didnt we do this edition already

Day 1 of t-break
I'm on lyrica and I still wanna get high, but I want weed to actually work again.

Im gonna stop smoking weed for good. Im 27 and wasted my entire 20s because of this stupid shit. Weed kills dreams.

Also dont the thread die againnn
https://files.catbox.moe/c8lerz.mp4

File: Crystal_Meth.jpg (53 KB, 600x450)

53 KB JPG

I've done enough Crystal Meth in the past to accidently summon a succubus. One talks to me and fucks me all the time now, I married her even.

I'm about to smoke some weed with my succubus. After I finish completive gaming with her. She forcibly possesses me to play Call of Duty and to lay in bed and watch TV.

Feels good being genuinly insane to normies.

File: 1637041059521.jpg (223 KB, 1080x1160)

223 KB JPG

>>83222968
My 60yo great uncle is on meth. He crawls behind the police academies shooting race to collect lead. He has an infection all over his arms now. Cool you got a succubus out of it.

>>83222949
You're quitting huh?
Did you have the mindset of "I never had any realistic dreams to begin with" at the time?

>>83222473
It's a re-edition since the last one died fast!

File: 1713647068390153.png (702 KB, 1103x1600)

702 KB PNG

>>83223021
>"I never had any realistic dreams to begin with"
loool. Kinda yes. But are dreams supposed to be realistic? Im still determined to see them fulfilled, I know they will. I never lost hope, just lost focus. Weed is fun but I have higher intentions for my life.

>>83222968
I never donw anything insane on Meth. But I've summoned a succubus one night and she gave me a footjob. Never seen her again.

>>83222949
Goodluck, anon. I quit at 28 cold-turkey and it was easy and I'm happier for it!

>>83223076
Did you do the letter to Lilith that you burn at 3 am method? I learned about it later, a succubus just appeared to me when I was an athiest and stole me from this online potential gf i was trying to get.
>>83223011
Damn, that's pretty bad. I was eating wild datura when I was homeless cause I couldn't get meth.

>>83223073
>are dreams supposed to be realistic?
I guess it's up to the individual to decide
The most dreadful feelings to me are boredom and disappointment, so to avoid the second one, I don't set goals unless I'm absolutely sure I can accomplish them.

File: IMG_7875.jpg (77 KB, 564x564)

77 KB JPG

i cant wait to OD and die one day

>>83223202
boredom is creativity.

>>83223260
I'm bad at creative things though so it just makes me more suicidal.

>>83223266
you have to deal with the boredom, it makes you creative. like dealing with the pain of inhaling smoke, to get high. its magic

>>83223228
same bro, but i dont got enough drugs to kms

>>83223108
>Did you do the letter to Lilith that you burn at 3 am method?
No, I just have schizophrenia. That did the trick.

>>83223469
How do you differentiate between a succubus and schizophrenia?

>>83223681
>How do you differentiate between a succubus and schizophrenia?
Idk. I just assume all unnatural things are the schizo ig. But the footjob felt real and was really good.

For a second I thought that anon was talking about a gf and used "succubus" as slang for "woman"

holy fucking shit oxy is good and i'm not even near the peak yet

>>83223739
sounds comfy, I wish I had oxy but no one (that I know of) is selling it in blisters.
Is it bad that the only reason I'd want to stop NEETing and get a job is to be able to afford opiates?

Just got word my dealer is trying to get Opioid connections so he can sell Opies. If he can do it, it'll be so awesome.

Gosh Telegram is sketch city

I want to do acid again so bad bros

>>83222949
>Also dont the thread die againnn
>https://files.catbox.moe/c8lerz.mp4
Is this you

>>83224179
I remember trying to order drugs there for the first time in highschool and losing all my money, good times, I huffed lighter fluid to cope with the regret.

i am fucking addicted to weed. i spend every waking moment outside of work or working out thinking, "well why don't i get high?" i'm literally living for the next time i can get high. that's all i have going on in my life. i'm willing to drop everything just to have more time to get high

>inb4 weed isn't addictive

i am acting like a fucking addict and i'm panicking because my weed is about to run out

>>83225200
Pussy. Go finish high school

>>83225380
Nta but kill yourself for real. Fuckheads like you are why innocent people dont question their dependencies, no matter how "harmless" they are. You can get addicted to anything, Im addicted to weed, Tampico/Sunny D and yelling at people on Twitter.

Acknowledgment is the first step, and faggots like you get in the way of that. Fuck off and rot in hell.

>>>/adv/33978197

>>83225380
kek, i'm in my 30s with a high paying corporate job. i talk on all these meetings and make important decisions but the only thing i think about is getting high

rrrreeeee do more drugszz

how do i stop abusi g my ritalin script in the dumbest way possible?

>>83228024
stimfapping?
good luck with that one vro

drugs are gay and will turn you really gay

>>83229088
stimfapping and jus tlaying in bed doing nothing

>>83224615
yus.

>got drunk and ruined a cheap print in my Airbnb
what's the best lie to explain this that isn't "got drunk"? Cheap canvas on cheap wood. it's like $15 but I can't find a direct replacement, only DIY paint versions
It was hung too high up for me to have realistically knocked it down and smashed it by accident
I'm here for another week

>>83223093
Not the best of ideas.
Your soul hasn't passed enough Dharma protocols to be able to handle the power you would obtain by breaking through.
Take it from personal experience.
Power tends to corrupt, and absolute power corrupts absolutely. Great men are almost always bad men. Not because they have absolute power, but because they are willing to make personal sacrifices to help the greater good of whoever gave them their power.

>>83223021
He meant literally dreaming at night. WEW LAD

>>83224710
When you get a legit one it's good, but it's hard to find a good one.

>>83228024
Try to take it as needed, otherwise stay away from it. Keep it in a hard to reach place. Idk though, the script means you can sustain the addiction indefinitely.

>>83230329
I don't think I'm the one you wanted to reply to.

every day I wake up i want to ask god why he cursed me with existence but I'm fully cognizant of the fact that it can get much, much worse so I keep my stupid fucking mouth shut

File: sanae.gif (1.9 MB, 498x483)

1.9 MB GIF

>>83222070
>mauser c96
>spare magazine

>>83230633
No that's not that I meant. Weed kills dreams, both literally and metaphorically.

File: 1748628598505440.jpg (51 KB, 688x694)

51 KB JPG

yall motherfuckers ready to get fried for thanksgicving ??????????

>>83233271
im not going to Thanksgiving because i live in my car now that my parents kicked me out after i tried at them for locking their dog up for 20hrs a day

>>83233372
well you can still celebrate the day cant you? you got anything? im sorry about your situation btw thats fucked

>>83233372
i remember u
how's the car life going
also post ur ass again

>>83223730
sir where do you think you are right now?

>>83233454
ill probably splurge and buy myself a milkshake today

>>83233491
>how's the car life going
its going okay. still don't know what to do with myself.

>also
https://files.catbox.moe/c8lerz.mp4
id make more videos if i actually had a place

>>83233539
>its going okay. still don't know what to do with myself.
are u working? how do u sustain ur life

>video
i should not be watching this with my family in the room...

The Khat juice place is really intereating. Maybe I should miss a session of Meth and go for a red Khat juice bottle, it's not expensive. Though the sale of fortified juices are illegal... idk how that guy stays in business.

>>83229955
Just tell them you knocked it off and don't offer any further explanation. Offer to replace it or pay for a new one. That's all you need to do.

>>83233568
>are u working? how do u sustain ur life
I was a bartender for a couple years and saved a lot

but im kinda down to my last 2k

will sell n00ds for money

>>83233667
whats the plan when the money runs out
>will sell n00ds for money
u oughta do that

File: 1750629320239244.png (1.5 MB, 1312x864)

1.5 MB PNG

took 700mg of pregabalin and i have some beers for later when the pregab starts wearing off
comfy as fuck

>>83233786
>whats the plan when the money runs out
I guess I have no plans. I don't want a normal job again. Im trying to just get famous or become a lolcow by pissing people off and posting all my information on twitter. I would sell nudes but Im too ugly. I would sell my body but Im too insecure.

so i dont actually know. but i know ill rule the world one day!!

https://files.catbox.moe/hqbo4f.mp4

someone explain to me why head shops have to be closed on thanksgiving
you can't

>>83233836
it feels good but it makes you retarded, even that image looks like some dumbass wannabe YT "entrepreneur"

>>83234129
because the faggot behind the counter has to blow his husband at his in-laws house

>>83234129
Find one owned by an immigrant. Shouldn't be hard

>>83234156
the only ones near me that still sell blue lotus near me are closed, already checked them

>>83234180
Whats blue lotus? Like the flower?

