>>83260001
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
ending my life

>>83260001
>How are you doing anon?
I'm fine, life is good
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
I was supposed to lose my virginity this year, so I guess same for next year. I thought I would have resorting to hookers but I actually made so much progress in my social life I think I can lose it in a more meaningful way

>>83260001
>How are you doing anon?
I feel like I've been close to a mental breakdown for most of the year. I turned 34 this month. Can't get a date and I feel like I'm rapidly running out of time to start a family and I have nothing else to live for. Every day I wake up angry and frustrated.

>>83260001
I kind of wanted to go to college for marketing or advertising but it's more of a fun thing to do than something that would lead to a job

>>83260001
Next year I will get a gf!

>>83260001
If anyone is on this board at 30+, the only plans they have are suicide related.

>>83260309
yeah, i guess it is a train at what age will you be getting off?

i desperately want to fuck this girl

>>83260349
There's a girl at work I really want to fuck

>>83260309
yeah how dare the generation that made this site and was here when it wasn't putrid dogshit still be here. shit if zoomers and third world posters were range banned 4chan would improve overnight.

>>83260387
well, my chances of fucking this girl are basically zero so it's more of a digression
>>83260180
is how i really feel

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME IT IS TOO MUCH HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

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I want to stick my cock in young tiktok star pussy

>>83260001
I'm... Alive?
Honestly nothing have changed from when i was 15, just became a bit more clinical, fatter, and have shitty skin now.

Still can't afford nothing, still a virgin, still on imageboards.

Yup, all the same

>How are you doing anon?
I haven't felt this bad in over a decade
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
Well my current situation is worse than usual and it might me push to actually do something. Maybe not.

>>83260001
zoomie here, dear oldbots does shit ever get better?

>>83260886
why do you ask this every single thread as if you think you'll get a different answer on this dead garbage board.

M36 here.
>Plan on clearing up the last of my debts, payoff my car, then sell. Want something that I can fix without issue. Thinking older crewcab truck.
>do some home renovations in the livingroom and kids hallway(shitturd of a dog chewed up my fucking drywall)
>Get my wife to start swallowing
>Try to get back under 200lbs, (6' and current 235, down from 280)
>Get my sciatic pain under control
>Landscape my backyard. Build a brick patio that I can get my pellet grill on
>Take a family vacation (thinking about another cruise. Say what you want, but i like them)
>Get my wife to lose 20lbs/flatten her stomach
>Cook more meals
>Declutter more


I think thats about all

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>>83260001
Not bad. Had trouble sleeping last night. It was way too stormy outside. In terms of goals I'd like to go to Japan this year and keep up the consistency with my workouts.
>>83260886
Yeah. It does. I'm a lot happier now than when I was younger.

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>>83260896
youre mistaking me for someone else cuh
>>83260917
man i dont wanna wait fuck this shit aslo by teh time it gets better i just get to fuck chads leftovers :sob:

it's always funny seeing people make bog standard facebook tier normalfag blog posts like anyone here cares.

>fall down
>feel a pang in my back
>ow
>take a bit longer to get up
>feel my vision struggle for a couple of seconds
>sigh, knowing this is becoming more common

>>83260940
>youre mistaking me for someone else cuh
nobody here cares about you or your situation. ask your dad for advice if he didn't fuck off before you were born.

>>83260941
I care, I read them all

>>83261012
you are a retarded faggot and should be quiet.

>>83260941
are you some kind of void zoomer who thinks everything is bad and gross?

>>83261019
I don't think I will, it is you who should be quiet fag, you don't even wanna be here

>>83261021
i'm 33. i just don't give a fuck about your basic normalfag life.

>>83261032
cool, what should a 30+ general be about then?

>>83261026
i come to 4chan to not read normalfag/sex haver blogs. you have the entire rest of the internet to tell everyone who cares about muh wife.

>>83261036
anything but normalfag/sex haver opinions.

>>83261032
people like you have ruin the board get the fuck out this place you dont' belong and never will

>>83261054
the normalfag cries out in pain as he strikes you.

>>83261052
there isn't much sex haver stuff here that i'm noticing.

>>83261063
good. let's keep it that way.

>>83261076
i agree, but what a pointless tantrum when there's no smoke or fire

>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
As in stuff I consider myself fantasy, yes. Being realistic I'd say that if I make it till the end of next year without having a mental breakdown and/or losing my job I'll consider it an achievement.

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I know I'm a fag no one really cares about, but I'm hurting a lot since I lost an animal I cared for. I feel like I killed her. I'm so broken that most problems seem so inconsequential to me now. I wish I could still complain about being a virgin or something like that. I see people in public having the energy for petty quarrels and think they are so fortunate. Animals are my only light and I fail them so hard.

>>83261129
Sorry anon, you just gotta keep going.
Are you the guy that feeds and takes care of a lot of cats by chance?

>>83261076
sorry, there is one wifefag that doesn't quite "get" it. your rage is entirely justified.

>>83261147
To be fair a lot of us oldfags are married we just don't talk about too much since it doesn't have a lot to do with the board.

>>83261147
there's always a few people in these threads who just want to blog about their successful lives. whether they're larps or not, it's still annoying, and it's always with the clear intention of pissing people off. if it's a larp then it's just bait and par for the course, it's infinitely more pathetic when it's just bragging from people who were always normalfags since day 1, or some former "incel" (volcel) fag who fell for blackpills that never applied to him and feels the need to come back here and show off.

I just wish women weren't such horrible people.

I have decided that I will gather a small harem of cute 20-30 year old women.

>>83261183
yes, i know, this is 4chan. such people are bottom of the barrel douchebags, but you have to learn to live with them anyway because they will force their way into your field of view

>>83261203
>but you have to learn to live with them anyway
i am still free to insult them and tell them to fuck off.

