do, I'm with team less-is-more.

>>82993003
4 tabs but i dont know ug. not my first bad trip but def scariest one.i hope so it will get better. i hallucinate about my ways to die , i see fucked up things everyvere. i wanna end it all but its getting better

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I've been eating 7oh and browsing the CWCki all day. I'm sorry Jesus...I didn't want to end up like this.

>>82993069
>How do you find the links these days
Daunt(dot)link is a linkhub. Hope that's not enough to get me banned. Would rather to just have my reply deleted if it's not according to terms of use.
>do they still use Bitcoin or is it monero now?
They use monero.

>>82990554
confirmed: junkies are more functional than /pol/fags and incels.
>>82992005
NTA but neuromancer blew me away, it essentially predicted the internet. We're not navigating an ocean of data while riding a digital shark but still.
>>82992120
Natural highs like shrooms are some of the safest in the sense that plants/mushrooms are too much effort to fake. You know what you get, which means you can do research and know whether you want it in the first place.

>>82992223
>It's cool you can do Opiates casually like that and not get addicted
I do the weak ones, trams and codeine, they are addictive but not as monstrous as stronger stuff is. The addiction develops overtime and if you use them to escape from situations too often, then your body starts to rely on them completely and you end up fucked, that scares me alot and without tolerance, a good codeine high can make everything beautiful for a bit. sad for you to not be able to get them and stuff, maybe sometime you'll get the to use a dnm or something.
>why'd you want the rest of those effects?
They just happen, when I'm all nodded up I just feel like drifting away, I don't care about people about nothing at all, it's blissful but at the same time it amplifies feelings of isolation and stuff, weird, the occasional benzo, I prefer the ones with long half lives, relax me alot but at the same time they make me like, feel powerful in a way, more than what I really am.
>Coke is an evil shit-tier drug
Yeah it sucks ass, the high is good for like 20 seconds after you snort it and then it just goes away slowly, then you feel like shit and you know it sucks but still you want more in a very artificial way. gumming instead of snorting was more fun tho, lasted a bit longer. but it lack the fun of the ritual of being there. chopping up the lines in a dim light room.

>>82993259
I can't tell if my tolerance has sky rocketed this high or its that suboxone stays in your system for days after dosing, but I've been going through 400mg a day and feeling basically nothing. Scared that I'm still fucking myself up

>>82993508
I find that once you pass 300 mg a day it stops doing anything whatsoever. The urge to redose is crazy, especially when you're barely feeling anything from it. How soon after dosing do you go into withdrawals?

>>82993124
>Pulling my hair out agonising over whether or not to order an eighth of coke. Used to do stimulants constantly for a few years, mostly MDMA, but tapered off and haven't touched coke in a year almost to the day
Don't buy Coke, keep the streek you're on going. Coke is a shit drug with a harsh comedown and addiction risk that is not worth the money for the very little benefits it has to offer. Just think of the disappointmet you'll have with yourself.
Go for Amphetamine or Meth to calm your craving for a stim if you happen to cave-in, they're cheaper, stronger, last longer, and don't have such hard comedowns especially if you have some benzos on hand. And try to stay away from stimfapping if that bothers you, though I never saw the harm in it. Also MDMA is best used once a month at most and not often as it is dangerous, so I'm glad you kicked the habbit.
>Wish I could rid myself of the urge ffs
I find my cravings are gone after a good meal, so maybe eat something, though it might be just me. Find what works for you.

Smoke weed everyday
I'm allowed to cope.

>>82993542
Should I be expecting withdrawals? Shit, I'd better stop popping them. The suboxone must definitely still be in my system

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Ate 200mg gummies and puffing on this cart. Thinking I'd better stick to weed and toss the poison 7oh. Sideways pic but I'm too lazy to fix it. October was breast cancer awareness month? Nobody made a big deal about it, I forgot until they gave me this bag at the dispo

opioids are great, im so happy. i accept everything and love everyone. i will fuck up my life and get old and die alone but as long as i can feel this way it wont matter

>>82993213
Wow that's quite the research you did! I just read about every one you mentioned and less interested in the sexual enhancement ones. Some good finds, though. Good work.
And yeah, be careful with MAOIs, they can be tricky to use right, and I consider them to be hardcore (at least, too hardcore for me).
>Weed makes me hyped and enthusiastic, that's >why I thought this combo would work out for me
If you smoke Sativa then it might just work out, though I'd still be concerned about opposing counter effects.
Have fun and be safe!