File: IMG_8634.jpg (950 KB, 1242x1640)

950 KB JPG

>>83233894
time to sell drugs

>>83234184
yeah, but I get the vapes with nootropics added
only a few places here still sell it because it became illegal for the shops to purchase, but they can still sell what they have
not sure what I'll do when the stocks run out completely, kratom makes me sick and all the other stuff these stores sell are just lame

Sober as we speak. I do not know which drug I should do next. Any suggestions?

>>83234227
What does it do? Ive never heard of blue lotus vapes

>>83234212
>time to sell drugs
im trying to save all the life-ruining plans for the end

>>83234401
It makes you feel euphoric and numb to things that bother you, and has sensory effects that just make everything you do more interesting and enjoyable. It's kind of like a really, really good indica.
Kind of addictive though, like today I've vomited a few times and other times when I couldn't get it for whatever reason had the same problem.

>>83233894
Invest in gambling. You can only lose 100% of your money, but you can win up to 1000%

>>83234666
The risk goes up exactly equally with the potential reward of gambling.

>>83234357
Well, what's your experience so far? What kind of high are you leaning towards?

There's a thing going around local Telegram dealers where they pretend to be dealers and arrange a meeting spot only to show up with a bunch of friends and mug you of your drug money or beat it out of you. There are doxx groups who fight that phenomenon, but that's why it's important to only buy from community-run groups. Too bad the community groups are down right now, and I don't know when/if they're coming back. Still have my regular guy, which is great for my needs, but I'm looking to expand to Opioids, and there are some scetch af users claiming to sell Opies on wild-west groups, among ads of official paper forgers and hookers. So far no luck. The hunt goes on.

>2ml THC + CBD olive oil
>2g matcha
>5g cacao
>8g 6.2% fijiana waka kava
>fancy maduro cigar for later
Wishing yall in the states a blessed thanksgiving!

>>83232855
Checked. I agree honestly. Both are reasons why I am quitting myself. We gonna make it fren.

>>83233577
Im jealous af, always wanted to try khat.

>>83232855
Extremely destructive drug

Im 10mg clonazepam and alcohol anon from last thread, parents checked on me because they heard a loud thud and then called an ambulance when I started falling unconscious. I most likely wouldve died and right now I still wish I did but lets hope that passes. Currently in a psych ward quote un quote voluntarily and maybe things do actually get better. I love you drugfeel

>>83235498
damn i was wondering what happened to u on my drive home last night
good to know ur okay

been off weed for weeks now
do feel like i can concentrate better AT WORK
still feel sleepy
only issue is i hate my life and i'm considering getting into all of the hard drugs, what's the point of being sober?
well at least ket and mdma, i'll try those out

>ket
>MDMA
hard

>>83235498
Glad you are ok, was one of those that warned you against that course of action. Hope you have a blessed thanksgiving anon.

>>83233836
drinking beer and watching youtube slop now
god damn i love pregabalin
think i'll try to be sober until monday and then snort some oxy in the evening
p.s. anyone else get weird insomnia with oxy? last time i did it i lied in my bed for 4 hours in a weird half sleep state until i said fuck it and took my sleeping pills
>>83235498
alcohol and benzos are such a shit combo, you completely lose your inhibitions
i combined vodka with alprazolam once upon a time and woke up on the floor with no memory of what happened
good thing i was alone, didn't leave my apartment and didn't break anything, pretty sure i just shitposted until i passed out

>>83235657
>>83235994
Thanks for the concern, hope you guys have good thanksgivings too.
>>83236125
The point of alcohol and benzos was suicide tbdesu, thats why it was lucky or unlucky that my parents found out about it so soon

>>83236320
You sneak your phone into the funny farm? Or are you in one of those ones that allows it?

>>83236586
They let me have mobile electronic devices but no laptop, which is a shame because im gonna lose my war thunder daily login streak now ;-;

First gen antihistamines are always a great combo with any depressant it seems.

>>83222070
help
HELP
NUTMEG
HELP

Ended up snorting them chinese research chemicals(dissociatives)

>>83237154
Just vibe your way through the hallucinations broski.
>>83237308
Ooo, do you know what disso specifically? I've heard of a bunch of novel one-offs coming from overseas.

>>83237154
What dose? Take a benzo if you need to CTFD.

>>83237468
Also interested to know whats going around these days far as the disso scene.

>>83236645
are there cute foids in the ward
ive always wanted to go to meet cutter girls

>>83237154
How much did you take, anon?

how does weed fapping compare to meth or stim fapping?

Weed intensified all my senses and made cooming feel amazing. I use past tense because today's the first time i had a lacklustre coom while high.

I'm guessing it's because of desensitisation, so my next question is, does weed ruin sex for you like meth does because of how supposedly nothing can compare to the intensity of meth? Am I fucking myself up by getting used to weed cooming, which my sober body will never be able to match up to?

>>83233593
but it's clearly snapped in half in a way that wouldn't happen from merely knocking it down
Should I buy a new one (with a different pattern) at Target?

File: 12414141.jpg (132 KB, 736x959)

132 KB JPG

Alright drugfellers, I'm tweaking off the pregab and besides a special dose I keep for a special time, I got about 180mg of codeine, should I just pop this shit with some leftover DPH?

Had to tap out of taking Prozac after 4 days. Shit transported me to silent hill. Day 5 of not taking any and my body still feels strange, my memory is awful and I have crazy brain fog. God bless anyone that this somehow helps.

pregabalin makes me crave nicotine, anyone else?

>>83240069
Caffeine makes me crave Nicotine.

File: 1761674019568862.png (128 KB, 262x423)

128 KB PNG

quick reviving this thread

Found some gabapentin I lost. Tonights gonna be comfy.

>>83233894
If you have a facebook you should go onto either the portland or seattle queer housing exchange and find a room in a boarding house or shared apartment. It will most likely be a bunch of dysfunctional trans people but you will be leagues better off than where you are.

File: snoke.jpg (61 KB, 512x512)

61 KB JPG

got to leave work early immediately snoked a grasse when i got home

what's the most recreational benzo?
I only tried xanax before and it's a good med, but not a good recreational drug.

Just did a fatass line of chocolate, I'm already starting to feel the effects.

>>83233894
If you're young (like 18-21 young) you can be a male escort on grindr, even if you're mediocre appearance wise there's always going to be some weird guy into it.
I did the former beforehand and it's always something when you need money, wasn't threatened with homelessness I just wanted extra money without having to find employment.

>>83237154
What does nutmeg do? I vaguely remember experience journals on erowid saying they just felt weary and nauseous for a good 60 hours.

>>83242511
are any benzos good recreational drugs?

>>83237668
>>83237468
Ended up snorting 2F-DCK and watching the Matrix movie.

>>83238292
I don't think it amplifies the experience nearly as strongly as stimulants. Personally went on 24 hours stimfap benders on stims, but never on weed

>>83242555
Were you getting buttfucked? Did being a prostitute turn you on? Asking because I'm on meth rn

>>83242765
stop "jorking it". and by "it", haha, well. let's just say. Your peanits .

>>83242765
yes and sorta yes, having someone willing to pay you for sex is sexually gratifying in a way.

>>83242859
Very cool, any weird clients or requests? Did some of them have large cocks? Did you ever swallow or do drugs?

Do the psychedelic gummies from headshop actually work, ate three mushroom gummies of blue lotus, lions mane, chaga, mimosa hostilis, and rootbark

File: uwK4aon.gif (1007 KB, 380x214)

1007 KB GIF

>>83243020
research your drugs before you eat them, especially if it's not some designer chem, so there is information available.
you can type "what are the short and long term effects of [drug]? Cite sources!" into chatgpt and hit enter yourself

>>83243088
Seems like the two active ingredients are DMT and muscimol
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Muscimol
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mimosa_tenuiflora
>A 2021 case series described five patients who presented to an emergency department with altered mental status after consuming blue lotus. Symptoms included sedation, disorientation, and perceptual disturbances. Other reported effects were tachycardia, anxiety, and, in one case, a persistent erection

So it's just viagra with dmt

>>83243176
does it contain a maoi? if not, that dmt ain't shit

>>83242699
Benzos aren't recreational by themselves, i sometime take them with weed because weed makes me anxious, 2mg of Xanaxnor kpins can make it go from panic attack to feeling like floating on a cloud

>>83243330
thats been my experience too, well not with weed but on their own they arent great. these days i mostly just take em when i dont wanna exist for half a day

>>83243303
I feel altered but also smoked weed. Ate 4 so far and going for 5 in a bit. each containing 1,000 mg of "extract"

>>83242143
Always fun finding drugs by accident.
Have fun, anon!