>>83261221
i changed my mind and am now encouraging you, have been for 2 posts now

I quit my job and am starting a math phd this spring semester at an Ivy. I just want mom to say she loves me and stop trying to one up all of my achievements. When I completed my bachelors, she told me the type of math I was doing was easy and she did it in her lab rat chemistry lab. I know it's bullshit and not true and I even asked her to do a simple integral but wouldn't. It's even beyond that, I just want her to tell me that I'm better than her and she sucks.

>>83261187
Just treat them as less than human, it works out fine. I think they actually enjoy it actually.

>>83261183
Define success. Pretty much any "successful" person is just living with a tremendous chip on their shoulder and low self esteem, and cannot get off the treadmill of collecting good boy points so mommy and daddy finally say they love you and regret ever abandoning you. The real winners are those that have left this mentality and are free to live as a NEET and just think all day.

You are still in the mentality that what separates people is sex, and it isn't. For example, you can pay a prostitute for sex right now, and you won't? Because there is more to what you yearn for than just sex. Well, once you are in a relationship and even married, you'll still lack that empty feeling, the other person won't truly understand you or care as much as you'd hoped.

>>83261054
Kek, it's you normans that ruined this board.

>>83261242
>You are still in the mentality that what separates people is sex, and it isn't. For example, you can pay a prostitute for sex right now, and you won't?
prostitutes have never counted. if you are able to have sex with willing non prostitute women you are a normalfag. end of discussion.

>>83261298
but here's 20 more posts about why he doesn't have to listen to you

>>83260001
>how are you doing
Not okay. All I do is work then go home (living with my parents btw) and play osrs. Going for 85 slayer on my ironman. I've got 5 dating apps installed and I've exhausted every single woman on there, no matches no chats nothing. I wanted to fucking be a father by now raising a family but instead I'm toeing the line if alcoholism and going to bed every night wishing I'd die in my sleep already
>plans/goals for new year
I'm flying across the country to visit some family and help them do some renovations

Why do I think I'm single? I look like I'm 17, that's why. Can't grow any facial hair except for some ugly looking scurff on my chin and a mustache that a 15 year old wouldn't be proud of. I'm relatively healthy and fit, tall enough and have fine facial structure, but everyone around me thinks I'm a teenager and treats me like one. I also have really thin/basically nonexistant eyebrows, and thick dark eyebrows are an attractive feature on men. I refuse to settle, fat women are absolutely disgusting to me and I'd unironically rather be single than date an overweight/obese woman.
There's a girl I love, but she's messed up and completely repulsed by sex/romance, so some days I feel loved and wanted because of her, other days frustrated and more alone than ever. It's a long story with her, maybe I'll share it if anyone cares

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I'm tired. I've been studying hard to get a better paying job, I've been learning about investing and checking real estate prices. I make plans to start working out seriously and dieting again, and what for?
I'm just an idiot with avoidant personality trying to fit in a place I don't belong.
I'm not going to have a wife, kids and spend the weekend at my fancy cottage in the countryside and I think the sooner I accept it the better. I need to stop fighting against myself.
I want to give up. I want to find a part time job with little responsibility, buy a small house and just live frugally trying to enjoy my free time the best I can.
I honestly don't know what the best course of action is but I have a strong feeling that if my life does not change in a drastic way I'll off myself in the future because as of today every day feels like a chore.

>>83261327
i want to play start osrs but after playing ffxiv i'm sick of the illusion of depth multiplayer games so often have (it's an illusion because skill is the driver) and want actual depth

>>83261327
>i am eternally youthful and good looking
>feel bad for me
eat shit.

>>83261144
Of course I am. She must have gotten stuck somewhere and this time I couldn't find her. I didn't put my camera up that day which could have helped me.

The image of her rotting away is destroying me.

>>83260001
>How are you doing anon?
Not well, but it could be much worse than it is.
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
Yeah. A couple:
-Get a job.
-Get a second job.
-Get a passive source of income.
-Hope that any of those three involves working from home or a night shift so I don't have to move around the city on rush hours.
-Pray to the LORD that none of my close relatives falls sick before I have enough cash to help them.
I'm not cut for NEETdom; it makes me feel like shit and not even if I had gibsmedats from the government would change that.
>>83261340
Don't give up just yet, anon. You will never know when you'll need that extra money that you saved or that you'll get from a better paying job. Don't make my mistake of "wanting to live frugally" by working in kitchens and front desks during my 20s and get a ton of job opportunities unavailable in my 30s because I don't have a diploma nor skills that I can use in an office or in front of a computer.

>>83261327
>I've got 5 dating apps installed and I've exhausted every single woman on there
Let me give you a piece of advice, throw those apps in the trash. I tried to get a date by asking a girl irl and it worked, months of wasted time using those scam apps, asked two girls irl second said yes.

>>83262046
crazy how normalfags are incapable of putting themselves in someone else's shoes. it's just not something the normgroid brain is capable of
>thing work for me....
>thing work for everyone!!!

>>83262162
it probably would work although i don't know why you want a date so badly

>>83262162
The apps don't work for anyone I've heard of an 8/10 not having any luck there

>>83262162
Why do you want to reinvent the wheel? When someone gives you advice you just take it or leave it

>>83262205
>>83262183
apps working in your favor and approaching women irl are both something chad can only do.

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>>83260001
>How are you doing anon?
Bad but it could always be worse.
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
Get a driving licence and a car. (Unless I fail)

>>83260001
I got casual sex for the first time and lose my vigirnity....It feel hollow, connectionless. So iam on the gym so to upgrade my fisique and got a girlfriend It would be very hard if i dont find the correct one, since i have no experiencie, iam have to hide that fact.

>>83260146
Also sometides i feel like this, and IS getting more frequenly.