>>82993241
>4 tabs but i dont know ug
Well that's just silly to do and an overkill no matter the ugs. I always do one as you can't trust dealers to actually know the ug. Maybe two if I'm especially daring or have tolerance.
>not my first bad trip but def scariest one
I fully understand.
> i hallucinate about my ways to die
What form does it take? How so?
>i see fucked up things everyvere
Like what specifically?
>i wanna end it all but its getting better
And it'll keep getting better. Don't worry, you'll be back to baseline before you know it!
Stay strong, anon.

>>82993864
Out of all those things I listed, yohimbe seems to be the only one that truly is a sex drug. The rest is probably just stimulating at most, no more of an aphrosidiac than caffeine. I'm especially sceptical about cordyceps sinensis in that regard, chinese traditional medicine attributes male sexual prowess to fucking everything, even shark fin and literal snake oil.

>>82993508
NTA.
>I can't tell if my tolerance has sky rocketed this high or its that suboxone stays in your system for days after dosing, but I've been going through 400mg a day and feeling basically nothing
It's probably the Suboxone and you're wasting product. But wow, I can't believe people get to 300-400mg 7OH when common high dose is 10-20mg. Must be a real junkie when it comes to 7OH to end-up dosing this high. I don't envy you or the devastating withdrawals you're going to go through. Hold that Suboxone tight.
That said, I have a relatively very high stim tolerance and dose 350mg Meth a session while others will get the same result from 30-50mg or 50-100mg (my numbers may be miscalculated due to the high tolerance and since I'm used to dosing 50mg a dose and redose untill I reach 350mg so I shoot high) so who am I to say?

>>82993371
>junkies are more functional than /pol/fags and incels
So it would seem T_T
>neuromancer blew me away, it essentially predicted the internet
Yeah! And its influence on cyberpunk style and culture is still seen today e.g., CP2077.

>>82994151
You think I'm gonna have bad withdrawals even though I've only dosed like that for about 3 days? Shit... I've been an idiot. I dont usually dose like that, before the subs I was in the 40mg range to be near nodding for 2.5 hours.

Is it worth finding a good balance using both phenibut and alcohol, so you can get the drunk effect with as little alcohol as possible? Or is mixing the 2 something you shouldn't even fuck around with at all?

>>82994565
1+1=3
i like to mix pregabalin with alcohol for comfier drunkness and no hangovers

>>82993452
>I do the weak ones, trams and codeine, they are addictive but not as monstrous as stronger stuff is
Yeah, that makes sense. I did 100mg tramadol once and saw the potential for abuse. But it's not as bad as Morphine or Heroin or oxys.
>if you use them to escape from situations too often, then your body starts to rely on them completely
Be careful with that then. Using drugs as an emotional crutch is a sure way to addiction
>maybe sometime you'll get the to use a dnm
Not likely, customs are strict and punishments are severe. Maybe LSD.
>I just feel like drifting away, I don't care about people about nothing at all, it's blissful but at the same time it amplifies feelings of isolation
I see. Must be nice. Interesting it brings out the feeling of isolation instead of numbing it. I wondered why you wanted irritability.
>it lack the fun of the ritual of being there. chopping up the lines in a dim light room
I see the appeal of rituals as I've had many and still do. Like messuring a dose of Meth on a scale before dumping it into a cup of water and chugging it with the iconic aftertaste.

is there any drug that has the same euphoria and intrapersonal empathy effect that mdma/ecstasy causes?

>>82993691
>Ate 200mg gummies and puffing on this cart
Wow that's a lot of Weed.
>Thinking I'd better stick to weed and toss the poison 7oh
Why waste good 7OH? You can do it responsibly, can't you? If you actually cannot then yeah, good idea.

>>82994565
Don't mix em dude. It'll be a bad time

>>82994715
No I cannot do it responsibly, unfortunately. That much weed is actually a small dose for me but this time for some reason its kicking my ass. Have pizza and ice cream but not hungry at all yet

>>82993753
>as long as i can feel this way it wont matter
Enjoy it while it last since it won't stay like this for long. Before you know it best case, you're dosing 10X as much as you used to to get just as high and worst (and more likely) case, you'll only be dosing to avoid withdrawals without getting any high at all. Not to mention overspending on higher and higher amounts to keep it going and going broke, lending money you won't be able to pay back and burning bridges, ruining relationships and plummeting your reputation.
Keep it responsible. Keep it under control.
Have fun and stay safe!

>>82994033
Interesting. I'm definitely more interested in stimulating and sedating effectss.

>>82994214
>You think I'm gonna have bad withdrawals even though I've only dosed like that for about 3 days?
Yes. Definitely. That's too much, man. And Opioid withdrawals normally start after 3 days of repeated use.
>I dont usually dose like that, before the subs I was in the 40mg range to be near nodding for 2.5 hours
That's a still high but more acceptable dose. My advise? STOP WITH THE SUBOXONE. Especially when you have so much 7OH around. You do not need it currently, so why use it in the first place?

