its super hot today and my house has bad air conditioning that doesnt reach my roomi wonder how people cuddle in this heat cause i cant even cuddle plushies in my bed without overheatingi hope one day i can move outta this country
>>83201292one of the best ways to cope with heat is to burn a couple sticks of sandalwood incense. I usually recommend it for covering up man-smell and butt-odor, but in this case it would do a good job of masking regular body odor as well.
>>83201299theres no odors i need covered tho i just need this house to be cold
>>83201292i wanna lay my head on his chest and cry about how hot today is...
>>83201292need more inaki matsumoto griffith x guts yaoi panels to post
>>83201722oh uhthank you?
i lost one of my fake piercings but won $3 on a $1 scratch card so that made up for it
>>83201292it has been a hot day here too. not a fan of this warm weather. beginning to appreciate the cold.
>>83202087when hot weather hits youll always appreciate the colder months more.i hate hot weather too, i wanna move somewhere colder
>>83202085i also got to feed the crows some bread. i love crows so fucking much man
might go down the street to check if this cat i want to steal is alive cause its dogshit "owners" refuse to bring it INSIDE EVER and it looked dead so im worried
got more manga in the mail 2day too
>>83201292but it's cold as SHIT here what the hell it's 40Fwhich ok isn't that cold but still, I have a sweatshirt on ok
>>83202298wtf do you mean "isn't that cold" thats cold as fuck. id be dying
>>83202326iunno you get used to it. 40F isn't really that bad, I don't mind till it drops another 20 degrees and then it's cold
>>83202362wtf.where do you live where THATS cold? thats freezing. thats snow weather
>>83201292How's the throat fujo anon?
>>83202516still really sore, its been worse cause ive been coughing more today.and i did a shot of vodka and that burned it too
>>83202466Northern US. And yeah we've had snow a few times already this year in october, but it all melted. been a weird year!
>>83202567>northern usoh that makes sense, close to canada and all.snow shouldnt be coming that early at all, that is WEIRD, but also cool cause snow is cool
>>83202560Did you make that kompot?
>>83202618i have not yet.i kinda forgot about it cause ive been sick. if i can get my mum to get me some fruits id wanna do it with tomorrow ill do it, might try make sata andagi too... thatll be delicious
>>83202628I remembered about sherbet, it's on the sweet side and you could add some booze to it. Also it's cold as balls here on the job.
Its cold enough outside to freeze iceLet me live where you are
>>83202598mm pretty common to get snow in november though! it's fun until Christmas, then I get sick of it and want to go somewhere warm
>>83202638i have some left so i definitely could... good idea.>Also it's cold as balls here on the job.whats the job?farming?>>83202640whats the temp where you live rn?ill swap immediately, enjoy 40c heat.also>picrelbased. i love shinobu
>>83202658but a cold christmas is so nice. all the movies show snowy christmas with hot food and drinks. in aus by christmas its too hot to even move
>>83202660Welding in a factory, the crazy part is that the heating is on but it's still cold.
>>83202670welding generates heat too right? it must be freezing if that, and a heater, cant combat the cold. you wearing warm clothes too?
>>83202670It's an older commie building so the insulation is shit, and a few windows are busted so a lot of heat just goes away. Could be worse I could be outside working.
>>83202669oh yeah, I phrased that weirdly I see. I meant once Christmas is over then snow just gets tiresome.It sucks to drive in, always got to plow, it's often super cold and shitsux. If I make good money I might be a snowbird and live in Miami in the winter or something.
>>83202658I remember when we had snow in november, now we usually get it in december it's a pain in the ass for driving.
>>83202678When your on brake it gets colder, but it's bearable. I prefer to wear as little as I can since I don't want to get sweaty.
>>83202710>I prefer to wear as little as I can since I don't want to get sweaty.oh thats fair enough. just dont get sick tho...>>83202693ah ok, yeah you did phrase it weird.it would suck to drive in, and i forget you have to get that shit plowed, or you can get stuck in it.since we dont have snow here i forget all the downsides>live in Miami in the winter or somethingand then youll get stuck in typhoons or floods or whatever.ig you just have to pick your poison
>>83202693You tried to get winter tires? From what I heard they make a lot of difference when driving.