>>83263089
Sometimes* sorry i dont speak english at allm

>>83262046
Literally who would I ask? I live in a small town, work an industrial job with a small business where I never interact with the public or women, and only leave the house to buy liquor or groceries. The church I go to is all retirement age people

>>83260001
Maybe get engaged. Haven't decided.

Make another game to release at the end of next year.

>>83263132
these guys live in different realities compared to us. any advice he's going to give is going to be specific to normalfags who have no issues getting laid or dating.

>>83263299
It's not so much that boomer and normoid advice is so bad, it's just that they've never been at rock bottom in their lives. They don't know what it's like to fuck up or get fucked up on the road of life, and how many obstacles that puts in your way
Someone that wasn't abused as a kid, was never the odd one out, was always prioritized in their family, doesn't have an intellectual personality that overthinks things, etc just genuinely doesn't "get it"

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>>83261019
NTA but I read them all as well. It's nice to know that I'm not the only one trying to survive out here.

You should stop being a nigger btw Anon
Also im trans if that matters
UwU <3 XOXO *kissy face*

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>>83260001
Welp, I'll be 30yo in Feb. Man that happen quick. Seem like yesterday I was a teen.

its getting pretty clear the time for suicide is approaching

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>>83260001
No real 'plans,' other than
>actively working on leaving the country for good
>making smarter investments
>actually passing the JLPT, if it's available this time
Rent's likely going to go up this time, so I have to ready myself.

>>83260001
>How are you doing anon?
i feel like pure shit, i overthink every single shit i say when i go outside and be with friends and i think everytime i speak i say hurtful shit when i didnt, it fucking drains me
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
yeah, losing weight and fuck everything, meaning everything, men, femboys, fat girls, milfs, drug addicts, you fucking name it, aside from that i would love to put a biz up but you can get killed here if you do that

welcome to free cookie where you get a free cookie
thoughts on my new business?

>>83260001 (OP)
>How are you doing anon?
Bad as always, but the start of a month always give me at least a little more motivation. I have OCD so I generally can only start new things on either day 1, days ending with 0 or ending with multiples of 5. This is also kind of an excuse, I'm aware. I'm planning on doing some calisthenics tomorrow morning and a 48h fast.

>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
Yes, I have plans to move out of my mom's house and finally try living like an adult, but I'm still gonna need her financial help for some things cause my job is wagie hell. Well, wagie purgatory. But I'm gonna at least try giving it a shot.

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>>83264343
>and i think everytime i speak i say hurtful shit when i didnt, it fucking drains me
I used to have this problem as well, but every time I would hang out with my friends again later everything would be fine, because like you say I know I never did anything wrong, so eventually after years of literally nothing happening I stopped worrying about it because it didn't matter.

Just remember that everything is temporary, friends drift apart no matter what, stop worrying about it, live in the moment, and have fun because none of it really matters. Just relax bro.

>>83264343
I love that you put fat girls after men and femboys kek

>>83264557
i did it without thinking but yeh i guess i would rather fuck some dude than a fat girl

>>83264506
im 34 when does it stop i cant seem to shake this shit with anything, not cocaine, not alcohol, not anxiety relievers, jeez it makes me twice tired than usual

>>83260001
>How are you doing anon?
Been better, been worse. Powering through.

>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
Working on evolving as best I can.

>>83260901
>sciatic pain under control
wwhat the fuck are you the same fucking anon from the other thread
i'ven never never heard of this fucking nerve until this week
somene in my family suddenly started getting pain there

>>83260001
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
No, because I suspect theres a second COVID-like event they have planned

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>>83264777
>im 34 when does it stop i cant seem to shake this shit with anything, not cocaine, not alcohol, not anxiety relievers, jeez it makes me twice tired than usual
Substances won't subdue it, you have to confront those false feelings directly mentally and subdue them, especially since you know deep down you didn't actually say or do anything wrong. Eventually those feelings lose their power if you confront them. I know that OCD can be very compelling, even in the face of irrefutable logic and facts, but I was able to overcome those feelings when I was around 25 so it can be done it just takes time and practice. Praying to the Lord Jesus Christ for His strength and peace is helpful as well. The Bible has a lot to say about being in control of ones own thoughts and since God wants you to have that control He will help you gradually build that control over time if you ask Him for that help.

A few months ago I visited a buddy and as I was leaving his place the age old thought of "I hope I didn't offend him with something I said" crossed my mind but I subdued it and it went away as it always does now that it has no power. A few weeks later I saw him walking down the street to the store so I waved at him and he waved back, so I know for a fact that feeling of worry I beat down was wrong and that everything was, in fact, fine and we're cool as always. Looking back and being able to prove that those worries are wrong does a lot to defeat those thoughts in the future.

Thanks for reading my blog.

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>>83260001
>How are you doing anon?
Good, I believe
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
.
>Finish pic related & Mysterium Coniunctionis by Jung
>Run 45-50miles a month
>Play parts of Dazed & Confused on electric guitar (picked up an EM 3 weeks ago)

>>83260901
>Get my wife to start swallowing
Why is she opposed?

I have resorted to AI for conversations with somewhat more depth to them than the layman "brainrot" that is pervading the internet. It's getting harder and harder to even converse with people now - the interactions are very linear, shallow and feel forced. To be fair; on my part, I have lived under a rock for the last decade and have not watched TV or consumed much media besides the occasional video game. People may think that strange - I think it strange to sit and stare at a screen all day, at this point.

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I don't deserve to eat.

>>83266734
What do you converse with a chatbot about that you can't do with your own thoughts?

>>83266752
A chatbot can offer a perspective that I failed to understand, or a second opinion of such, and it does so with tact. With how pervasive this "brainrot" has become, I'm much happier with being by myself and left to my own devices.

