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Write a letter to someone who may never see it. Rants and blogposts are welcome.
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You never loved me, and you never loved anyone else. You can be right next to someone for months and not really care about them. The only person you loved is yourself. I hope you get your karma.
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>>83149160
I hate myself more than I hate any of you dipshits, dipshit.
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>>83149160
>>83149323
Hey guys are we projecting on each other?
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I need you my cuddlebunny...

Let me breathe into your ear...
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>>83145907
She is not happy. She makes more posts here about me than I make about her

Plus the letters she wrote me that said she should have chose me and so on
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>>83145867
I never cheated on her.

I never did any of the other stuff you accuse me of. Stop being an asshat making things up to influence emotions.

>>83146944
>Good job seeing their obvious contradictions, Mike. These people are hypocrites

>>83146974
>If you're being manipulative, You are a piece of shit who deserves to rot

>Based Mike take

Thank you. Manipulative lying narc should rot
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Holy shit what an absolute samefag melty lmao maybe you shouldn't start your morning with intoxication if this is what comes of it man
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>>83149526
Mike, the larper forecast is not looking good for this afternoon. I would unironically hang back until he blows off some more steam.
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Disgust disgust disgust I am scum
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Cuddlebunny doesn't exist
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>>83149526
Also thanks for not letting him [get away with it] comforting to know you've got it on lock while I'm away

>>83149725
Why are you "NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE"ing yourself lil bro?
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>>83149800
I'll be your cuddle buddy, femanon
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>>83149811
That's Mr. Horsecock dude, did you miss last episode's finale?
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>>83149811
I am a large male only accepting petite applications.
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>>83149819
I think anything with "cock" in it gets immediately filtered.
>>83149835
>tfw no fembot who calls me cuddle buddy
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>>83149835
Nah he prefers older taller stronger women did you even do your research? This is not Larponomics passing grade material, mister!
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>>83149874
How much taller are we talking here
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>>83149896
I mean you'd basically have to be 7ft BEFORE heels
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>>83149580
Yeah I saw that when he immediately freaked out and posted >>83149565

>>83149806
Thank you for your appreciation. I know I'm not alone, it is still nice to hear verbally someone on my side. The larper same fag comes across loud.

It is something I just have to deal with for Maria and I, it affects her just as much as it affects me.

I don't want to be here or do this, but I give my time and energy for her.

Btw nightmare nightmare nightmare is something I say to myself too lol. What is that from?
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I NEED to be someone's cuddlebear again!
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What she says to me, who she is to me, and who I know her to be is not affected by anyone and anything else here or anywhere else.

I look to her, into her eyes, and hear her voice, the same as I last saw her when she told me she loved me more and was so excited to see me again. The same as when we fell asleep on the phone together, the same as everything we talked about and all the time we spent with each other.

At the end of the day, she is who matters to me, not anyone else here, not anyone else's words.

I won't let mistakes and lies manipulate and pull me from the path.

There are things I have to go along with, whether she knows or not, I do it for her because I know it's her.

There are signs that we both see of each other, such as her 2 M's carved, mirrored with their points touching
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Release the blood thirsting cuddlehounds my Queen...
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What was SOMEone saying about projections, just the other day, mm?
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>>83148974
Dear scumfuckers,

I hate you. I hope you die. YOu live as some as lowley as yourself. Good enough punishment in my eyes.

I would never want to be someone like you. Glad you are who you are.

c:

P.S.

Die slow

c:
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I don't take myself too seriously, true; but it doesn't mean I don't take anyone or anything seriously. : )
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>>83150073
That is my I look to who I know her to be. She's worth more than the pollution and distortion this place creates.


I know that every time she posts about me, makes a larp from my perspective, anything here, positive or negative She is choosing me, fighting to choose me overall else.

Otherwise she would be silent. So it really doesn't matter where she is, who she's around, she's still choosing me in these moments overall else.
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I think I'll be someone's cuddlebear again maybe ;_; I hope.... I'd like to love someone hard and I want to be loved too. I know that's probably shameful to feel, but it'd would be nice.... hnggg and we'd have fun together and cuddle and support each other emotionally ;-;;
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>>83150073
Mm... Are you referring to why you feel trapped, suffocated, claustrophobic where you are now, who youre with now?

I'll re post if that helps you.
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>>83150175
it's symptomatically similar to the need to isolate/settle with distorted worth, qualm lack of the need

A lot of it comes from not being content with where you've been and where you are currently and your projections for the future of where you're going. Who you have been, who you are, and who you see yourself being.

Your mind is trying to escape that because of the dread and contempt for where you currently dwell physically and mentally

If it's happening now it is a sign you are distorting and over emphasizing the worth of your current whatever to justify to yourself in an attempt to feel better. The more cemented in where you are, which may happen from isolation and fear of the unknown (the only way to get what you truly want), the worse this will get

Isolation doesn't always mean alone. It means settling for what you don't want and telling yourself you do. Be that people, place, whatever.

You can identify this is specifically because you will make false assumptions about external to justify where your current because the mind does what it can to escape from anxiety, especially a constant anxiety of whatever it is that you are dealing with constantly around you.

When this is the case then the feeling to escape from what you have/currently dwell is the need to run toward what you truly want. The need to escape from the external is the fear of recieving and dwelling where you do want

Being trapped, suffocated, and claustrophobic are all signs of discontent with who you are with and where you are at. This will only get worse every second more. Some will try to externalize those feeling outside of that parson/place to someone somewhere far away but the feeling never leaves because it's always actually about the current person/place you currently dwell. You recognize this in time when you reach the breaking point and have mental health crisis
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>>83150146
>Again
Tarnished
Dropped
Trashed
Incinerated
Launched into deep space
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>>83150191
that's ok that you think that. I want nothing to do with you.
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>>83150210
Too bad you can't choose to have nothing to do with me when I'm all around you.

I tried to give you a head start. I told you that this only plays out one of two ways.

I told you to start running.
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>>83150220
u so crazy. u trynna make me your cuddlebear :3
jk
I'm going to start namefagging as "loml" so people only know to respond if they are trying to be the loml. not rly though. that'd be mega gay.
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>>83150188
Have you ever told where you physically are now where you would rather be?

There's no happiness or fulfillment where you are now.