>>82994214
>>82994920
Stop with the subs? I think I need to get off the 7oh man. I'm not feeling it, if I'm only in for withdrawals then its time to get off.
Ok I'm starting to feel weird in my extremities and put half a sub under my tongue, 4mg bupe 2mg naloxone so hopefully that let's me know whats going on. I am on 200mg THC edibles which could be influencing things but its usually a small dose for me

>>82993753
Based. I'm high on opis too. Ignore this hater >>82994801

>>82994954
*4mg bupe 1mg nalox

>>82994565
You can mix them but you have to be careful about it as it will hit you harder than you expect and you'll think you are much more sober than you actually are.

>>82994688
>is there any drug that has the same euphoria and intrapersonal empathy effect that mdma/ecstasy causes?
MMC3 and MMC4 as well as other novel designer drugs or RCs.

>>82994745
>No I cannot do it responsibly
Then dump it.
>actually a small dose for me
It amazed me to what insane new levels of tolerances the more potent dosed products originating from the ligalization's industrial boom has caused.

>>82994966
>Based. I'm high on opis too. Ignore this hater
I'm not hating, I'm just concerned. Opiates can be used resposibly. But that anon showed no intention on using them in any reasonable way.
I did tell him to have fun. Just consider the ramifications of prolonged and unchecked misuse, is all.

>>82994954
>I think I need to get off the 7oh man. I'm not feeling it, if I'm only in for withdrawals then its time to get off
Even better idea. Yeah, do that. I was speaking considering you still wanted to use 7OH, as you've shown interest in doing in your previous posts.
>I am on 200mg THC edibles
>but its usually a small dose for me
Amazing to me how potent Weed products have become due to ligalization. That's an insane amount of THC for me.

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I did opioids 7 evenings in a row my tolerance is already through the roof

>>82995489
I hope u overdose and die :) I hate u drug fags

it's far more likely that you'll kill yourself first

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Well now the day is going to an end, was very very comfy indeed, just 300mg were enough to get me through the entire day, all the effects have worn out by now but I'm here with the beautiful afterglow of pregab I guess, or tomorrow it will be idk, I took a nap and now I have some energy for the night.

>>82994672
>But it's not as bad as Morphine or Heroin or oxys.
Definitely not, although addiction can develop and get fucked up, it's far from being as likely.
>Using drugs as an emotional crutch is a sure way to addiction
It definitely is, I was mentioning it to kinda tell how addiction tends to start, although it can be different and more sudden sometimes, lots of possibilities.
>customs are strict and punishments are severe. Maybe LSD.
That sucks man, but some LSD might be better overall.
>Interesting it brings out the feeling of isolation instead of numbing it. I wondered why you wanted irritability.
Irritability is also not something that I want but it just happens, told me something that I don't want to hear when i'm kinda barred or with a nod and It's more likely that I will get slightly mad, not to the point of screaming or stuff like that, just kinda mad.
>Like messuring a dose of Meth on a scale before dumping it into a cup of water
Yeah so you get what I mean with the ritual, it's kind of special.

was a pleasure talking to you and take care drugfellers, today was a good day...
https://youtu.be/qqpTq9_rf_Q

Wtf how long can meth last?
I bought some from friend and went to the club at around 23:00, ingested tiny amounts of powder with the last dose at around 6:00 AM. I am used to taking MDMA so I expected to go to sleep in the afternoon after entire night of dancing but here I am on 4 AM Monday and I just called in sick at my work after seeing my eyes in the mirror - I'm still completely fucked up 22 hours after my last dose.

So I'm in my bed just waiting for it to finally wear off so I can probably fall into a coma for 12 hours.
I can see why people prefer insuflating/smoking meth instead, ingesting it causes high to be way to long. I just hope my poor heart recovers fine after hitting 140 BPM every time I take a few steps to take a piss lmao

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Whenever I get high and play online video games I seem to get matched with other people that are also high or drunk more often. Like the game knows we're under the influence of a drug. Or maybe it isnt even about the game maybe it's just a spiritual connection. Like we're on the same wavelength so we were fated to play this game together. Anyone else experience this or just me.

>>82995489
>I did opioids 7 evenings in a row
Taking Opiates more than 2 day in a row can lead to withdrawals, so I hope you're ready for those.
Apart for this warning, have fun, anon. Be safe!