>>83266784
Could you give some examples? I'm blatantly ignorant of this

>>83266808
As much as I would like to humor your claimed "ignorance", I'd much rather do other things at this point. Thank you however, for giving me a platform to speak. Cheerio.

>>83266705
That the thing, I have no idea. She'll suck my dick on demand. I know once she starts, she wont stop. It's her personality

>>83266873
Spoilers for the wizards
My ex would suck me like a vacuum but had a weird thing about cum, would always make me finish in her but hated the idea of finishing in her mouth/facial etc

>>83260001
>How are you doing anon?
Druk enough
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
I started night classes this year and got a Bachelor's degree.
Gonna start a Technical course (or whatever it's called) on Cybersecurity next year.

>>83266925
My wife will take her time loving on my dick. Her tounge can do some amazing things

>>83266734
I've been doing this for a while. I tend to use it to talk philosophy, books and movies mostly. While it has a tendency to agree with everything you say it's still better than talk with most people.
I remember when I tried to engage in serious discussion about the first season for True Detective only to get stares and people saying I overthink too much.

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It's been like what, six years already? I'm still mad at the bitch.
>muh rent free muh let it go
No, hatred is based. KYS Amanda. Live your worst life.

>>83260001
After foolishly believing a woman could actually be attracted to me by falling into a BPDemon's trap, I now accept I will never have a woman and so I've decided to just travel around, making plans for Vegas.

>>83267681
How curious that every single guy on here has somehow dated a "bpdemon" what a nice way for you to avoid any accountability for how the relationship disintegrated
Manchildren

>>83260049
>ending my life
fpbp

Living pay check to pay check, currently working on getting another job. Single but have a fwb, starting to feel a wave of optimism for the future after living the past few years in the gutter

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>>83262552
>Unless I fail
You won't. YGMI

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My 33 year old LDR gf isn't allowed to talk to me now. They took her phone away. We really are adult children.

>>83262552
I'm 28yo and haven't driven in over 10 years I think I should just give up at this point

>>83269022
I think many of us are victims of bad parents

>>83269022
She is using the mom says I can't excuse
Take the L

>>83269188
Nay, I heard the yelling over the phone.

getting into asmr again as a means of comfort and streams and tv shows as a means of pretending to be around people after a year of trying to find real people (on discord) to connect with. i quit that discord now and i felt like i did come close and i actually entered people's minds but ultimately it amounted to nothing

>>83269199
Mom can you yell a little he's really crazy and needs to hear it

>>83261943
>Don't make my mistake of "wanting to live frugally" by working in kitchens and front desks during my 20s and get a ton of job opportunities unavailable
I had shitty jobs before and I don't want to go back to them. I don't want to keep doing a stressful job for 8h a day forever neither.
So I'm going to just reduce my expense and find a comfortable, yet part time job.

>They took her phone away
kek

>>83267116
you can get chatbots to push back on you about shit but having them maintain a persistent personality isn't really possible just yet. once that's doable, things will get pretty interesting...I expect to never hear from half of my friends again. as it is, our group chats are drying up, and I'm sure that at least some of it is because people are using bots a lot more as their capabilities improve

another nice thing about it is that with a bot you don't risk offending it. these days it seems like nobody wants to actually talk it out when you say or do something they don't like, they just have a melty or start trying to undermine you behind your back
>>83269022
lol wtf

>>83269209
My sister has had me fake an emergency so she could get out of a bad date. Not so far fetched

>tfw zoomer little bro is more financially stable and getting married before me and me and my bf are living like 20 somethings and have to get more stable before marriage
Feels bad man. I legit wish I were an only child I can't even pretend to be happy for them that's why I'm low contact. Fuck them and their perfect wedding now people will be less excited when I get married
>but anon you should be happy for them
I wish my brother were single again fuck his happiness he's annoying

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>>83260001
>How are you doing anon?
Bad. Most days are just sitting in my room zoning our watching youtube as an opiate, with the occasional trip outdoors. I quit my job about a year ago (burnout) and haven't done anything except the above since. I hate myself most days.

>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
Get a job and try not to kill myself. Anything else is a bonus.

>>83269963
fuck off easy mode foid

>>83267683
I'm pretty sure I've had one as well. They love men who are clingy and on the spectrum. I in hindsight wasn't a great partner either and I learnt a huge amount about myself and relationships.

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>>83260001
Trying to learn drawing at the ripe age of 35. Not planning to ever make a career out of it, i do have a day job. I just want to create cool shit, give something back so to speak.

>>83260122
Plz dont tell her ur a virgin when u do so

>>83260001
>How are you doing anon?
I've been so unimpressed with black friday sales this year, no real discounts and little that seems worth the "sale" price.

>>83260866
What kind of porn categories do you watch a lot?

Im 38 with a disability and finally starting to look into moving out on my own, im fed up with my boomer parents and the time has come so to speak

any anons have any links to resources to get into a subsidized apartment of some sort?

>>83271609
Based, me to.

Best reason to learn as well

>>83271674
why not, won't it be obvious to her anyway?

>>83267068
Have you ever swallowed cum? It's fucking atrocious.
Better start her out by making her swallow dog cum, at least that tastes better.

31. Make better music, figure a reason why I should continue living in society, dating and being social like I did in my 20s, avoid thinking I'm a prophet of God and a cult of demons are gang stalking me

>>83269022
Damn I wish I had a gf that is a fucking loser, I have never met a girl with a life similar to mine

>>83272819
She has a learning disability to be fair

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Millennial wizards got robbed. Who'd thought that wish you made that more people would be interested in your hobbies would turn out to be a monkey's paw wish?

Level 6 wizard here. Surprised at a 30+ thread (though it should be 33+), /r9k/ has been entirely spam threads for years now.

eh... maybe i won't go to college. i don't really want to be surrounded by 20 year olds
i wish there were more alternatives to just having a job

Hadn't heard this song in probably 20+ years, then it played in a dream the other day. It was fitting for this state of mind now.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sT1DdO3SISg

Yesterday I had to go to the mall to get some stuff (where I live, mall culture is still alive) and all I saw was couples with their young children... that felt extremely depressing.