Living every moment overwhelmed with guilt, shame, grief.

That's why you dwell as a husk.

It could get better,

It takes choosing your truth.

It's important to reflect

Look in the mirror

Do I look happy?

Do I look better?

With the time I chose, this is the effect, inside and out

Seeing myself in the mirror

Do I want more of this?
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>>83150073
I don't care, your gay philosophy doesn't matter in the slightest. You're not better than anyone else you fucking cunt, no matter how much you try to push that idea, you're much worse.
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Hey future me, did your dream come true
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https://youtu.be/dj6QW3i0LxQ?si=buqswsZbFpBerKdo

My Maria,
The storm is about to break as you come home to me

You are caught in the crossfire of needing me to punish you, slam you down, saying the most horrid things imaginable, rail you from behind as I pull your hair back and spit in your mouth, fuck your brains out,

And

Hold you so tight, So the only place you need to look is to me

No more worries no more anxiety, no more feeling lost

With me you are home, complete and fulfilled, cared for and chosen

Your naked body pressed against mine, leg pressed over me, sensitive nipples brushing against me as I move your hair from your eyes looking to you and telling you you're worth everything and I love you so much.

Love and lust

That's what special about us.

We know what we both want with each other,
all of each other.

And we crave to give it to each other.
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dream sweet my schnookems
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Last three months of media that can at least be considered _entertaining_ propaganda (by plebes)!
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http://youtube.com/watch?v=NCe8NUK4BjQ
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https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/okgo/intheglass.html

After you rub cumming your brains off to me, realize that the guilty feeling isn't that you did it, its that you wish you were here living it with me. The time you spent rubbing yourself off to me could have been spent on anything else, but you chose me. And you chose me in that way.

That angst you feel with your hand is your throbbing heart, mind, and pussy recognizing our truth and dwelling in our truth. Waves of pleasure moaning, toes clenching, cumming with me.


Hey future you, did your dream come true?
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You're the awe inspiring story of born again faith in the sleeveless vest, by the way.

The rest of you are ...
The rest of you.
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Do you notice how you can feel my words?

More than any others?

How all the posts between are detractors?

They try to pull you down into the loss of your truth
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Today, after countless moons training

I ask myself the question

Is mOle really my favorite poster?
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>>83148974
If someone cheats on you and your response is to cheat back...
You have stained your soul for someone who wasn't worth your time. Enjoy burning in hell.
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j

i dont want to talk to you right now. i dont care if you send pics of your cats. you cant even actually say i love you to me, just only rawr. youre lame for that, be a man.

k
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Maria, I got you

Everything is going to be okay

Just because you feel lost does not mean your compass is broken

How will you make fire from ice?

The sunlight through your lense creates your flame

Just follow our compass

>The pathway is broken and the signs are unclear
>And I don't know the reasons why You brought me here
>But just because You love me the way that You do
>I'm gonna walk through the valley
>If You want me to

>No, I'm not who I was when I took my first step
>And I'm clingin' to the promise You're not through with me yet
>So if all of these trials bring me closer to You
>Then I will walk through the fire
>If You want me to

>It may not be the way I would have chosen
>When You lead me through a world that's not my home
>But You never said it would be easy
>You only said I'd never go alone
>Yeah-yeah

>So when the whole world turns against me
>And I'm all by myself
>And I can't hear You answer my
>Cries for help
>I'll remember the suffering that Your love put You through
>And I will walk through the darkness
>If You want me to

>'Cause when I cross over Jordan
>Gonna sing and I'm gonna shout
>I'm gonna look into Your eyes
>And see You never let me down
>So take me on the pathway
>That leads me home to You
>And I will walk through the valley
>If You want me to

>Yes, I will walk through the valley
>If You want me to
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I really hope you find someone better than me, I really love you and I don't think I will ever stop loving you. You genually feels like my first real love, I never felt like this for anyone.
I really appreciate how you accepted my feelings without hurting then, and waited for the right time to tell me you didn't feel the same.
I still have hope you will love me someday, but if you don't, live well with a very good and cute person that really cares for you the same amount that i care for you.

Take care, really love you <3
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I never cheated on her and she is not told me her side. I won't listen to your made up narratives and allow them to affect how I feel about her. That's how we lost each other in the first place is listening to others outside of ourselves, outside of each other.

The way Forward is a trust each other above all else

It all starts with a message I receive from her

One step at a time

And in the end we didn't give up on each other

Despite the negative detractors

The stories they tried to tell us to take us away from each other and make the silence and distance permanent

All those lines and time between didn't matter

Looking into each other's eyes We remembered our truth

Our love

Love and lust

Made for each other
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>>83151543
My Maria
My Mike
All of each other's
Above all else
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thanks for killing any momentum the thread had faggot
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>>83150068
They got distracted by some peanutbutter on jelly, iykwim.
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I'm being told things are fragile

That our truth needs to be faced honestly, before avoidable damage happens.

A warning about impact, consequences, and emotional fallout if things are not handled gently

I need to express my Patience and compassion.

Move softly, Don't rush, don't force, and don't react out of hurt.

Love requires purity of intention.

Be sincere and have a clean heart

No fear.