>>83202737it's pretty rare to actually get stuck in the snow. I mean I have for sure but people will just stop and help you get out>and then youll get stuck in typhoons or floods or whatever.see that's the beauty of it, Miami gets hurricanes when it's summer and late fall here, which is the best time to be here. then in winter it's like 85F and nice and not TOO hot.>>83202761yeah I think I'm gonna buy some winter tires this year. haven't done it so far cause they're so expensive but idk I have some money it's probably worth it now
>>83202802I use mud/snow and they get the job done, but the people who used them said that they do help. Are you driving a gasoline car or a diesel one?
>>83202802really? i thought it would be way more common, like itd happen a few times every winter if you drive often.>then in winter it's like 85F and nice and not TOO hot.i thought most of those natural disasters happened in winter? considering that should be the time for wild stuff like that
also seeking the input of anons:i already have a small saya fumo, do i cancel my big saya fumo preorder so i can get 2 figures that are on my most wanted list?seems like an easy answer but i just CANT decide
Hello, formerly sad ame. I never understood why girls like Griffith when he's so clearly evil and psychopathic but then I imagined him gender-swapped, basically a femme fatale that turns into a demoness and rapes me until my mind breaks... and now I understand, I fully understand...
>>83202912What would Guts turn into when gender bent?
>>83202912hello, anon.i think most women just like him cause hes pretty, including myself, tho i also find him interesting as a character.but hey, i uh, wont judge
>>83202855Tbh fumos are like Funko pops in my eyes. If you can get two fumos that you really want get them, you don't know if you will find them later on.
>>83202949ill probably be able to find the fumo again later, and they'll likely re-release it or something. the figures tho, i doubt ill find those again.ok easy choice i know what im doing
>>83202942A female knight.>>83202945Did you read Berserk? You cannot overlook how evil he is, that's a fundamental part of his character and the plot.
>>83203020i did read it, which is why i say i think his characters interesting.im not gonna say hes not evil (cause hes done horrible shit, like all of the eclipses events and then releasing monsters upon the world, kidnapping casca as soon as she gets her mind back, using the princess, etc etc etcbut like, I WANNA KNOW ALL HIS INTENTIONS. WHYYY HES DOING WHAT HES DOING, WHAT LED HIM TO HAVE THESE DREAMS AND GOALS. THEY DONT EXPLAIN SHIT. theres obviously bigger things going on in that head but nooooo miura will just make the most retarded cryptic dialogue ever and draw shit like this instead of actually giving us ANY look inside.i hope the new guy finishes the story and gives us more of a look into griffiths mind but i have a feeling he'll just wait til the very end battle between griffith and guts and we'll get some 2 volume griffith backstory right in the middle of it
>>83203051>I WANNA KNOW ALL HIS INTENTIONS. WHYYY HES DOING WHAT HES DOING, WHAT LED HIM TO HAVE THESE DREAMS AND GOALSDidn't he have that dream as a kid wandering the streets? The desire for power is a basic human instinct and he's simply superior in talent and abilities and perserverance. The author was influenced by Nietzsche so it's likely Griffith is simply a being of superior natual quality and wants power for power's sake like Napoleon or Ceasar. Also do you find pic rel attractive?
>>83203071>Didn't he have that dream as a kid wandering the streets?i think so, shit i cant even remember it properly now.i regret not writing notes when i read it cause the stuff i forget about when talking about it really annoys me. >The author was influenced by Nietzsche so it's likely Griffith is simply a being of superior natual quality and wants power for power's sake like Napoleon or Ceasar.ah, didnt know miura was influenced by nietzsche, ig thatd make a lot of sense.but then again... idk how to feel about a character like griffith just being the way he is "because human nature". there should be more substance imo.>Also do you find pic rel attractive?i find picrel cute more than anything, not really "attractive"why?
>>83203020Oh come give me a better answer then that. I think that female Guts would be a BPD tomboy.
>>83203099>ah, didnt know miura was influenced by nietzsche, ig thatd make a lot of sense.I only read it because this video recommended it!: https://youtu.be/zxTwYdYzw8c?si=7VChwfHSSuO-Q-Xz>why?Good, if you're straight and not attracted to her, that makes me straight for being attracted to her.>>83203132What do you want, it would be the same he'd just be an angsty muscular woman...
>>83203190gonna bookmark so i can watch that video later. >Good, if you're straight and not attracted to her, that makes me straight for being attracted to her.i didnt even realise that was a woman, but i had a strange feeling. especially when you asked me if i found her attractive lmao
>>83203216She's my favourite cosplayer, no idea why she chose to crossdress as Griffith when she normally cosplays very feminine characters. Interesting that your instincts told you it's not a male even though Griffith himself is quite androgynous.