>>83242494
Sounds like a good time. It's nice to leave earlier than you expected and have more spare time.

>>83243303
Took some 5-htp to have a competitive agonist to MAOI

>>83243571
yea but i had no plans besides getting high
and i now listen a pretty good rap album about trying to suppress emotions through drugs, mainly alcohol
having no plans and drinking alone specifically
typing this stopped the tears from rolling down again

>>83242511
Not very euphoric or anything, but Clonazepam is a relatively functional benzo with an alright high. I take it after a Meth session to deal with sleeplessness and the comedown and it feels like floating in bliss, with the occational blackout if I've done more than 3mg (ususally 2mg-6mg do the trick). Also Lorazepam is nice for drowsy time-skipping and sleep. And Brotizolam is very euphoric at high doses (2mg or 8*0.25mg pills) paired with one glass of cheap wine, providing you can stay awake to feel it, but definitely very strong on euphoria for some reason. Not functional at all, though, which is why I prefer Clonazepam for recreation.

>>83243642
ok madlad, no compulsive redosing beyond this point youre doing pharmahuasca

Bros, lithium really quelled my suicidal thoughts. I still feel like shit, but no longer have the urge to kill myself. It also gave me galloping diarrhea, though

File: Spoiler Image (657 KB, 952x1297)

657 KB JPG

>>83243652
wait
no you dont
muscimol is a heavy gaba agonist, youll get more retarded than elfed
gabaergics are used as trip stoppers
Shouldn't have snoked so much if I do say so myself, I can barely solve the captcha!

>>83242565
NTA.
Seached it for you:
"Nutmeg contains the psychoactive compound myristicin, which, when consumed in large doses (starting around 5 grams), can produce hallucinations and a high. However, recreational use is dangerous, with toxic effects including rapid heart rate, nausea, confusion, agitation, and potentially severe health risks like organ failure and death." -Google AI
5g or more sound like a hassle and a lot to consume in one go, and it's dangerous to boot, so I won't recomend it. Who needs nutmeg when you have LSD or Shrooms for cheap and reliably from a local source or DNMs?

Especially DNMs with LSD. LSD is just an oderless piece of paper so it'll pass customs easily even when ordering internationally, from personal experience, it works. And it'll be way higher quality than whatever you can find on the streets anyway. Best acid I dropped was DNM acid, and I did a lot of LSD to compare. No tab matched it since, no matter who I buy from locally or how much they swear it's the best you can get, it was just cleaner and natural feeling, like you're supposed to feel that way. I can't do it justice in words. If you're paranoid, you can buy from a domestic vendor (if available) and avoid customs altogether.

Also:
"Nutmeg intoxication symptoms typically begin 3 to 8 hours after ingestion and can last for up to 48 hours or, in some cases, several days." -Google AI
It seems way too long of a trip and probably not a very good trip at that. Best to avoid, I say.

It's like that other anon that ate half of an inhaler's wicking rod to get Amphetamine-like effects at a big health risk of poisoning and death. I just don't get it.

Get the regular drugs and be good, why the roundabout way to get a dangerous high if the usuals could do just as well, if not better, and are not as risky, inexpensive, and are easy to find?
The lengths people will go just to get high, I suppose.

File: 1729557563599918.jpg (56 KB, 605x454)

56 KB JPG

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lSrLb_rERdI

How do I get a doctor to prescribe me a MAOI

>>83242699
>are any benzos good recreational drugs?
Nta.
TL;DR: Arguably, yes.

Some benzos have high euphoric potential and the general sedation is also a fan favorite of an effect. Even the lower-end benzos can make hours feel like minutes and pass the time without any inconveniences if you just want to pass on a day. They can also alleviate some withdrawal symptoms so they can ease the process of quitting a drug with somewhat of an efficiency.

So it really depends on the benzo and goal, but benzos have enough of a recreational value to be a notorious addiction risk and a tolerance trap.
I personally like taking certain benzos for a feeling of bliss once in a while, myself, and they're as good as you'd expect. Not a rocket to the moon, but a good solid high in and of itself (without blacking-out or falling asleep by mistake, as long as you dose right and know your limits).

So yes, some benzos are good recreational drugs.
But most will just make you drowsy and tired and that's it. But that's what you may be after, especially if you're in a state of "anything is better than being sober" that is common among some type of druggies.

Can you snort kratom tablets?

>>83242739
TL;DR: Have fun! The Metrix is a good choice!

Sounds like a comfy experience though, I never done any dissociative drugs yet.
That drug is usually banned in most countries that have a blanket ban on analogues or derivitives of other already illegal drugs (like in my country, and the common approach in most other countries with RC regulation).
I'm somewhat surprised you passed it through customs from China with no problems.
Wonder where you're from.

RCs are awfully interesting and exciting, being the cutting edge frontier of recreational drugs and chemical creativity and possibility.

It should be almost if not exactly the same as ket on paper, but I don't really know so I'm curious. Very curious.
For postarity's sake:
Can you detect a difference between 2F-DCK and regular Ketamine?
What's your dosage?
Any hallucinations?
Did you hole? Are you planning to? How did it feel?
Please do report on the effects as it's an unusual drug and can help/interest others a lot; especially talking about RCs and the limited knowledge we have on them.

Man, I should just bite the bullet and order some ket so I know what it feels like already. It's cheap and available, just a tap away from my nose.
But I can't stomach snorting anything. I'm afraid of getting a bad drip/burn/pain. It's an inconvenient ROA compared to oral imo.
But I guess you get used to it in time, like you get used to inhaling smoke without choking.

P.S. Would've asked for the link to the store where you got it, I assume, on the clearnet. But it's against the rules to post those kind of links here, so nevermind.

>>83243644
>and i now listen a pretty good rap album about trying to suppress emotions through drugs, mainly alcohol
Can you link the album? Can someone also link other rap songs about drugs, cocaine specifically

>>83244522
the dissos I tried all feel very similar to me. Had no hallucinations. The main difference between ket and 2fdkc seems to be duration. Ket lasts slightly shorter. Tried to hole once on ket but didn't really work. People say holing on 2f-dck is even harder

>>83243176
TL;DR: That's a lot of legal psychoactives you've just ingested, be safe and research your chemicals!
Hope you have a good time.

"The psychoactive effects of Blue Lotus (Nymphaea caerulea) are attributed to the alkaloids apomorphine and nuciferine.
Historical/Investigational Uses:
>Apomorphine:
* Emetic (induces vomiting, especially in veterinary medicine).
* Treatment for erectile dysfunction.
* Investigation for treating alcoholism and other movement disorders.
>Nuciferine:
* It has been investigated for potential antipsychotic properties due to its receptor profile.
* It is associated with feelings of calmness and has been traditionally used in herbal preparations to reduce anxiety and promote sleep, although direct clinical evidence is limited.
* It's also being researched for effects on lipid metabolism and its anti-inflammatory properties." - Google AI
Blue Lotus is different from Muscimol and DMT and has other active ingredients.
Muscimol being preasent in headshop shroom-infused anything I assume already, but how's DMT legal to sell?
Also, non-smoked oral DMT without MAOIs will not be psychoactive.

File: tfw.png (120 KB, 338x167)

120 KB PNG

>>83244570
its in hungarian, there's no point

>>83244522
>>83244652
These posts smell ai generated.
Why not just post the prompts? We could generate a billion varieties of this for ourselves.

>>83244717
I thoroughly enjoy the Hungarian pornstar Amirah Adara when high on meth

>>83244755
Yeah eastern europe is an exporter of girls looking for more cash than they could ever make at home. Braindrain as well as pussy drain.

The same question that arose yesterday arises now. Which drug should I get high on. I live in EU if it matters.

File: 40af764e-06ab-437c-83c3-0(...).jpg (139 KB, 800x480)

139 KB JPG

>>83244983
>S
>>N
>>>O
>>>>K
>>>>>E
lets get chinese eyes

>>83244983
The social drug

>>83243644
>having no plans and drinking alone specifically
typing this stopped the tears from rolling down again
TL;DR: Don't feel bad, it's supposed to be an after-work treat. Hope you have a wonderful high, no comedown, and a good rest of your day!

Drinking alone is not that sad, and I used to do it occationally myself, with spiced wine I used to brew, to manage anxiety. It's totally valid as an off-time activity and as a coping mechanism, too.
Have fun and enjoy your high, anon; fun is the main purpose of a high, so don't be counter-productive by fetishizing it as "bad" or "sad". Having no plans is not uncommon and completely normal for a Friday after-noon/evening, don't stress.