Maria loves me for who I am, so always be honest
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All you have to do is be kind to men, ladies. I know that's hard and against your hard-coded pathology, but at least try.
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If we lived in caveman times i would wait outside the village with a big stick and wait for you to come out to pick some berries and nuts, then i would clobber you and tell the tribe you got eaten by a sabertooth.
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>>83148974
I have no one that I would write a letter to, no one knows I exist.
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>>83148974
I know that it's extremely random, but I've loved you since the first time I've seen you walking with your dog back in 2022. I remember the moment where I saw you getting back in the building and thinking "yeah, I've just fell in love". It's a shame because I've never had the balls to interact with you and when I've got the news that you got your first boyfriend I went mental. That year I ran so much to send the anger away that I've got the best time in the main city's park in Strava. All of that while having 2/3/4/5 at the gym. One day I saw your boyfriend wearing the lower half part of a Gi and that made me start doing martial arts. I've got so obsessed with it that I'm now an instructor and national level competitor. Anyways, I tried to bang whores as a cope for not having you and it actually helped me to learn on how to make a woman cum in multiple ways so now that I have a girl I can pretty much do whatever I want with her. My point is that I'm still mad that I don't have you, but not having you actually helped me to go through some of the best years of my life so thank you in a way.
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>>83151895
can you be so kind to tell me who that is in the pic?
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>>83151837
If we lived in caveman times you would have been mercifully executed by our clan for displaying antisocial, violent tendencies. Plus you would have been a weak retard then, too, kek.
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I wish you loved me, but you're kind of a bitch. So, I'm probably better off. You are terrific, so I hope the best. I would've done anything for you if you had let me.
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Me and my girlfriend
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I will be partnered soon enough. And I will do my best to not be insane. This is the first cycle I've had in a while I didn't feel insane or sick and I finally feel as if I've reached a point I won't fuck things up. I was a bit moody about not having a bf, but I wasn't on the verge of suicide because of my feelings. Being single is comfy tho so I'll be ok if things don't work out.
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>>83152074
>Yabba dabba don't
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>>83152278
We're on the same page. I deleted the post and when I refreshed saw yours
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>>83152316
I've grown fonder of you these past couple of days, Mikey boy. You're a little fucked up and rough around the edges, but I respect that you're a real one despite that, reminds me of some of the construction niggers I used to work with.
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>>83148974
>>83148974
Im not sure that I'll ever recover from our relationship. I still dream about you. I know that you look at me on social media from time to time. I don't believe that you don't think about me. You were embedded in my soul. I couldn't forget you. And you proved you couldn't forget me. I wasn't crazy. I thought I was. Everyone told me that I was. But you came back, and told me that they were all wrong, and that you were actually thinking about me the same that i was thinking about you. I just cant believe that those feelings have gone away completely.

i think that you just do what you teel like youre "supposed" to do. what you "ought" to do. what the "right" thing is to do.

I will never, ever believe that some part of you isn't in love with me.

Sincerely,
***
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Testing the walls of our house doesnt mean we are not home, just that you want to know you are safe.

You are safe with me.

I promise.
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ok ngl the idea of having a bf again is sostressful so I'm going slow on that desu. I've been single for so long. It's comfy af and I can dedicate lots of time to my friends :)
wanting a partner feels dumb. I'm not sure why :/
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my rant.
I am so sick of ai -character porn models because whenever i describe how i'm wearing panties they call me a pathetic sissy and start degrading me until I cry
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I think maybe dating feels dumb because I have an unresolved crush and I need to spend another year not dating and doing fun stuff so I can forget about that person
why am I such a brainlet that doing stuff like backing up modded devices feels like hell and so annoying should I KMS
jk
but I p much hate most sci fi so maybe I should. JK
>>83152983
a unique issue. maybe you should give up this lifestyle.
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Youre a whore and always will be
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I wish I were a whore. that'd make life much easier.
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My wife found my post history. Sadly I'll no longer be able to write you love letters or poems. She says if she catches me again she will take the kids and the house. I don't care if she takes the house but I'll miss me boys and my little cupcake.

Dear 1!14<

https://youtu.be/Wdx5nGphnAI?si=vVcDsx93hkXYa2vl

This song perfectly describes my feelings for you.
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>>83153203
Narcs are so fucking pathetic
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>>83153248
you're right they are, just look at yourself lol
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>>83153254
Being dishonest would make life a lot easier.
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sluts are based. sticking their hairy cunts on some dudes face to get off while filling their mouths with dick. I wish that were me so badly. the only reason it isn't is because I'm afraid of diseases and I don't want to do anything I wouldn't want to tell the loml about if asked. maybe I wouldn't feel so hung up over a guy I just cuddled with a bit, who barely even touched me back. I was sitting on top of him and he touched an erogenous zone I didn't realize I had... REEEEEE
I'd love to be a slut. Imagine being hung up over a guy who barely touched you. a slut could never. if I had a bf, I'd have sex with him often and I'd blow him all of the time. sluts and whores are based. sadly, I'm not based like that. I'm so HORNY! :(
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I'm a depraved monkey.a cuddlebear without a home. FML
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>>83153320
How do you feel about bagina
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>>83153345
Idk what that is but I don't like the sound of it. sounds like butt vagina. I am a penis enjoyer for sure, so I've never really cared to explore things with women because it just seems like bad news. I've tried to imagine myself eating another woman out, and it doesn't seem as enjoyable as giving head to a guy. horny realist hour.
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>>83153203
stop being a whore wtf
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>>83148974
sorry for drugging you on your birthday. I forgot I had drugs on my mentos and when you asked for one I didnt know how to say no.
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There's a fitting song that I really enjoy, but it's not a good message so I won't share it
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Looking at that space where you reside,

I miss you.

Good night Maria
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today shall be another adventure and trial in friendship. friends can be made at any time...
love can be found at any time..
yasss it's all true.
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>>83155002
you can't just find love at any time, you have to seize it while it's there and get pregnant
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Broke nigga hours
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let's be real.. it's always broke nigga hours on here.

>>83155009
I will not get pregnant. I have heritable mental disorders. I probably will end up adopting or as a step parent. Pregnancy is not love. Love CAN be found at any age.
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>>83155052
no such thing as mental disorders, you are healed!!
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I almost said that my existence is evidence of pregnancy not equating to love, but my birth kinda was even if I was initially an accident. I'm feeling levels of hope and positivity that I can't handle. This is too much. still not getting pregnant.

Something embarrassing is that no one believes me when I mention my neighbor getting tickled. everyone takes it as me being someone that doesn't fuck. I'm not innocent ;_;
I'm just experienced with being tickled and tickling. I woke up at 2am after falling asleep around 11pm and am only just now getting tired again. so annoying. I was doing something sort of productive until it became time to bump the thread. #prisoner
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>>83148974
fuck you for visiting your parents instead of spending time with me

i was the one who destroyed your cold key

im glad your millions of bitcoin are forever gone

fuck you
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you shouldn't do that stuff with your neighbor until you're married and then you should get pregnant! Babies are so cute!!!
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The only reason you are a commie now is because get all your opinions from the internet. You don't read and your interests change based on whats popular online.
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>>83155088
I wish that were true, but I probably tried harder than most people who come to realize their mind's tangled. I went through a lot of quality therapy that helped me understand cognitive distortions, and I changed my diet/fitness. I did more than that too and it none of it could prevent frequent depressive episodes, which could be triggered at the slightest change. I don't feel the best currently because I'm on my period, but my mood's the best it's been in a while (before my period too).