>>83203228That is some nice look cosplay, just how much time and money does she spend on it.
>>83203228tbdesu it was a good choice, she pulls off that griffith cosplay really well. i googled her and saw her monogatari cosplays and BY GOD DOES SHE LOOK GOOD AS KISS-SHOT.>Interesting that your instincts told you it's not a male even though Griffith himself is quite androgynousmy heterosexual instincts kicked in lmao.she just looks really feminine, tho, idk how to explain it
>>83203277Uncanny valley effect, it look ok just not quite right, it's the same reason people find aliens creepy.
>>83203269I've never thought about that! I am a poor neet so I just enjoyed her pics for free...>>83203277I prefer her as Senjougahara! She looks like my ideal woman there, 10/10 soul mate material, I may have fantasized about her lying in bed next to me... she's cosplayed a lot of female characters which are very attractive to me personality-wise like Reze, Makima, Shinku, Senjougahara, Nazuna, Mikan... she's very prolific and has good taste. Dunno if she does anything naked, don't care. When I get a job, she'll be the first cosplayer I ever support.>>83203286more like juggernaut theory, you see a woman who's 10/10 divine and realize she lives in a different world and you have no chances with her so you subconsiously find faults in her and convince yourself to look for less attractive-more approachable women.
I hope I am not making OP jealous. Well, now she knows how we feel when she posts ideal males like Griffith or Guts!
>>83203301The reason I mentioned uncanny valley is because a lot of cosplayer just use make up to make them selves to look like a fictional human, and when they do it they look plastic, at least in my eyes, like those silicone robots. You would be surprised how many guys would shoot their shot. Also I didn't know you swing both way.
>>83203286i dont think uncanny valley is.the right term at all>>83203301cosplay is really expensive if you want good stuff, shes definitely spent a few thousand.ive done some not high end cosplays and spent $70 on one and $150 on another. its not cheap!!she definitely has good taste, and i can see why shes prolific cause the quality of her photos and cosplays is amazing.>She looks like my ideal woman there, 10/10 soul mate material, I may have fantasized about her lying in bed next to me...>When I get a job, she'll be the first cosplayer I ever support.anon, dont fall into the pit of simping, im worried... be careful
>>83203334About those Shinku pics- she cosplays a literal doll from Rozen Maiden, I think the uncanny valley is in part purposeful
>>83203326i wouldnt get jealous s.m.h.only if it was my crush talking about women like that, then id be jealous
>>83203346If cosplays are expensive then it's right to support her! I don't know her name or anything, i am just interested in her art and my escapist fantasies. I know you dont like those fantasies because they make you more suicidal and depressed- well, i have staked my life on escapism, I would kms If I had to live in the real world only.
>>83203352I was talking in general, if they cosplay as a human they should try to look human as possible if they are cosplaying as a doll it's fine to look like a doll, but when they cosplay as a human with a ton of make up my brain just goes 'oh it's fake, not good'. At least that's my personal opinion.
>>83203371just dont go overboard and take care of yourself first and all :p>i have staked my life on escapism, I would kms If I had to live in the real world only.as long as it helps you and you can seperate fantasy from reality and all.just worried lmao
>>83203403Of course I can separate: life is boring, hopeless, stressful, dissapointing, full of strife and suffering, while fantases are worth living through, fun, exciting and worthwhile!
>>83203412life doesn't have to be that way, for the most part.tho its hard to make life better at all.fantasies are nice sometimes but then i snap out of it and realise i dont have my beloved in my bed holding me and it makes me wanna DIE idk how to stop that
i'm tired kapuchi
>>83203483go to bed s.m.hget rest
190cm fakecels all around
>>83203518what do you mean by this, originalololy?
>>83203518https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EW66QdPq9-k
>>83203527i mean that empirically
>>83203527our local shift manager is having a melty, please forgive him, I'll escort him out of this thread>>83203534hey come on man this ain't the time for this
>>83203544escort this deek outta your ass nigguah, big boy wants to score some femboy bus bus
>>83203547I know it was you imposter, kapuchi would never say such a thinghands where I can see em you bastard
>>83203544anon, it looks like your escorting has failed terribly.maybe if we ignore him, he will leave on his own
>>83203555where you can see 'em.... got it ;)>unzips pants
>>83203559now that I have the imposter isolated and cornered? not a chance, not a chance in hell, this is the time to strike, now out of my way, or you'll be going down with him
>>83203570norwood 2
>>83203561....I give up, do as you please
>>83203570i do not wish to go down with him. go get him champ
>>83203584as i please?..... hmmmm
>>83203588just fuck eachother already goddamn
I'm getting second hand embarrassment from you guys please stop we don't even know if its actually him come on shoo shoo, back to your containment
>>83203595as i always say; why fuck each other when we can fuck you?