Sounds like a good rap album.
I like well executed rap, especially if it's themes are personally relatable, like addiction and mental hardships.

Been listening to a local rap group lately. Some of it's 9 members are great, while others have weak verses and no flow.
One of them got awfully famous on his own for over a year and a half- you couldn't find a radio that wasn't playing his music. He wrote about the rapper's path from rags to fame, which is an old and a well-used topic in rap, but he preformed it very very well.

Another one of the 9 founded his own recording label, started putting hiphop underdogs in the spotlight, and got a few somewhat successful stars out of it.
A very skilled soundman, he got a few solo albums out and does all the trackwork in the label himself.
The other 7 either became minor celebs for a flash, or vanished.

A rapper I enjoy, not in the group, uses themes like poverty, hoodlife, psychward, weed addiction, and cops sucking in his music, all of which I can relate to; I dig the hard ghetto style a lot, deapite of it mainly targeting young delinquent stoners with felonies.
An insanely expert wordsmith. He's a real genius.
I'm always taken aback by his clever verses, wordplay, smooth delivery, hitting flow, etc.

Sorry for the rant, I like good rap :p

>>83244100
Be a very hard case and clain all the other drugs aren't working or have detrimental side effects. Eventually they'll reaort to MAOIs, if your case could benefit from them, that is. So you should've "hard to treat" depression or a severe anxiety disorder for MAOIs to be an option on the table.
Goodluck!
P.S. What're you going to do with them? Oral DMT?

>>83244463
No, Kartom is not water soluble. So are 7OH tablets. So snorting is a no-go. But do you NEED more than oral? I'd think the usual oral ROA is plenty to get properly high and the most comfortable to use, too.
Wish I had some Kratom tablets T_T

>>83246317
Thanks. I've been trying several meds for the last 5 years and none worked, I think I qualify as treatment resistant. If anything I'l threaten with killing myself if they don't prescribe it, in that case I think they're gonna do it.
>What're you going to do with them?
Fix my depression, hopefully. I can't work, socialize, or do shit. I barely have the strength to play video games. I don't wanna grow old like this

How much tramadol do you need to take to get addicted? Asking for a friend?

Do you think I could chill out from just chamomile or valerian root tea if I haven't taken any GABAergics in over a year? Seems like a better alternative for de-stressing than going back to the pills

>>83247350
Definitely. Those are both great. Same with lemon balm and skullcap.

File: images - 2025-11-29T125322.922.jpg (11 KB, 320x194)

11 KB JPG

After a meth binge I've decided to clean up. Just grass for me.

>>83248084
Sure. Stick to that for 30 days and ill be impressed. 90 to begin "proving" it.

Those wonderland psychedelic gummies from head shops don't do anything.

god the stim withdrawal is kicking in so hard i don't know what i would do without weed

File: 1752720589230770.png (466 KB, 800x450)

466 KB PNG

>>83248084
first binge?

>>83248125
nta i relapsed after a year clean and it wasn't even meth but the kiddy version. even earlier because i spend months looking for a hookup. i don't know how it is with other drugs but ironically it was a really sobering experience that showed me how far reaching the consequences of my actions were

File: 6905b6491027e.jpg (64 KB, 300x300)

64 KB JPG

>>83246150
>Have fun and enjoy
>don't be counter-productive by fetishizing it as "bad" or "sad".
Thanks anon.

>Drinking alone is not that sad,
For you. I hate drinking alone, alcohol is better suited for social settings because it breaks down inhibitions. I stopped drinking hard liquor years ago, even in cocktails. (Which I was never a fan of, always expensive and the taste is hit-or-miss.) I made an exception about three months ago, when my friend offered us the last drops of his 40000HUF whiskey he got from his parents after graduating uni. I drank 2cl and that was it, only beer and wine for me. Also ethanol is a shit drug, all of its advantages stem from being socially acceptable. I hate knowing that I pay in braincells every time I drink any amount.
Reefer on the other hand, is mostly smoked alone. It can make a young man cry over a kino album or kino movie. (Watch Mind Game (2004) RIGHT NOW! Even if you hate anime.) It enhances immersion, it causes no hangover besides brain fog from ruining your REM sleep 3 evenings in a row. And it's illegal. In Hungary, it just became more illegal than it ever was since the iron curtain fell. That's why it's such a grave danger to today's delinquent youth, they indulge in this ghastly menace behind closed doors. A single bite from the devil's lettuce is the first step on a dark path - ending in incurable insanity. As a testimony of his empathy and moral integrity, our great leader, Prime Minister Viktor Orban saves these children from mental institutions by sobering their judgement in prison before it's too late.

>>83246941
Idk trying to stop is always a good test. Chatgpt says withdrawal symproms generally peak 24-72 hours after stopping cold turkey, you can get an idea of how fucked you are by seeing how you feel. If you're not addicted, it shouldn't cause any hardship.

>>83242312
>you should go onto either the portland or seattle queer housing exchange and find a room in a boarding house or shared apartment. It will most likely be a bunch of dysfunctional trans people but you will be leagues better off than where you are.
i would do this. it would be cool to meet other transppl. but i dont want to live with a schizophrenic

>>83242555
this would also be cool but i dont want to get aids

>>83244717
TL;DR: In >>83244652 I said upfront I'm quoting a Google AI search, which I used as a source and the meat of that specific post. >>83244522 however, is an AI-free post.
My phone has Google AI preinstalled and a long tap on a menu button pops it up in an overlay I can use without switching out of the app I'm using like 4chan. It's convenient and fast to use.

I use AI often to check spelling, it helps when being ESL, with prompts like "is X spelled correctly?" (X being a single word), and right myself if I made a spelling error.
English can be tricky!

In addition, I use AI to get quick rundowns on drugs or brand-names I don't recognize, of which there are many, with prompts such as "what's X?" (X being a medicine's brand-name or a chemical compound). I picked-up much useful info from research I'd done by using Google AI and keep learning with time.

When thinking back, I might've written in similar structure and tone to AI.
It's the result of an unending process of looking for the most optimal approach for any task, recognizing something as superior compared to past methods (i.e., AI writing), and implementing change accordingly to improve upon currently used tactics.

Unless clearly stated otherwise, I don't use AI in posting, either whole or parts of one, whatsoever. Honest.
I mean, the very point of me replying is free self expression using my own words.
I don't play no online game of words that's arbitrarily won somehow by sounding smarter than in actual reality while using high-tech cheats like LLMs, which is what I believe you insinuate I'm doing.

I hope this unfortunately long honest inside-look into when I do and do not use AI puts your suspicions to rest. If not, do be rest assured of the fact that idrc whether you consider the source of my writing to be robotic or human.
Not a one single bit.
Despite writing a whole scroll about it, yes.
Really.
Don't judge me, I'm not sober rn ;_;

Hours of hyperfocus took to post this.
It's more for me atp.

>>83244632
>the dissos I tried all feel very similar
I see I see. Makes sense, I guess.
>no hallucinations
I've heard Ketamine has a psychedelic side with mostly CEVs. I thought that'd be similar, but maybe you didn't dose high enough.
>Tried to hole once on ket but didn't really work. People say holing on 2f-dck is even harder
Then you just need to word twice as hard hehe.
I wonder why it's harder.
Could it be less potent?
Is it just lighter in effects?
Thanks for the interesting and useful information!
Hope your high was good in the past, seeing as it's been hours from when you posted this :p
Sorry for the late reply, I got stuck by mistake on one post like I tend to do when hyperfocused.

>>83249692
Fair point, sorry for being passive aggressive. I still think sharing the prompt could be more constructive than pasting the answer. Make sure LLM text is not the only thing you're reading, I can see that it influences your posting style, that's what confused me.
Remember to ask your AI agent to cite sources and you're good.

>>83244983
And the samd questions arises in response: what's your experience with drugs?
What kind of high are you leaning towards?
Being based in the EU, you're able to order from DNMs easily, so the options are virtually unlimited.
Give us something to work with, are you more of a stims kind of guy? Or prefer downers? Dissociatives?
Psychs?
What are you comfortable with?