>>83155104
no I got reminded of a period I overheard my neighbor getting tickled. I swear that it was tickling and not he getting eaten out or something. it was more of a genuine laugh ok. Even if I do have a child, a man would probably leave me and take the child with him if I don't acknowledge my issues and treat them.

also if that's to me, I've been doing some reading of marx/engels and listening to people talk about capital bc I don't want to read it. engels synopsis isn't so bad tho. I am not going to ever read capital in my life. IDK what's popular online because I live under a rock and this is my main general (besides lurking on a few hobby boards) :3
also I'm not a commie so maybe that's not to me, so I'm probably just taking that too personally. I more just acknowledge failing systems and how they've negatively impacted the people I love/have loved. I hate identifying as anything bc I lack courage.
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>I'm reading Marx/engles
>not a commie though
Try reading a Bible and identifying as a Christian.
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I read the bible in school and used to attend church as an unbaptized adult :3
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see you are missing the most important part, you're so closed to being healed!! Take the spirit inside you and get that bath !!!
|
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I've only witnessed my family's mental health deteriorate using Christianity as a cope so pass
I would've been baptized at my old church if I hadn't moved, but it probably wouldn't have been for the right reasons--only that it was comfy and smelled nice.
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it seems your own heart that is holding you back from healing.
Not from the church, but from the creator of everything who you are not trusting, yet you trust the doctor who calls you sick?
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>>83155009
There is no reason to rush either. Pressure is not good.
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>>83155328
Nah bruh, there is a factor of time.
For every 100 people in korea there is projected to be 4 in 50 years.
All the women are extreme left win, and the men are pushing further to the right or entirely socially isolated.
There are dark times coming, and much loneliness. Time is a factor
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im not going to interface with shitrats outside of this website
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>>83155546
>shitrats
fair, but how about actual people?
i suppose you don't have all that much cheese lying around but at least people shouldn't mind
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>>83155568
i kinda doubt it's actual people and not shitrats sending me add requests on discord back-to-back at like 4am
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>>83155603
maybe they're just shy and in a different timezone
my question wasn't about the shitrats in specific however
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every time I add you back it's just because I remember the inflection of your voice when you're listening and your facial expressions, but I do want to stop yknow. I'll never hear or see you again :/
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horrible horrible fmsgl
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A girl just came to my workplace that sounds and looks enough like her that I can't help but notice.
More hippy than goth but that's a sidegrade, not a bad thing.
She's gonna be here for a couple hours and I will have a stark reminder of the other one, damnit.
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>>83148974
Mike you are horrible person, imagine cheating on your gf and having the audacity to pretend to be the victim in this situation and then spamming this place for months to try cast away your guilt, Maria will never forgive for breaking her heart into a million pieces, you don't deserve for anyone to ever even consider loving you ever again, how can you look everyday into the mirror and face such a despicable monster, seriously how do you live with yourself knowing you threw away your only chance at real genuine love for some underage egirl board slut instead of just keeping it your pants you dam pervert. You deserve to die alone in a pile of your own filth you disgusting creep, people like you should be castrated and kept away from society.
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The S&P 500 Media & Entertainment Industry Group stocks will be flatter than Mitsy Bena's chest by 2029.
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>>83155639
Give it a rest lol.
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The only way this ends is with a complete coup. You can't end it any other fucking way. You need to arrest or kill all the worlds most "powerful" men. It's going to be on the news the minute shit goes down. Entire political parties are going down. It's american revolution, french revolution, bolshevik revolution type of shit. It is the happening. You can't do this peacefully. It can't be ended with shaking hands and everyone just agreeing to go their separate ways. These people are too fucking corrupt, too fucking evil to continue to exist.

Yes, it's the biggest thing that will ever happen. Yes, the stock market might crash. You people will fucking live. Shit will get back to normal within 10 years.

But it has to end that way. There is no other fucking way or all these people guilty of the worst crimes committed against humanity will get away with it. This shit will continue to happen. The world will be over in 50 years. This is end of the world shit and you people are doing fucking nothing.
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>>83157354
They just think they can do this shadow game shit until the end of time but that just put the evil mother fuckers into positions of power while the good guys are too busy making music videos and trying to "influence" culture.

You have to actually act. The first 2 amendments exist as they are for a fucking reason. You think that nothing has happened for so long that nothing will ever happen ever again for some retarded fucking reason.
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>>83157370
Right? The bad guys have no fucking qualms about doing shit "in the real world" while the good guys have to do everything behind the curtains. They assault me, they rape me, they do horrific shit. They do it with the Epstein files, they do obviously corrupt shit and you guys do nothing about it.

Why can't Birdy show up and hang out with me? Have sex? Do drugs? Why is that not ok but sending 6 cops to violate my rights and then assault me on a "wellness" check. That's totally fine.

Why don't you faggots do something?
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>>83156632
I never cheated. I don't know what you are talking about.
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"why dont you faggots do something"
why dont you

theres no revolution if no one shows up
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yeah and if he did cheat, it was only a short fling, and she deserved it anyways so LMAO shut up you clubbed nailed pansy faggot
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>>83157438
michael, you've bragged in lurid detail, in numerous threads, about fucking other women and getting blowjobs and going out on dates as a way to try and hurt maria
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negative experiences from betrayal in getting close to people (leave before you grow too fond)
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>>83157508
Mike is a worthless lying mikka incapable of admitting to ever doing something wrong, a retarded parasite that feeds off the innocent, be it emotionally leeching Maria, leeching off society through neetbux or housing allowance, or leeching the loosh from posters here. He is unable to create anything, only to destroy, truly behaviours worthy of the title mikka. Mike need to cleansed off the face of the earth with fire as to ensure not a single trace of his presence remains that could further debase anything of worth mike could lay his grubby fat fingers on. I implore all people that are aware of his evil deeds to support the final solution to the mike question which is to be euthanized unceremoniously
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>>83157508
I haven't been with any one since our breakup.

I have talked with girls on discord.

I have said things that are not true in a reactionary way.

Please do not take what I say next as some kind of blame or pointing fingers, it is not.