>>82996512
>although it can be different and more sudden sometimes
I've heard of immidiate addiction in theory but it's rare and I don't see it happening conceptually.
>some LSD might be better overall
Yeah, I just don't see the point in getting slightly higher quality LSD and waiiting days for it to arrive when my current guy'll deliver me cheap tabs in 45 minutes or less.
>told me something that I don't want to hear when i'm kinda barred or with a nod and It's more likely that I will get slightly mad
I get you, I hate buzzkillers.
>was a pleasure talking to you and take care drugfellers, today was a good day
As with you. Glad you've had a good day, and goodnight.

>>82996518
Ayo this here hwyteboi cant handle them stuka-tabletten!

>>82996518
>how long can meth last?
8-12 and up to 24 hours dependingon tolerance. And yeah, definitely way defferent than MDMA.
>ingested tiny amounts of powder
That's one of your problems. *Always* mussure your dose on a scale. If you're going to a club or out for the night,p have premessured doses in foil packets or capsuls (if you have empty capsules to fill them with). Also, invest in a good scale. Decent 0.001scales are available on amazon for cheap. Here's what I got: https://a.co/d/fx3N923 and it workes perfectly.
>I can see why people prefer insuflating/smoking meth instead, ingesting it causes high to be way to long
Definitely not. While a bit shorter (~4-8 and up to 12 hours depending on tolerance) and more intense, those ROAs are dangerous as they can be wildly more addictive. People prefer them for the higher bioavailability, the immediate rush of euphoria, and quick onset of effects. Stick to oral. Trust me, you really don't want to be smoking Meth. Or else you'll be in for a ride you probably don't want to take.
Hope you feel better and get some sleep, though the 1st and 2nd nights of sleep are usually 4-6 hours long.
H
Goodluck and hope you had fun!)

Desolation, once again.

>most of what gets me excited is related to gooning
>grew a habit ritual of stimfapping over the last 5 years
>tolerance has caught up
>now gooning has lost it shine, with or without stims
>nothing to really live for anymore
Time to kill myself I guess

I took lyrica yesterday so I wake up fucked up and can just live normally!!
I'm a fucking genius >:3

>>82997667
Thanks for advice, you're totally right I shouldn't have been winging it with the dosage.
I thought I measured an okay amount since the effect wasn't overwhelming or anything, it felt nice but not crazy - so i couldn't have taken THAT much, unless ingested meth has a ceiling effect and taking more only extends your high.

I'm definitely going to stick to Molly in the future, with MDMA I feel great for 4-6 hours and then I can easily go to bed and sleep through the worst parts of the comedown.

With meth I found that the feel good chemicals ran out completely around halfway through the high and now I'm just left restless and irritated, unable to sleep while simultaneously not feeling like doing anything.

Its been just over 27 hours after my last dose as of this post and I still can't sleep.
I have been awake for total of 72 hours now. I have a slight headache and my jaw hurts for some reason ( I didn't experience any gurning/teeth clenching so I don't know where the fuck is that coming from ).

>>82997880
>Time to kill myself I guess
Or just take a 7-30 days break to let your body and mind reset instead?
Also, what you describe is a nasty habbit and can't be good for you , but I'm glad you enjoyed it.
Honestly, I don't get why some people take so much stims for so many days in a row
(2 days in a row being the ideal maximun) and not expect it to backfire on them in any way. I mean, I get the appeal, but have some common sense ffs.

>>82998111
>have some common sense ffs.
your common sense could be someone else's advanced knowledge.

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>>82998111
>I don't get why some people take so much stims for so many days in a row
Nta, but in my experience it's never something I plan to do, it just happens.

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>>82997899
>I thought I measured an okay amount since the effect wasn't overwhelming or anything, it felt nice but not crazy - so i couldn't have taken THAT much
I'm glad it went ok this time, but eyeballing your dosage is highly inaccurate. Picrel.
>unless ingested meth has a ceiling effect
It does not.
>I'm definitely going to stick to Molly in the future
Mind you, unlike Meth, MDMA can be used safely only once a month, in doses lower than 180mg, and not doing intensive activity (i.e., dancing) or else you'd be physically cooking you brain with body heat.
>With meth I found that the feel good chemicals ran out completely around halfway through the high
When I do Meth I get the effects all throughout the experience.
>I'm just left restless and irritated, unable to sleep while simultaneously not feeling like doing anything
I use benzos for that. I'm still unable to sleep, but thanks to the benzos I'm calmly drifting in bed untill 12am the next day. It's quite restful.
>Its been just over 27 hours after my last dose as of this post and I still can't sleep
I'm awake for 48 hours before going to sleep after a Meth session, so you might need to wait a while longer.
>I have been awake for total of 72 hours now
Damn, that's a lot.