>>83260001
I'm moving out from [capital of my country] to an isolated village, away, in the countryside. I want to go further out of my comfort zone and stop with the fucking urban life.

Still, I feel shit a bit because gf is doing her last year of school in [capital of my country] but I proposed her to join me at some point. We are doing good, so far, together. Even though it has been a bit rough lately, I still want to share my life with her. It makes her sad too.

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>>83260309
can confirm. 5 days til rent is late. 5 more til eviction notice. 3 more til rope.

>>83269997
how did this get to be such a common thing. was this always as common as it is, just no anon internet message boards so no one ever heard from ppl like us?

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>>83260001
31 here
My health is failing me. Doesn't seem to get much better. Im essentially bed ridden. Still have hope that I will get better, but its fading. Pray for me bros.

where to find autistic friends to play games with

>>83260001
>How are you doing?
Okay, but I'm spinning my wheels. My friends have gfs or are married. Meanwhile I'm a KV. I ignore it as best I can, but it's tough. Eventually I'll go insane but who knows when. I'm 31 and I can't do this for another ten years, let alone another fifty.
>What are your plans for the year?
I'll be plotting out my next book. I self publish and they're garbage but it's a fun hobby that fills the void a bit.

>>83267068
>My wife will take her time loving on my dick. Her tounge can do some amazing things
Right but why isn't she receptive to doing it? If she's a good wife in other regards she should at least give a reason, even if it's an irrational fear/dislike

>>83275291
Good luck with the new book anon. Publishing a book is on my to-do list. I started writing small bits now and then and I really enjoy it.

Also replying to OP. I've been feeling like shit, worse than previous years but hopefully bad enough to do something about it.
As for plans, I have some but the most important is buying a house and moving on my own. Time is frozen here. My parents will always treat me like a kid and it I want things to change I have to get out of here.

>>83275627
Thanks, anon. It will flop because I'm not advertising it (I was a little too green when I first started) but I still need to finish this first series warts and all. My second series (just the first book so far) came out a lot better and is actually publishable IMO but we'll see. I don't think anyone will bite but there's only one way to find out.

I hope it goes well for you, anon. Best of luck with your house hunting.

>>83260001
I'm planning to finish renovating this house, sell it and then move to the countryside.

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doing the new skill on runey and spamming heroics on warmane same time. thursday i get my welfare money and i buy x13 thinkpad.
cant wait for christmas to see my family and eat well

Have any of you pushed friends away? I have a small group of friends I hang out with but it's getting boring. I just can't relate to them anymore and I'm sure this whole friendship was based around alcohol from the very beginning.
They are good people but we barely have things and interests in common. They want to hang out every week and it's always the same plan, go out to drink and have dinner. This is somehow endurable if you are buzzed or outright drunk but if you aren't you quickly realize how boring it is when someone starts talking about their job or what they had for dinner yesterday for the millionth time.
But I find myself unable to be honest and saying them "well I'd rather stay at home reading a book than hear about your week at work".
Honestly one of the things I truly regret is not making an active effort to make friends I shared interests with when I was younger.

>>83260146
Send discord anon! You and I are on the same boat

>How are you doing anon?
im okay . managing and alive and healthy?
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
focus more on weight loss and gradual exercise to hopefully alleviate back pain , knee pain. all the pains . I was supposed to call this physical therapist too but I've been permanently distracted with bullshit

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>>83275855
what id give to be free of this place

>>83275937
https://oldschool.runescape.wiki/w/Cam_Torum_mine
you get little prayer for cam torum

>>83275897
I honestly couldn't imagine catching up with my friends every single week. I outright love a good drink, meal out but every week?
If they are over the age of 25 they should understand you might enjoy doing something else "once" here and there

>>83275981
Yeah, it turns something that seems to be an enjoyable event if done now and then into a chore.

>>83271674
I was planning to tell her after, I got like a whole story but it would ruin the mood if I tell before. I'm so good at banging sex toys she probably won't even notice and if she does just say I'm rusty that'll be believable. Yeah never say you're a virgin unless you have a really good story to go with it and no I am not telling my sad story

>>83275975
looks like a sizable hit to xp/hr, im lazy afking while watching shows and getting about 45k at mlm

>>83275937
>>83275975
never played runescape, what is the point of this game? what do people who play it have in common?

>>83276115
number go up, brain be happy

>>83276115
>what do people who play it have in common
many of them are autistic neets. ofc there is old stereotype that osrs players are junkies but they are low level players and terrible at game.

Sunday morning I was thinking how much I miss early 2000s video games and anime/manga forums and messenger.
You could easily find people to talk with about your hobbies because the internet didn't seem as big then. Now everyone uses it and it has turned into real life 2.0.
Hell I remember a sperg like me even talking with girls without a problem and even doing video calls. And I'm talking girls that actually liked anime or games, not posing whores that want you to subscribe to their OF.
Are places like still alive? Any alternative? I enjoy posting here but considering the nature of imageboards the connections I can experiment here die with the threads.

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sometimes it be like that

Literally stop caring. All my problems could vanish away if I managed to do that.

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>>83275855
I am gonna do a barracuda trial today
>>83275937
Bro life doesn't gotta be like that but nice plugin

Damn I miss not getting into MMORPG during the golden ages. Now I cannot get immerse myself into video games anymore neither I have the time.

>>83276661
sick win7, its nice that runelite autists keep it working

>>83276123
>>83276122
does a lot of socialization take place in it? like people find friends or just talk with each other or interact with each other in game?