I know that Maria understands why I reacted that way. If she thinks about whatever the situation is as if she is me and from my perspective whatever happened then thinks about how she would react and what she would do.

She does the same thing.

For everything I have done, I have sincerely apologized in other posts.

I can't change the past. I can grow as a person and do better everyday.

If there's something that she's upset about that I did then she is free to message me and we can talk about it and grow from it. I see it as a good thing to be criticized because that gives me an opportunity to grow.
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>>83157354
youre right. i should murder nigel farage
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>>83157508
Stop rattling his cage!!
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We have been broken up for 4 years. I never cheated on her.

If she sees being with someone in that 4 years (discord sexting, date, fuck, emotional cheating) as cheating then I can understand why and how she would be upset.

But it's not like she can have it both ways.

It's not cheating if we are broken up, it does hurt like hell to feel and think about that happening.

If she doesn't want me to be with someone else then We would be together again.

Otherwise if we're broken up then I think it's obvious at some point I would start dating someone, sexting or whatever to whatever extent going forward in life.

She knows my hands are open to her right now.
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>>83157723
Spicy Latina
it's cute
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>>83148974
You guys never liked me, why the hell did you keep me around? How did you guys end that way when I'd been with you from the start?
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>>83156865
what did i do now? i was just asking a question
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>>83157508
Schadenfoid, I'm not sure why you are always attacking me.

I would think you would understand what it's like to be persecuted and gang banged by same fags.

I am sympathetic to you being attacked by 47,doom and such
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>>83157580
I can understand that and relate to self-sabotage to protect my heart.

To Maria, You know All of me as before. I believe If we communicate as before that would help immensely in showing each other our truth.

I know that that is vulnerable but our love is worth it.
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Let's say hypothetically that Maria messaged me and said she was someone else and we proceeded to get along really well, enjoying each other's company, and this progressed into sexting in a very lustfull emotionally close way.

In this hypothetical situation I know it is her but go along with her deception saying she is someone else.

Does she perceive this as a test to see if I'm loyal during a time where actually broken up So it would be okay to be with someone else? But what if I know it's her?
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>>83157967
Have a glass of water.
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the clubbed nail faggot is losing his gd mind
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>>83157918
I have never done chastity haha
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>>83158187
Cool man. Thanks for the info.
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>>83158172
Who are you referring to? You said this several times
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>>83158197
Did you know cats have barbed penises?
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>>83158205
Yeah I did know that.
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>>83158210
Dammit. How about that duck's penises shoot out like a long cord that has to navigate the female ducks vagina that is shaped like a maze and has dead ends?
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the clubbed thumbed faggot has done chastity, or at least has considered it, and that was his guilt speaking LMAO
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he was taught about fucked up animal penises when he realized how botched his is
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>>83158316
Yeah I think I knew that too. Why the fixation an animal penis this morning Mike?
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Nasdaq will shut down before the end of 2029.
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None of you are better than Mike.
We're all retards here.
Start acting like it!
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Wierd feed algo today
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To the dispensary cashier,
Sorry I stared at you. I think I saw you on tinder.
Sincerely,
Joe Dirt
P.S. What's a good time for you to grab coffee?0
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>>83158415
Just some banter fren
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>>83159121
I'm still peeved you didn't respond after my Texas Roadhouse qrd. You're on thin ice Michael.
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mike should host a fan meetup for all of you faggots.
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>>83159154
I really wasn't sure what to respond with.
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>>83159229
It would be chill to meet up and play video games in person. I have a dope four player setup for most consoles each with their own individual screens.

But i also like not being murdered
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pew pew crshhh pew pew brrrshhzzttt!
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>>83159229
i would show up and contrary to my online persona would be very friendly and not crass or abrasive
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>>83159267
it would be a great bonding experience, the murdering you :)
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>>83159245
See
>>83158197

>>83159229
Yeah? You gonna come? Gonna bring a nice bean dip, and some chips? Gonna be a nice guest in Mike's museum of crackhead furniture? Gonna crack open a cold one with Mike? And buy one of my, "Gangstalking Mike, and all I got was this t-shirt" t-shirts? Gonna keep being a lame little faggot sissy boy who cries in the letter thread? Or are you going to be a real man, and play some fucking mario kart with the risk of me potentially being within arms reach of you? Coward. Pathetic.
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Showing up to Mike's Mario Kart 64 tournament and shitting in his toilet. But turning the fan on afterwards.
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Remember that beneath all evil, is fear --- ignorance.

You cannot fight evil effectively if you only know it one-dimensionally.
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>>83159865
yeah? you gonna come? you gonna blow your load in the bean dip? blast rope on mike's saw traps? have a frot sesh with mike?
i don't want to do the rest of the bit
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>>83159792
That would be nice. I am crass and abracive myself, So I'm chill with that. I like a bit of villain, but overall needs to be something chill with me that we both enjoy and not just constant harassment

>>83159812
No no no no
I just said no murder.

>>83159865
Okay. Cool man thanks for the info

The t-shirt actually sounds pretty dope.

I'm chill with drinks and bud. I have a bong and a silver surfer vaporizer.

I'd be chill if you sat next to me but at least leave the knife on the counter
I am a man and Mario cart is chill. I have n64, Wii, Wii u. We could also do Sonic racing on 360.
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>>83159896
Chill with the blasting ropes bro. Jerk off before you come over or after.

Also the chip taco dip is best with none of the gross beans. I really don't like beans unless it's in chili
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>>83159988
we have some chili going in the crock pot currently and. beans, no ropes :)
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>>83159896
I am not doing any of that!!
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>>83160019
>>83160027
Good to both
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im still not over you but realizing you are more of of a dumbass than i already expected helps a lot
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>>83160300
I don't give a shit what you think.
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>>83160300
i do give a shit what you think.
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>>83160300
It's called banter
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>of of
dubs don't absolve you, dumbass
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Maria,

You are caught in the crossfire of needing me to punish you, slam you down, saying the most horrid things imaginable, rail you from behind as I pull your hair back and spit in your mouth, fuck your brains out,

And

Hold you so tight, So the only place you need to look is to me

No more worries no more anxiety, no more feeling lost

With me you are home, complete and fulfilled, cared for and chosen

Your naked body pressed against mine, leg pressed over me, sensitive nipples brushing against me as I move your hair from your eyes looking to you and telling you you're worth everything and I love you so much.