>>83203601if its actually who? wtf?>>83203606ew nomen need to fuck other men
>>83203619you entered this thread a man but will leave it as dripping moaning slut
>>83203619>if its actually who?>wtf?its uh... long story, just don't think too much about it now I'm 100% sure these retards got it all wrong... the cringe is strong
>>83203634well now i need to hear the story, come on.i wanna know what just happened in my thread lmao
>>83203648we have a gay griffith anon in our general and someone assumed this thread was his and posted it in our general and they started spamming shitty inside jokes and catchphrases here like the silly billies they are
>>83203678>gay griffith anon...is he a femboy?i forget r9k discords exist, but its pretty hilarious you guys would come out and spam his thread. even tho you were WRONG and im not him lmfao
>>83203699>...is he a femboy?yeahand its not a discord server, its a general thread, but lets leave it at thatenjoy your thread
>>83203711and the understander will understand
>>83203711tell him theres someone here looking to make him his boywife>and its not a discord server, its a general thread, but lets leave it at thatahhh ok.but fuck anon you really had to end it with "lets leave it at that", makes me curious
>>83203732Are you that anon that lift for your biywife?
>>83203729... man I try to neatly clean up after you guys and you just had to ruin it
>>83203745nopeim a fujo, a woman, i like to read about men fucking other men
>>83203759do you like scrawny hoodie wearing short boys with curtains
>>83203759Oh the Aussie one, the last thread had a guy looking for a biywife.
>>83203821i like my crush and him only.that aside.id probably wanna feed a guy like that and make him dress better than plain hoodies cause id wanna dress cool together
>>83203839If you have a crush on him why don't you make it know to him?
>>83203852i have.its very overly complicated and im too tired to explain the full pictute>>83203832didnt the lifter guy already have a boy he wants to make his boywife?
>>83203894Oh well good luck, and some rest then.
>>83203428>life doesn't have to be that way, for the most part.I think most people are condemned to such a boring and stressful life, a life not worth living. Perhaps some have the nature and circumstances to lead a true Life, but for most of us, fantasies are all there is. >realise i dont have my beloved in my bed holding me and it makes me wanna DIE idk how to stop thatEh I want to die all the time, you'll get used to it!
hello this is a based thread and this is as the griffith-anonand i was sleeping all day >>83203699I am, I don't use discord servers though.I approve of the GutsxGriffith, i'm proud
from now on this is a yaoi thread
>>83204749Is there more than one gay griffith anon or are you the one that posted those hot cosplay pics?
>>83202362I remember going out in -15F, so cold the snow was frozen, not a single cloud in the sky. Breathing hurt, my eyes hurt, my skin hurt, and the wind felt like knives. Good god was that the best I ever felt. I'd stay outside until my lips were cracked open and then go inside and get the wood stove going dangerously hot, just sit and stare at the flames. Anyway above freezing is shorts and t shirt weather.
>>83205460gay one, i did post a witch cosplay though.
>>83205562Yeah, it was very hot. I want to date a guy like you.
>>83205572Awww thank you! <3 means a lot :3
>>83205635Of course Griffith boy <3
>>83205562Would you fuck or get fucked by pic rel?
>>83205717<3 :3>>83205727I'd want to be fucked as the cosplay preferably but if i could, I'd probably be a switch with that one.I am mainly a power bottom
Hi Ame!!I hope you've been doing okay, or better! I've not been around because I was struggling thanks to not having any of my pills for a while, go figure... It's really funny, I go from how you know me to DEATH EMO KMS EVERYTHING IS OVER LIFE IS MISERY mode when I don't have my pills.Looks like you've been sleeping but I just like to say hi anyway, and maybe I'll be around more again now that I'm feeling better! Also for some reason my IP range is blocked from uploading files even though I haven't posted any in forever... But you can probably tell it's me anyway!!
>>83206158What pills are you on? SSRi? Pregabalin? Bupropion?
>>83206249Bupropion, citalopram, lamotrigine, aripiprazole. I have quite the concoction at this point... And that's just the psychotropics.