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>>82991721
basedposter

wazzaaaap

>>82998147
>your common sense could be someone else's advanced knowledge
True, but info on risks and addiction is widely available these days. And anyone with a brain cell can conceptulize that doing a lot can lead to bad things.
>>82998196
>but in my experience it's never something I plan to do, it just happens
That's a lame excuse. Be an adult and control yourself. It's not that hard. I've been doing Meth once every 7-14 days and know when to say "enough is enough" and stop dosing, it's easy. But I understand the compulsive nature of stims. The good thing aboit Meth's that it's long-lasting so once you get to the right level of high you can stop dosing and stay on it for a while without the compulsive redosing you'd get from other Amphetamines; trying to avoid the crash and ending-up going through a whole bag.

>>82998316
I actually wait 6-8 weeks between each Molly roll, I used to stick to the 3 month rule for few years but after some experimenting I've figured out that 6-8 weeks is the smallest amount of recovery period that allows for full tolerance reset. I tried doing Molly once a month and I noticed my rolls getting progressively weaker - then again I do take large doses.

What would you say is the minimal break period between each meth night? There's clearly much less serotonin released but I'm not sure about the other chemicals, after all there is STILL something in my brain preventing me from falling asleep.

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>>82997>>82997339
bthis comment is zased... so fvcking zased...

>>82998446
>I've figured out that 6-8 weeks is the smallest amount of recovery period that allows for full tolerance reset
Research says a month is enough, but what you have is a good range.
>What would you say is the minimal break period between each meth night?
I do Meth once every 7-14 days and it's been treating me well. The most optimal is 14-30 days, but my method workes well and is tolerance-positive. I guess that on lower doses like 5-15mg you could do it more often though.

>>82998401
Woke up buzzed on lyrica, amazing since I can get through a morning without self-harming or going on a bender.

Took 3mg Lorazepam to chill and fell asleep T_T

>>82997370
I don't have physical withdrawals, only psychological ones

>>82993651
Um...yeah anon...how long have you been doing 400 mg a day? You're gonna want to make sure you still have some 7 because you're probably going to want to taper. I don't want to scare you or anything but the withdrawals from 7 are pretty rough.

page 9 bump even tho i'm likely going to be sober today

>>82997899
80 hours awake, what In the actual fuck.
I'm going to try and force myself to eat something since I haven't eaten anything these last 2 days, just been drinking water + vitamin tab per day.
Wish me luck anons I'll be in serious shit with Mr Shekelberg if I skip another workday tomorrow.

I love the poster itt that always says some really negative shit about your choices and the wraps it up with a "oh but what do I know I'm a stim addict, have fun and be safe!" Just makes me lol is all

>>82999519
Only for about 2.5 days and I think the suboxone is just totally blocking it because I feel completely fine without it when I should be going into withdrawal. I've been dumb trying to game it so I can have both but it really is one or the other with subs

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Anyone try this shit yet? I got mine ordered

>>83001680
>>>Florida-legal
Sounds threatening

>>83001963
Florida Man will be happy

I wanted to try a fancy strain of weed but I didn't fucking have enough money :<
my heart's brocken

>>83002439
yer english is brocken as well

>>82986165
drugs are gay and will turn you gay, so dont do drugs

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My nanotechnology tabs came sooner than expected. I guess the vendor is doing some silly MtG themed promo. Haven't tried nano 7oh yet but no sense doing it jow while the subs seem to still be blocking everything... it was nice to come off the 7oh with them when I ran out of money but now that I've reupped I want to party again! Oh well

Dispo is doing 300mg gummies for $22, gonna hit that up on my way back from my psych appt (in which I will be getting more subs to stash away)

page 9 bump for pregabalin

I IV'd 100ish mg of mdma that i'd saved for a rainy day. really kinda lackluster effects. A good roll there for a second. I had just asked the vendor for a sample a while ago and it's sat in my cabinet for a few months. Does this shit start to get less potent if it sits in a vacuum-sealed bag somewhere?
I didn't shoot it all at once because I was a bit trepidatious of what a proper dosage looked like, but I soon realized that the physiological side effects weren't even as bad as just amphetamine. Do benzos blunt MDMA? I took one of those this morning, and a pregabalin too. Smoking weed too, of course. Should've taken it orally, honestly, and had a longer roll.

DERILIO, DERILIO
YE ESO VIVO

>>82992802
It must be the benzos, I had the same visuals happen to me when high on Tramadol and Pregabalin

do you guys think drugs will cure me
>>>41568210

>>83004163
whooaaa
how do yuo get those? i know 7oh is the main alkaloid in kratom but is is 7oh technically an opiate? or not rlly bc it's not from opium but it works on the brain in a similar way?