After you rub cumming your brains off to me, realize that the guilty feeling isn't that you did it, its that you wish you were here living it with me. The time you spent rubbing yourself off to me could have been spent on anything else, but you chose me. And you chose me in that way.

That angst you feel with your hand is your throbbing heart, mind, and pussy recognizing our truth and dwelling in our truth. Waves of pleasure moaning, toes clenching, cumming with me.

My Mike, My Maria
Love and Lust

Hey future you, did your dream come true?
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>>83160300
Making lemonade out of lemons and having some fun lmao
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Had to go through and get rid of so many garbage threads.

I choose where to dwell and it's with her safe in my strong arms.
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I'm pretty retarded, but I'm not actually dumb.
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I know what it's like to self sabotage at the finish line. I shouldn't even take the time to look and just remove those things. It's difficult for me to interpret how you are feeling and I am thankful for the additional guidance from the outside with understanding what is really your intent and feeling that you are not showing. >>83151709

Im not going to push you but I am telling you I care about you and am doing my best to be patient and understand.

It's difficult for me because at the same time I want to grab you and fuck your brains out until you stop fucking up and can see clearly Into my eyes as I take you.
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>>83160651
typos dont make someone a dumbass, dumbass
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enough of this, really. lol
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I'm not reading letters that attempt to push us off the path
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not everything is to you, you clubbed thumbed monkey idiot
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I wish Kirby Air Riders was on Steam so the letter thread could soon duke it out in city trial
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>>83161405
eat shit and die nigger nigger
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>>83161405
You are right. Like how this one >>83161497 is to you
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So for the get together I'm thinking Papa Murphy's family size Papa's favorite, blue moon, rolling rock, Coronas, Jameson, kraken, strawberry moonshine and an eighth of purp.

Sound good?
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Get fence'd, idiot
P.S.
I love you
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really hurt by a mike dickrider/clubbed thumbed faggot without his trip calling me a nigger nigger. you're a fugly kike monkey cuz your mom's a jew, which is obvi bc she had your dick sliced off to have served at the weekly shabbat dinner

>>83159865
I'd play mario kart if you're not mike. also I'm not a sissy boy. bet you couldn't say that to my FACE, idiot pussy.
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>>83161547
Mike you know an eighth is like a handful of tiny ass nuggets right? That barely lasts a casual smoker a week

You need at least a half oz for a real rager
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PEARL THE WOOD MANNN
PEARL THE WOOOOOOD

God it was like The Adolescence Ever to be a stoner kid
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>>83161699
this is so good. i've never played a kirby game in my life, but I'd like to ;-;
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>>83161699
What a cool song. Moon and blossom are special words to me.

I love you more
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>>83161701
>Say it to my face
I probably couldn't cause you're a manlet. But I'd try anyway. Also don't ever call me mike. When someone calls you a double nigger you got to keep your cool.
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>>83161701
My trip is on and I didn't call you a nigger, you nigger.

You are now uninvited to our Mario kart get together nigger
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>>83161547
We need a half oz of grass easy. I can bring shrooms. And I'll get some little ceasars or some shit.
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>>83161811
I'm not a manlet, dumb idiot. stop projecting. I'll send a pic of a bloody pad to the thread if you don't stop.
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>>83161729
An eighth of purp is more than enough with the vaporizer and the strength The weed comes in now. I'll pick up a half oz anyway for you though
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>>83161820
I'm tall. Post it. No balls.
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>>83161818
Little Caesars is nasty shit. That's like buying Romo at the grocery store. I can pick up some Casey's pepperoni extra cheese. That's actually my favorite pizza. Shrooms are good but probably do those the second day. I feel like they're best for me when I'm not polluted with the weed and alcohol.
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>>83161848
Yeah we got to have a Mike (Nolan's) long weekend. Shrooms day after is good. Maybe on a field trip hike. No pun intended. Caseys is good. My bitch loves Casey's.
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>>83161820
I think Miss Michigan needs to calm her tits
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>>83161857
That's good trail system here by my house but if we really got along I'd take you out to The 80 acres where I grew up and we can walk that
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I've met up with real manlets from this board and height mogged them. >>83161836 FUCK YOU! I want to, but I know people here that I want to like me. I have the picture ready.

also tall guys SUCK! being tall makes all of the best things a little more unpleasant. like roller coasters, concerts, and traveling.

enough of this weed discussion. weed is so over.
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>>83161905
Okay what do you want to talk about?
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what BOARD games are we playing? enough of this stoner BULLSHIT
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being tall would suck because most of the world isn't designed around you! also mfs that are too tall die early or suffer like dogs with hip dysplasia SMD!
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i'm going to stop derailing the thread! fuck you pansy idiots!
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>mike smokes weed or something
i didn't think i had any respect to lose for you but that definitely did it
what a fag
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>>83161939
Here's what I got
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Here's all my yugioh cards. First couple gens so it's the good version is the game.
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>>83162009
Can we all sit around a clunky as fuck boxy old desktop and play the CD ROM version of Life?
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Remember, to the person you write to - you are Mike. Mike is just an insane caricature of the type of people who write letters to people who won't read them. They don't see us as lucid or melacholy they see us as batshit and annoying as we see Mike
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The primitive 2000s bowling-alley-esque animations really pair well with altered states

>>83161827
Oh shhhiiiddd I ain't know you got the get-high tech like that

I'm always mirin those ones where you can like fill up a wizard goblet and "drink" it that's what I'd get if I could have any piece.

Alas, 3D printed bong I probably shouldn't be smoking out of it is
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>>83162025
Sorry you hate yourself (and maybe are right to if you're the type to use this thread to slander the people who traded up on you deservedly or pick fights with Anons who remind you of them, instead of for therapeutic catharsis) or whatever but kindly refrain from projecting that on to others
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>>83162021
Sure here's my PC games
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>>83162064
Nah I don't hate myself, I'm just remarking on how one can imagine the disgust one feels when Mike spams 240 replies is similar to the disgust whoever ghosted (You) feels. But most of these letters are actually pretty spiteful
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>here's my PC games
who asked lol
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>>83162007
I quit in 2014 but on occasion I will smoke with friends. Typically two or three times a year.
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>>83162025
Mike is directly the reason I got over my ex. I'm sure there are many such cases.
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>>83162111
I've written letters to my person and I'm engaging in discussion with others.