>>83206264A-anon... how is this even possible?! I thought that the more you take, the more negative interactions you might have! Citalopram is ssri, bupropion is amazing and I want to go back to taking it. Are you bipolar and have a different mix of meds for mania and depression?
>>83206274Yep, bipolar!! A lot of them are rather low dosages, at least compared to the maximum, I think they all kinda work together to keep me balanced... It took nearly a decade to get this regimen that works pretty well. If the pharmacy hadn't messed up and stuff I would have been fine, as long as I have my pills I'm really consistently doing quite well! Mentally at least. I have a lot of physical stuff going on as well, though, not because of my psych meds though, it's my immune system. I'm just really unlucky health-wise...Though I really don't get any side effects, if any at all? Some difficulty sexually but barely, and I don't particularly mind it anyway, I'm not very sexual of a person to begin with. Other than that I can't think of anything they do to me! Though there have been many meds I've tried that came with some side effects. Venlafexine made me go insanely manic, as in I was driving 110mph on the highway for funsies. At night at least, when there was no one around, but still... Don't do that. Prozac made me an angry violent freak. Lithium made me a dead zombie, though I hear that's kinda what it's supposed to do...Sorry, I started hardcore yapping. I just think psych meds are really cool in how they affect the brain. Again it's taken so long to find this regimen that works so it was kinda hell trying all the different ones as I went, but it's kinda scientifically intriguing, I guess I would call it. It's like we were running experiments on me since there's no other way to see what pills work well than to try them. I dunno, it's cool!!!
>>83206319Yes they are cool, but I understand them as simply drugs, but safer, less addictive and... instantaneous than illicit drugs. Try pregabalin, it feels amazing, all my anxiety and stress is gone and I am cheerful and friendly and at peace.
>>83206367I'm honestly a little afraid to add or remove anything at this point, but I do have some not fully dealt with anxiety... I'll think about it, non!! Then I'll have a new high score of meds I take too..!
griffith posting!!!!
holy shit threads still up :Dgood morning everynyan
>>83206158karen-anon?!why werent you able to get your meds? i can imagine with that concoction youd definitely feel... not so great without them.i hope to see you around more again!!
forgot to wash my towels again.goddammit man
time for me to make mac and cheese
>>83209184I want to make a pussy joke but I'm not smart enough to come up with one
>>83209303please dont ill be really upset. i dont wanna think of vagina while eating my comfort food T-T
>>83209345Doesn't mac and cheese sound like a wet ass pussy when you push your spoon into it and then take it out? Do it fast. Wet ass pussy ass mac and cheese
>>83209372thank god i ate before i came back.ew lmao.idk wtf is going on with cardi bs pussy to make it sound like that but that is NOT WHAT REAL VAGINAS SOUND LIKE ewewew
>>83209458all pussies are different don't shame someone just because their pussy sounds like mac and cheese thats so rude
>>83209469but that doesnt seem normal, like idk man
>>83209481the world is inherently absurd and abnormal, embrace and enjoy it rather than fighting it,
>>83209458A really wet pussy sounds like thatsource: my ex had a really wet pussy
>>83209494i mean... fair enough?>>83209517really?...man. thats really weird.maybe im too innocent
>>83209558>maybe im too innocentyou flick your bean to two homosexual men having PASSIONATE SWEATY GAY SEXthats NOT INNOCENT
>>83209558>maybe im too innocentTry edging yourself for a few hours and just let the goop puddle then finger yourself or tap at your puddle kind of violently. You'll get the noise.
>>83209572i actually DONT do that sorta thing to yaoi i just kinda look at it and go "damn hot/cute" i am VERY innocent>>83209573the mere idea of doing that made me gag, sounds gross
>>83209608so you do it to other things? that 'to' does some real heavy lifting thereyou NASTY SLUT
>>83209608>the mere idea of doing that made me gag, sounds grossHow is that gross? I thought all girls did that, or have I just only dated coomers?
>>83209629masturbating is NORMAL and EVERYONE NEEDS TO DO IT! nothing slutty about that
>>83209639i think youre dating coomers but also i could just be really weird
>>83209652Maybe I just throw women into heat, I am completely irresistible and highly attractive after all
>>83209662good for you for having such confidence
>>83209723It was sarcasm I have no idea why any girl has ever even given me the time of day
>>83209734oh.well theres obviously some good things about you.i uh, dont know what to tell you man
i really need to continue my anime marathon
i need more fb marketplace sales so i can buy more yaoi dojins
URGH NEED MORE GRIFFITHXGUTS