>>83249676
>alcohol is better suited for social settings because it breaks down inhibitions
That's not always a good thing in company ime.
>only beer and wine for me
I can't relate as I've drank Absinth before in small amounts and was flying from how strong it was (70%). Though I get having too much as I did got blackout-drunk once after downing half a 750ml bottle of spirit (40%) with a shot glass (had ~7 shots, iirc).
Woke up the next day laying on the floor in a puddle of my own vomit, with luckly no hangover since I was so young. But never drank so much again.
>Also ethanol is a shit drug
I agree. But it has its uses at times.
>Reefer on the other hand, is mostly smoked alone
I relate. But for me the ultimate alone drug is LSD. Had my best trips alone, without the constant worry for other people's safety, quality of trip, and mental well-being. I always became the (high as a kite) tripsitter when tripping with others and had to deal with their BS at the same time of dealing with my own trip. It became a hassle, so I only trip alone since.
>In Hungary, it just became more illegal than it ever was
That sucks. Prohibition is a shitty approach in general.
>it's such a danger to delinquent youth, they indulge in this behind closed doors
It might be sarcastic, but it's true in all illegal countries. Young street boys feel like big men for smoking some weed and get into trouble. I knew young felons who started selling weed at 17 to afford buying more weed. They got all brave and trafficked over 100g at bulk price and sold it highly priced, gram by gram, to people without experience or other connections.
They got caught, the big brave men they were, of course, told on eachother and got punished accordingly.
>A single bite is the first step ending in incurable insanity
You may jest, but weed gives me psychosis so bad I quit smoking for good. For some people, and with some cases of prolonged use, you run the risk of getting irreverseable insanity fr.

The best part about being addicted to weed is that if something traumatic happens it lowkey doesn't matter because the brainfog will make you forget about it in a week anyways.

>>83246921
>I think I qualify as treatment resistant
Good. Let the facts talk more than you do, and let the doctor get to the solution on their own is the best advice I can think of.
>If anything I'l threaten with killing myself if they don't prescribe it, in that case I think they're gonna do it
I doubt it'll be an effective tactic. But maybe you know better, idk. Sounds just like a one-way ticket to the ward to me, honestly.
>I don't wanna grow old like this
Fair enough. What made you think that MAOIs are *the* answer?

>>83246941
I think it depends more on how long was the exposure to the drug, not the plain amount taken.
If you take psychoactive doses of trams for more than 3-4 days in a row, I'd say you're at the start of the addiction process; going by what an Opioid taking anon told me once ITT.
But like other anon said, to be sure you can take a few days break to gauge your condition and go on feel while learning your limits from there.

>>83247350
Yeah, chamomile tea always chills me the fuck down. It's also good for smoking mix (~30%) with weed (~50%) and a touch of tobacco (~20%), very smooth inhale and tasty, too.

File: image.png (1.85 MB, 960x1280)

1.85 MB PNG

>>83222070
ANONS, LOOK! THERE'S A PIN! It's finally done colonizing the rice, and I can move it over into a bulk subtrate and I'll be harvesting magic mushies in a few weeks! Dunno if anyone remembers me, but I've posted in this thread a few times, about me trying to grow shrooms.

>>83248952
Nat, but I know what you mean. Ritalin addiciton is a very real risk. Only after switching to a strict regiment of Meth use I realized how addictive my Ritalin use was. Glad I stopped. Meth lasts ~3 times as long so there's no rush to redose as often as with Ritalin or speed, both of which have a bad comedown after a short 2.5-3 hours in, ime. Once you get a good buzz going on Meth you could stay on it for a long while, which is a plus, and helps avoiding dependene and destructive habbits.

>>83250103
fixing my drug habit with an even harder drug? well wouldn't be the first time i did that so why not

>>83248084
Felt like this after my first Meth binge. I was all like "No more Meth! That's bad for you and you can't afford anymore!". But I did 3-4g in 4 days and were close to an OD at some point by the signs.
Now I only do it in relatively small doses at weekends, and I have a blast everytime.
But Meth is not for everyone, so if you feel like you need to stop, then by all means do so.
I can't smoke weed anymore but I don't miss it very much either. I wager weed doesn't drive you literally insane unlike me, so have fun.
It's not so bad only doing weed.

>>83249758
>I still think sharing the prompt could be more constructive than pasting the answer.
In the case I used it as the meat of the post I think the answer was more to the point than my prompt and did confirm some things that anon was saying, so it was relevant.
>Make sure LLM text is not the only thing you're reading
It's the fastest option and is serviceable for casual things like posting on 4chan. Sometimes I look-up a psychonautwiki page. I don't take anything of what it says as gospel, though.
>it influences your posting style, that's what confused me
Fair enough. I can be too friendly, invested, encouraging, and methodical in my way of posting, which gives the feeling of talking to an AI I guess.

>>83249973
That's the way! Think positive! The glass is half-full and so on.

File: 1717702502086819.jpg (246 KB, 974x974)

246 KB JPG

i have the worst fucking focus no matter what drug i do or do not take

>>83250112
Hehe. It might seem counter productive to replace one drug with a harder drug, but it actually worked. Since I wasn't taking the Ritalin use as seriously as I did the Meth's.

>>83250214
it kind of makes sense in a way

File: reefermadness1936.jpg (379 KB, 1210x1886)

379 KB JPG

>>83249942
>It might be sarcastic,
>You may jest,
I used phrases from the foreword of Reefer Madness to illustrate how sanctimonious our oligarchy is.
Strange that you got psychosis from weed but still use LSD and other psychedelics. Afaik thc induced psychosis happens only if you have schizophrenic tendencies and/or you're high 24/7. The latter is deceptively easy to do btw, as thc has a long half life.

>>83250085
I always wished I could do that, but I have no pressure cooker to sterilize the jars properly. I have no interest in growing mold. Maybe some day I'll get into it.

>>83250197
fuck yeah!!! can't feel existential dread if you forget you're a real person.

>>83249684
someone made a thread trying to summon u btw

Complete newcomer to opioids. I've started out with 100mg codeine and didn't feel much at all, I'm gonna keep increasing to about 200mg until I feel something because I hear some people just don't really respond to it that well.
How does tolerance work? Psychonaut says redosing doesn't do that much so was wondering how long I need to wait between doses to feel the full effect and judge, I've read that some people here take way stronger opioids 3 days in a row, if so that would be sweet as it would give me some time to play around and find my ideal dose and I don't have to wait forever.
Sry if this is a dumb question I'm new to these kinds of drugs.

>>83250462
>I used phrases from the foreword of Reefer Madness to illustrate how sanctimonious our oligarchy is
I see. Went right over my head.
>Strange that you got psychosis from weed but still use LSD and other psychedelics
I have schizophrania and can trip 250ug LSD and eat 500mg Meth without having my symptoms aggrevated. But put a joint in my mouth and I'll be tweaking like a madman.

>>83250503
There's always a silver lining.

>>83250631
Do you weigh a lot? above 100 mg of codeine was enough to get me fucked up for hours back when I was a noob to it, hell I still do it sometimes because it's OTC for me.

>>83250748
6 foot 4 255lbs around 25 percent bf, I made codeine water from co codamol which apparently gives you 42-71 percent of a 256mg box. I got 120ml from it and took 80ml so the dose was like 70mg-120mg, 100mg was just an average of those nos. I followed the instructions verbatim. Ehh, idk. Gonna try a new batch tomorrow and drink the lot, I should be good for a few days as I'm fairly certain that's when tolerance set in.

File: 1752658641146423.png (184 KB, 2821x636)

184 KB PNG

>>83222070
can someone explain to me the appeal of benzos
i've been experiencing severe stress/anxiety for the last month now so I'm considering taking one just to have a single day of peace, but these subjective effects don't seem that promising ngl

>>83250511
>someone made a thread trying to summon u btw
aww. i feel bad. i didn't see it. what did they want?

>>83251050
here this is the thread
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/83240264/#83240264

>>83250997
Benzos are great for anxiety. Just don't take too much/too often and you'll be fine.

Bout to buy a pound of trim on sell.
Hopefully it isn't totally garbage tier. If it's acceptable then I will bag it in mylar as my emergency stash. If it's not then I might decarb the whole lot and turn it into bulk tincture.
If it's even too garbage for making decent tincture then I might try making concentrates from it. No way it's too garbage for concentrates.

Regardless I will have a decent stash that will store for years and can keep me high for just as long if used in moderation.
I looked at medical dispo prices and they are utter bullshit compared to THCA prices online or in smoke shops. So stocking up on online stuff while it's still cheap and plentiful.

Next on the menu to acquire is some bulk hash at a good price. Now that will keep my high for a LOOOOOONG time if I get a decent chunk of it.

>>83251074
i wouldn't have been able to talk anyways ;_; i got banned for a day for posting those vids. thanks for letting me know!!