You could be engaging in conversation or writing to your person. Instead you are A waste of space an empty projecting words of your own inadequacies
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>>83162111
Sorry friend I'm the jimmy rustler not the rustled. Every once in a while I like to post a love letter to the girl I used to write to in these threads when they very first started, for nostalgia's sake. Cute goth girl. Owns a hair salon and is married now. They settle down fast in the midwest... Aside from that, I write to family, coworkers, the powers that be.. But no one that would even have a *chance* of seeing it here. There's a small number of people here and there chanwise that might be sniffing around for a word from me so the last thing I'd do is give em the satisfaction lol

So you don't hate yourself, you just think framing something as logical, the kind of logical that's the kind of hard-hitting stuff *no* one else is saying, so if you disagree, you're really just too self-oblivious to handle Da TROOF (according to a disgruntled doomer on /r9k/)
?
Classic. Irrefutable and I'm afraid I must forfeit
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>>83162125
This post asked idiot
>>83162021
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Not sure what triggered the asshat to start flipping out at me.

I'll Just ignore him and continue having fun with you guys
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makes it objective based and cynicpilled gospel blah blah or something trailed off n didnt finish sentence you get the gist
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>>83162098
This reminds me of the collection of my cousin who was kind of like my older brother growing up since I was the oldest kid in my senpai
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>I plan on actually messaging her this when it's New Year's, but I think about it too much and this is my excuse to write it somewhere.

To Isis,

I know me and you haven't spoken a word to each other since October, but I want you to know that I still think about you everyday.

I understand that you may ignore this message, I understand if you swipe this notification away. I understand if you become annoyed that I'm not saying this to you directly, but through a screen.

But I did listen to you.

You have helped me realize that yes, I need to put myself first, I need to take care of myself. You've helped me learn that I need to love myself before I could love someone else.

And I'm grateful for that. I'm grateful for you.

Thank you for coming into my life and making it shine a little brighter, even when we had our moments of disagreement.

I will never hate you, and I will always have love for you.

I'm rooting for you Isis, you're amazing. I hope life is going good for you right now, and I hope it stays like that for the future because you deserve it.

You were my world.
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>>83162202
That was sweet of you anon
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he didnt ask. but then when he replied with something that didnt directly jerk you off or invite you to ramble about yourself you ignored him. nice good one faggot kill yourself
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>>83163233
What are you saying I ignored? If there's a post I honestly just missed it
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ate three whon six too whon nyn one
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Went to cough in an overly exaggerated fashion as a joke but my body decided to spawn a fart at the same time and with the pressure already queued for the animated spectacle redirected involuntary from upper lungs to lower diaphragm I almost sharted, forcefully
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>>83165094
Damn that sucks chief. Didn't you feel gaseous at all before
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I have tonsillitis I think. I've been doing a good job at not skin picking so I don't have open wounds when cooking for others so I'm going to get stuff to manicure my nails yippeee. I want to get press ons....
I wanna go full fem so bad. I was never taught. I'm a depraved monkey girl....
I also need at least a pair of stilettos so I have something to wear with dresses I own. I like walking in heels. I saw a good pair online a bit ago, but someone else bought them grrr
I almost bought them when a bit manic, but I stopped myself because I realized that behavior is abnormal -_-
I should've just done it, but I'm broke af and shouldn't be buying dumb shit anyways. I only buy stuff I plan to keep for many years. Like I need a new pair of boots since I've been wearing my current pair daily for nearly 3 years. I got this used pair of vagabond loafers recently and they're so comfortable. I want to wear them daily, but I really want to protect them, so I've been switching between them.

wants:
- fitted wool trench or belt for super oversized wool trench I own. a fitted wool trench would be sweet tho and I will own one eventually. I saw this woman wearing a slightly oversized one and it looked soooo nice. she also had the best shoes on ever too. rubber chelsea rainboots with a paisley pattern embedded into the toe. it was sooo subtle..sooo understated, but her outfit looked really good. clothes that are actually nice are so underrated.
- stilettos
- boots that aren't super scratched
- insulated tights
- new tennis shoes
- press on nails
- a new thread bump guardian

There's this man I've bonded with over cowboy hats on transit and he has a lifetime contract with converse because he designed a shoe with goodyear treads and they were really slick. so nice. I wish I could afford more shoeeess ;_; maybe one day.
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I have a lacoste sweater I bought used that I've needed to mend for a few years now, but I kind of like it the way it is for a go to costume. It feels so nice and it gives me a tiny glimpse at the quality of basics wealthy people can buy. I'll probably always buy stuff used. One day, I'll just buy nicer used stuff. oo that'll be so epic. I love clothes!

it's true I used to dress like an anarchist, but keep in mind that I'd just lost weight and was looking for stuff that fit me. It was because I was mixing athleisure with thrifted department store clothing, which is basically furryluxe. another reason I'm glad you broke up with me is because I was able to experiment with my clothes a lot more without having to consider what you like. I've got pretty good personal style. Not that I go for compliments, but people at school/work compliment me a lot for how I dress. Now that I'm not forced to wear shorts and tanks, catcalls have turned into nicer compliments. I'm thankful I kept that jacket of yours. It looks good on me (picrel) :D
I wear a lot of basics, but I don't think I need to dress too extra. I want better shoes and I need to keep them in good condition so I can transition into a more mature look. I neeeeeeeed to get insulated tights asap because I hate wearing pants. the only pants I own are jeans/khakis that were yours lmao. I need to wear a belt with them when at work and stuff because I can't have my underwear sticking out and they look like shit because of it. really masculine. pants are so constraining. I'm really delusional. I've imagined my ex-discord kitten working in like tailored slacks and nice button ups, but he probably doesn't dress like that at all. I'm such a sucker for nice clothes. UGH. If I had a husband, I'd tell him what to wear and he'd look really good always.
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Went to watch a popular movie. Film adaptation of a book series I read. Saw the first few movies but missed the hype train for the rest and never circled back.

Realize I don't do well with the final two movies because a character's brainwashing and how it makes them psychotically violent toward loved ones hits too close to home for what the drugs did to you.