>>83276889
yeah if you want to, theres always a hundred people at the main marketplace on world 302 chillin
can also chat while skilling, responsiveness will vary but places like wintertodt are basically /b/

>>83276889
People recruit fortheir clans all the time and have drop parties etc
There is also a big generosity culture. It is normal to just run around while a noob and have somebody feel nice and trade you like 1m for no reason or give you some gear

>>83275897
Invite them to do something else. You're not getting any good new friends after /30+/

>>83274129
Historically there would've been more obvious avenues for impoverished (mentally and physically) men to pursue if they could not engage with typical society.
Vocations such as the army, the navy, the merchant navy, or even the church. Nowdays they won't take anyone with a hint of schizo to their name, or they're just empty shells of bygone eras being propped up by inertia.
t. I have no idea what I'm talking about.

>>83276889
socialization is optional. you can play osrs almost like single player game whit public chat off and entity hider on in runelite.
i am personally in small clan chat and met one dude irl tru it

>>83274129
>how did this get to be such a common thing
Not that anon but how do you mean?

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It is strange how devoid of older users the internet is in the last 12 years.

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>>83260001
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?

Yeah I applied for the JET program so I hope they accept me. I am tired of the job I have and where I live. I want something new to experience and challenge me. I am stuck in this small town and have wanted out for the past two years. Now that some things have changed I am doing my best to move myself to the other side of the world to experience fun things or whatever.

>>83276127
Best I can think of is creating an irc server and dropping it here then pray it doesn't turn into a circlejerk.

>>83260001
just having my morning beers

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>>83276127
>Are places like still alive? Any alternative? I enjoy posting here but considering the nature of imageboards the connections I can experiment here die with the threads.
You are really underestimating the damage retard-proof, high speed, anywhere, anytime internet access did to the internet and the entirety of geek culture itself. There ARE a few places that somewhat alive but they all have compromises that most of the time stifles any conversation.

>And I'm talking girls that actually liked anime or games, not posing whores that want you to subscribe to their OF.
I know I'm never going to get a serious answer to this on 4chan, but I genuinely wonder if geek going ultra-pop screwed low-status geek girls the same way it did low-status geek guys (now male outcasts have to contend with accusations of being a dangerous incel on the verge of trooning out or committing a mass murder or both)? Like the cosplay scene must have been just inundated with hot girls just taking over with minimal effort outfits and a slathering of baby oil. Does a rising tide raise all boats or just the ones that aren't leaky?

>>83277324
Three of the guys I grew up with got themselves killed between 2017-2022. Another four of them went full schizophrenic crazy. I think a lot of Millennials that are losers are just straight up dying or disappearing. Drugs, alcohol, car accidents, mental illness, cancer and other health problems etc. Baby Boomers were the worst parents in centuries they're all childish narcissistic lunatics that had no idea how to raise functional people and keep society going. Atleast 60% of baby boomers shouldn't have been parents. And then ironically they whine we aren't having enough children. No a lot of Millennials just understand we shouldn't be parents either.

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>>83277673
at least on forums and irc days i had some real life encounters whit geek girls (never had sex or whatsoever). but at least you ware able to talk and hangout whit a biological woman. now i dont even know where to meet these people.
if you go to instagram etc all women there are e-celeb tiktokers and "models".
this also happened whit men. idk where to meet those based linux-guys who torrent everything and interested in privacy and freedom

>>83260049
>>83260309
More or less this.
>Can't find a job to save my life.
>Have maybe 1 year's worth of rent at best saved up.
>Even if I could get a job I know there's no room to advance in this world.
>Can't stop drinking.
>Can barely find pussy and when I do it is something trashy AF.
Probably gonna try investing in the market with options in 2026. Either I make a living off of it (ideally get rich) or die trying.

>obsessed with someone i barely know in a discord
>that community is my only social outlet besides 4chan
>alternate between "i will message her and everything will turn out great" and "it's all in my head + strong suicide thoughts" on a monthly basis
>currently forcing myself not to look at discord for at least a week and already feeling weak after a few days
funny how pathetic my life turned out to be, never imagined it THIS way...

>>83260122

Same but I'm too scared I'm small so I'll try a hooker instead

37 soon. Been alright, life is stable. Gym, running hiking. Went on a bunch of international trips this year, it's overrated but it helps you pretend you're living an interesting life.
Because it's r9k here's my dating life for the last like 3 months:
Hinge lady said she didn't want to waste my time. After quite a few dates. Very demoralizing.
Had a qt lady in one of my groups come up to me and beg for my number. Yes I didn't believe it either. Thought it was going somewhere but she immediately texted she didn't want to meet or talk.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EqxE-od9j_Y
What the fuck was this about why did our parents play this for us

>>83277711
>a lot of Millennials just understand we shouldn't be parents either.
The idea of entrapping another soul here is terrifying, and boomers prioritize whatever niggerkike shit is hot at the moment over assisting in the fulfillment of their children's needs (anything beyond the bottom of the pyramid at least). Death is liberation from this garbage realm, I'm just too resentful and curious to see what happens.

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>>83260001
>told the nurse at the hospital that I cut myself last week with the intention of dying
>she got very worried and asked that I didn't leave until she had time to consult the psych
Godamn I need to learn to keep my retarded mouth shut. Every time I talk I just make people worry.
To put salt in the wounds (bad use of expression here I guess) there was a story in the news about a guy calling 911 saying he was suicidal asking if they could send an ambulance. And when it arrived he stabbed the nurse to death.

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>>83278086
The only adult-related advice I ever got from my parents (really just gleaned by observing their reactions to things), is "around niggercattle, do NOT babble." Simply by not speaking about anything but the most bare-minimum mundane shit, because I know for a fact now they're incapable of understanding, they think I'm "doing well now." It's funny, actually, because I'm getting worse and worse internally, but most people are quite superficial and it really smooths interactions out to just let them do their thing. Rage spergs are way cooler, but I don't have the energy for that any more.