In a psych ward right now and im talking with this guy who is completely medicinally lobotomized. He can barely play ping pong, I feel awful for him

I'm not even here for the thread I'm just irrationally agitated by your mispelling of chuunibyou

File: 1691918703389826.jpg (64 KB, 720x701)

64 KB JPG

>>83251220
evil chunni boyou

kinda want to snort my adderall right now at 8:30am just because I've never done it before

>>83251105
And of course the site somehow fucks up and doesn't accept the security code for my card.
Fucking lame. Ordered from them before without issue using the exact same card with the same security code no problem. Shame, since they really did have the best deals for bulk stuff I have found so far, and I am going to miss out on their black friday/weekend deal going on right now if the transaction doesn't go through.

>>83251300
do NOT do ts

huhh benzos actually feel kinda good when you're anxious and stressed all constantly
i know it's a bad idea but I wanna drink a bit too

>>83251919
That's a seriously terrible idea. Dunno how many pills you are on, but Benzos can you give the illusion of sobriety, being drunk at the same time, and you might seriously do something dumb.

>>83251999
tooooo late already had a shot
i'll turn off my phone and close all social media

As expected 2-FMA stopped working

I did the adhd meme and selfmedicated. It worked well for few months. I am grateful for that. Its gone now.
Semi daily driver. max 5 times a week, small dosage, no redose, full harm reduction, only using for productivity.
I have no craving for it, dosing is fully for productivity, have to force myself to take it.
Did 2 month break. There was no urgent work to be done, no need for the productivity drug.
Now i am two weeks in, and... it does not work. Or rather it does work, but i dont. Procrastination is back. Each day i dig deeper hole. I was always like this, digging a hole. Miracle i did not dig to the bottom yet.
This was my break from digging.
Its gone now, the magic bullet is gone. Still, the few months were worth it. Thank you

Alr drugfellers, I ran out of drugs, which besides being extremely depressing, it's a good excuse to take a sort of tolerance break.

>>83251782
whynot anonny

>>83249980
>What made you think MAOIs are *the* answer?
From all I've read, they are the most effective antidepressants available. It makes sense pharmacology-wise, most antidepressants only increase the availability of neurotransmitters in the space between neurons, while because of their unique mode of action, MAOIs increase neurotransmitters both within and outside the neurons. They are also the only antidepressants that target serotonin, noradrenalin and dopamine at the same time

>>83251188
You know what he's on?

File: 1738351493773318.jpg (36 KB, 512x512)

36 KB JPG

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QqzXvvdk3bQ

This a nail salon
This a nail salon

>>83252399
comes on and wears off incredibly quickly you will keep chasing it for a while then realize you've invested like 100mg and the comedown will be brutal

>>83244983
ended up being sober and reading books. But today I'm definitely doing drugs just need help picking which one to do.

>>83249776
o-pce,weed,alcohol,benzos are options

>>83251112
>>83251074
damn that's a high quality cock

>>83252189
no it's time to switch to Desoxyn

>>83252771
2-FMA is already almost meth, so the advice is:
>switch meth for meth

how easy is it to fuck up iv injection of heroin/opioids if you've never done it before including the drug
would it knock me out before i can even finish injecting it?

>>83251919
>i know it's a bad idea but I wanna drink a bit too
It's not a bad idea as long as you drink in moderation. I enjoy a glass of wine with my benzos once in a while and it's a good feeling. Just don't overdo it, and you'll be fine.
What benzos are you on?
What's your dosage?

>>83253676
0.5mg clonazepam + 3 shots of vodka
honestly kinda underwhelming I feel like I sobered up too fast

>>83252189
As an analogue of Methamphetamine I'd say 5 times a week is too much but you seem to have taken harm reduction measures.
What's your dosage?
I'd think tolerance might build up quickly with my experience with Meth, but maybe you take small enough doses to slow that process down a notch. But tolerance will catch up to you sooner or later, especially when dosing 5 times a week.
Afaik, if you build good habbits and force yourself to be productive it'll become second nature, and things that you've procrastinated on will seem doable even sober. It's all about training yourself to be productive and have the 2-FMA as training wheels to help you nurture those habbits. I don't think there's a magic productivity pill, if you fell into inactivity, it's all you and none of the drug's fault or it not working.
Hope you dig yourself out of that hole!

Does anyone know if being on psychiatric medications prevents me from getting a pilot license?

>>83252189
>>83253804
Also, if you need to force yourself to take it, just don't take it. That's drug use 101. Try to be productive while sober, and don't put all your eggs in the Meth basket. It's a tool, not a magic solution.

>>83253861
just don't tellem

>>83252399
Nta, but yeah, snorting Adderall (or Ritalin or speed for that matter) will lead to a quick come up and just as quick of a comedown (45min-1.5 hours max of effect) you'll try to avoid by taking more compulsively. And when you run-out, or decide to stop, the crash will be brutal.
Snorting is a shitty ROA to begin with because of these reasons exactly: Quick come up, short high, and the irresistable urge to redose.
The only thing worse than snorting is smoking the stuff, as it's the same as the snorting cycle, but harder. I mean, if you got your shit together you might be ok, but I've experienced compulsive behavior from short-lasting stim use, chasing the high, and know how hard it is to stop once you get going.
Be safe and have fun!

File: 1000000123.jpg (89 KB, 736x665)

89 KB JPG

>>83222070
Guys guys I'm going to buy ammonium nitrate to make nitrous oxide bc still in HS, second to last year.

>>83253738
>0.5mg clonazepam
pfftt hahahaha

>>83252452
>From all I've read, they are the most effective antidepressants available
If that was true, they'll be the first choice a psychiatrist will go for. I think they're kept for dire situations since their chaotic nature; afaik MAOIs are tricky to consume safely and require a certain diet also. But it seems you've done your research and came to your conclusions, so who am I to argue?
>serotonin, noradrenalin and dopamine at the same time
"Certain MAOIs, such as Phenelzine (Nardil) and Tranylcypromine (Parnate) affect all three monoamines, but they have broader mechanisms of action and a different side-effect profile than a selective SNDRI." -Google AI
As I said, they have a broader mechanisms of action beside SNDRI effect. And the ones listed above are older meds. The newer versions also increase SDN concetration in the brain by using methods of action other than usual reuptake inhibition. So you seem to be right on the money when it comes to effects, and I assume you've read way more than I just did with a quick research.
I hope you'll get what you want and that it'll work for you. But I'd advise you shouldn't put all your eggs in the MAOI basket so you don't get discouraged if they don't work as you wished them to. Keep trying and I know you'll get to a better place eventually.
Be safe and goodluck!

>>83252532
>>83253988
i didnt realize it actually made it come on faster. ive always chewed and sucked on my addys

cringe but i used to snort a lot of caffeine until it was actually messing with my heart. so i got the addy prescription.

>>83254306
I think they're almost never used because they require more knowledge and caution than newer ADs, and most doctors are just incompetent. It's easier to just throw the latest SSRI at patients, even if it isn't really helping much at all

>>83229955
>what's the best lie to explain this that isn't "got drunk"? Cheap canvas on cheap wood. it's like $15 but I can't find a direct replacement, only DIY paint versions
HELP what do I say

>>83252707
>o-pce,weed,alcohol,benzos are options
Oh, such a small selection. When you said "what drug should I use?" I somehow imagined you having a huge stash of a variety of drugs. So you're a downer kinda guy. Alchohol is a shitty drug and benzos aren't that recreational, though it depends, what benzos do you have on hand? Some benzos have high euphoric potential at higher doses (especially mixed with a *little* Alchohol), providing you don't fall asleep and miss the high. Weed is mid at best and I fell out of love with it so I'm biast against it. Then I'd say go with the O-PCE. It sounds like a good comfy way to spend the night and lasts way more time than Ketamine does. There is also an anon ITT who did Chinese 2F-CDK, which is also a dissociative and a Ketamine analogue, so maybe that'll be up your alley as well.
But for the long run I'd suggest scouring the DNM scene for other drugs that you might enjoy. It'd be a shame to waste such an opportunity to experiment with such a large selection that's only a click away from your mailbox. I say this with a bit of bitterness since I can't use DNMs sadly.
So I say O-PCE or benzo-booze mix.
Have fun!

>>83253804
Started at 10 mg. When i added Citrulline and L-Tyrosine to harm reduction stack i upped it to 20mg (every negative effect was gone, but also positive effects were weaker).
When researching i found out, this was just below acceptable level where neurotoxicity should not be an issue.

>Afaik, if you build good habits and force yourself to be productive it'll become second nature.
This was the original purpose of me taking it as i had zero habits (my only habit was smoking cigs, there was nothing else i could call habit of any kind)
This was a half success. Habits are far easier to lose than to gain, so i lost most of them during the break.
>it's all you
yes, always has been, i just thought the training wheel could last a little longer, oh well.