>>83007462
whoops oh well
link is some stupid tranny shit dont worry about it anons

>>82986165
Current strain of weed I have been vaping is so shit.
It taste really bad compared to the others and the effects are really weak.
I had to take a 3 day T-break and use nearly half a gram of the stuff to actually feel properly high, which is awful since it stinks.
I thought since it was called Sasquatch it would hit hard, instead it just taste like what I imagine a Sasquatch's armpit would taste like. So fucking gross.

>>82986193
Jesus Christ, fucking why?
Treat Adderall as a get shit done drug, not as a "fun" drug and dose with that in mind.
Of course you feel like shit after taking that much. Shit, I took 20mg back to back once while trying to all night a essay. I don't think I was ever more irritable then I was during the comedown the following day. I literally yelled at a cloud at one point because "it fucked with my light".
The come down from 200mg would probably make me literally indiscriminately homicidal. If it didn't flat out kill me that is.

Seriously, don't do something like that again. It's not worth it.

>>82986510
Depends on what you mean by easist.

Acetaminophen is easy to accidentally OD on because they put it in nearly every over the counter drug, and a lot of people take it when they are already befuddled with a cold or flu.
Plus the primary symptom of a OD is sudden liver failure. It's a really shit way to go. People feel fine for the first day, feel sick enough to go to the ER the second day, then suffer through painful irreversible organ failure and die over a week of agony while the doctors can do nothing for them.
Worst of all, acetaminophen is almost completely useless for the reasons most use it, as it's clinically ineffective for pain relief in most cases. It's effective for certain kinds of migraines, and it's effective at breaking fevers, but it does basically nothing for most other kinds of pain.

If you mean the smallest amount could kill you, then if you don't have high tolerance to opioids the other anon is right, Fent can pretty easily kill.
Fucking up dose by a few micrograms could be enough to cause you to stop breathing.
We are talking about the scale of a few grains of table salt in weight.
Ideally fent would only be advanced users only, but most ODs come from people who don't know they are taking fent at all, or don't know the ratio it's been cut so can't properly dose from batch to batch.

>>82986696
>You can't really ovedose on Shrooms.
Technically you can, mostly depending on the particular mushroom, but they do have a LD50 and you can take enough to cause physical damage or death.
It's just a lot, like a lot alot. Like a quarter of a pound of the stuff or more.
Still, it has happened.

>>83007690
>fucking why?
I won't stop messaging her until she leaves that faggot and gets with me. Even if it takes months!

>>83007462
7oh is not the main alkaloid in kratom. even if you buy kratom extracts that come from a lab, theres only a miniscule amount of 7oh. mitragyinine is the main alkaloid of kratom leaf, you are getting VERY tiny amounts of 7oh from the leaf. again, even extracts that have the potency of a whole bag in one bottle still dont have an amount of 7oh that would actually mean anything.

7oh fits more in the category of designer drug

Any O-PCE and 3-MeO-PCE fans here? O-PCE cured my treatment resistant depression, hope it doesn't kill me tho.

>>83007962
you sound like you redosed, this weird kind of enthusiastic faux aggression

>>83008114
Didn't take any today, I only have 3 left and a while for refill. Waiting to take them for sending my next love letters

>>83008187
and what are you gonna do when she gets with you and youre unable to match your previous enthusiasm

>>83008349
why wouldn't I be able to, I'm like, obsessed

First time getting high was w a 40mg edible in a moving vehicle. Thought I was going to die and was having crazy visions. A hot tamale indeed

i live in north canada am i just being paranoid for keeping my edibles and joints in the fridge, i barely use my heater

>>82986193
how do you even get that much

>>83008612
My first time getting high was on a microdose in a dry herb vaporizer.

It put a smile on my face when it hit, then everything felt nice. All was right with the world and my place in it.

First time with edibles I ate 0.5 grams melted in a peanut butter sauce on a brownie.
When at it's peak it was pretty good, but I don't like standard edibles. They take far too long to hit and keep me at "medium" for far too long after peak high.
I am planning to try tinctures. Both alcohol and oil based tinctures.
I have heard they take effect far sooner and don't last as long as eddibles. Plus they can be mixed into normal drinks without a lengthy infusion process or the drink needing to be fatty.

But to steer things back to you.
Did you take a one that strong for your first time intentionally knowing what you were in for?
I would love to hear the full story.

>>83008636
Why are you keeping your joints in the fridge?

Edibles are food+ so if the food typically requires being in the fridge then sure, but if it's shelf stable then it's fine at room temp.