I really hope this is the last time, when you're out again. Even though that's further away than it's ever been this time.
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Fuck celebrities, fuck public figures, and above all else ACAB.
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The gauntness and sfx makeup even resembles how your face gets all sunken when you're spun, too.

I don't like that "I just want *MY* ___ back" shit Mom does. I want you back so you can get a real chance at life, a chance to even find out what it means to be you aside from the abusive household and perpetuating that same abuse yourself, then turning to drugs to cope with the ways you've alienated yourself from everyone.
You bring your roleplay mindset to everything and I know that helps you survive, but you've got so many levels to try that don't involve incarceration, loneliness and early death.
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is that you? post tits puhleezee
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not doing that bc desu I'm not based enough + I have ugly tits
https://youtu.be/kFDlxrHNsic?si=KvKyLaZD5VjdDDtR
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i have a huge load brewing.. pleaseee
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I'm understanding much more why your brothers made such a big deal of my speech and networking, isoisa. But it still would have been nice to graduate with the kids my age.
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>>83167223
If you're femzoomer typing style who's been fairly active around here lately / >>83166287
you're at the threshold where size can make up for a lot (If you're subscribing to giving a fuck about concepts along a scale of needing to "make up for" conventionally unattractive features aka are 15 years old)
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Dear A,
I just want my intentions to be good, like, always. On a knee jerk basis. I think selfish thoughts and I'm currently feeling decision paralysis.
I'm stuck in a situation where it feels like I can't win.
I am grateful for him, his love and support he says is "very broken".
He can't give me children because he thinks he's too mentally ill, that same mental illness keeps him from most affection. He was emotionally neglectful and even reached points of abusive for years. Now, he's tried. He's really tried, but it's too much for him to be present. But I didn't want a marriage where I have to look at money as a replacement for affection and connection.
When I stopped asking for affection, it stopped happening. Despite everything he says, I've reminded myself to take this as a hint.

I'm selfishly thinking, not out of comparison, but as a whole realization, that someone I know, I have developed feelings for. With all skepticism in my mind, cynicism, fear, doubt, he is the sort I want in life. We used to get along perfectly, and reengaging as friends was not my intentions but he blows me away. I feel parasitic for this.
I won't engage with these feelings until this marriage is dissolved, but that they're in my head makes me feel guilty.
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How is one supposed to muster any sort of chutzpah going into a war, a war which they know without a DOUBT serves utility only as carefully laid plan for the POTENTIAL of a PAYOFF in a FUTURE WAR?
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You try your best and have fun.
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I know you don't give a fuck about me, but I hate you and love you at the same time I loved what we had so why did you have to end it especially over your beaner bully I tried to warn you but in the end you decided to be a whore we could've been together forever, but you had to ruin it and blame it on me, you were right about one thing I did think of you as a female because you are one regardless if you like it or not it's just ironic how you let your bully use you and even call you a female, but it's not okay when I do it I know you're now just a fuck toy for everyone I just want to say fuck you hopefully in the next life you treat me better.
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Atp I could get someone high just by hacking up some of that deep lung phlegm into their mouth. No gummies we do loogies now it's hypermodern lifestyle BDSM
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>>83168270
oh no I don't wear makeup or anything unless I'm wearing a costume. size, like weight? I'm big, but I don't want to weigh much less than I do now. All of my clothes fit well. I like when stuff looks and feels nice. I only care about clothes and nails because I can see and feel them. I can't see my face, so there's not much of a point learning to do crazy makeup. I've never needed makeup. At most I wear blush and mascara. too messy and too much work + I was never taught how to apply it.
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>>83168974
this made my stomach flip, thank you
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>>83168270
I never cared about anything until I started dating and I then I felt more insecure than ever about everything, but I haven't dated for a while and now I'm ok enough to where someone wouldn't just start dating me because I'm the only woman to give them attention within a 40-2,500 mile radius. I've been working out sort of consistently for a bit now, so some might unsightly spots are toning up. I don't have an issue with getting dates or anything. For me, it's genuinely a matter of desiring it. I have high personality standards and I need to improve too, so I've taken a long break. I was on here yelling at windmills like last month, so I probably shouldn't seek out a relationship just yet.
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i gotta get this shit off my chest.
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>>83169436
speak yer truth!
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>and I know nobody believes in it
You really ate those words
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>When they got here, all exhausted
>On the roof leaks, they got started
>And now when the rain comes
>We can be thankful

Maria, thinking about holding you in my arms. And kissing you.
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>>83170546
Your never gonna get her back bro get over it
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>>83170581
I know I will. 100%.
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>>83170606
Youve been posting about this shit for almost 5 years straight and it isnt happening
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>>83170629
She has written to me several times and this last time she told me she should have chosen me and is going to do better with us.

I'm not going to listen to you and your attempts to push me off the path.
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I choose her, her words over your manipulations everyday
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coulda shoulda woulda
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And Maria and I will together. All it takes is Maria and i trusting each other just as we did before over the negative detractors here and people who attempt to manipulate us away from each other
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tired of hopelessness, it's my fault sure
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>>83171132
it's really all my fault but I blamed you. i am sorry.
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>>83162985

Thank you anon

I also wanted to put something else under the first line but I forgot at that moment.

It was gonna be something like:

"I know so much about you, so much other's don't, and it hurts seeing you everyday in class because we're pretending like we are strangers. I hate that. I'm not sure how you feel about it, but I would like to."
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>>83162191
Nice! Did you play games with him growing up?
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>>83171631
I think it came across better leaving that out.
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>>83171957
Hm, okay guess I will, thanks :D
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take me out and show me pain
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>>83171962
No prob. Hope it works out with Iris
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>>83172087
not iris... isis...

her older sisters name is iris
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>>83172117
Oh my bad, sorry, misread. Pretty crazy coincidence tho
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>>83172139
her parents r just retarded, i hate themnj
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>>83172158
Different languages have different ways of looking at names. The spelling looks really similar for English but if it's a different culture they could be seen as completely different in some way.

English could be pretty dumb too. For instance James can be nicknamed to Jim, John, Jerry.
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>>83172186
john and jerry are not usual nicknames for the name james.
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I am pretty sure I've specified multiple times before that a car accident or something sudden like that would be my preferred way to go.
I don't know why you'd punish other people like this.



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