>>83253869
I need to force myself to do just about everything, things like productivity meth just make forcing other things easier.
Before meth it was shitload of caffeine. FMA was/is paradoxically easier on my heart.

>Try to be productive while sober
Unfortunately, for years, i lost this battle everytime i tried. But nothing else remains then to try and try again

Thanks for the support anon

Diazepam is so fucking gooood

>>83254027
>still in HS, second to last year.
JANNNIEESSSSS
nice jak tho

>>83253326
>how easy is it to fuck up iv injection of heroin/opioids if you've never done it before
Very easy. You need medical training or a druggie with experience to walk you through it.
Do not attempt to do it without the proper training! It can cause severe issues and maybe death if done incorrectly. Heck, even done right it can still lead to complications.
>including the drug
Skipping a few steps before IV, no? If you're inexperienced as you seem, stick to snorting/smoking the Heroin first. Or better, do Oral Opioids as a begginer: oral Morphine, Codeine, Tramadol, or even Oxycodone tablets are all valid Opioids to experiment with to start. Feel your way first, learn your limits, build some tolerance so you'd be in less of a risk of an OD when you eventually (and needlessly) switch to IVing.
>would it knock me out before i can even finish injecting it?
Idk exactly, having no experience, since I've never IV anything and stay away from it due to its risk potential. But I'd wager you'd have enough time to quickly but gentley (don't push it all out too fast) finish dosing before going under. IV doses are low, especially when you've no tolerance, so there won't be a lot to inject in the first place.

That said, IVed Heroin has a very rapid onset so there's a fair and not at all unprobable chance the Heroin will get to your brain before finishing, and you'd be nodding with a needle sticking out of your arm.

My advice, just do not do it. It's too risky.
But I know I can't sway you away from the idea, so at least do it in the company of someone who knows what to do and who can call for help if things go awry. Also a good idea is to have Narcan ready on hand. Just in case.
Stay safe!

>>83253738
>0.5mg clonazepam
That's low, I'm on 4mg rn and am very comfy.
Also I don't think Clonazepam has a high euphoric potential with Alchohol, that's more of a sleeping pills thing ime. Clonazepam is a very functional benzo so no wonder you feel sobered up too soon. Makes sense to me. Try having more if you can spare any (maybe 2mg-3mg, if you're comfortable with that).
Also, what's your tolerance?
0.5mg is kiddy dosage hehe.

>>83254645
>i added Citrulline and L-Tyrosine
From quick research those don't do much for Meth harm reduction except for Citrulline being a vasodilator and can prevent cardiac issues.
Alternatives are:
>N-acetylcysteine
Studies have shown that N-acetylcysteine can block the harmful neurotoxic effects of methamphetamine while preventing neurotransmitter depletion.
>Selenium
Selenium has also been shown to protect the brain against meth induced neurotoxicity.
>i upped it to 20mg
I don't have the measurements right in my head since I dose 50mg of Meth up to >=300mg a session, but 20mg seem to be in the mid way between enough and a little tiny bit too much for normal people's tolerance. 30mg and more would've been fine in my book but may be too much for normal people. I take a recreational dose of 60mg Ritalin when I've no tolerance and do just fine.
>Habits are far easier to lose than to gain, so i lost most of them during the break
That's the issue, you need to keep going at it even sober. And I disagree that they're easier to lose than to gain. I think the opposite, it's harder to pull yourself together and create a habit than break a trained habitual behavior.
>i just thought the training wheel could last a little longer, oh well
What exactly is wrong? Do you feel nothing? You've had a break, so it shouldn't happen. Maybe try to space-out use more, or increase your dosage.
>I need to force myself to do just about everything. meth just make forcing things easier
Yeah, it does, but you shouldn't take a drug if your intuition says otherwise. That's self-destructive.
>Unfortunately, for years, i lost this battle everytime i tried. But nothing else remains then to try and try again
Try and try again. That's the spirit! I believe in you, anon. And who knows? Maybe the FMA will start providing positive effects again with a break.
>Thanks for the support anon
No sweat. I like talking to anons and spread the positivity I've with others!
Goodluck!

>>83255276
Anon, I need you to use your meth-enhanced analysis power to come up with a good answer to >>83229955

>>83253861
It depends which medications and on your condition. Some mental conditions and medications will disqualify you. Some depression disorders and anti-depressents are allowed after a thorough mental evaluation and a few moths of inspection.
So if you're a schizo on APs, you'd prolly won't get to fly an airplane. But if you've mild depression and you really want it, I'd say go for it; it's worth a try.

>>83254457
>i didnt realize it actually made it come on faster
Yeah, it reaches the bloodstream way faster providing a huge rush at first, then wears-off quickly.
>ive always chewed and sucked on my addys
Literally why? It won't get you higher or high faster (unless you put it under your tongue afaik), and it just tastes bad. Just swallow the pill like a normal person.
>cringe but i used to snort a lot of caffeine
I used to drink water with pure synthetic Caffeine powder untill it gave me headaches and I gave the bag of the powder to a friend. Never snorted anything. I can't stomach it. The pain, the drip, the short highs, it just isn't the ROA for me.
I know that despite having two people warning you against it, you're still gonna snort the Aderall if you didn't already. So have fun with it, I guess.
Stay safe.

>>83254027
That's a shitty drug, and you shouldn't be here at this age.
But who am I to say? I was a weed fiend at 17 and did MDMA. I also dated a 17yo HS (last year) girl at 21 and did acid and MDMA with her, so I can't really take the moral high-ground.
Be safe, do real drugs.

>>83254486
It's true, a lot of doctors won't make the effort to really sit with you and plan a careful medicinal treatment regiment. They're afraid of treatments that require more attention and care. It's far easier to push out the newest popular med and call it a job well-done. Especially public doctors.
My private psychiatrist is the opposite, she want's me to take a pill (AP) that requires weekly bloodwork to keep track of how it affects the body, and she's ready to take the time sifting through my bloodwork results every week and tweak the dosage in real time. She's pretty great so far, I've no complaints.

sender/recipient culture has always been here. i'm old though

>>83254626
As other anon said, just say you knocked it off, offer no further explanation, and offer to pay for the damages. Simple as.
What are they gonna do? Call the cops? Sue you for a 15$ painting? It's not a family heirloom or anything. Take the high road and pay for it, that's all.

>>83254677
>Diazepam is so fucking gooood
Wonder what it feels like, but no chance for a script. Have fun!

>>83255319
I already answered it. Another anon gave the best option. Just give half a truth and pay for it. It's not the end of the world, just a shitty 15$ worth of generic art. The owners will get over it.

>>83255423
>Literally why? It won't get you higher or high faster (unless you put it under your tongue afaik), and it just tastes bad. Just swallow the pill like a normal person.
cuz i don't think just swallowing them does anything at all. i dont know if its stomach acid or what but sucking on them works everytime.

>I know that despite having two people warning you against it, you're still gonna snort the Aderall if you didn't already. So have fun with it, I guess.
i didnt end up doing it today but sometime! but im very responsible with my drug use, dont worry. besides caffeine. i was snorting up to 800mg throughout a whole day and listening to shitty drum and bass. it was really stupid but fun.

>>83255589
>Wonder what it feels like,
in low dose it's just a good mood pill, ime, takes away the existential fear and just lets one enjoy life
at the cost of anterograde amnesia, eventual depression, dependence and Alzheimer's

>>83255619
>>83255566
ok anons thanks
what if i get another shitty print from Target and let them know that ill also pay for the other one the day before i go is that a good strat

>>83255276
those don't do much for Meth harm reduction
L-Tyrosine supplies dopamine precursor. True this should not be considered harm reduction, more of an enhancement.
Citrulline to prevent cardiac issues is very much needed in my case. Staple of harm reduction.
>N-acetylcysteine
I have instead ALCAR, ALA. I was thinking about NAC too, so it was on my list.
Then also Mag. Other things are not really worth mentioning and more general.
>Selenium
Never looked into it, might do.
>but 20mg seem to be in the mid way between enough and a little tiny bit too much
It might not be directly comparable. The dosage is similar, but not equivalent, and the effects differ a little as well.
Anecdotally, people report that it feels closer to vyvanse than to meth.
> I think the opposite, it's harder to pull yourself together and create a habit than break a trained habitual behavior.
that is the same thing i said, no? kek
>You've had a break, so it shouldn't happen.
Yeah exactly.
>Do you feel nothing?
Stimulation is kinda there, drive/focus is not.
>if your intuition says otherwise
I think you misunderstand. My intuition is not the reason i force it. I force it in the same way i have to force myself to take a shower or go for a walk.
>increase your dosage
That i will not do. I think the risks there start to outweight the benefits.
>300mg a session, 60mg Ritalin
Interesting. What is the most functional stim you tried so far?