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Havent had any real drug use (caffeine lol) in over a year. Sometimes i read t hese threads for the nostagia and to live vicariously through others but I could never go back. I'm too comfy with the stability of sobriety to return to those cycles of highs and lows. I honestly would rather feel 3/10 all the time than alternate between 8/10 and 1/10

>>83008889
i heard that it helps keep the thc more stable, but that might've been people talking about edibles

>>83001680
>>83008099
How come anons just nonchalantly buy research chems/designer drugs? What if it has an unknown side effect that causes your dick to fall off in the next 10 years?

>>83001972
Florida man is definetly a stim user tho

Not all benzos are like xanax right?

>>83009700
I've had major treatment resistant depression for the past 20 years, I was literally on my third suicide note draft, building a funeral playlist and writing my will.

I tried countless meds, tricyclics, SSRIs, SNRIs, MAOIs, atypicals, been in therapy for 20 years and no improvements whatsoever.

The only thing that helped was ketamine, but it was lasting only until I went to sleep and I'd need to take huge amounts and then be disabled for a few hours to bask in the after effects.

Recently I started taking dopamine agonists (meds for Parkinson's) which at least managed to get me to do stuff but the depression was still there.

I had taken 3-MeO-PCE previously, all my friends had a horrible time while I had a blast on it, so I tried O-PCE, 30mg. Depression instantly and completely gone. Brain fog gone. Pure mental clarity with no high aside from enjoying music a lot more. Now find the idea of killing myself silly even if I've been getting closer and closer to suicide every single day (I literally have a noose in my living room).

Structurally it's close to ketamine anyway, so it's likely gonna have the same effects on bladder and urethra, but the dosage is much smaller, I haven't taken it in a week and the depression and brain fog haven't come back yet.

If it kills me in a few years it's still going to be worth it considering how miserable I would have been otherwise. And if it makes my dick fall it makes no difference because I hate women.

how the fuck are people using amphetamines for productivity. every time i take some i get an incredible urge to talk shit with my bro at 300 wpm for hours on end, but i take it alone at my desk in the hopes of getting work done so instead i come here and post vapid garbage in every thread on three boards until i collapse

>>83009505
It is plenty stable at typical room temps.

>>83001270
>80 hours awake, what In the actual fuc
That really shouldn't be happening on Meth unless you've been redosing.

>>83001550
>says some really negative shit about your choices and the wraps it up with a "oh but what do I know I'm a stim addict, have fun and be safe!"
Sounds like me since I end with "have fun and be safe" a lot. I'm not an addict, and my concerns are real. Bad choices are bad choices no matter who points them out. And I only said "but what can I really say" once for the sake of honesty about a guy with a high tolerance since I have one too and it's not ideal. I'm trying to help people. Stop being a retard.

>>83007385
>It must be the benzos, I had the same visuals happen to me when high on Tramadol and Pregabalin
The black spots probably, but the CEV came before taking any, only with the the Meth.

>>83007462
>how do yuo get those?
My main the vendor link is literally right there on the bag lol

>>83010032
they're pretty much all like xanax

>>83010032
Like the other guy said they are all like xanax, yes as far as how they will make you feel. The only difference between them is the intensity and duration of effects

>>83008072
>theres only a miniscule amount of 7oh. mitragyinine is the main alkaloid of kratom leaf, you are getting VERY tiny amounts of 7oh from the leaf
NTA. Maybe, but the Mitragyinine turns to 7OH in the body anyway.

>>83011860
You're just a funny guy is all. I think everyone's here knows what kind of choices they're making without your input

>>83006251
>trepidatious
New word added to vocabulary

>>83011975
NTA but look at this jester >>82993508 >>82994214
You may not like the paternalistic tone but I don't think everyone here knows what kind of choices they're making.

>>83012035
Thats me and I never did end up going into withdrawals for how much people freaked out about the dosage. I still can't feel the 7oh but I'm not going into withdrawals either, the suboxone has killed everything it seems

I should not for anyone curious about nano 7oh that these tabs actually taste like ghe kratom plant matter unfortunately, first 7oh tabs I've encountered with that problem. Maybe its just the vendor

>>83007856
>It's just a lot, like a lot alot
Same can be said on Weed. It's just astronomically unlikely. But it you want to be tachnically right, then yeah, it is possible.
>Still, it has happened
I find it hard to believe.

>>83008099
Why not just use Ketamine?

>>82986165
booze is a drug right? im drunk as fuck right now on 1mg of klonopin about to go with my grandmother to spend some time with her. hopefully this helps. cheers

>>83010032
>Not all benzos are like xanax right?
I disagree with other anons. Different benzos are different beasts to me. Some more sleep inducing, some are better for anxiety etc.

>>83012071
Glad you're all right but the point still stands, you weren't aware of the possibility that 400mg/day is too much.