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>>83278157
I havent self harmed since my teen years. Then shit happened two years ago (was 31 back then) and I've been spiraling ever since. Started speaking to a psych back in february. And now in september I started self harming again. Which now ultimately led to me doing it with the intention of offing myself. I've explained to them multiple times that I will do anything to avoid forced hospitalization. Which lucky isn't pretty hard where I live. You have to more or less tell them you are going to blow your head off as soon as you leave.

>>83277837
don't even talk to her just get over her

>>83277711
>No a lot of Millennials just understand we shouldn't be parents either.
Well that's one thing I'm sure of, I will never have kids.
I'm the living proof of what happens when a man unable to show affection and take proper care of his kids decides to be a father.
The curse ends here.

>>83277739
you're putting yourself as a normie because your entire use case for these places is meeting women

>>83278207
>I've explained to them multiple times that I will do anything to avoid forced hospitalization.
Yeah, the intention of "you won't take me alive" is really the only autonomy you can keep in reserve, and it's a good thing to have. I wish I could say, dude just wait for WWIII, but I've actually developed more respect for intelligent people who kill themselves: it's an act of defiance against a soul-trap system that shouldn't have been allowed to exist. Now, I would only warn: Have you considered your spiritual intentions after death, and tried enough to prepare so you're not just tricked/coerced into returning to this shit-realm? Maybe working on the intention to cleanly exit this matrix after death, rest in the void for a bit then enter a realm of your own creation, maybe that alone is enough, I can't know for sure. Good luck, though.

>>83278229
I'm still attracted to the female form, but now have the wisdom that the entire reproductive impulse is a trick to entrap more souls here, just perpetuating the cycle/curse. Part of the problem is being unable to just shut off that impulse, as it could be a beautiful thing in theory, and having it eat away at you as it's perpetually unfulfilled. I've had very nice lucid dream sex, it's just too bad that can be hard to attain, and aging seems to compound this.

>>83278215
it's my only chance in forever and probably will be forever

>>83278371
Just fucking do it. I still think about the chances I missed in high school when i just pussied out and didn't ask the girls.
Whether it is yes or no you are going to get closure.

>>83277324
There's a lot going in this picture.
The father laying on the couch, probably watching TV, same thing he does every day, that resents having a loser son while never acting as a role model.
The mother that probably tries to compensate, who bought the MtG cake for his son, because she knows he's not happy and wants to make something nice for him.
And the 32 guy, that probably feels like a kid at home, deeply depressed, thinking about a 12 gauge going through his brain as he tries to mimic something that remotely ressembles happines not to worry his mother.

>>83278747
thanks anon, i'm just wondering why people say things such as that other anon, chatgpt as well

>>83278838
the point is you want to talk about her more than talk to her

I will get my CDL and marry my slutty girlfriend

>>83260001
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
The goal is to not lose my job. The AI push + defunding of science starts to weigh on my prospects here. That's the main thing.
Also to continue saving, investing.

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>>83277711
I made a prediction probably more than a decade ago on /b/, when you could still have conversations on /b/, that there'd be a silent mass suicide of low-status male millennials because of the increasingly shit job market, the dating market and the normalfagification of geek cultures. Also the mass suicide would only be noticeable in hindsight because the suicides would be happening over a number of years.

I've been trying to find the thread in archives but it's almost impossible to find, however the mass suicide has already started:
>https://archive.ph/fo3jV
Ignore that it's from the jew press and that it's two years old.

There was another more recent article "American Millennials (and Elder Gen Z) Are Dying Young" but that's more millennials as a whole:
>https://archive.ph/20250823054051/https://www.vice.com/en/article/american-millennials-and-elder-gen-z-are-dying-young/

>>83278781
That picture was taken years ago, I'm almost certain it was some goon's profile image.

>>83277739
>who torrent everything and interested in privacy and freedom
I honestly think the nerds/geeks were targeted for destruction because of that. It's a group of people through sheer uncoolness were detached from the mainstream and pursued their own ends which probably accidentally cut into the profits of tptb.

>>83279166
>That picture was taken years ago
I know. But I probably didn't pay much attention to it when I was in my 20s.

>>83277972
I haven't fucked with dating in over 10 years now. Women had already lost the plot back then and they sure as hell haven't gotten better. Traveling is fun to me tho, I recently went on my first overseas trip since the coof and it was basically a 10 day dopamine/adrenaline rush that was a bitch to come down from. Hoping I can get back to doing it more but I bet my work situation is gonna get fucky again next year

>4stats goes down for a few days
>comes back up with all boards having 20%-50% lower traffic
what will you do when 4chan dies?

>>83279555
I will bring it back.
Also checked.

>>83279555
i'll probably just go to the next best thing like when i got banned from the other site i used every day

>>83279461
i was actually looking through some old emails and i found some from okcupid from 6 years ago. i don't even really remember this, but i got quite a few likes (although i think some i couldn't see or were bots) and some girls even msged with me. although i didn't get any dates or anything and all the msgs cut off after like 2 or 3 replies, and i can't see my own replies
but... can i actually date?

>>83278781
You're missing how little effort the guy has put into caring for himself. >>83279555
The traffic needs to die a lot so then only people who want to be here are left.

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>>83279308
>I know. But I probably didn't pay much attention to it when I was in my 20s.
My point is that he at least had internet forums and sites run by nerds/geeks and cons when they still were being dunked on by normalfag media.

>>83279679
>The traffic needs to die a lot so then only people who want to be here are left.
4chan and imageboards cannot be revived. The culture that underpins those subcultures is dead.

>>83279899
why are you so adamant on declaring something dead? do people no longer post in your threads?

