>>83156464
when i stole my mothers pain pills at 15 and watched her go through withdrawals

>>83156464
I always knew but it didn't really sink in until earlier this year. I'm a shitty person but I don't plan on changing.

>>83156474
Did she know it was you?

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>>83156464
When my highly-evangelical aunt called me a
>demon
>devil
>terrorist
over the course of one summer. Her reason? Because I wasn't 'quite like the other kids' (didn't obsess over ballsports and girls) and actually questioned things.

As if her deadbeat, womanizing brother were any better...

I always knew, but my perception of how I was bad changed from evil to low-quality after a few years of reflection

I dated a girl who claimed to be 19, but was actually 16, and I didn't care while my friends freaked out. I was 38

>>83156619
no i managed to bullshit my way out of it but i felt like an even bigger piece of shit

when i was 6 and spit on my friend's family prayer rug (i used to spit every time i saw a hair)

>>83156464
I'm not. So I guess not yet unless something changes. Most people are in the grey area between absolute evil/good anyway. You sound like you feel you are a bad person. Objectively warranted or not, and cope by assuming others must be like you. It's on you to decide your own actions. No one else. So do better, or continue being dogshit and living such a life.

im not sure why im such a bad person. i had loving parents never had early trauma just turned out kind of shitty. always been a taker and rarely a giver. ive been drinking heavy for the past decade or so. my relationships with women are always fucked up. ive never cheated but ive hooked up with girls who i knew to not be single. im just a piece of shit

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>>83157023
>my friend's family prayer rug
>i used to spit every time i saw a hair
we are very different people.
i feel like i am learning about the world.

I thought about the calculus of giving vs taking I do.

I'm a weirdo, but I ain't bad.

>>83157300
Same sort of

>>83156464
when i put a dick inside my sleeping girlfriends mouth