>>83012157
I need to take 200mg to 300mg to get the same effects, and then I'm disabled for a few hours after clipping out AND it leads to audio processing issues and executive function problems, so O-PCE is cheaper AND more effective.

I've taken enough prescribed meds which are known to be toxic and dangerous that the risk of the unknown is not that worrying.

>>83011975
>You're just a funny guy is all
I fail to see how.
>I think everyone's here knows what kind of choices they're making without your input
I highly disagree. Some people need to hear that kind of stuff.

>>83012157
>>83008099
Nevermind. Read your story. I'm really glad you've found something that helps you!

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Anon here from last week that told my shink I was gonna rope and didnt get put into a ward:
I was asked today if I wanted to get admitted. I told 'em to beat it. Im taking this depression down with me this time I think.

>>83013195
You're very lucky that you are being given the choice

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>>83013633
Perhaps it's only optional because I've hinted at me doing it in 4-5 weeks. Not "today".

>>83013662
You've explained before that its a private psych I think, but regardless of that or the self imposed time frame, the standard protocol when self harm is seriously mentioned is involuntary commitment. Your psych could actually get in trouble for not having you in grippy sock jail right now

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>>83013734
>You've explained before that its a private psych I think
Yep. But I also dont live in Freedomland. I honestly dont know what the law says here.

>>83013764
Wild. Regardless, I hope you don't go through with it. I know its impossible to see it now but better days will come. You won't always be feeling bad. But you have to give yourself the chance to feel better

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>>83013799
If frying my brain with pills wasnt enough today they suggested to literally frying it with electricity (something called ECT). I'm thinking of taking a hard pass on that. But just the thought of continued therapy (or other options, hint hint: "shadely sourced drugs") gives some kind of hope for that things will get better. Or something to look forward to.

>>83013835
Electroshock therapy isn't as crazy as it sounds, its mild shocks, and it works for some people, but its not guaranteed cure all. Glad you're not feeling hopeless, anyways.

>>83013861
Things can get better for you too, but on some level we also have to take self responsibility for change. If I choose to work a dead end job and come home to nothing but a bottle of booze every night, and never even try to break out of that cycle with no behaviors or looking for a new job, on some level the blame is on me. Not saying you're entirely to blame for your situation, thats not my point, just something to think about

>>83013887
All in all my life is objectively pretty damn good. Have a well paid job, nothing really that ties me down. I own my place, have a car, a handful of friends, etc. I just find little to no joy is almost anything.
The therapists tries to get me to find meanings to live, but for me it's like a life where I'm just constantly chasing reasons to live is just avoiding "the truth". Or the "baseline". Why would I constant chase a reason for living if I really deep down just don't want to.
t. >>83013835

To keep it at least slightly off topic; I told the psychiatrist I want out of the SNRIs Im currently taking. Lets see if they want me to try something else or if Im just gonna call it quits.

>>83014003
A life with little joy just makes the truly joyful moments all that more impactful

>>83012084
ive seen that in a few brands

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>>83014087
>the truly joyful moments
haha yeah.

>>83014003
I suggest you give a shot to O-PCE and pramipexole.

>>83012114
There have been exactly 3 documented cases in the US.
The estimated lethal dose of psilocybin is about 6g according to medical literature.
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC9963058/

However if you were to use fresh natural mushrooms it would take about 22 lbs of fresh mushrooms.
Meaning true overdoses would involve concentrates or extractions.
Historically reported deaths do not appear to be the sole responsibility of the substance, but rather related to the environment and circumstances of intake. AKA doing something dumb while high instead of drug toxicity.

putting a bit of flower into a cigarette, yay or nay?
I still live with my parents so smoking a cig with a bit of kief or something in it seems like a foolproof way to covertly smoke.

Drugs are pointless. They provide no lasting relief and stop working and ruin your life as desperately try to extract value from them. Diminishing returns.

Even psychs will do you in (mentally) like they did in McKenna, and he was a top tier psychonaut.

Dosed 800mg of pregabalin few hours ago and it's hitting hard. Got an energy drink, nicotine pouches and a bag of candy and some documentaries to watch. Comfy as fuck.

>>83014800
I don't use recreational drugs for relief of anything.
They are just something enjoyable in moderation to enhance times of recreation and rest for me. It's basically just a hobby.

>>82986165
being high all the time can't be good for me but a lot of my sober mental states aren't great for me either so it balances out. at least it's just weed, the most humane of all the drugs.

>>83014800
what isn't? i'm not religious, and i am decaying regardless of what i do. sickness and death is inevitable. if it comes tomorrow, or in fourty years, is not so important

>>83014847
What docus do you got lined up bro?

>>83014871
I'm not necessarily disagreeing, but I'm curious how you are guaging the "humane"ness of a drug