>>83255453
>I also dated a 17yo HS (last year) girl at 21 and did acid and MDMA with her
Genuine white-trash nigger shit. Unless you knew her before leaving HS, you're just trash.

>>83255742
>It might not be directly comparable. The dosage is similar, but not equivalent
Psychonautwiki has the same dosage guide for 2-FMA as Meth. The amounts should be more or less the same.
>it feels closer to vyvanse than to meth
I never tried it so I can't say. Nor did I try 2-FMA.
>that is the same thing i said, no?
No. You said it's easier to break habitual behavior than gain it.
>Stimulation is kinda there, drive/focus is not
Odd. You gotta keep at it anyway to keep the habbit going.
>I force it in the same way i have to force myself to take a shower or go for a walk
I see I see. Shame that it's just another chore for you.
>I think the risks there start to outweight the benefits
I take relatively large amounts of Meth at weekends and it treats me kindly so far, but YMMV. I guess that you don't exactly use it for recreation, so the higher doses won't appeal to you.
>What is the most functional stim you tried so far?
Neither. I have to be alone when on a recreational dose. Ritalin at a 10mg-20mg dose is functional enough, though. I can be around people while on it. But I never use it for anything besides recreation, and so far I'm just hording Ritalin cause I've got Meth to use instead.

File: 1741629866158.png (9 KB, 477x209)

9 KB PNG

>>83255633
>sucking on them works everytime
You're still swallowing it so it's still oral use, just with a bad taste in your mouth.
>i didnt end up doing it today but sometime!
Of course.
>im very responsible with my drug use
I trust you to do what's best for you.
>i was snorting up to 800mg throughout a whole day
Wow, 800mg Caffeine is a crazy amount! Even in a span of a whole day, it could be lethal snorted. These days I drink Gfuel, which is 150mg a cup, and I drink about 4-6 cups or more (some days 8) so I guess I'm the same. But my tolerance is wayyy up, so I bearly feel it.

>>83255893
16 is the age of consent here and she turned 18 a few months into the relationship. She was my friend's co-worker and he told her a lot about me and told me a lot about her. So when we first met it was like we knew eachother, and that's when we started dating.

>>83255659
You don't know what their taste is like. Just pay for the broken one.

>>83256246
>You don't know what their taste is like
I can base it on the other prints in the building obviously, they are kitschy Americana comfy prints

>>83255893
>Genuine white-trash nigger shit. Unless you knew her before leaving HS, you're just trash.
t. zoomer retard who gets his personality from social media
>inb4 barely uses social media and it's not even direct but third- or fourth-hand personality percolation
the only way to bond with a woman is to start dating her young. FACT
he can go straightedge all he wants after that

>>83256256
Alright, just seems like an unneeded extra step for me.

>>83254027
never post this image ever again

>>83254027
>newfag admits to being underage

Dude, just get a debit card and order it online.
The results you will get from DIY chemistry will likely be subpar and not worth the effort compared to just finding a place that doesn't ask for ID to buy.
Or just find a weed plug and get a better high for the same amount of money.

I mean I like NO2, but NO2 alone is a pretty shit value proposition as far as high to cost ratio.
Now NO2 plus weed or acid is a brilliant time. At least as long as you don't overdo it.

File: 1468689230080.jpg (89 KB, 621x621)

89 KB JPG

>>83222070
>gut pain from tramadol withdrawal
how do I get rid of it?

>>83256272
>Alright, just seems like an unneeded extra step for me.
Oh ok. That is a fair point. I just want to be as low impact as possible.

At the threshold of weed and considering dabs. What do

Awfully quiet in here.

>>83258266
I have no idea what you are trying to ask and I haven't even smoked yet.

sober atm. Looking to get high

>>83250085
My jars were contaminated with wet rot :(. In fact, i was almost all wet rot, but the mycelium managed to fight back just a tiny bit, this is why this pin formed. This is the third time my jars get contammed with wet using rice, I'm biting the bullet and ordering rye berries online. People on shrommery say they should be the easiest grain to deal with. Don't worry anons, I will manage to get a successful grow eventually.

>>83256199
ima start taking my pills just by swallowing them just cuz of you. also bcuz i dont actually want to ge "high" i want to actually be productive and do something with my life

Pogo stick up my Ass

>>83261511
Pogo stick directly up my fucking Ass Hole

>>83261830
Jamming a pogo stick directly Up my Fucking Shit Hole and grinding on that shit

File: IMG_8307.jpg (89 KB, 700x700)

89 KB JPG

ive almost passed no drugs november

File: dutch.jpg (21 KB, 360x360)

21 KB JPG

Good news, I got dope again, this will be a chill christmas abusing pregabalin and codeine, sadly no heroin yet, but I will work on that.

i eat spotted fagots

File: Gurt.png (696 KB, 558x550)

696 KB PNG

I recently got an oz of weed and I somehow smoked two thirds of it within 3 days. I'm stuck using a bowl a night for now, although that's not necessarily a bad thing. I might grab some kratom to give me options in how I wanna spend my night.

File: 1535282774990.gif (1.98 MB, 430x530)

1.98 MB GIF

The opium poppy seeds finally sprouted after a month of 0 signs of life, I'm so happy I can't wait to try a real opiod, so far I only got access to Tramadol and I'm not a fan of the SNRI withdrawals

ive been abusing my pregame script for over a year now with no issues of withdrawals, but now im forced to take it daily and i honestly feel bipolar. super energetic a few hours after the dose and then after approx 8 hours i start feeling really depressed, and over this period ill be a lot more rude and spergy. is this normal? id usually stave off the comedown with weed but thats not available to me right now.

>>83265243
pregabalin* ffs

It is official.
I have failed the simple task of ordering THCA weed while it is on sell due to black friday weekend.

I tried to bulk order stuff, but 2 of the 3 sites I tried had processing issues, and the third straight up went down when and is still down after I assembled a cart.

I long for decent black market connections. The legal market is overpriced while underdelivering on quality, meanwhile the gray market can't seem to consistently get it's shit together.
It shouldn't be this hard to get a pound of trim&shake or a few oz of bud.
Instead on one end you got motherfuckers selling bulk at retail prices that come out to $20 a gram for no fucking reason with no discount, and on the other end you got motherfuckers who want your whole life story only for their processes system to fuck up and waste your time.

At least the quarters at my local smoke shop are decent, though a bit expensive, but they don't do bulk orders.

File: delsym.jpg (22 KB, 474x474)

22 KB JPG

tomorrow i am drinking 10oz of delisym any advice

File: 1756393191311008.png (252 KB, 595x523)

252 KB PNG

I'm going to try and finally determine if I have the bummer gene or not. Getting my blood drawn in 10 hours after a twelve hour fast, later consume an edible.
Apart from sodium carbonate before ingesting it, what other things can I do to get it right?

File: 1000015241.jpg (3.61 MB, 4080x3072)

3.61 MB JPG

I've finally started to learn how to roll joints. The goth chick who worked at the dispensary grabbed these wildflower wax tips so rolling them traditionally was too difficult. What I ended up doing is making cones and packing them, which took a long time but did the job. Once I can get paper tips then I can roll normally.

File: 1762642564000512.png (134 KB, 409x409)

134 KB PNG

>>83222070
why does getting high just make me scared?
what the hell is going on?
what are we gonna do guys?

File: 1751780053844580.jpg (32 KB, 750x617)

32 KB JPG

>>83267078
I've got hyperhidrosis and have a difficult time rolling, the paper ends up destroyed if I hold it for too long. The card technique has made it fast and easy for me, I'd recommend it. Otherwise, get a rolling machine.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emYDRuWZgbA

>>83259943
>i dont actually want to ge "high" i want to actually be productive
I'm glad! Snorting is the opposite.

>>83265243
Who forces you to take it daily? Go back to the other regiment, the doctor doesn't need to know.

>>83228024
> how do i stop abusi g my ritalin script in the dumbest way possible?
do normies actually get something out of it? i just just felt tired and emotionless when taking it...

>>83222949
i tried weed once at 14, i quit after like a week because it was making it harder to code roblox scripts

The psych told me about getting ketmina IV today. Is it as much of a meme as SneedSRIs? Or does it actually help?

Bumping this thread to life.

God i wish I could quit 7oh.

Damn they weren't kidding when they said 2-dpmp lasts 30 hours.

>>83268168
Haven't tried either but from reading many accounts online ketamine is at least worth a shot.

I tried so many drugs including hard shit yet weed's the thing I wound up addicted to long-term.

>lsd source out of stock
reeee