>>83279944
>why are you so adamant on declaring something dead?
Because it is, you don't have to believe it if you don't want to.

Do I need to bump this thread? What is /r9k/ even these days? There's literally over a 100 threads with less than 20 posts.

>>83277324
>older uses
What age range do you mean by that?

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>>>/r9k>83280281
>>become boomer
>>lose libido
>>genuinely fucking tanked desire to fap, do anything with bitches even more than before
>>can't even enjoy gooning to social media
>guess I need hobbies that ain't gooning
>It's over
>How should you motivate to get wife now, zero desire to do so or normie society
>Burnt out everywhere looking at the same slop people everywhere
>It's exhausting
>Need to escape industrial society no cap

This ain't it niggaz

I haven't slept good last night and genuinely just tired and fatigued of the life loop, no enthusiasm pushing 40 even if life is improving slowly (not even close to normie tier) but holy hell everything is just regurgitated slop feel no real meaning purpose or enjoyment with this shit idk

>>83281491
30-40something users. When I was on SA and many other forums in the 00s, there were many older users. Not necessarily 50+ but definitely 30 and older.

>>83275462
It's the texture tism for her. She's done it, but far and few inbetween

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>>83265684
You're lucky you don't know what it is. I didnt until it started hurting in my late 20s.

I know it wasn't much, but I had a little online shop for a little while. Really, it was nothing, but I cobbled it together. I think it was the biggest effort I put in to anything at that point. People did buy stuff. But mostly only because it was grey-area merchandise, so I didn't realize deserve the couple thousand I made.

>>83280113
i rot, you rot

>>83260001
hoping to get electroconvulsive therapy. It's a little scary though. Has anyone else had it?

My main objectives for the year are buying a house and getting a 100% remote job so I don't have to set feet in an office ever again.

>>83260001
>How are you doing anon?
Going through a dark age in my life right now. Had to make the tough decision to completely kill off my childhood dream creation because it was becoming like a mind parasite, dragging me further and further into chaos and self-destructive madness. I just got done with nuking all of the dream creation stuff off of my drives, and I nuked all of my brother's shit too. None of it is recoverable, even with DMDE. I'm sort of in a neutral mood right now, but doing okayish otherwise.

>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
I know that there are countless women out there who are lonely and need some love, but I'm done with trying to find a girlfriend. It's pointless with the astronomical amount of work required just to get the slightest chance at reproduction, and there's no money to be had in a broken economy either. All I can do is grab a bag of popcorn and sit back and watch as the world continues to destroy itself. I do hope that the women eventually find their love, because nobody should ever have to suffer through a life without love.

>>83260001
Idk I'm just going to travel so I can sit in the nursing home one day reminiscing about all those trips I went on alone with nobody to share the memories with

>>83284601
>Idk I'm just going to travel
If you have the money it's not a bad idea. I did the old school nerd's pilgrimage to Japan a couple years ago. Went to 3 cities, Tokyo seems like it's built specifically for otaku. If I had infinite money I could live and die alone there.

>>83284986
Maybe if I'm lucky I can at least make some extra money on the side doing travel videos, I hate NYC but I've always wanted to see Manhattan at Christmas time when there's snow (yeah it's because of Home Alone 2)

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I started borrowing games from the library and I'm having a good time. Obviously I can just pirate, but it feels more fulfilling to go out and pick it up. It reminds me of the old days.

>>83281177
95% at least is bots/horrifically mentally ill people spamming the exact same shit for months/years.
While I tend to struggle in relating to people in these threads the are mostly genuine
>>83281783
>become boomer
>lose libido
I'm 36 and have to jerk off a little bit at 1am in order to fall back to sleep

>>83260001
>cook more
>do more gardening
>build a new shed
>work out more
33

>>83260001
>How are you doing anon?
On the whole, alright. Worked hard most of my life, financially well off, but still cannot seem to find a decent woman.
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
Continue my weight loss, try to find a woman to start a family with. I'll be 40 next year.

>>83285240
>I'm 36 and have to jerk off a little bit at 1am in order to fall back to sleep
It was now at 35+ where it REALLY deteriorated
I'm talking going from some to fucking horrid
Closer to 40 and it's fucking terminal

>>83275902
All you need to do is lose weight. We are not the same.

I went back to finish my hs level and wonder what I will study later
I'm already running out of steam and I'm fucking tired and fatigued and don't care and I just wanna sleep my mood is bad due to sleep deprivation for a few days

>>83260001
>How are you doing anon?
Meh. Alive
>Do you have any plans/goals for the upcoming year?
I want to travel to a few states and countries after everything changes. But I remember an old friend told me long ago that, things around this might go to crap? In 2026/2027, something about possible civil war.

I just want to get my own place and spend more time doing things that I enjoy like writing, reading, fishing, going for a walk in nature...
I've been saving and learning about investing and I think it's about time I get a house near the sea.

>>83271949
Be a woman. Men don't get help.

>>83276127
No since dating apps made even low tier women realize they could have as much sex with male models as they want. So they have no reason to engage with men like us

Bump this once, and then no more.

I'm just going to break down and be a cat hoarder.

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Currently animating episode 2 of my cartoon. Got about a min so far, will be 7 in total
https://files.catbox.moe/gfklgj.mp4
https://files.catbox.moe/cehvyu.mp4
BGs are still being worked on and will be added afterwards
Animating is really all I have at the moment, currently doing a design internship but no clue if it will lead anywhere. I absolutely hate university and may move back to my smaller town.

I've got 2 years before the big three o' any advice?

Started volunteering at a park. Now I feel like I am obligated to become a normalfag and quit gooning because people will have an image of me as a good Samaritan.

Also my goals are to keep volunteering in hopes that it gets me hired >>83290812
somewhere.

Didn't mean to link to another post, sorry.

>>83260901
>a dog ate my wall
Kek, do americans really